The first story of the fic series, Here We Are In The Future. This is a long fic that has 44 chapters by Lucigoosey_The_Lightbringer.
After Steven Universe shatters Jasper, he spirals downward in guilt. No one could help him. All he felt was that he was one of Pink Diamond's greatest mistakes. Cue him hitting rock bottom and struggling to move forward.
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This fic provides examples of:
- Calling the Old Man Out: Steven lashed out at Greg and the Crystal Gems about their neglect during his childhood. Steven had flat out told his father that he wishes that Greg never let him live with the gems.
- Don't Make Me Destroy You: After Steven's suicide attempt, the Crystal Gems didn't want to leave him alone. Steven nearly shattered Garnet in rage.
- Murder Makes You Crazy: Explored, Steven was driven by guilt after shattering Jasper.
- The Shrink: Steven met a therapist in this fic.
- Therapy Is for the Weak: Steven didn't want to go to the mental hospital after trying to kill himself and even didn't want to speak to the therapist but he eventually listened.
