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"You want answers, I can't agree with you more. All I'm saying is that, maybe we can help each other."

Shards Of Memory is a Final Fantasy fanfiction written by Drake Clawfang. Set in the world of Dissidia Final Fantasy, the core of the story is that it follows Terra and Cloud on their quests for their Crystals. While they travel together and come to trust each other, the various Warriors of Chaos are still plotting against their respective heroic counterparts, Sephiroth and Kefka being those chosen to oppose Cloud and Terra. Thus Cloud deals with nightly Mind Rape courtesy of Sephiroth inflicting Laser-Guided Amnesia on him in his sleep to erase his memories of Aerith, with the ultimate intent of seizing control of Cloud's mind. Meanwhile Kefka uses his Crystal to play havoc with Terra's control over her powers. As a result the two are forced to confront their Dark And Troubled Pasts, which they keep hidden from the other. This only causes problems down the road as Sephiroth and Kefka try to turn them against each other.


Besides the titular protagonists and their rivals, the story also focuses heavily on Golbez, Jecht, and Emperor Mateus, the latter briefly usurping Garland as The Dragon at the height of his role. It's also a Pragmatic Adaptation—the timeline and events are redone, the backstories for the Crystals, Chaos, and the Warrior of Light are completely different, and several new concepts that have no basis for the actual canon are introduced. While it is intended as a shipping fic, there's not as much romance as good friendship between Cloud and Terra, though deeper feelings are hinted at and remarked on by other characters.

At over 250,000 words and 40 chapters with an epilogue, the story is completed and is currently one of the longest Dissidia fanfictions on Can be read here.


This fic contains examples of the following:

  • Above Good and Evil: Shinryu is ancient and powerful beyond human comprehension, and it's spent untold eons wandering the multiverse doing as it likes. It casually comments that it has created and destroyed worlds many times just to have something to do, and We Are as Mayflies to it.
  • Adaptational Heroism: Shinryu was an antagonistic force in Dissidia, but in the fic is far more benevolent, though still self-interested. While it doesn't care about any of the worlds or warriors in particular, it does keep Omega sealed away in the Void because it's not about to let it destroy the multiverse. Shinryu also shows genuine gratitude to the heroes for ending the cycle of war, since that means any risk of Omega powering up and breaking the seal is now gone.
  • Adaptational Villainy:
    • Kuja's Anti-Villain traits from Dissidia 012 are left out since it was released after the fic was well underway. Sephiroth is much more obviously a villain and wants to conquer Cloud's world, as opposed to Dissidia's Punch-Clock Villain Warrior Poet interpretation.
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    • Chaos. In the canon he was manipulated by Garland and Cid into starting the cycles of war, and then became an Orcus on His Throne who didn't care about them. In this fic he goes along with the cycles from the start, and eventually decides to find a way to betray Cid and Cosmos and kill Cosmos to escape the cycles of war, and with his freedom he'll become a Multiversal Conqueror. Fortunately, the heroes were able to kill him for the final time before that happened.
    • Zigzagged for Cosmos and Cid. The final chapters reveal they were knowing participants in the cycles of war, just as in Dissidia 012. But while in that game their goal was to return home, here they sought to reactivate Omega and use it to attack Onrac in revenge for the war that got them sent to the Void. On the other hand, they still came to regret their actions in the cycles, and it is implied Cid was the force that revived Golbez and Jecht and sent them home when the cycles ended.
  • A Form You Are Comfortable With: It is revealed by Shinryu that the world of Dissidia makes the chosen warriors a collective Fisher King — the landscape is shifted in patches to fit each character's memories of home, with parts of other worlds thrown in to create the sense of several worlds being merged as one when actually its an entirely separate world.
  • A.I. Is a Crapshoot: Omega was programmed with no objective but to destroy. Since it got cast into the Void, the hub of the Final Fantasy multiverse, its objective redefined as the destruction of all those worlds, turning it into an absolute Omnicidal Maniac.
  • Anti-Villain: Golbez and Jecht. They upgrade to Anti Heroes after their Heel Face Turns.
