Dwayne held the muzzle of his gun in his mouth for a while. He tasted oil. The gun was loaded and cocked. There were neat little metal packages containing charcoal, potassium nitrate and sulphur only inches from his brains. He had only to trip a lever, and the powder would turn to gas. The gas would blow a chunk of lead down a tube and through Dwayne's brains.There are lots of ways to do yourself in: jump off a bridge, hanging, stick your head in the oven. One popular method in the USA and Hollywood is to wrap your lips around the barrel of your favorite firearm, and pull the trigger.note One obvious reason for this: not a lot of room for error. Of course, some people still screw it up. Police officers really do not like these kind of suicides. The result is always very messy and gory, and can leave nightmares to anyone who has to witness this kind of suicide happening. You need only look at the film where the Trope Image comes from. Someone who wants to give you the chance to do this will Leave Behind a Pistol and no, it doesn't mean edible firearms. Or literally eating one. Sadly, this trope is very much Truth in Television, and it is sufficient to say all Real Life examples are therefore redundant.
As a Death Trope, the major part of the spoilers will be unmarked. Beware.
If you're thinking about killing yourself in this (or any other!) manner, we insist you get help and beg you not to do it. Please, talk to somebody.
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- In Gankutsuou, Fernard tries to do this after everything has fallen apart on him, but fails. He later succeeds in killing himself, though this time by shooting the side of his head.
- From the 2003 anime version of Fullmetal Alchemist:
- A seriously traumatised Roy Mustang is crying Tears of Remorse as he gets ready to do this, and has to be stopped by his partner Hughes from going through it after killing Winry Rockbell's parents, Sara and Urey, under orders of the higher-ups.
- He also tried to commit suicide in the other continuities (manga and Brotherhood), though for different reasons. He is stopped too by Dr. Marcoh.
- In Serial Experiments Lain, a guy (using the drug Accela) at the club Cyberia kills himself this way... seemingly because Lain freaked him out somehow.
- In Attack on Titan:
- Early on in the series, a soldier resorts to this after their compound has been surrounded by Titans. Convinced that this is a far less gruesome way to go than being Eaten Alive, he even smiles about having this opportunity.
- In Chapter 97, Reiner Braun gets ready to pull the trigger, but is interrupted when Falco starts talking outside the room.
- In JoJo's Bizarre Adventure's fifth part, Polpo is actually tricked into doing this by Giorno to avenge an innocent man's death. He leaves a banana for Polpo to enjoy, which he proceeds to do. Thing is, the banana is actually a pistol that Gold Experience transfigured. As Polpo peels the "banana"...
Giorno: I turned your gun into a banana. Treat it as your last meal.
- Subverted and Played for Laughs in My Bride Is a Mermaid. While at the Obon festival, Nagasumi and Sun get chocolate-covered bananas, unaware that the vendor is a member of the yakuza group that Sun's father runs. Sun does get a banana, while Nagasumi gets a chocolate-covered pistol made "just for him." He actually does stick it in his mouth, but realizes what it is and throws it away before anything truly unfortunate happens.
- Arseface got his distinctive looks by trying to kill himself by putting a shotgun under his chin; he was trying to emulate Kurt Cobain's suicide. His father's first words to him in the hospital? "Shoulda put it in your mouth, you dumb little fuck." This was likely a tribute to the infamous Judas Priest incident that launched the witchhunt over Subliminal Seduction.
- Jesse at one point tells a gun-toting pedophile midget thug to "eat his gun" using his Compelling Voice... and the guy starts chewing on the gunmetal. By the time the cops show up, he was bleeding heavily from his mouth.
- After Arseface becomes a famous musician, several of his fans try to emulate him by mutilating themselves with shotguns and wind up dead.
- Sergei Kravinoff committed suicide this way in Kraven's Last Hunt, letting us know that he meant it when he told Spider-Man he (Kravinoff) was giving up the hunt for good.
- Mysterio killed himself this way after finding that Daredevil would not kill him for the death of Karen Page (He also references Kraven's suicide beforehand). He came back but with half of his head missing.
- In Vigilante, Adrian Chase kills himself this way in the last issue.
- In The Goon, Buzzard attempts this after being mind screwed by the bad guy. Being an immortal "Reverse-Zombie", he got better.
- The cover of one of The Punisher issues shows a POV shot of Frank holding a handgun pointed at his own mouth.
- This was Joss Whedon's original intent for Merrick in Buffy the Vampire Slayer. The film changes it to him getting staked by the vampire Big Bad, but the Origin comic has it.
- In Grendel, Larry Stohler eats his gun when the cops come to arrest him for his crimes as Knowledge Broker for the late Hunter "Grendel" Rose. With a nice big splash page.
- Sin City:
- Hartigan does this at the end of That Yellow Bastard after killing the title character, his way of keeping Nancy safe and denying the Roarks their opportunity for revenge.
