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Yours truly in all their glory.

Real name: Kat S. (initials will not be revealed)
Age: 16 years young, as of now
Zodiac: METAAAAAAL dragon (Chinese), Leo (Astrological sign)
Gender: Demigirl (they/them pronouns pls)
Nationality: Indonesian
Ethnicity: Part Javanese, part Balinese, a little Chinese (and no, despite my username, I don't have a trace of Arab blood in me.)
Occupation: Part-time artist, full-time college student and chronic procrastinator

I am a 16 year old autistic Indonesian girl who likes to draw and make comics. I am currently a freshman in college, majoring in design. You can find me lurking in Forum Games. Due to the nature of my disorder, I have several special interests, which include:
    List of current obsessions 
  • Chemistry
  • History
    • And no, despite what you think, I do not derive my obsession with history from Assassin's Creed. In fact, I've never played it. Syndicate seems cool, though.
    • Time periods I'm obsessed with (as long as I could remember): The Roman Era, the Age of Enlightenment, The Victorian Era, the '20s, the '30s and the '40s.
  • Historical Domain Characters
    • Other than the ones mentioned below, I also appreciate more obscure ones such as Heliogabalus and Henry Cyril Paget.
    • As well as more recent figures, particularly shooters (Adam Lanza, Elliot Rodger, James Holmes and their ilk.) There's just something about them that makes them sympathetic. I also like to examine their personalities because it makes me think of how they turn out that way.
  • Nutritional science (thanks to the Weston A Price Foundation)
  • Psychology
    • Specifically, I am obsessed with personality typing (Myers–Briggs, The Enneagram and so on) and studying mental disorders.
    • I almost considered being a psychologist thanks to Dr Frost.
If I have to choose 3 fictional characters that relate to me, I'd choose Eileen, Maxwell Roth and Ichimatsu.

Since so many people seemed to ask, here is the origin of my username.

Oh, and one more thing- I created My Classmates Are Different. You guys can read it when it's published.

