History Main / AimlesslySeekingHappiness

* ''WesternAnimation/BigCityGreens'': After his defeat in season 2, [[Characters/BigCityGreensChipWhistler Chip Whistler]] shows that he wishes to simply find a way to be happy. Yet is unable to gain that, even when disguising himself as a normal person, and this goes into a dangerous direction as he realizes that the thing making him happy is his hatred for people and being evil.

* This is a CentralTheme in ''WesternAnimation/BojackHorseman''. The main characters are flawed people who just want some semblance of stable happiness in their life as they make their way through the rigors of an unforgiving entertainment industry in Hollywood. The titular protagonist especially keeps trying to find any reason to keep going on long after his GloryDays as a '90s sitcom star have faded. More often than not, they run into complications -- either from reality or just their own vices that tend to trip them up and often send them right back to square one. Over the course of the series, they get better and gain some small victories, with some of their arcs detailing if they can build on that to find what they seek.

* This is a CentralTheme in ''WesternAnimation/BojackHorseman''. The main characters are flawed people who just want some semblance of stable happiness in their life as they make their way through the rigors of an unforgiving entertainment industry in Hollywood. The titular protagonist especially keeps trying to find any reason to keep going on long after his {{glory days}} as a '90s sitcom star have faded. More often than not, they run into complications -- either from reality or just their own vices that tend to trip them up and often send them right back to square one. Over the course of the series, they get better and gain some small victories, with some of their arcs detailing if they can build on that to find what they seek.

** Twenty years after choosing life [[Film/{{Trainspotting}} in the previous film]], Mark Renton finds himself divorced, childless, redundant from his job, fresh from a heart attack, and back in Edinburgh: he now has no idea what to do with himself or what could bring him joy and ends up falling in with Sick Boy's con artist antics because he can't think of anything better to do with his time. However, though he does enjoy slipping back into his long-abandoned criminal lifestyle, he eventually makes it clear that he's still pretty sad, his new "[[DespairSpeech choose life]]" rant featuring a mention of "the slow reconciliation towards what you can get, rather than what you always hoped for."

* In ''Film/TheWorldsEnd'', it eventually becomes clear that this is at once [[{{Manchild}} Gary King]]'s motivation and the reason why he's secretly very depressed: he had no idea what to do with his life after high school despite the sense of "promise and optimism," so he just went on pursuing the same thrills as he did as a teenager until he ended up alienating all his friends in progressively more selfish acts of hedonism. [[spoiler:Believing that the Golden Mile pub crawl was the happiest night of his life, he's now determined to re-enact it one last time with his friends -- and then kill himself at the end of it]].

* Combined neatly with WantingIsBetterThanHaving in Music/IrvingBerlin's "After You Get What You Want (You Don't Want It)."

* Lorraine Maillard of ''VideoGame/ThePark'' suffers from this. Having grown up in a dysfunctional family, she had no idea what she wanted out of life and no advice on what to do with it. Having found some small happiness with a boyfriend, she lost what little she had when he was killed in a workplace accident, and tried to draw some degree of contentment in raising their son, Callum -- admitting that they were "always looking for [[Literature/HanselAndGretel our own house of candy]]." Thanks to Lorraine's depression, it was uphill work disrupted by alcoholism, poverty, and the [[MaybeMagicMaybeMundane possible arrival of real ghosts]]. [[spoiler:Following the death of Callum, Loraine [[DespairEventHorizon gives up on seeking happiness altogether]]; by the events of ''VideoGame/TheSecretWorld,'' all she wants is to end her enforced immortality and die permanently]].
* ''VideoGame/TheSuffering: Ties That Bind'', Torque is revealed to have this trait; as a child, when asked what he wants to be, all he could think of was "happy." As such, he led a largely aimless life up until a) he fell in love with Carmen, and b) [[DiabolicalMastermind Blackmore]] recruited him; his wife and his employer kept him anchored and contented, but unfortunately, the two ended up in conflict: Carmen inspired him to leave Blackmore's organization, and Blackmore arranged for Carmen to be murdered. As such, it's no surprise that over the course of both games, Torque has no goals of his own other than to survive and actually has to be told what to do by just about everyone, from Carmen's ghost to Dr. Killjoy.