  • Arc Words: Every chapter begins with a historical quote relevant to the events about to unfold.
  • The Atoner: Golbez's motivation is the restoration of the Lunarians. After his plan collapses Cecil convinces him to help them defeat Chaos to make amends.
  • Batman Gambit: Golbez's betrayal of the villains? Mateus was counting on it.
  • Back from the Dead:
    • All the villains were dead in their respective worlds before Chaos revived them prior to the story's events.
    • Later invoked by Sephiroth, Ultimecia and Kuja, when the Emperor uses the Crystal of Darkness to revive them.
    • And then by Cloud, who is revived by the power of the Crystals.
  • Battle Couple: Cloud and Terra, eventually.
  • Berserk Button: Kefka loses it when someone actually manages to hurt him.
  • Big Damn Heroes: Jecht intervenes to save Tidus during the battle with Mateus.
  • The Big Damn Kiss: Chapter 19; Terra kisses Cloud to break Sephiroth's control over him.
  • Bloodless Carnage: Gradually subverted. Earlier battles use minimal blood, but the characters began getting more and more battered as time went on. The battles Sephiroth is involved in are particularly brutal for Cloud.
  • Brought Down to Normal: Golbez loses his powers in Chapter 25. While he eventually helps fight much later, he's limited to a sword.
  • The Cameo: Numerous other characters appear in flashbacks or are mentioned in passing.
    • Ashe and Eald'narche are shown in flashbacks to previous cycles, when they were the hero and villain counterparts to Gabranth and Shantotto, respectively.
    • Maduin appears to Terra when she recovers her Crystal, as her Crystal is actually his Magicite shard.
    • Aerith appears to Terra in a vision in Chapter 30, though Terra doesn't know who it is.
    • Lightning is mentioned as Hikari's predecessor as the leader of the heroes in Chapter 33.
    • Lightning and Ramza appear as former Champions of Light in Chapter 39, though unnamed.
  • Character Development
  • Character Rerailment: Invoked. In earlier chapters Mateus was loud and pompous, and was regarded as a joke by the other villains for trying to order them around. After English footage of him was released, he was tweaked to be more in-line with the Smug Snake personality seen in the game, and his earlier characterization was given a Hand Wave as an act to fool Golbez into thinking he was safe to keep scheming undetected. Golbez's role and characterization also began to shift around the same point.
  • Chekhov's Armory:
    • It's mentioned early on that Cloud has Fire, Cure and Thunder Materia. The latter two don't come into use until Chapter 21.
    • Mateus uses the Dark Crystal to revive the slain Warriors of Chaos. Hikari uses the Light Crystals to revive Cloud in the same manner.
    • The Combination Attack Cloud and Terra use to defeat Gabranth is later used to defeat Safer Sephiroth.
    • Jecht receives a power boost from Tidus's Crystal and enters his EX Mode to fight Mateus. In the battle with Chaos the heroes do the same with their respective Crystals.
    • Cloud's Fire Materia is dropped in the Forgotten City and found by Terra. In the Epilogue it's used by Aerith to transport Terra to Cloud's world.
  • The Chessmaster: Golbez and Mateus. Eventually he Out Gambits Golbez, see above under Batman Gambit.
  • Combination Attack: Terra and Cloud combine their Holy Combo-Ultima and Omnislash Version 5 to defeat Gabranth. The same attack is later upgraded with Cloud's fusion swords to take down Safer Sephiroth.
  • Deadpan Snarker: Sephiroth slips into this on occasion when Kefka is the topic of discussion. Cloud and Terra get their turns too.
  • Depending on the Artist: Justified with Terra's hair variably being blonde or green in different media. This story depicts her as naturally blonde, but her hair turns green when she first transforms into her Esper form. She explains that green is Maduin's hair color and it shifts when her powers well up. She returns to blonde when she gets her Crystal and full control over her powers again.
  • Deus ex Machina:
    • The group manages to find an airship and an enchanted map that makes travelling between the final destinations a lot quicker compared to the earlier parts of the story.