"An old man dies, a young woman lives. Fair trade."
- Mort does this in a My God, What Have I Done? moment after he kills Bob over Ava in A Dame to Kill For.
- Hartigan does this at the end of That Yellow Bastard after killing the title character, his way of keeping Nancy safe and denying the Roarks their opportunity for revenge.
- Transmetropolitan Spider plays with this trope a couple times:
- After seeing a movie loosely based on his life he sets his bowel disruptor to "fatal intestinal maelstrom" and sticks the end in his mouth. Fortunately the TV was programmed to switch to the porno channel to distract him if he did that. Unfortunately what came up was also based on him.
- In the last issue he's at his cabin, in the garden, supposedly dying from gradual nerve degeneration from being exposed to info-pollen. He lifts a gun to his mouth... and lights a cigarette with it, it was just a novelty lighter. Then it is hinted that he's starting to recover and keeping it secret to take advantage of everyone's sympathy.
- In 52 Ralph Dibny puts a gun in his mouth following the death of his wife only to be interrupted by a phone call informing him his wife's headstone has been defaced.
- Jeong Jeong in Avatar: The Last Airbender Revised, due to a combination of Survivor Guilt and regret for the lives that he and his fellows had ruined during the war.
- Many examples are present in the Mass Effect series, The Council Era, with the most prominent being former krogan overlord Kurvok, following his forced retirement at the hands of his assistant, Halak Marr.
- Mass Effect Human Revolution: Fist, when caught between C-Sec and Shadow Broker mercenaries. Justified as he really would be in for a worse death had the Shadow Broker caught him.
- Fallout: Equestria - Project Horizons: Blackjack attempts this at one point, only to realize that she left the safety on. She turns it off and tries again, but this time one of Watcher's Spritebots spots her and he manages to talk her down.
- Eugenesis states that this is what everyone thought would happen to Galvatron, and it's Soundwave's first guess as to what might have happened when he goes missing.
- Craig Brice in "Shock to the System", a Emergency! fic. Sadly, suicide is a too common problem of Real Life first responders.
- In the Supernatural fic Down to Agincourt, Dean, believing himself to be infected with Croatoan, asks Castiel for a Mercy Kill by saying he'd have done it himself but he's out of bullets. One assumes he'd have eaten his gun.
- H in the algorithmically-generated Scifi movie Sunspring does this, although he does not kill himself due to being distracted by a black hole... in the floor.
- Illustrating this page is Private Pyle in Full Metal Jacket, who kills himself this way after shooting Sgt. Hartman.
- In The Film of the Book of V for Vendetta, one of the men involved in Lark Hill is said to have killed himself in this manner. Finch's exact words are "[He] gave his Beretta a blowjob."
- Shaun in Shaun of the Dead briefly considers this when trapped in the basement with his girlfriend and best friend and outside a few dozen zombies are trying to break in.
- In The Last House on the Left Junior blows his brains out, as commanded by Krug.
- In Cadillac Man, Tim Robbins threatens to kill himself this way, but Robin Williams talks him out of it.
- The protagonist of Fight Club uses a variation of this to get rid of the antagonist. He fires into the back of his jaw area, symbolically "blowing the brains out" of his Split Personality.
- The warden in The Shawshank Redemption does this, as he sees the police arrive to arrest him.
Red: I like to think that the last thing that went through his head, other than that bullet, was to wonder how the hell Andy Dufresne got the best of him.
- Harry does this In Bruges.
- Subverted in Adam's Rib. Adam puts a gun he had trained on his wife and the man who was in love with her in his mouth... and quite literally bites the barrel, revealing that it's made of licorice.
- In Titanic (1997), it's mentioned that Caladon Hockley, Rose's asshole fiance played by Billy Zane ended up killing himself this way when the Great Depression drove him into the poor-house.
- The character "Kid" kills himself this way in Land of the Dead after being bitten and infected; in Day of the Dead (1985), another character does the same so he won't have to suffer the pain of being eaten alive.
- Mr. French (Ray Winstone) in The Departed, had already been shot and then was trapped in his crashed/burning car, with the State Police closing in. "...fuck it."
- In Michael Ritchie's Smile, Nicholas Pryor's character, at the end of his rope, has a pistol to his mouth when his wife smirks "Oh, that's right, take the easy way out!" He stops to consider the cause of his condition... and turns the gun on her.
- In one scene in The Road, Viggo Mortensen teaches his son this method, in case he finds himself with no option.
- Withnail & I originally ended with Withnail taking a drink out of a shotgun, then doing this to himself.
- The film shows loads of Nazis shooting themselves in the mouth rather than surrender. This is Truth in Television as many of the Nazi leadership chose to go out this way when it became obvious they were doomed to either capture or bloody revenge by the Russians.