* The Comfort of Strangers (1990): The movie is about a romantic couple that spends a vacation in Venice. They have some tension in their relationship that makes them sort of feel dull being together. Perhaps there is something else to it, they are not married, and the trip to Venice seems to be a way to find happiness or taste for life. They meet there another romantic couple that they feel they have something in common with, and together they sort the problem out.

* ''LightNovel/FateZero'': Kirei's problem is he's been selected as a contestant for the Holy Grail War, and if he wins he gets to wish for whatever he desires. But having lived a passionless life with nothing appealing to him, Kirei doesn't know what would make him happy. It takes him being paired with the indulgent king Gilgamesh, who's tasted every pleasure in life, to awaken Kirei to his subconscious sadism and discover [[EvilFeelsGood real happiness from witnessing others suffer]].

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* People who suffer from major depressive disorder or anxiety disorder often want nothing more than those feelings to just go away so they can be happy and content. The problem is the major causes of these are largely unknown, often leaving it a shot in the dark in how to actually treat them, and typically at best all that can be done is steps to alleviate symptoms. It's why people with these react so negatively to being told to "just cheer up" or "get thicker skin", as it's a truly ignorant thing to say and akin to telling someone with a disease to "just don't be sick".
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And then you have characters that just want contentment in their life: they may not have any real ambitions or grand ideas of destiny or even a solid concept for day to day existence. They just want to be happy... but here's the kicker -- they don't know how. No matter how hard they try to find some degree of security and inner peace, happiness always eludes them.

* In ''Fanfic/TheLandOfWhatMightHaveBeen,'' the Hellion is a PsychopathicManchild who collects "[[LivingDollCollector dolls]]", plays pranks and murders people out of a childish desire for temporary happiness. This proves the main reason for the Hellion's VillainousBreakdown: in kidnapping Dorothy, she has everything she's ever wanted, but she still isn't happy -- and isn't even sure why she wanted her in the first place.

* Alongside his desperate need to be loved "on his own terms", this is the TragicDream of the [[CorruptCorporateExecutive title character]] in ''Film/CitizenKane,'' hence the mysterious "rosebud": [[spoiler:it's actually the sled he owned when he was a child, symbolizing the last time in his life he was truly happy and contented with his lot before Mr. Thatcher took him away from his parents; he found the sleigh again as an adult, but he couldn't regain the sense of innocent joy]]. In much the same way that he tried to find love by lavishing people with pointless gifts and [[AllTakeAndNoGive sacrificing nothing of himself]], Charles Foster Kane tried to find happiness by [[CollectorOfTheStrange collecting artworks and junk in equal measure]], but none of it brought him any real happiness -- to the point that some of the statues he bought were never even removed from their crates. In the end, Kane [[DyingAlone dies alone]], unhappy and unfulfilled.

** Twenty years after choosing life [[Film/{{Trainspotting}} in the previous film]], Mark Renton finds himself divorced, childless, redundant from his job, fresh from a heart attack and back in Edinburgh: he now has no idea what to do with himself or what could bring him joy and ends up falling in with Sick Boy's con artist antics because he can't think of anything better to do with his time. However, though he does enjoy slipping back into his long-abandoned criminal lifestyle, he eventually makes it clear that he's still pretty sad, his new "[[DespairSpeech choose life]]" rant featuring a mention of "the slow reconciliation towards what you can get, rather than what you always hoped for."

* In ''Series/TheUmbrellaAcademy2019'', it's pointed out that [[InsufferableGenius Number Five]] has this problem -- despite his claims of "not looking for happy". For most of his life, he's been exclusively focused on a single goal, either serving Sir Reginald's goals, surviving the BadFuture, working for the TimePolice or trying to find a way of stopping the apocalypse; once the world is apparently saved, he doesn't know what to do with himself -- not just because he's now without a purpose in life, but because he doesn't know ''how'' to be happy after spending decades with nothing to be happy about. As such, he's left [[INeedAFreakingDrink placidly drinking margaritas]] with his CompanionCube for a while, barely reacting when Hazel seemingly arrives to kill him. [[spoiler:He's almost relieved when the world turns out to still be in trouble]].