    • Several times in the final chapters thanks to Rule of Cool. How does Cloud manifest the Buster Sword out of nothing? How did Golbez and Jecht make it home? How does Aerith use a Materia shard to transport Terra to the Sector 7 Church? Quiet, you're ruining the epic and happy ending!
  • Dramatic Ellipsis: Cloud and Terra both dip into it, but especially Cloud.
  • Dramatic Irony: It's revealed the reason Sephiroth's spirit can survive dissolution in death is because through the Sephiroth cells in Cloud, a part of his original body is still alive. After he kills Cloud, the same connection means a part of Cloud's body is still technically alive, so he's Only Mostly Dead.
  • Dropped a Bridge on Him: The fic opens with news of Exdeath's death, and Ultimecia is already dead. The deaths of the Cloud of Darkness and Kuja occur unseen and are announced to the other villains after the fact.
  • Drunk on the Dark Side: Sephiroth gets a lot hammier when he transforms into Safer Sephiroth.
  • Earn Your Happy Ending. By the time the epilogue ends, Golbez and Jecht have a second chance at life with their families back home, everyone else is home again where they belong, and Cloud and Terra are together in the Final Fantasy VII world. The road there was not an easy one for any of them.
  • Eldritch Location: The Void, which is briefly glimpsed when it swallows part of the world — Terra's narration while looking at it describes it as being just simply wrong. Squall claims that, even though he's never seen it before, he feels he recognizes it and it terrifies him for reasons he doesn't understand.
  • Everyone Calls Him "Barkeep": Subverted with The Emperor and the Warrior of Light, who are called Mateus and Hikari, though their official titles are still used frequently. Played straight with Onion Knight—Terra mentions he has a proper name, but he hasn't told anyone. Though this last case is eventually subverted as of chapter 36-OK reveals his real name is Luneth.
  • Face Death with Dignity: Sephiroth fades away with a resolution that whatever awaits him on the other side, he will face it with his head held high.
  • Fate Worse than Death: Sephiroth taunts Cloud with what he plans to do with him once he takes over their world — erase his memories of all his friends and take over his mind to force him to kill them, after which Sephiroth will revive them so he can do it again, occasionally letting him regain his senses to watch Sephiroth kill them himself.
  • Fighting Your Friend: Cloud and Terra each get a turn, Cloud when Terra loses control of her powers, and Terra when Sephiroth takes control of Cloud's mind.
  • Fire, Ice, Lightning: Cloud's magical abilities after receiving Hikari's power.
  • Foreshadowing: In Chapter 23, as Sephiroth vanishes in a flurry of black feathers, the last one to appear is white instead. Chapter 27 is titled "Descend Heartless Angel", and the Arc Words are a translation of the Ominous Latin Chanting in Sephiroth's theme, One-Winged Angel.
  • Good Costume Switch: When Golbez is stripped of his powers by Chaos, he loses his armor with it, reverting to his Man in Black costume from The After Years, and later performing a Heel–Face Turn.
  • Greater-Scope Villain: Shinryu is foreshadowed as such. Turns out he's just so powerful, he's Above Good and Evil and is unconcerned about mortals — the actual Greater-Scope Villain is Omega, who would destroy the multiverse if Shinryu wasn't keeping it sealed in the Void.
  • "Groundhog Day" Loop: Just as in the game, the cycles of war between Cosmos and Chaos are constantly reset to be fought over and over. The difference is in this fic, it's gone on for untold eons.
  • The Heavy: The actual Big Bad is Chaos with the Emperor and Garland acting as his main servants as in the source game, but Sephiroth is the villain of the main storyline, and grows into an antagonist role opposing Terra in addition to being Cloud's nemesis.
  • Heel–Face Turn: Golbez and Jecht in Chapter 25, though Golbez was The Mole prior.
  • He's Back!: Cloud is revived from death in Chapter 35.
  • "I Know You're in There Somewhere" Fight: Cloud to Terra when she transforms, and Terra to Cloud when Sephiroth takes control of him.
  • Internal Reveal: Cloud doesn't learn about Terra's ability to transform into her Esper state until Chapter 17.
