Hello everyone. I am Echidna. I am pretty much a very pessimistic guy in this community, unlike others you meet and I really don't consider myself a good/smart person in my eyes. I am currently at college so I may have moments of being busy at the time. I guess you can feel free to talk to me at any time or something about what's happening. I am more active and talkative on discord so if you want I am always open and my tag is bazilthewitchofgreed.
If you want to find me on forums you can find me on long-term threads such as CM, MB, or even cleanups. I will also be active on the image threads to fix issues I would be seeing. Besides the threads, I mentioned I will also be hanging out on the media threats on works that I know about in case you are wondering.
Tropes That Described Me:
- The Anti-Nihilist: I do sometimes believe there is more to life when you look deeper into your surroundings even if the odds are against you.
- Ambiguous Disorder: I suffer from severe ADHD and Autism after I was informed I have these symptoms in my body. Believe me those were not easy as I was unable to keep myself contain whenever I do anything and just doing anything to keep myself stabilized.
- Berserk Button: I completely drop my nice persona and become super aggressive to one who is mean, can't understand, and even point me as a villain just for mistakes and something I didn't want to say. I also don't like those who use past things as a way to fight or make a point. If that happens I will not be liking this at all.
- Born Unlucky: In my eyes, there is no such thing as luck in this world but rather choices of my own mistakes if anything.
- Brilliant, but Lazy: I may have moments of being logical but I still have moments where I am just too bored to do anything really even when making decisions. Would more rather finish medias I want to see rather than anything.
- Confirmed Bachelor: I have no interest in dating or marrying anyone.
- I Just Want to Be Normal: I hate being a very flawed person that can't do anything right no matter what happened or do.
- Nice Guy: I actually am trying to be a nice person no matter what even if some people are aggressive to me.
- No Social Skills: I suffer from Autism and I am very anti-social towards anyone I come across which explains why I have had no one for my entire life. I am also a massive introvert and would rather just stay at my home being cozy as a way to relax.
- Self-Deprecation: I just hate my entire existence as a whole. I even went to the point where I cannot even trust myself on which candidates I chose or anything I do at this point. It even get's worse as my times goes by over the years where I feel I just lose parts of myself.
- Stoic Woobie: I was bullied have zero friends both IRL and online to talk to, and I am incredibly unlucky. I still however try to put on my nice facade to try and hide the pain I have been through.
- Straw Nihilist: As sad as it sounds it's true. Even though I do value life the other half of me doesn't even believe life is beautiful but just an endless cycle of pain no matter what path is taken. I even went far as it says my life is a complete joke after how much I have been through both real life and websites such as here.
- The Perfectionist: I just wanted everything to be perfect so no one would see me as an outcast, a joke or even left out like an idiot to others such as everyone on the CM/MB thread. If I ever make a single mistake I would end up going into a massive breakdown even to the point of beating myself up with no one beside me. It shows that I despise making mistakes due to never being taught that everyone and humans always make mistakes and a way to improve instead of the fact they will destroy my entire life no matter what. On the bright side I did manage myself into not being a complete perfectionist over everything due to only being human which is sad considering many people abandon people just for being different instead of mindless robots.
- The Wooble: I am just to put it simply an outcast to everyone no matter how you look at it. All of that from being ignored many times and even being treated as an idiot to every single person no matter what on both ways. Even if I contribute nobody notices me to the point where I can never trust anyone online which includes talking about a candidate that qualifies or not believing I would just get a fuck you, a fist flying at my face and become angry at me if I appear once.
