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That's me!

Real name: Kat S. (initials will not be revealed)
Age: 16 years young, as of now
Zodiac: METAAAAAAL dragon (Chinese), Leo (Astrological sign)
Gender: Demigirl
Nationality: Indonesian
Ethnicity: Part Javanese, part Balinese, a little Chinese (and no, despite my username, I don't have a trace of Arab blood in me.)
Occupation: Part-time artist, full-time college student and chronic procrastinator

I am a 16 year old autistic Indonesian girl who likes to draw and make comics. I am currently a freshman in college, majoring in design. You can find me lurking in Forum Games. Due to the nature of my disorder, I have several special interests, which include:
    List of current obsessions 
  • Chemistry
  • History
    • And no, despite what you think, I do not derive my obsession with history from Assassin's Creed. In fact, I've never played it. Syndicate seems cool, though.
    • Time periods I'm obsessed with (as long as I could remember): The Roman Era, the Age of Enlightenment, The Victorian Era, the '20s, the '30s and the '40s.
  • Historical Domain Characters
    • Other than the ones mentioned below, I also appreciate more obscure ones such as Heliogabalus and Henry Cyril Paget.
    • As well as more recent figures, particularly shooters (Adam Lanza, Elliot Rodger, James Holmes and their ilk.) There's just something about them that makes them sympathetic. I also like to examine their personalities because it makes me think of how they turn out that way.
  • Nutritional science (thanks to the Weston A Price Foundation)
  • Psychology
    • Specifically, I am obsessed with personality typing (Myers-Briggs, The Enneagram and so on) and studying mental disorders.
    • I almost considered being a psychologist thanks to Dr Frost.
If I have to choose 3 characters that relate to me, I'd choose Sans, James May and Ichimatsu.

Oh, and one more thing- I created My Classmates Are Different. You guys can read it when it's published.

