Duh. Happiness is a choice, right? So, I'm happy...
Here we go.
Hello there, I'm NuadaW, pen name from my original character and maybe my Author Avatar Wendler Nuada. Usually I'm not writing anything over here, watching
Classical Music, Video-game music and Trance are somewhat rules in my life.
Oh sure, I'm brazilian aand, in other hand I'm a reformed Northern Praying Mantis and Tae Kwon Do fighter. Since I had health issues all my life, and it got worse. I had to stop, anyways.
I'm trying to improve my english as much as other languages, so forgive me for any mistake.
Since I'm a TV Tropes addicted, bellow some tropes applied to me.
Tropes:
- Adult Fear: Cheated on by my girl, lost my stepson which I loved since his birth and now even my job. Funny, eh? You won't see me crying.
- All Love Is Unrequited
- Alone in a Crowd: And I can't lie when I'm with friends. And they are all with me, I just don't feel like I'm really there...
- Animal Motifs: Spiders. Webs. Anything related. You can find this at me even when I'm not wearing anything, because somehow I call these things closer.
- Mythical Motifs: If I only was to believe in something...
- Anonymous Benefactor
- Arrested for Heroism: One place: School.
- Becoming the Mask: At a degree which I don't know what I'm anymore...
- Beneath the Mask: Though, I'm glad most of people can't see this.
- Being Good Sucks: My natural frustration about myself.
- Berserk Button: Don't. Call me. Wendy. I warned you.
- Beware the Nice Ones: Again, I warned you.
- Big Brother Mentor
- Cursed with Awesome: Looking very positive, having so many problems with school, health, people, love, I had a great luck in find good people, even bad people, but...
- Blessed with Suck Most of my friends tell me I have the ability to do people happy by telling them how to acquire this or being close when someone is needed. I just haven't any luck to actually something or someone make me happy.
- Break the Cutie: 'cause life tends to do this to most. But to me... It was just bad.
- Broken Bird
- Born Unlucky: There's a need to tell you why?
- Came Back Wrong: Three times being ressurrected at hospital for having poor health. One murder or suicide attempt. It's hard don't come back wrong.
- Chivalrous Pervert: Self-proclamed before get broken...
- Comes Great Responsibility: I always heard I had the power to change other's life to better with my short-life experience. And sure, this worked... But when I look mine even when I'm supposed to do things to me, this just don't work.
- Cosmic Play Thing: Your favourite real life example. Sure, if I'm still real. And now it's even funnier!!
- Creepy Monotone: In my Tranquil Fury moments.
- Chronic Hero Syndrome: "But at least you're on my side."
- Dark and Troubled Past: And I won't tell you.
- Deadpan Snarker: Side effect.
- Despair Event Horizon
- The Determinator : OK, I think that's a bad quality anyways.
- Determined Defeatist: I'm just too dumb to give up...
- Divided We Fall: One of my old beliefs.
- Doom Magnet
- Drowning My Sorrows: Doing that abnormally in such times.
- Dating Catwoman: I think everyone tried this at least once.
- Driven to Suicide
- Dying Alone: Oh sure, I did it. But you know... Death Is Cheap.
- Empty Shell: I have traces of this.
- Fallen Hero: I fell and I failed.
- Friend to All Children: And I'm not glad about this.
- Fun Personified: Sure I have best moments at life. Then I became that.
- Freak Out: Twice.
- Heartbroken Badass: Not sure if I'm badass... But surely heartbroken plenty of times.
- Heroic BSoD
- Heroic Safe Mode: Very often.
- Hetero Sexual Life Partners: With Raphaello Sponton, Jefferson and Mauricio.
- Honor Before Reason: And I'm not glad about it.
- Huge Guy, Tiny Girl: To my kid (australian) "sister" Hayley.
- Hurting Hero
- Important Haircut: Since my first love failed horribly of a tragic way...
- I Need a Freaking Drink: Used often.
- Ineffectual Loner: Indeed, never get into for so long.
- Ideal Hero: See Broken Ace and Fallen Hero.
- Like Brother and Sister: Sheila.
- Love Hurts: Who doesn't felt like that?
- Love Martyr: And how.
- Mangst: My most current status quo.
- Misunderstood Loner with a Heart of Gold
- Moral Event Horizon: I Did What I Had to Do
- My Greatest Failure: I still suffer with things I can not change in the past...
- No Good Deed Goes Unpunished: The biggest true ever. Always trying to do the right choice, like other day ago... And I get arrested or wrong...
- Only Sane Man: Averted most of times.
- Refusal of the Call: I'm trying hard. But The Call Knows Where You Live...
- Revenge: My solely purpose right now.
- Samaritan Syndrome: Can't avoid for long... :/
- Sanity Slippage
- Reluctant Psycho: I'm trying my very best to overcome.
- Scars Are Forever: A scarred body.
- Shadow Archetype: To a plenty of friends.
- Slave to PR
- Spider-Sense: Somewhat justified. No special abilities, but past experiences makes me very attentious to things and facial expressions and body language, almost a Living Lie Detector, though someone can cheat me but inserting some truth along. Still, this comes with my "Paranoid Flaw", which I try to avoid everytime, giving everyone chances just to be screwed.
- Stepford Smiler: Other sad example.
- Stepford Snarker: Someone said that today...
- Surprisingly Good English: Only reading and writing, though.
- The Anti-Nihilist: Look what I've become with time... Since life is hell, still.. I try to do others lives more... Enjoyable...
- The Charmer: I'm aware of this.
- The Drifter: Always walking... Always doing that...
- The Stoic: My normal face.
- Not So Stoic: even Achilles had weakspots...
- The Woobie:
- Stoic Woobie: Currently.
- The Promise: My Morality Chain, basically... I have lotsa of ones that people made me promise... And I always have to accomplish that... And I know that's only to not become what I refused once. I travelled too far for that promise I made to someone... Only to bring me more headaches.
- Tranquil Fury: When shit isn't so big.
- True Art Is Angsty: What I believe...
- Unresolved Sexual Tension: Kaitlin. Kay.
- Warrior Therapist: Always.