- The movie also included a scene where Hitler jokingly advises his secretaries on why eating your gun is the correct method for committing suicide (shooting yourself in the side of the head is tricky, as you are likely to miss any vital spots in the brain.)
- In the only memorable scene in Species II that didn't involve sex, an astronaut blows his brains out with a shotgun once he realizes he is carrying The Virus. Unfortunately, he doesn't get off that easily, and his head simply regrows from the jaw up, with the alien taking full control.
- Martin Riggs in Lethal Weapon contemplates this form of suicide early on in the movie, but can't follow through. He even has a special hollow-point bullet to make sure his brain is sufficiently damaged. But when he's partnered up with Roger Murtaugh, the latter is so exasperated with Riggs' Death Seeker attitude (which he believes is just a bluff) that he offers him his own revolver to do himself in — and Riggs promptly presses the barrel to the underside of his throat. Then he moves it to his mouth, because the other position still allowed for error, and very nearly fires until Murtaugh realizes he's not bluffing.
- Riggs pulls the trigger, but Murtaugh realizes at the last minute his intention and grabs the gun, catching the hammer before it fires. Had he not, Riggs would have killed himself.
- Robin Williams's character in Father's Day has the gun in his mouth and is trying to summon the courage to pull the trigger when he gets the call informing him that his son (who he'd been unaware of and isn't really his son) is missing. What follows is a very funny sequence where he holds the conversation, gun still in mouth.
- In Scanners II: The New Order, the police chief is forced to do this to himself by a psychic.
- In Creepshow one Jordy Verrill enjoys a breakfast of buckshot after a significant portion of his body is consumed by an alien moss.
- Shock To The System, the second Donald Strachey movie, features Donald breaking down as he tells his husband Tim about how his former lover Kyle did this after Kyle and Don were discharged from the Army after their relationship was discovered.
- Intolerable Cruelty. Leave it to The Coen Brothers to make this trope kinda funny.
- George Wilson in the film of The Great Gatsby, after killing Gatsby.
- In A Few Good Men, Matthew Markinson "got into full dress uniform, stood in the middle of that room, drew a nickel-plated pistol from his holster, and fired a bullet into his mouth."
- Prisoners: One of the suspects Detective Loki interrogates steals his gun and commits suicide this way.
- Tommy Wiseau's The Room had main character Johnny go out this way after he found out about his fiancee's affair. Of course, it is only after his wimpy rage against his home that he goes, "Oh hai, gun bawwel!"
- The Crying Game. Dil wants to kill Fergus, but her dead lover "won't let her", so instead, she turns the gun on herself. Fergus tenderly removes the gun from her mouth and stops her from committing suicide.
- Diane Selwyn in Mulholland Dr. does this after a miniature elderly couple crawl under her door, grow to normal size and chase her as a manifestation of her guilt.
- Jack D. Ripper in Dr. Strangelove goes into a bathroom, and then shoots himself when his base is captured.
- Reportedly, David Cronenberg considered having Martin Sheen's character do this in The Dead Zone, but decided that the gun in the mouth was a cliché, and it was more in character for Sheen to put the gun under his chin and shoot upward. He's the kind of character to go out with his chin up.
- William H. Macy's character does this in Boogie Nights after murdering his repeatedly-unfaithful wife.
- According to him, Dr. Bruce Banner of The Avengers (2012) attempted this. "The other guy" spit the bullet out. This references the alternate opening scene from The Incredible Hulk.
- Halfway through the Stephen King film Riding the Bullet this is revealed to be how Alan Parker's father actually died.
- In The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (2003) remake, a hitchhiker kills herself this way shortly after joining the group, because she had been kidnapped by the Hewitt family and presumably raped among other things.
- In Push Carver "pushes" Mac into doing this. Kira "pushes" Carver into doing the same thing.
"Put the gun in your mouth. Pull the trigger."
- Peter in Vampire's Kiss tries to do this to himself after raping Alva but only eats gunpowder because the gun ran out of blanks.
- In Eraser James Cromwell's character does this after realizing that the feds have just recorded his confession of treason on video. There's a brief moment when he takes out his gun that the witness thinks he's about to shoot her before he turns the gun on himself.
- In one of the final scenes of the German war film Stalingrad (1993), this is how Otto kills himself.
- The character of Frobisher in Cloud Atlas.
- At the end of Bitter Moon, Oscar (who narrated to Nigel about his Destructive Romance) shoots Mimi and then turns the pistol against himself, puts it into his mouth and shoots his brains out. Utterly horrified Fiona and Nigel witness it, but are unable to stop him.
- Hellraiser: Inferno. When Joseph realizes that the loop is restarting again with the murder of the hooker, he puts his sidearm in his mouth and blows his brains out. Subverted as it turns out suicide is not even an option — the loop just resets to its starting point again.