* People who suffer from major depressive disorder or anxiety disorder often want for nothing more than those feelings to just go away so they can be happy and content. The problem is the major causes of these are largely unknown, often leaving it a shot in the dark in how to actually treat them, and typically at best all that can be done is steps to alleviate symptoms. It's why people with these react so negatively to being told to "just cheer up" or "get thicker skin", as it's a truly ignorant thing to say and akin to telling someone with a disease to "just don't be sick".

* In ''Series/TheUmbrellaAcademy2019'', it's pointed out that [[InsufferableGenius Number Five]] has this problem -- despite his claims of "not looking for happy". For most of his life, he's been exclusively focused on a single goal, either serving [[TheMeanBrit Sir Reginald]]'s goals, surviving the BadFuture, working for the TimePolice or trying to find a way of stopping the apocalypse; once the world is apparently saved, he doesn't know what to do with himself -- not just because he's now without a purpose in life, but because he doesn't know ''how'' to be happy after spending decades with nothing to be happy about. As such, he's left [[INeedAFreakingDrink placidly drinking margaritas]] with his CompanionCube for a while, barely reacting when Hazel seemingly arrives to kill him. [[spoiler:He's almost relieved when the world turns out to still be in trouble]].

* This is a bit of a theme in ''WesternAnimation/BojackHorseman'': near all the main characters are extremely flawed people who just want some semblance of stable happiness in their life as they make their way through the rigors of an unforgiving entertainment industry -- the lead character especially, trying to find any reason to keep going on long after his glory days as a '90s sitcom star has faded. More often not, they run into complications -- either from reality or just their own vices that tend to trip them up and often send them right back into square one. Over the course of the series, they get better and gain some small victories with some of their arcs detailing if they can build on that to find what they seek.

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* People who suffer from major depressive disorder or anxiety disorder often want for nothing more than those feelings to just go away so they can be happy and content. The problem is the major causes of these are largely unknown, often leaving it a shot in the dark in how to actually treat them, and typically at best all that can be done is steps to alleviate symptoms. It's why people with these react so negatively to being told to "just cheer up" or "get thicker skin", as it's a truly ignorant thing to say and akin to telling someone with a disease to "just don't be sick".

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* In ''ComicBook/RainbowRowellsRunaways'', this is Karolina's main character arc from "You Can't Hide" onwards. With her academic career in shambles and her relationship with Nico having hit a plateau, she becomes a superheroine again because GoodFeelsGood.

* In ''Anime/TamagotchiHappiestStoryInTheUniverse'', the characters enter the world of a book called ''The World's Happiest Story'', starring a character named Happy whose one goal is to find happiness. Problem is, not only has every attempt he's made -- including stuff like becoming rich and learning lots of magic spells - failed, but the page containing the end of the story has been ripped out, so Mametchi and his friends have to write a happy ending for him. [[spoiler:Near the end of the film, he finally comes to the conclusion that being with friends is the true meaning of happiness, which is enough to revive Mametchi's pet Hapihapitchi who had died from using up too much happiness energy.]]

And then you have characters that just want contentment in their life: they may not have any real ambitions or grand ideas of destiny or even a solid concept for day to day existence. They just want to be happy... but here's the kicker - they don't know how. No matter how hard they try to find some degree of security and inner peace, happiness always eludes them.

Characters with this problem may appear depressed, motiveless, unable to find joy in everyday life, or they might hide it behind a [[StepfordSmiler smiling exterior]]. They may seek momentary pleasures, only to abandon them when the fun wears off and return to searching; they may hunt for something new and different that might be able to bring them the happiness they seek - a hobby, perhaps, or an addiction - or else disconsolately wait for something to bring happiness to them. They may even be manipulated by people who know how to exploit their need for contentment. Whatever the case, they're never quite contented with what they have.

* In ''Anime/TamagotchiHappiestStoryInTheUniverse'', the characters enter the world of a book called ''The World's Happiest Story'', starring a character named Happy whose one goal is to find happiness. Problem is, not only has every attempt he's made - including stuff like becoming rich and learning lots of magic spells - failed, but the page containing the end of the story has been ripped out, so Mametchi and his friends have to write a happy ending for him. [[spoiler:Near the end of the film, he finally comes to the conclusion that being with friends is the true meaning of happiness, which is enough to revive Mametchi's pet Hapihapitchi who had died from using up too much happiness energy.]]

