Odd confessions.

I remember we chatted, but I don't remember what about. She showed me a book, and I'm pretty sure it was the Necronomicon. Or something very much like it.

She was wearing a really nice red dress.

I hate yanderes. I hate moes. I am what I hate.

(do you hate them for) any particular reason?

@Mellon: *patpat* It's okay. I hate tsundere.

I can't relate to Tsunderes and their trope siblings; that's why they're not for me.

Thank you, Furiko.

@ Tzetze: Residual hatred from a past era, before the Despair Event Horizon.

Hm. Self-hatred. Is sad. Hm. I've never been very sure how to class my personality but I probably don't like it.

I hate cutesy pregnancy magazines/websites/books! HATE THEM HATE THEM HATE THEM!

Tzetze: Why would you? Mine's a bit more complicated than that.

Have you ever read The Catcher In The Rye?

edited 24th Jun '09 10:51:50 PM by Tzetze

Deep down, I'm actually a bit of a romantic.

I once asked a friend of mine to take away my box cutter so that I wouldn't slice up my palms.

I have never kissed a guy.

Edit: Ooh, I vaguely remember The Catcher In The Rye from high school.

edited 24th Jun '09 10:53:12 PM by Ironeye

Speaking of self-injury, I have two rather faint burn scars on my forearms (one on each side) where I stubbed out cigarettes on myself.

Oh there is plenty of deep meaning in The Onion!

I have actually devoted serious thought to characters in The Great Mouse Detective experiencing all the history of the early 20th century, and if everything has a mouse parallel. Was there a mouse WWI? Mouse Beatles? Mouse mod style? I need help.

I don't want to judge anyone or anything because I know how hypocritical it always is. Criticism of something external is usually criticism of something internal - the preacher burns pornography to halt his obsession, I bitch about apathy to cover up my own. How the fuck do you protest apathy if it just... I don't know. I feel so inhuman. I used to imagine cutting open my arms and finding machinery, and getting angry and smashing them apart. I don't know. I need fucking sleep. Bye.

Ohhhh yes. The Catcher In The Rye, how I... not like nor dislike thee.

Holden, how I cried for thee...

edited 24th Jun '09 11:03:40 PM by melloncollie

I've read everything J.D. Salinger ever published, afterwords all his books/stories literally make me nauseous if I try to read them.

Sometimes I want to have sex just so I can roleplay and feel cool and kinky rather than geeky and stupid. I don't know how I'd get through the intercourse, though. No one wants to go "you be an air pirate and I'll be an explorer and we'll cuddle and drink tea".

edited 24th Jun '09 11:06:34 PM by Made of Meat

Meaty, if you weren't eleven years younger than me, I would totally take you up on that offer. If you, you know, made it to me rather than stating it as an example of a general idea.

Whenever Bad Stuff Happens in the Middle east, particularly if Israel is involved or doing said bad stuff, there's this one blog I check. It's run by a Lebanese-American college professor who's also an extreme Arab Nationalist who claims to speak for everyone in the Arab World (except for those who collaborate with the Zionist Entity, of course). His hate wells deep and plentiful towards anything that isn't Palestinian. He also uses the word potato as a curse, for some reason.

Anyways. Whenever shit hits the fan, I check his blog. Why? It's not to get news, since it's just him ripping apart events and people. I sure as hell don't agree with him politically. I'd like to say Bile Fascination, but in all honesty it's a different trope altogether. I am a horrible person.

edited 24th Jun '09 11:09:07 PM by English Ivy

I sobbed hard at Catcher In The Rye, at the carousel scene and just Holden and Phoebe in general. I don't view the book as being about a misanthropic misfit- to me it will always be about a brother and sister. It strikes a personal chord with me, while my own brother is no Holden there was a time we had that sort of dynamic. We're still really damn close, we've had this bond ever since I was a baby and thus a story like this really unleashes the waterworks.

I genuinely have a problem with Buddhists. I believe that the pursuit and achievement of desires are the keys to human happiness and accomplishment. The best understanding of Buddhism is that it teaches removing desire from people all together because desire is also the root of evil actions. This means that one of three things are true:

1) Buddhists are hypocrites 2) (least likely) Buddhists aren't quite human 3) I'm misunderstanding something.

If #1 is true then I'm just upset about how Buddhism gets such a good rep with atheists. If #2 is true, then I have the same reaction as #1 plus I can be honestly freaked out if someone is a Buddhist. If #3 is true I really need someone to explain it to me.

I've searched for someone to help me figure this out but no success.

God, you make it sound like they travel around the country in white vans giving people covert anima-ectomies.

That wasn't my intention. Buddhists are very non-evangelical (is that the phrase I mean, they don't try to convert people). Which is one of the best traits any religion can have. It's just I've been exposed to the philosophy in reading etc (esp. Salinger which is what made me think of it) I've read Siddhartha, and I've given it a lot of thought and I can up with some unsettling conclusions that i've been unable to dispel.

I am an Asexual...yes another one.

Oh, and I dislike babies too.