- The Killing Room (2009). Three men are locked in a room for a psychological experiment that quickly turns lethal. It's implied that only one man is to be left standing. At one stage, a gun is thrown into the room with only one bullet, apparently to encourage them to turn on each other. In the end there's only two men left alive, and the man holding the gun decides to shoot himself in a Heroic Suicide. The gun doesn't work and researchers burst into the room and kill his companion, as the experiment is not to find out who's ruthless enough to survive, but who's willing to sacrifice himself for others in order to brainwash people to become suicide bombers.
- In Infini, an alien bio-agent is forcing a search and rescue crew to attack and kill each other. At one point, Rex is on the verge of killing Menzies, but ultimately sticks the barrel of his own gun in his mouth and blows his brains out to avoid murdering him.
- In C.S.A.: The Confederate States of America, John Ambrose Fauntroy V ends up putting the barrel in his mouth after one his slaves exposes his black ancestry, which would mean his immediate enslavement under the CSA's racial laws. The DNA tests, however, are revealed to be "negative", though we never know what exactly that means.
- Jerome "Romey" Clifford at the beginning of The Client.
- Cpl. Lehto in The Unknown Soldier, as the night attack goes pear-shaped and he gets hit. Realizing the Soviet bullet left him paralyzed from chest down, he shoots himself with his rifle.
- As mentioned in Film, the protagonist of Fight Club completes his Glasgow Grin this way.
- Billy Starkey, Vic Hammer, and Harold Lauder in The Stand.
- In Geek Love by Katherine Dunn, a character attempts this. What the results turn him into get him the nickname "Bag Man".
- In A Rising Thunder, Honor Harrington book #13, Mind Control Nano Technology used by the Big Bad forces an Admiral to off himself in this manner. It's made to look like suicide and everyone else believes that the Admiral did in fact off himself of his own volition.
- In I, Jedi it's mentioned that the husband of one of the Big Bads suffered some kind of stroke or fit and was paralyzed. He worked for months at physical therapy until he regained the use of his hands - which one character muses must have been a goal of his, because he immediately performed this trope with a blaster.
- In Harry Turtledove's Timeline-191, Hippolito Rodriguez is able to rationalize his work as a death-camp guard for a long time, until a few questions from an elderly inmate he's grown to like force him to realize he is involved in genocide. He performs this trope because he can't live with that knowledge. Turtledove also mentions other guards "eating their guns"
- He Who Would Sing at the end of Dreamspeaker.
- Larry Lipinski in the 5th Stephanie Plum novel dispatches himself this way after shooting his co-worker to death.
- In To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, Dolphus Raymond's fiancée does this on their wedding day.
- In Breakfast of Champions, Dwayne Hoover contemplates doing this, but takes the gun out of his mouth and turns it on his bathroom instead.
- Discussed in Cryptonomicon: a World War II special forces unit, members of whom know too much to allow themselves to be captured, receives instruction in the correct way to blow your head off with your general issue sidearm. It's the point where one of the characters, who has led a pretty weird life up to that point, realises just how much weirder things are going to get in this new assignment.
"You would be astonished at how many otherwise competent chaps botch this apparently simple procedure."
- This is how George McIntyre kills himself in the first Red Dwarf novel, because he owes thousands of dollarpounds to the Ganymedian Mafia. His final thought is "I bet this doesn't work." Of course, he knows he's going to be restored as a hologram which doesn't owe the Ganymedian Mafia anything.
- Carrera's Legions: In A Desert Called Peace, one of the Sumeri soldiers guarding Hill 1647 used his rifle to redecorate the back of his skull, in the continual artillery bombardment of the hill by the Legion.
- Frobisher in Cloud Atlas, in what might be one of the cruelest Wham Line moments in literary history.
HÔTEL MEMLING, BRUGES
QUARTER PAST FOUR IN THE MORNING, 12TH—XII—1931
Shot myself through the roof of my mouth at five A.M. this morning with VA.’s Luger.
- All You Need Is Kill. Immediately after waking in the past after dying in battle for the fourth time, the protagonist asks for his friend's service pistol, sticks it in his mouth and pulls the trigger just to find out if he really is time-looping.
- A variant form shows up in Cain's Last Stand. After one character realizes that he can't free himself from Varan's mental control,
... he snuggled the muzzle of his laspistol under his chin, and pulled the trigger.
- Joe Pickett: Out of Range opens with the game of Jackson's Hole eating his gun. Joe is forced to temporarily take over his district and gets caught up in the mystery of why he committed suicide.
- An Implied Trope for a character's mindset in Time Enough for Love: Lazarus Long mentions, repeatedly, that a marriage between a 'Howard' and 'ephemeral' is a bad idea. Then he tells a story about the one time he broke this rule, on a world with a "Wild West" society... and he fell in love with her. When she dies of old age... what was he thinking before he calls his sons into the room?