* In ''Fanfic/TheLandOfWhatMightHaveBeen,'' the Hellion is a PsychopathicManchild who collects "[[LivingDollCollector dolls]]," plays pranks and murders people out of a childish desire for temporary happiness. This proves the main reason for the Hellion's VillainousBreakdown: in kidnapping Dorothy, she has everything she's ever wanted, but she still isn't happy - and isn't even sure why she wanted her in the first place.

* Alongside his desperate need to be loved "on his own terms", this is the TragicDream of the [[CorruptCorporateExecutive title character]] in ''Film/CitizenKane,'' hence the mysterious "rosebud": [[spoiler: it's actually the sled he owned when he was a child, symbolizing the last time in his life he was truly happy and contented with his lot before Mr Thatcher took him away from his parents; he found the sleigh again as an adult, but he couldn't regain the sense of innocent joy.]] In much the same way that he tried to find love by lavishing people with pointless gifts and [[AllTakeAndNoGive sacrificing nothing of himself]], Charles Foster Kane tried to find happiness by [[CollectorOfTheStrange collecting artworks and junk in equal measure]], but none of it brought him any real happiness - to the point that some of the statues he bought were never even removed from their crates. In the end, Kane dies alone, unhappy and unfulfilled.

** Spud also falls into this, but in [[AddictionDisplacement a different way]]: as a recovering heroin addict, he's looking for a new hobby that can keep him grounded and happy - in other words, a healthier kind of addiction. He toys around with various ideas, including jogging, building, boxing, until at last, he settles for chronicling the escapades he and his friends used to get into as a series of short stories. [[spoiler: They end up getting published at the end of the film.]]
* In ''Film/TheWorldsEnd'', it eventually becomes clear that this is at once [[{{Manchild}} Gary King]]'s motivation and the reason why he's secretly very depressed: he had no idea what to do with his life after high school despite the sense of "promise and optimism," so he just went on pursuing the same thrills as he did as a teenager until he ended up alienating all his friends in progressively more selfish acts of hedonism. [[spoiler: Believing that the Golden Mile pub crawl was the happiest night of his life, he's now determined to re-enact it one last time with his friends - and then kill himself at the end of it.]]

* Quentin Coldwater of ''Literature/TheMagicians'' has this as a primary motivation and a FatalFlaw mentioned very early on in the novel: despite his academic success, he feels unfulfilled, and [[LongingForFictionland seeks the world of Fillory]] for the simple fact that it's meant to be always happy there. This remains with him throughout the novel, serving as the bedrock for every real mission he sets himself: his [[IJustWantToBeSpecial eagerness to excel]] at [[WizardingSchool Brakebills]], his search [[DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife for a purpose in life]] after graduation, and his search for a [[HeroicWannabe heroic journey]] in Fillory; for good measure, it leaves him AllergicToRoutine, eventually dissatisfied with wherever he ends up - even Fillory - and ends up getting himself and his friends seriously hurt.

* In ''Series/TheUmbrellaAcademy2019'', it's pointed out that [[InsufferableGenius Number Five]] has this problem - despite his claims of "not looking for happy." For most of his life, he's been exclusively focused on a single goal, either serving [[TheMeanBrit Sir Reginald]]'s goals, surviving the BadFuture, working for the TimePolice or trying to find a way of stopping the apocalypse; once the world is apparently saved, he doesn't know what to do with himself - not just because he's now without a purpose in life, but because he doesn't know ''how'' to be happy after spending decades with nothing to be happy about. As such, he's left [[INeedAFreakingDrink placidly drinking margaritas]] with his CompanionCube for a while, barely reacting when Hazel seemingly arrives to kill him. [[spoiler: He's almost relieved when the world turns out to still be in trouble.]]