     Tropes 'bout me 
  • Actual Pacifist: Sure, I want to learn martial arts- it looks cool. But I refuse to fight anyone.
  • Adorkable
  • All-Loving Hero: Not "all-loving" as much as "all-trusting", per se. Anyway, I don't like having enemies, and the only people I truly dislike are Thomas Edison and Oisin Tymon.
  • all lowercase letters: i tend to type like this when i'm anxious or stressed to show that i don't even care anymore. it shows up less when i type with a phone.
    • Normally I'm very adamant about proper capitalization and punctuation, though.
  • Aloof Big Sister / Big Sister Bully: Have I said I unintentionally act like a dick to people? That includes my sister.
  • Ambiguous Disorder: I was diagnosed with ASD as a child, though the diagnosis wasn't complete, so this diagnosis might not be accurate. I also suspect myself of having ADHD.
  • Ambiguous Gender Identity: ...Averted, I guess? I'm a demigirl, which means I partially identify as female, but I'm trying to identify the other part of my identity? I'm willing to bet good money that it's genderfluid.
  • Apologises a Lot: I know I do everything wrong, so if something goes wrong, I automatically assume it's my fault and apologize.
  • Asian and Nerdy
  • Attention Deficit... Ooh, Shiny!: I've had a hard time focusing ever since I was a young girl, and again, I suspect I may have ADHD. My grades and relations have suffered due to this. Heck, I'm spending my time editing this page when I should have been studying for my IGCSEs.
  • Attention Deficit Creator Disorder: Related to the above. I find it quite easy to create new works with new characters, however, it happens so fast I can't focus on one and none of my planned works go public.
  • Berserk Button: I don't like fundies and actual predatory paedophiles much. Also, I do not tolerate anti-vaxxers who say that they don't vaccinate for fear of autism, because they're basically implying that it is better for their children to die than to get autism.
  • The B Grade: B grades give me a feeling of satisfaction and dissatisfaction at the same time. Satisfaction because I passed, but dissatisfaction because I know I could do better.
  • Big Beautiful Woman: Big, yes, but the "beautiful" part is debatable.
  • Big Eater: Normally, I eat large portions. But when I'm focused or anxious...
  • Big Fun: I hardly takes things seriously, and I'm overweight.
  • Bi the Way: Which is great and all, but I suck at interacting with fellow human beings, yet alone flirting with them.
  • Brainy Brunette
  • Brilliant, but Lazy: I've been told that I'm this my whole life.
  • Brutal Honesty: I tend to be direct and state my honest opinions to my friends no matter how offensive they are. I have a feeling it's caused by either my autism, my Balinese heritage, or both.
  • Butt Monkey: If someone fucks up, it would be me. It seems that life is screwing me over in the strangest way possible.
  • Can't Hold Her Liquor: I suffer from Asian Flush.
  • Catchphrase: I have several.
    • Augh!
    • Aw jeez/jizz/nuts!
    • Eeeeeeeeeegh...
    • I don't know what to feel.
    • Son of a bun/gun...
    • You butt/fuck-!
    • -okay?
    • Wow.
    • Lel.
  • Cloudcuckoolander: My ASD may have played a part...
    • Don't believe me? Take a look at my avatar gallery.
  • Conspiracy Theorist: My boyfriend and I are fascinated with conspiracies (a probable effect of watching too much Dark5).
  • Contralto of Danger: My singing voice is deep. My talking voice, while still deep, is a little more high-piched and dorky.
  • Covert Pervert: I may not look like I like those kinds of things, but I'm still a hormonal 16-year-old girl.
  • Dark and Troubled Past: See "Paedophiles" in the "Things I do NOT like" folder below.
  • The Ditherer: All types- I suffer from chronic indecisiveness.
  • Emotionless Girl: It's not so much as I don't feel, it's more that I don't know what to feel.
  • Entry Pimp: Look at those tropes goddamn.
  • Extreme Doormat: As mean and lazy as I am, I can't say "no" to demands I know I can do.
  • Fangirl: Oh boy.
  • Fleeting Passionate Hobbies: I have many interests, and sure they may change, but I'm equally focused in all of them.
  • Foreign Culture Fetish: I have a love for German culture! I've even invented a word for it: Teutonaboo.
  • Fragile Flower: I used to be one. Used to. I blame my hormones.
    • My sister and boyfriend are, however- my sister cries everyday at school, and my boyfriend is so sensitive that he cried 6 times in front of me so far this month and the ending to Bioshock made him cry for an entire hour. Justified, as they're both ESFJs.
  • Fun Personified: Only recently have I decided not to take anything seriously.
    • Sad Clown: It's only a façade to hide my anxiety. It shows up more on Discord than it does here, but you get the point.
    • Emo Teen: I remember being more serious and gloomy in high school. Maybe it's because I have more friends now...
  • Gayngst: Indonesian society, being very religious, opposes homosexuality and transgenderism. Enough said.
  • Genki Girl: I have known to be quite hyperactive, depending on condition.
  • Glory Days: My grade school days, at least academically.
  • Granola Girl: I'm still in a Health Nut phase and probably will be for the rest of my life. I don't support vegetarianism though.
  • Headphones Equal Isolation: I like wearing headphones to reduce audio stimulation, but I've been told off by my parents for wearing them too much.