Live Action TV
- Battlestar Galactica likes this trope.
- Boomer attempts it in "Kobol's Last Gleaming". Doesn't quite work because 1) she's a Cylon sleeper agent and it was against her programming, and 2) she screwed everything else she ever tried up, so blowing a suicide attempt was just par for the course for her.
- Brother John Cavil, ostensibly the leader of the (evil) Cylons, does it in response to his last hope of regaining Resurrection going straight down the shitter. To his credit, he managed to turn it into a spiteful "frak you" to everyone still alive on Galactica and the Funny Moment for the finale.
- Once on The Incredible Hulk a guy with Napoleon Delusion thought he was Ernest Hemingway and was acting out scenes from his (Hemingway's) life; his friend didn't see any harm in a little LARPing until Banner pointed out that Hemingway killed himself.
- A minor character in Reno 911! threatens to do this, almost by name.
"Did you ever hear the story of 'Reading Ron eats a gun'?!"
- When one of George W. Bush's speeches was causing major mood swings, Stephen Colbert reacted to one of the bad-news parts by replacing the cigar in his mouth with a gun barrel.
Colbert: "I will See You in Hell!" *puts gun in mouth* "Go ahead!"
- On another show, he juggles around his three favorite "American" things — an American flag, a hotdog, and a hand gun — around and eventually ends up holding his hotdog in his gun hand and chewing on the pistol.
- A third show featured a Formidable Opponent sketch where neither of his sides refused to back down. Both of them then pointed guns at the other, which culminated in Blue-tie Colbert sticking Red-tie Colbert's gun in his mouth.
- When he heard of a bill to allow firearms in baseball stadiums, he stated that he hoped he and Sweetness could get on the "kiss cam".
- Plenty of people have eaten firearms in 24. One of them, Charles Logan actually survived it.
- Ray Fiske does this towards the end of the first season of Damages.
- Derek met Jesse when she saved him from killing himself this way in Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles.
- Oz, When a white inmate is being bullied by a trio of black inmates, another prisoner sneaks him a pistol. When he's picked on again, he shoots two of the inmates, another random inmate, and a Corrections Officer. When the sort team, armed with guns and riot shields, corner the inmate, he realizes his chances and deep throats his handgun.
- A living teddy bear on Supernatural chose this option rather than live in a world that has no place for living teddy bears. It didn't work.
- In The Hounds of Baskerville, Sherlock's client attempted to do this - though he was saved by the main characters.
- Jim Moriarty appears to have killed himself this way at the end of The Reichenbach Fall, though many fans believe otherwise.
- This is how Emelia Ricoletti commits suicide in Sherlock Special The Abominable Bride.
- Occasionally turns up in Law & Order. In one notable episode, D.A. Schiff discovers that a judge in a murder case, who was a friend of his, was bought by the defendant's family to avoid conviction. At the end of the episode, Schiff somberly announces that the judge "ate his gun". On two other occasions, convicted police officers chose this way out. One in lieu of life in jail for murder and corruption, the other out of guilt for having shot an unarmed youth in a panic, and then planting a gun on the body to try and justify the shooting.
- Subverted in another episode when Lenny visits an old friend who has spent years plagued with guilt over being forced to turn a blind eye to a perpetrator' s guilt in the murder of a young woman. (The man's family was wealthy and influential. When Lenny knocks on the door and gets no answer, we are clearly meant to fear this trope until he finds the man in the backyard, gardening. He lampshades this by chiding Lenny for even thinking that he would do such a thing.
- Kirby does this at the end of the Masters of Horror episode "Cigarette Burns" under the effects of an Artifact of Death, while looking at a hallucination of his dead girlfriend.
- On The IT Crowd had Douglas pull the trigger of a gun while it was in his mouth to check if it was loaded.
- The Shield: Shane did this as part of the Humiliation Conga Vic Mackey was suffering.
- Brass Eye's Paedogeddon special, which mocked the burgeoning Pædo Hunt mentality in the U.K., had a Parody Commercial for "The Pedo-Files" in which the gun-crazy host announces that "I killed the pedophile in me" by shooting himself this way (and inexplicably survived).
- A literal example in the old George Reeves The Adventures of Superman serial. A clown was coming up with a new routine wherein he was a hero. He handed the prop gun to Clark Kent and explained there was no need to be bulletproof: his superpower was that he would just eat the gun. And he took a bite out of it to show everyone. Evidently, it was delicious.
- Big Chubby in My Name Is Earl would often scare people with a gun, which turned out to be a squirt-gun filled with vodka. One night, he wanted to squirt a shot of vodka in his mouth, but mixed up his guns.
- Anthony Finelli, Gabe's 7-year old brother, does this by accident offscreen on Six Feet Under, killing himself instantly and leaving his body for Gabe and his friend (who were smoking pot at the time) to find in his mother's room.
