Tear Jerker / From A Knight To A Lady

• Chapter 92 is mostly a magnificent return to form for Estelle after being smothered for so long under Khalid's oppressive heel, but near the end, she's left to reflect on the fact that, as proficient as she has gotten in surviving Jansgar's social circuit, the real Estelle misses the independence she once had within Ersha's borders; not helped by the fact the year's hunt is being held in Ersha. Estelle is especially downtrodden regarding the fact she's been reduced to cheering for a man on the sidelines, rather than actively participating in a test of skill and strength. It's just another reminder of how much Estelle has lost in her transition to Lucifela at the hands of Khalid.
• The real Lucifela's backstory is very tragic, as slowly revealed over time. When she was young, her mother died of a prolonged and painful illness, and her father attempted suicide, almost leaving Luci behind. Since then, her father has always showered her with gifts but never any true parental affection, love or trust. As she slowly tries to get to know people in high society, the other ladies shunned her out of jealousy and hatred, so she never had any friends. This led to a vicious cycle of her taking out her loneliness and frustrations on her servants, giving her an even worse reputation and further alienating her from high society. Eventually, her beauty and vulnerable position caught the attention of the sexual predator Prince Temir, who sexually assaulted her. Being a victim of sexual violence slowly turned her towards suicidal inclinations. She tried her best to justify what happened to her by telling herself that Prince Temir must have done it out of love, since she was so desperate for someone to love her. Prince Temir then took advantage of Lucifela's mental state to make Lucifela his lover, and constantly humiliates her in front of high society out of amusement. Eventually, this led to Prince Temir ordering Lucifela to drown herself to 'prove her love', which she did as she did not want to live anymore.