  • Killed Off for Real: All the villains save for Sephiroth, Ultimecia and Kuja stay dead after being killed. Later, Sephiroth is stated to die for the final time, Cloud's Sephiroth cells being purified and his last link to the living gone.
  • Knight of Cerebus:
    • Gabranth not only provides Cloud and Terra with their strongest foe yet even with both of them fighting, but he also informs them of Shinryu's existence and the nature of the cycles of war.
    • Chaos, as befitting the Big Bad. His arrival on the scene triggers the death of Cosmos, the splitting of the party, and the road to the final battle which includes Cloud's death and resurrection and Hikari's Heroic Sacrifice.
  • Lampshade Hanging: Cloud and Terra both demonstrate some degree with regards to their quests and their archenemies. Cloud for example is completely unsurprised when Sephiroth comes back to life after their first battle.
  • Light 'em Up: Cloud after receiving Hikari's power.
  • MacGuffin: The Crystals, naturally. The story is explicit in each one being an object of importance from the original world it was taken from — Cloud's Crystal is the White Materia and Terra's is Maduin's Magicite.
  • Magic Knight: Terra prefers her magic but uses her sword on occasion. Cloud plays this straight after he receives Hikari's power, and gains a Fire, Ice, Lightning trio of spells, as well as using his magical Limit Breaks like Blade Beam and Meteorain.
  • Mythology Gag: In the spirit of the source game, numerous Final Fantasy references are dropped, some more subtle than others. Many are to Dissidia itself, such as various attacks used in fight scenes being based on attacks in the game, snippets of dialogue are taken from the rest of the series, and many locations, though not directly named, are based on some location from a Final Fantasy game. Various other franchises get nods too.
    • In Chapter 9, Terra remarks "There's so many worlds...and they all share the same sky...". Chapter 25 is called "A World Without Light" after Marluxia's attack call.
    • In Chapter 6, Kefka asks Kuja "Do I really look like a guy with a plan?"
    • An unintentional one that came full circle, the Manikins are called "Crystelle", since they hadn't been given an English name yet when the story started. Crystelle is the name of a Crystal-like enemy encountered in the depths of the Interdimensional Rift in Final Fantasy V. Then came Dissidia 012, and the Manikins are revealed to have been created from living crystals found in the Rift.
  • No-Holds-Barred Beatdown: Sephiroth issues one to Cloud and Terra after going One-Winged Angel and becoming Safer Sephiroth.
  • "Not So Different" Remark: Golbez says such about him and Terra. A major part of the earlier chapters is Terra and Cloud thinking the other has experienced similar hardships to theirs.
  • One-Winged Angel: It's Final Fantasy, after all.
    • Sephiroth sprouts his black wing before all his battles, then transforms into Safer Sephiroth in Chapter 27.
    • Kefka shifts into his God Form for the final moments of his battle with Terra.
    • Jecht for the battle with Mateus at the end of Chapter 31. Mateus invokes this for himself in the next chapter.
    • Kuja goes Trance for his battle with Zidane, Squall and Bartz at the Chaos Shrine.
    • Chaos invokes both of his One-Winged Angel forms in the final battle, growing to huge sizes as in Utter Chaos, but described as looking like Feral Chaos.
  • Only I Can Kill Him: Hikari and Garland are the Champions of Cosmos and Chaos, respectively, thus only they can defeat the other. Chaos later shifts the title to Mateus, but revokes it to invoke You Have Failed Me.
    • Loophole Abuse: As Jecht notes (and proves), just because you can't be killed except by that one person, doesn't mean you can't have the unholy snot beaten out of you.
  • Out of the Inferno: Cloud invokes this trope in response to Safer Sephiroth's Super Nova.
  • Plot Tumor: Golbez wasn't intended to have such a large role in earlier chapters, which were written shortly after the Japanese release of the original game. Then English translations of the story began to come forward, and he became The Mole and Terra's mentor, and effectively became a third protagonist alongside her and Cloud.
  • Power Floats: Terra begins to fly on a regular basis as she becomes more confident in her control of her powers.
  • Precision F-Strike: Kefka specializes in them. While the story contains minor cursing on occasion, the only F-bombs come from Kefka, and only three of them.