- Brad Bellick is about to do this in Prison Break after getting fired from Fox River Penitentiary due to the titular event. He locks himself in his room and is about to eat the gun, when his mother mentions that a large reward has been announced for the escapees. He changes his mind.
- Mentioned in the Firefly episode "The Train Job".
Sheriff: It's funny, your uncle never mentioning the Bowden's problem... or that Joey Bloggs ate his own gun about eight months back.
Mal: Did he?
Sheriff: Yep. Blew the back of his head clean off.
Mal: So... would his job be open?
- Danger 5. A Running Gag in "I Danced for Hitler". The French Resistance shoot themselves in depression over the Eiffel Tower being stolen, while a Death Glare from Dr Goebbels is enough to make his minions blow their brains out whenever one of them stuffs up during Hitler's birthday celebrations.
- In Deutschland 83, NATO analyst Henrik Mayer eats his gun after the East German secret service try to blackmail him into spying for them by threatening to reveal his affair with his deceased secretary, who is falsely believed to be a spy.
- Vera: The Victim of the Week in "Sandancers" is murdered in such a way as to make it look like he ate his gun. Later, another soldier actually commits suicide this way which muddies the waters of the investigation.
- Agatha Raisin: A suspect and blackmail victim does this after Agatha comes nosing around in "Agatha Raisin and the Murderous Marriage".
- Daredevil: After Karen Page thwarts an attempt on her life in her jail cell (at the cost of the attacker's right eye), Wilson Fisk has the attacker himself assassinated and, as Karen learns from Ben Urich a few episodes later, has the scene staged to look like this.
- Hand of God: How PJ shot himself.
- Filter's Hey Man Nice Shot, about the Real Life on-camera suicide of politician Bud Dwyer.
- The end of the music video to Disturbed's "Inside The Fire" has the subject (the lead singer) do this with a rifle.
- Ludo's Save Our City has the mayor do this in desperation when the last vestige of humanity (his to protect) is almost certainly going to fall to the zombies:
"With a flash like the sun, his lips are unwrapped from the barrel of his gun..."
- "Like a Boss"'s protagonist comes close.
Buy a gun! (Like a boss)
In my mouth! (Like a boss)
Aww fuck man, I can't fucking do it, shit!
Pussy out! (Like a boss)
- Happens in the video for Pearl Jam's "Jeremy", when the main character comes into his classroom with a gun and shoots himself in the mouth in front of his bully classmates. Eddie Vedder and Jeff Ament wrote the song... partially inspired by the story of a kid who DID kill himself like this.
- The phrase is actually mentioned in the last verse of the Blue Öyster Cult song, "Monsters". Poor Joe.
- Firewater's "Hold On, Slow John" includes the line:
You'll never get used to the taste of a gun.
- "Albert Goes West", by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, is about various characters traveling to across America. One of them "ended up in a bungalow sucking a revolver".
- Off the same album, "We Call Upon The Author To Explain" has a line about the poet John Berryman, who "went the Heming way". Both Berryman and Hemingway died of this trope.
- Implied in The Final by Dir en grey in its original PV, where the protagonist, upon finding his family murdered, is implied to commit suicide in this manner.
- Ultrasound mentions this and a real life example:
G is for gloryCuz my fate will be goryIf I do a Kurt Cobain to leave behind my story
- On his posthumously released final album, Rant In E Minor, Bill Hicks does a bit about Jay Leno killing himself this way on The Tonight Show after a particularly soul-crushing interview with Joey Laurence.
- Australian comedy trio Tripod. Yon does this during their one performances in 'Live At Woodford', using his hand as a gun. Some random mook starts yelling, "Do it!"
- John Pinette tried going gluten-free once...
John: I went to a health food store, which was a new experience for me, and now I like shopping at health food stores, and if you wanna know where the gluten-free stuff is, look for a gentleman with a gun in his mouth. 'Cause bullets are gluten-free!
- Moritz in Spring Awakening does this; it is known amongst fans to be the point in the show when regular audience members who have no knowledge of the plot gasp as Moritz does this rather abruptly after his infamous "So dark..." speech. It then fades into his funeral, with the equally sob-worthy "Left Behind".
- In A Streetcar Named Desire, this was how Blanche's husband killed himself after she confronted him over his homosexuality.
- Hedda Gabler shoots herself this way (as opposed to a shot in the temple) in some productions.
- Charlie attempts this at the end of 25 Saints, only to find that his gun is empty, so he sets himself on fire instead.
- In The Complete History Of America Abridged, one of a group of soldiers trapped in the trenches of World War I has to be restrained from doing this with his water gun.
- Solid Snake does this if you wait too long at the title screen of Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots. Why he would do it takes the whole game to explain.
