I really don't know if I'm going through depression or not. I've read some signs of it and it seems kind of similar to some problems I've been going through. But I don't wanna be crying wolf or anything. Depression's serious shit. And like I said, probably just being a shit ass teen who gets really moody. That's probably it

Hopefully.

Well, in any case, I really hope you start to feel better.

I'm heading for bed now.

Thank you. That means a lot to me.

I will admit, having just found out that Rebecca Sugar did Invader Zim fanfiction years before SU and Adventure Time fills me with some confidence.

Starting the next episode.

Oh, Pinkie. Never change.

On second thought, Pinkie, why are you still eating them? You ate one and it was horrible.

So, the money from Sapphire Shore's tour finally came in. How long has it been? Four seasons? That's a pretty long tour.

Oh, hello Fleur. You look different. And blue.

How exactly do ponies pinch? ...Unless she was directing that to Spike.

I'm starting to get the feeling that Bluer is going to be stealing Rare's thunder.

edited 2nd Oct '15 9:56:38 PM by IrishZombie

I just realized my secondary rig is really underpowered and outdated for a laptop. Time to shop for an upgrade soon (once I save up the moola)~

Obviously, the most common usage of unicorn magic is to pinch others.

This fashion reporter guy's reactions are hilarious.

I kinda have to side with Bluer on this one. "Reign in Stain" is a bit of a weird title for a headliner, though I would not have batted an eye if names that out there are commonplace in fashion. That said, "the Princess Dress" is just plain uninspired. Of course, you'd think that the two of them would have discussed all of this beforehand in order to iron out these kind of creative discrepancies.

AJ's hat had a mind of its own for a frame or two there. Weird.

New song. I like the violin.

Wait. Rarity, are you changing the design of the thing halfway through? This can only lead to problems. I realize you're getting bored sewing the same thing over and over again, but... actually, now that I think of it, nobody ever said you had to be the one sewing these things. You can just design them and get some qualified ponies to sew them together.

Bluer is starting to strike me as a bit of a slave driver.

Called it. Never change the thing the customer ordered without a good reason and letting them know beforehand.

Rare, you can't have your cake and eat it, too. You can't say, "I want to sell so many dresses!", then say, "Making so many dresses is just too much for me!", and then say, "I can't let anypony else make so many dresses, they'll lose that personal touch!" Full-on assembly line is a bit much, yes, but if you want to make so many dresses, you're gonna have to either delegate or get your hooves dirty. And don't say that you want every dress to be unique, while you may get some customers that are looking for you to make a dress for them, a lot are just going to want what's in the shop.

Bluer is starting to get a big head, and finally pushed Rarity too far.

...Bluer, I am afraid for your life right now.

Nevermind. I fully expected Rarity to absolutely tear into her for that statement.

From the front, that pony in the Luna dress looked like she was wearing a breastplate. She looked pretty damn awesome.

What you did there. I see it.

This episode was okay. I do have some difficulty believing Rare and Bluer would make up that fast, even considering Bluer (outside of her slave driver tendencies and big head) wasn't really that bad. It's just that she and Rare seem to have completely different philosophies about this sort of thing.

edited 2nd Oct '15 10:19:48 PM by IrishZombie

I'm still debating with myself if I have depression or not. I'd rather not say I do since I don't wanna self diagnose or play armchair physician. But I feel like I might some problems relating to depression. But for all I know it could just be some coincidences and, as usual, I'm overreacting. I wanna say that I doubt I'm depressed, but I feel like I might have it. I don't really know. I really could just be going through a phase or something maybe. I mean, every one has those moments where they're thinking to themselves stuff like "you suck", "you idiot", and "you're such a piece of shit" right? Right?

Anyways, I'm going to sleep. Night guys.

...Umm... here's hoping you've woken up to a better day as you read this... Just focus on what you can do, or need to get done, for a bit, and hopefully what's left will either sort itself out or feel easier to deal with.

What Yami just said. However, if doing what he said still doesn't help, I would seriously go see if you can talk it through with your doctor. They'll be able to get to the bottom of this or at the very least, will refer you to someone who will help you talk it through and start to try fixing it. I've had to do it a few times before and talking to a professional about it definitely felt like it helped.

New episode in a few hour's time :D

Yay for...sisters.

That will make some sense eventually.

edited 3rd Oct '15 6:21:12 AM by edvedd

I'll have to tell my mom that I might need a meeting with my therapist some time soon if I need it. Maybe I should try looking up the symptoms online. Not sure how much that could help though. For all I know the problems I have could be linked to several different diseases.

I feel like I don't have depression. I mean, sure I have those moments of hating myself and feeling like shit, but I still can smile and laugh. Like I said, could just me being a shit ass teen with mood problems.

Yeah, best to ask someone who knows.

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(bus flies through widow, gets off) Thank you! (bus flies through roof) Hello boys!

@Scott. If you need to talk with anyone, feel free to drop me a pm, it's no trouble.

Depression isn't so clear-cut. You can have very minor depression you can get over yourself. A lot of it comes down to corrective thinking. As I'm sure the others here can attest, a few years back I've had severe, crippling depression but I've largely gotten through it.

Spoon.

Thanks Dark.

@marcen: You went through a widow? Hope there weren't orphans too.

I hope he didn't turn some children into orphans...

There's a new episode today? Man, I've been forgetting that new episodes are coming out lately...

I'll just go watch it tomorrow on Youtube then... :/

Well, I got hit by a car when I left. Those kids are dead. lol. I was just doing the widow a favor!