     Tropes 'bout me 
  • Actual Pacifist: Sure, I want to learn martial arts- it looks cool. But I refuse to fight anyone.
  • Adorkable
  • All-Loving Hero: Not "all-loving" as much as "all-trusting", per se. Anyway, I don't like having enemies, and the only people I truly dislike are Thomas Edison and Oisin Tymon.
  • all lowercase letters: i tend to type like this when i'm anxious or stressed to show that i don't even care anymore. it shows up less when i type with a phone.
    • Normally I'm very adamant about proper capitalization and punctuation, though.
  • Aloof Big Sister / Big Sister Bully: Have I said I unintentionally act like a dick to people? That includes my sister.
  • Ambiguous Disorder: I was diagnosed with ASD as a child, though the diagnosis wasn't complete, so this diagnosis might not be accurate. I also suspect myself of having ADHD.
  • Ambiguous Gender Identity: ...Averted, I guess? I'm a demigirl, which means I partially identify as female, but I'm trying to identify the other part of my identity? I'm willing to bet good money that it's genderfluid.
  • Apologises a Lot: I know I do everything wrong, so if something goes wrong, I automatically assume it's my fault and apologize.
  • Asian and Nerdy
  • Attention Deficit... Ooh, Shiny!: I've had a hard time focusing ever since I was a young girl, and again, I suspect I may have ADHD. My grades and relations have suffered due to this. Heck, I'm spending my time editing this page when I should have been studying for my IGCSEs.
  • Attention Deficit Creator Disorder: Related to the above. I find it quite easy to create new works with new characters, however, it happens so fast I can't focus on one and none of my planned works go public.
  • Berserk Button:
  • The B Grade: B grades give me a feeling of satisfaction and dissatisfaction at the same time. Satisfaction because I passed, but dissatisfaction because I know I could do better.
  • Big Beautiful Woman: Big, yes, but the "beautiful" part is debatable.
  • Big Eater: Normally, I eat large portions. But when I'm focused or anxious...
  • Big Fun: I hardly takes things seriously, and I'm overweight.
  • Bi the Way: Which is great and all, but I suck at interacting with fellow human beings, yet alone flirting with them.
  • Black and White Insanity: Uuh, hate to admit this, but... :/
  • Brainy Brunette
  • Brilliant, but Lazy: I've been told that I'm this my whole life.
  • Can't Hold Her Liquor: I suffer from Asian Flush.
  • Cloudcuckoolander: My ASD may have played a part...
    • Don't believe me? Take a look at my avatar gallery.
  • Conspiracy Theorist: Somewhat...
  • Contralto of Danger: My singing voice is deep. My talking voice, while still deep, is a little more high-piched and dorky.
  • Covert Pervert: I may not look like I like those kinds of things, but I'm still a hormonal 16-year-old girl.
  • Dark and Troubled Past: Not gonna expound on this anymore.
  • The Ditherer: All types- I suffer from chronic indecisiveness.
  • Entry Pimp: Look at those tropes goddamn.
  • Extreme Doormat: As mean and lazy as I am, I can't say "no" to demands I know I can do.
  • Fangirl: Oh boy.
  • Fleeting Passionate Hobbies: I have many interests, and sure they may change, but I'm equally focused in all of them.
  • Foreign Culture Fetish: I have a love for German culture! I've even invented a word for it: Teutonaboo.
  • Fragile Flower: Eh, from time to time.
  • Fun Personified: Only recently have I decided not to take anything seriously.
    • Sad Clown: It's only a façade to hide my anxiety. It shows up more on Discord than it does here, but you get the point.
    • Emo Teen: I remember being more serious and gloomy in high school. Maybe it's because I have more friends now...
  • Gayngst: Indonesian society, being very religious, opposes homosexuality and transgenderism. Enough said.
  • Genki Girl: I have known to be quite hyperactive, depending on condition.
  • Glory Days: My grade school days, at least academically.
  • Granola Girl: I'm still in a Health Nut phase and probably will be for the rest of my life. I don't support vegetarianism though.
  • Headphones Equal Isolation: I like wearing headphones to reduce audio stimulation, but I've been told off by my parents for wearing them too much.
  • Inferiority Superiority Complex: I have a raging inferiority complex, which I make up for by acting like the most awesome person ever.
  • Innocently Insensitive: Due to my ASD, I have trouble understanding what to say about certain sensitive topics, which makes me come across as insensitive. When giving advice/trying to reassure people, I tend to tell anecdotes about myself and/or react to the problem as if I was the one being affected, which may come across as a bit insensitive.
  • It Amused Me: The reason I do anything.
  • Kindhearted Cat Lover: Even though I have a dog, I'm more of a cat person. Heck, it's even in my name!
  • Lad-ette: I can be as crude and abrasive as my male friends.
  • Lady Looks Like a Dude: I get confused for a dude a lot when my hair is short. My deep voice doesn't help either.
  • Likes Older Men / Likes Older Women: About that... I'll never crush on or date anyone younger than me. It's just too weird.
  • Love Makes You Crazy: Or irrational, rather.
  • Meganekko
  • Myers–Briggs / The Enneagram: In case anyone asks, I'm an INTP-t, 5w6. The plus side of that is that I can see possibilities everywhere. The bad side is that I think too much and I'm so goddamn lazy.
    • Sometimes I wish I were a Judging type, though.
  • Nerds Love Tough Schoolwork: Why, I like partaking in quizzes and tests! It's just like a game to me, honest.
    • I suck at homework, projects and assignments though, as I struggle with executive function. See, I wasn't kidding when I said I was a chronic procrastinator.
  • Nerd Glasses: A pair of browlines.
  • Nervous Wreck: I can be quite neurotic and easily intimidated by anyone of authority, even the seniors at college. I also worry either way too much or not at all.
  • Mood-Swinger: I alternate between not feeling anything at all, going into a laughing fit, feeling mildly depressed and being on the verge of breaking down, depending on the condition.
  • Nightmare Fetishist: The Nightmare Fuel pages are the pages I visit most often in TV Tropes.
  • No Social Skills: Though I'm starting to get better.
  • The Perfectionist: The reason I procrastinate so much is because I don't want to end up doing something wrong and I want my projects to turn out perfectly.
  • Precocious Crush: I'm prone to these.
  • Pungeon Master: Puns and wordplay are my preferred form of humour.
  • Ridiculous Procrastinator: I admit, it has gotten me in trouble countless times. See Attention Deficit... Ooh, Shiny! above.
  • Shrinking Violet: Both IRL and online, though I'm starting to grow out of it.
  • Sickly Neurotic Geek: I get sick easily, is not resistant to the cold and has sensitive skin.
  • Sophisticated as Hell: Bitch please, I believe my speech pattern may fall upon this trope, lel.
  • Stepford Smiler: Not "smiler", per se, I hardly ever smile. But I force myself to be constantly amused by cracking jokes all the time, as emotions other than amusement make me confused and uneasy.
  • The Stoic: Sometimes, at first glance. It's either that or Nervous Wreck.
  • Straight Gay: <Kat, a bisexual demigirl, has been infiltrating a cishet social circle for most of her life. So far, not a single person has suspected a thing...>
    • Butch Lesbian: <...despite her masculine-presenting fashion sense.>
    • Camp Gay: Also despite my dyke-ish appearance, I like to act flamboyant in the manner of an effeminate male. After all, it's not called being "gay", it's called being fabulous.
  • Teen Genius: Aside from my IQ of 126, I got into college at the young age of 16. There was a loophole involved, but still.
  • Teens Are Short: 5' 2.5", stopped growing a loooooooong time ago.
    • Huge Schoolgirl: However, since I grew up in a country where the average woman is 4' 10", people have been commenting on how tall I am since childhood.
  • Tomboy: Most of my interests has always been stereotypically masculine, though I don't like sports.
  • Tsundere: Type B. Shy and demure around others, but rough and abrasive around those I care about.
  • Trademark Favorite Food: Satay, kerak telor, sambal, pizza, mushrooms and Oreos. (Not in particular order and not together.)
  • Transparent Closet: I make no effort to hide my sexuality on the Internet, where I know no one in real life can find me.
  • Transsexual...? Technically speaking, I belong under the trans* umbrella?
  • Trope Overdosed: Marvel at the glory that is my troper page.
  • What Is This Thing You Call "Love"?: Being on the spectrum, I have a hard time understanding abstract concepts such as emotion and love. I try to lay out love into less abstract tables and formulas, though.
  • Yuri Fangirl: I'm more partial to yuri.
     Stuff I like 

Anime and Manga




Live-Action TV




Video Games

Web Comics

Web Originals

Western Animation



     Stuff I do NOT like 

Things I genuinely do not like

  • Ableists
  • Attention Whores
  • Boku No Pico
  • Douchenozzles
  • Fantards
  • Thomas Edison
  • Weeaboos
  • The atrocities commited during IRL World Wars.
    • I like history, though.
  • Paedophiles
  • Oisin Tymon

Things I am afraid to admit I dislike

  • Doritos
  • Maher Zain
     Tropers I consider as my friends 
    Headcanon comparisons for my characters (sorry if they're shit) 

My Classmates Are Different

A Debt Between Brothers / Crynarian Stories

    Other Headcanon Shite 

Castings for Euphemia Universe