- In System Shock 2, someone ended his life that way with the shotgun, considering the position of the gun on the body.
- Agent Stone of Twisted Metal: Black tries to do this during his backstory, but the gun is empty.
- There's a corpse in an armchair in Half-Life 2 Episode 2, with a shotgun on the ground and a large splat on the wall. Your Vortigaunt partner even comments on it.
- Also seen in the original Half-Life 2: if you hop the broken fence across the street from the gas station in Highway 17, there's a corpse close to a large splotch of blood, and a .357 revolver on the ground not too far from it.
- So why do you retrieve six rounds when you first find it?
- One boss fight in Killer7 ends with the boss, crippled by falling debris, sticking his gun in his mouth and committing suicide.
- The Serial Experiments Lain Playstation game ends (rather unlike the anime) with Lain committing suicide this way.
- In several of the Halo games, if the Master Chief dies, one of the Marines can occasionally be overheard saying something similar to "The Chief is dead? I...think I'll go eat my gun now."
- In Resident Evil 3: Nemesis, you find the memo of a doomed police officer, David, who did or intended to do this:
- When I finish this bottle, my old friend, Mossberg (a brand of gun), will be turning one last body into fertilizer.
- Far Cry 2 gives you the option to do this to your wounded mercenary buddies if you've run out of morphine or they're too grievously injured to be saved. Can't bear to watch? That's okay - neither can the protagonist.
- Jackie Estacado does this to himself in The Darkness after seeing Jenny get killed by his uncle.
- In Shadow Warrior, if the basic mooks spend long enough shooting at the player character to no effect, they'll feel so dishonored by their failure they'll put the barrel of their Uzi in their mouth and blow half their skull off.
- Done as one of the possible endings to Jacob's loyalty quest in Mass Effect 2.
- The E3 announcement trailer for ZombiU has a nameless British office worker preparing to do this (around the 1:10 mark) when it becomes quite clear that no amount of pills or injections will stem the tide of his infection. After a glass of liquor and a sad look at a photo of his wife and child, we see that in spite of his expression, he has already pulled the trigger because of the incoming horde of zombies mere feet from where he sits. The next tableau on the bridge shows that it really didn't work — he became a zombie himself.
- A possible resolution of the Fallout: New Vegas sidequest "Return to Sender". You discover that Chief Hanlon has been sabotaging NCR communications by doing things such as forging bogus field reports like Great Khans using trained Deathclaws in battle, sending shitloads of ammo to a Ranger station that desperately needs a restock on their drinking water, sending shitloads of medical supplies to a Ranger station that desperately needs more ammo, and more. Confront him and he gives his Motive Rant: He feels that the war with Caesar's Legion is never going to end, and he's trying to frustrate the NCR enough so that they pack up and leave before too many more soldiers get killed. If you decide to turn him in, he locks himself in his office and gives a heartbreaking speech over the intercom before putting a bullet in his head. Then you can go in and nab that nice Ranger Sequoia he used used to do the deed.
- In Gears of War 2, you get Tai Kaliso as an early squadmate, who is shown to be a Made of Iron badass that can shrug off being inside a vehicle as it explodes like it's no big deal. Later, he stays behind to hold off some Locust while Marcus and Dom escape. Surely he'll be fine, right? Later still, you clear out a Locust barge and discover that he's being held prisoner on it, so Marcus lets him out, hands him a gun, and tells him to get back to ass-kicking. Turns out that after being extensively tortured by the Locust, he's not really in the mood for ass-kicking. Or living. *BANG*.
- Meanwhile, in the Expanded Universe, General Bardry Salaman did this since he was unable to live with himself after helping to carry out the Hammer of Dawn attack that killed much of the human population in a desperate attempt to stop the Locust. Except not really, that was just the cover story that was given for his relocation to Azura.
- If you're on the brink of turning in No More Room In Hell, this is how you can save your teammates the trouble of putting your zombified self down. All background noise fades out as you point the gun at yourself, replaced by the sound of your heartbeat until you pull the trigger.
- While this never actually happens in Team Fortress 2, the game allows you to rename weapons with the use of purchasable name tags. A fairly common name for the Shotgun is "Kurt Cobain's Microphone".
- In BioShock Infinite, human enemies you hit with the Possession Vigor will do this once it wears off. It's not clear whether this is one of the Vigor's effects or if they just can't live with themselves after being forced to fight on the same side as their religion's Antichrist (a.k.a. you).
- Cry of Fear allows Simon to acquire a shotgun from the corpse of someone who did this with it, the shotgun in their hands and most of their head splattered against the back wall. One enemy type attacks at range by psychically attempting to force Simon to do this to himself. Also, all bad variations of the ending start off with Simon doing this to himself.
- In the original Postal, you can do this by pressing the "suicide" button, which causes the Postal Dude to shoot himself in the head with the Machine Gun. While in Redux, he uses the Sub Machinegun to kill himself unlike the original game.