  • Inferiority Superiority Complex: I have a raging inferiority complex, which I make up for by acting like the most awesome person ever.
  • Innocently Insensitive: Due to my ASD, I have trouble understanding what to say about certain sensitive topics, which makes me come across as insensitive. When giving advice/trying to reassure people, I tend to tell anecdotes about myself and/or react to the problem as if I was the one being affected, which may come across as a bit insensitive.
  • It Amused Me: The reason I do anything.
  • Kindhearted Cat Lover: Even though I have a dog, I'm more of a cat person. Heck, it's even in my name!
  • Lad-ette: I can be as crude and abrasive as my male friends.
  • Lady Looks Like a Dude: I get confused for a dude a lot when my hair is short. My deep voice doesn't help either.
  • Likes Older Men / Likes Older Women: About that... I'll never crush on or date anyone younger than me. It's just too weird. Even my boyfriend is 3 years older than I am.
  • Love Makes You Crazy: I never really understood this trope until I experienced it myself.
  • Manic Pixie Dream Girl: I'm a Fun Personified Cloudcuckoolander, dating a Broken Bird with No Sense Of Humour. Do the math.
  • Meganekko
  • Myers-Briggs / The Enneagram: In case anyone asks, I'm an INTP-t, 5w6. The plus side of that is that I can see possibilities everywhere. The bad side is that I think too much and I'm so goddamn lazy.
    • Sometimes I wish I were a Judging type, though.
  • Nerds Love Tough Schoolwork: Why, I like partaking in quizzes and tests! It's just like a game to me, honest.
    • I suck at homework, projects and assignments though, as I struggle with executive function. See, I wasn't kidding when I said I was a chronic procrastinator.
  • Nerd Glasses: A pair of browlines.
  • Nervous Wreck: I can be quite neurotic and easily intimidated by anyone of authority, even the seniors at college. I also worry either way too much or not at all.
  • Mood-Swinger: I alternate between not feeling anything at all, going into a laughing fit, feeling mildly depressed and being on the verge of breaking down, depending on the condition.
  • Nightmare Fetishist: The Nightmare Fuel pages are the pages I visit most often in TV Tropes. I also love watching Dark5 videos, which is how I befriended my boyfriend (back when we just friends.).
  • No Social Skills: Though I'm starting to get better.
  • The Perfectionist: The reason I procrastinate so much is because I don't want to end up doing something wrong and I want my projects to turn out perfectly.
  • Precocious Crush: I'm prone to these.
  • Pungeon Master: Puns and wordplay are my preferred form of humour.
  • Ridiculous Procrastinator: I admit, it has gotten me in trouble countless times. See Attention Deficit... Ooh, Shiny! above.
  • Shrinking Violet: Both IRL and online, though I'm starting to grow out of it.
  • Sophisticated as Hell: Bitch please, I believe my speech pattern may fall upon this trope, lel.
  • Stepford Smiler: Not "smiler", per se, I hardly ever smile. But I force myself to be constantly amused by cracking jokes all the time, as emotions other than amusement make me confused and uneasy.
  • The Stoic: Sometimes, at first glance. It's either that or Nervous Wreck.
  • Straight Gay: <Kat, a bisexual demigirl, has been infiltrating a cishet social circle for most of her life. So far, not a single person has suspected a thing...>
    • Butch Lesbian: <...despite her masculine-presenting fashion sense.>
    • Camp Gay: Also despite my dyke-ish appearance, I like to act flamboyant in the manner of an effeminate male. After all, it's not called being "gay", it's called being fabulous.
  • Teen Genius: Aside from my IQ of 126, I got into college at the young age of 16. There was a loophole involved, but still.
  • Teens Are Short: 5' 2.5", stopped growing a loooooooong time ago.
    • Huge Schoolgirl: However, since I grew up in a country where the average woman is 4' 10", people have been commenting on how tall I am since childhood.
  • Tomboy: Most of my interests has always been stereotypically masculine, though I don't like sports.
  • Tsundere: Type B. Shy and demure around others, but rough and abrasive around those I care about.
  • Transparent Closet: I make no effort to hide my sexuality on the Internet, where I know no one in real life can find me.
  • Transsexual...? Technically speaking, I belong under the trans* umbrella?
  • Trope Overdosed: Marvel at the glory that is my troper page.
  • What Is This Thing You Call "Love"?: Being on the spectrum, I have a hard time understanding abstract concepts such as emotion and love. I try to lay out love into less abstract tables and formulas, though, and my boyfriend's more affectionate and romantic actions baffle me.
  • Yuri Fangirl: I'm more partial to yuri.
     Stuff I like 

Anime and Manga




Live-Action TV




Video Games

Web Comics

Web Originals

Western Animation



     Stuff I do NOT like 
  • Ableists
  • Attention Whores
  • Boku No Pico
  • Douchenozzles
  • Fantards
  • Thomas Edison
  • Weeaboos
  • The atrocities commited during IRL World Wars.
    • I like history, though.
  • Paedophiles warning- personal info 
  • Oisin Tymon
     Tropers I consider as my friends 
    Headcanon comparisons for my characters (sorry if they're shit) 

My Classmates Are Different

A Debt Between Brothers / Crynarian Stories