  • Purple Prose: Kuja, though Mateus, Sephiroth and Golbez slip into it occasionally.
    Sephiroth: "So that's it. You want me to be your attack dog to leash in a stray. I've other matters to concern myself with. Find another to be your hound."
    • Almost every line of dialogue Gabranth has, though considering his home game it's tonally consistent.
    "Cryst of the gods, or at least it once was...and so taken, so that mankind may take control of time and remake his history."
  • Say My Name: Used profusely by Cloud and Terra.
  • Scenery Gorn: The sight of Kefka's Tower and the area surrounding it are given a more detailed description of just how bad the World of Ruin really was compared to the World of Balance.
  • Sealed Evil in a Can: Omega, an Omnicidal Maniac sealed in the Void.
  • Shoo Out the Clowns: Aside from the occasional one-liner, a lot of the comic relief in the story ended once Kefka got killed, making it a more-or-less literal case.
  • Sink or Swim Mentor: Golbez tries to be a conventional mentor to Terra, but she's so wrapped up in various mental blocks that he loses his patience and begins using more forceful and direct methods. Starting by zapping her with a Cosmic Ray.
  • Sliding Scale of Free Will vs. Fate: Discussed, some characters believe in destiny, others don't.
  • Spell Blade: Cloud's preferred usage for his Thunder Materia. He destroys Chaos's Dark Crystal using the White Materia for the same.
  • Taking You with Me: Kefka tries to invoke this with Terra, but he doesn't have the strength.
  • Take Up My Sword: Hikari to Cloud, though not in the literal sense.
  • This Is Gonna Suck: When Kefka sees Terra's Riot Blade coming at him, his only response is to make a face and mutter "Oh fuck."
  • Title Drop: "Shards of memory" is used several times. Pulled double-time by Sephiroth in Chapter 21.
    "Your delusions of victory will be shattered, and the shards of memory crumbling around you shall be the only fragments left of your final fantasy."
  • Took a Level in Badass: Terra after retrieving her Crystal and regaining full control over her powers, and Cloud after receiving Hikari's power.
  • Troll: This is Kefka's default state, but when he figures out Sephiroth hates him, he starts going out of his way to annoy him on purpose.
    Sephiroth: You told me a magic field stopped us from teleporting here directly. Why did you lie to me and make us scale the tower the hard way?"
    Kefka: I thought your expression would be funny.
  • Unreliable Narrator: Shinryu reveals that Cosmos and Chaos purposefully lied to the heroes about the cycles of the war, including the origins of the Crystelle, the nature of the Crystals, and the fates of their worlds, in order to encourage them to fight. Thus, any exposition delivered from a character's viewpoint about such things may or may not be truthful.
  • Unwitting Pawn: Mateus let Golbez scheme and help the heroes so he would eventually meet with Cosmos in person and let Chaos into Order's Sanctuary. Jecht meanwhile was used to attain a Dark Crystal that he could use to resurrect his allies.
  • Villainous Breakdown:
    • Mateus doesn't take it well when Jecht goes One-Winged Angel and issues a Curb-Stomp Battle against him. He responds in kind, going from Smug Snake to Large Ham in the process.
    • Kefka goes outright berserk at the climax of his battle with Terra.
    • Sephiroth gets his turn when Cloud and Terra survive Super Nova.
  • What Could Have Been: In-universe, Terra tells Cloud that if Hikari hadn't been able to revive him, she would have been appointed The Chosen One in Cloud's place.
  • Why Don't Ya Just Shoot Him?: Cloud lampshades Sephiroth's tendency to not finish him off whenever he has the chance during their many battles. Come Chapter 28, Sephiroth has learned his lesson.
  • Worthy Opponent: Sephiroth admits Cloud is one in Chapter 38.
  • Wrecked Weapon: Cloud caps off the battle with Safer Sephiroth by slicing through and shattering the Masamune.
  • You Have Failed Me/You Have Outlived Your Usefulness: Invoked word for word by Chaos when he kills Mateus after he loses to Jecht.
  • You Shall Not Pass!: Jecht and Golbez in Chapter 38.