- Played for Laughs in Awkward Zombie, where Snake finds this option preferable to hearing Otacon drone on about Pokémon.
- Snake does exactly the same thing in Hiimdaisy's Let's Destroy Metal Gear Again! when Raiden proudly announces that he was basically trained by video games. Maybe he just likes the taste of cordite?
- In Wapsi Square, Jin attempts to do this with a flintlock pistol after she regained her mortality. She was stopped just in time.
- Hunter Ravenwood shows you what not to do.
- In VGCats, the evil storekeeper does this after Ternaldo had spent several hours harassing the storekeeper and his customers about his obsession on his card game. It was probably the lame pun that tips him over the edge.
- This is how № 4 from Hell(p) ended up in Hell. We get to see it as a part of his backstory shown in the first anniversary bonus comic. This is also the source of his Wound That Will Not Heal: a hole in the back of the head.
- In Neon Ice Cream Headache, Jose almost does this as he thinks he's going to be trapped inside a crappy Western show forever, but reconsiders as he spots a TV that will let him return to the real world.
- In Exterminatus Now, Eastwood attempts suicide this way when cornered by a black widow demon who promises to rape and kill him. Unfortunately, he just emptied it trying to shoot out a lock.
- This is the method of the title suicide in the creepypasta Squidward's Suicide.
- The Nostalgia Critic gets close to doing this when the "Fast-Talking Supernatural Dick Club" won't shut up, but they cut out before he can make his brain hit the wall.
- Jack tries to do this in one scene in The Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon. The Ginosaji knocks the gun out of his mouth. The Ginosaji won't let Jack get away that easily.
- Epic Rap Battles of History features this in one behind-the-scenes video when Princess Peach won't shut up. Unfortunately for Mario, the gun is empty.
- Cyriak Harris' Sugar Zombie Apocalypse video MEOW features a desperate and cornered cat-general that does this to escape the incoming horde of cute cat-zombies converging on him (that had previously been shown bloodily mauling his troops to death). It doesn't work. In spite of not being infected by a zombie and the ruined brain that would normally stop zombies, his lifeless corpse rises to join the zombie horde, like all the dead soon do.
- Todd in the Shadows attempted this in his review of "Imma Be" due to its repetitiveness. The gun turns out to be fake.
- ASDF Movie: The tenth installment features a crying fat man who looks like he's about to do this but then proceeds to literally eat the gun.
- The president in season 2 and the dentist in season 3 of Metalocalypse.
- Family Guy:
- Stewie Griffin almost does this when Peter won't stop singing "Surfin' Bird". He sticks the gun in his mouth, and it cuts to commercial. He's fine in the next scene.
- Peter once shot himself this way, but it turned out to be one of his Scrubs fantasy moments. This led to a Take That! of such moments.
- South Park;
- Parodied when Cartman, thinking he's lost his sense of humor, appears to be writing a suicide note and puts the barrel of a gun in his mouth, then takes a bite out of it and adds a P.S. to his mom to buy more chocolate guns (marshmallow, not peanut butter).
- In "Stupid Spoiled Whore Video Playset," Paris Hilton's pet dog kills itself this way.
- And Britney Spears. Not that it had any effect on her mental abilities.
- Even the Queen of England does it after the British invasion fleet gets destroyed in "The Snuke".
- Another example is in the episode "Le Petit Tourette"; this was after an ambushee on Chris Hansen's Dateline segment "To Catch A Predator" committed suicide this way, and at the end of the episode, perverts keep showing up at a taping of his new special, then killing themselves this way when they find out it's him.
- Played for laughs in an episode when a scientist shoots himself in the face to prevent from being attacked and joined by the homeless. No matter how many times he shoots himself, he just doesn't die.
- Butters is told to do this by a meme-hating teacher in "Faith Hilling". He ends up frozen in his seat with the gun in his mouth for nearly the entire episode's length.
- This seems to be the preferred method by Drawn Together when it comes to suicide by firearms (normally as Suicide as Comedy, considering the show's Crosses the Line Twice nature).
- Rick and Morty references this obliquely. Jerry tells Beth that he wishes her shotgun were his penis. She says that if it were, he could call her Ernest Hemingway, referencing Hemingway's suicide method to make a blowjob joke. Jerry doesn't get it.
- On King of the Hill, Cotton prepared to do this, dressing up in full military uniform with all of his medals, and asking Dale to lend him a single bullet. He is interrupted at the last moment by his wife Didi barging in and telling him to watch their infant son Good Hank for a while since she's been with him all day. Hank gets there just in time to hear the gunshot from outside the door and bursts in to find that Cotton had opted to have GH fire the bullet into a mattress instead, apparently having found some renewed will to live (Babies Make Everything Better?).