* Lorraine Maillard of ''VideoGame/ThePark'' suffers from this. Having grown up in a dysfunctional family, she had no idea what she wanted out of life and no advice on what to do with it. Having found some small happiness with a boyfriend, she lost what little she had when he was killed in a workplace accident, and tried to draw some degree of contentment in raising their son, Callum - admitting that they were "always looking for [[Literature/HanselAndGretel our own house of candy]]." Thanks to Lorraine's depression, it was uphill work disrupted by alcoholism, poverty, and the [[MaybeMagicMaybeMundane possible arrival of real ghosts]]. [[spoiler: Following the death of Callum, Loraine [[DespairEventHorizon gives up on seeking happiness altogether]]; by the events of ''VideoGame/TheSecretWorld,'' all she wants is to end her enforced immortality and die permanently.]]
* ''VideoGame/TheSuffering: Ties That Bind'', Torque is revealed to have this trait; as a child, when asked what he wants to be, all he could think of was "happy." As such, he led a largely aimless life up until a) he fell in love with Carmen, and b) [[DiabolicalMastermind Blackmore]] recruited him; his wife and his employer kept him anchored and contented, but unfortunately, the two ended up in conflict: Carmen inspired him to leave Blackmore's organization, and Blackmore arranged for Carmen to be murdered. As such, it's no surprise that over the course of both games, Torque has no goals of his own other than to survive and actually has to be told what to do by just about everyone, from Carmen's ghost to Dr Killjoy.

* This is a bit of a theme in ''WesternAnimation/BojackHorseman'': near all the main characters are extremely flawed people who just want some semblance of stable happiness in their life as they make their way through the rigors of an unforgiving entertainment industry - the lead character especially, trying to find any reason to keep going on long after his glory days as a '90s sitcom star has faded. More often not, they run into complications - either from reality or just their own vices that tend to trip them up and often send them right back into square one. Over the course of the series, they get better and gain some small victories with some of their arcs detailing if they can build on that to find what they seek.
* In the ''WesternAnimation/LoveDeathAndRobots'' episode "[[Recap/LoveDeathAndRobotsZimaBlue Zima Blue]]" the eponymous robot-turned-human-turned-cyborg has been seeking universal truth through art for over a century, creating progressively bigger and more spectacular murals and augmenting his body beyond the human norm in pursuit of enlightenment. However, he has finally learned that what he ''really'' wanted all along was happiness, which he hasn't known since he was just a pool-cleaning robot. As such, Zima's [[BittersweetEnding last artwork]] features him diving into a replica of the pool he used to clean, switching off his higher brain functions, shedding his upgrades, and reverting to the menial machine he started out as - which then begins cleaning the pool again, retaining just enough intelligence to take pleasure in the knowledge of a job well done.

* People who suffer from major depressive disorder or anxiety disorder often want for nothing more than those feelings to just go away so they can be happy and content. The problem is the major causes of these are largely unknown, often leaving it a shot in the dark in how to actually treat them, and typically at best all that can be done is steps to alleviate symptoms. It's why people with these react so negatively to being told to "just cheer up" or "get thicker skin", as it's a truly ignorant thing to say and akin to telling someone with a disease to "just don't be sick."

Most people have a fair idea of what they want in life: money, power, love... even if a someone's DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife, they at least have the concrete goal of seeking out some important cause that they can devote their abilities to.

* Alongside his desperate need to be loved "on his own terms", this is the TragicDream of the [[CorruptCorporateExecutive title character]] in ''Film/CitizenKane,'' hence the mysterious "rosebud": [[spoiler: it's actually the sled he owned when he was a child, symbolizing the last time in his life he was truly happy and contented with his lot, before Mr Thatcher took him away from his parents; he found the sleigh again as an adult, but he couldn't regain the sense of innocent joy.]] In much the same way that he tried to find love by lavishing people with pointless gifts and [[AllTakeAndNoGive sacrificing nothing of himself]], Charles Foster Kane tried to find happiness by [[CollectorOfTheStrange collecting artworks and junk in equal measure]], but none of it brought him any real happiness - to the point that some of the statues he bought were never even removed from their crates. In the end, Kane dies alone, unhappy and unfulfilled.

** Twenty years after choosing life [[Film/{{Trainspotting}} in the previous film]], Mark Renton finds himself divorced, childless, redundant from his job, fresh from a heart attack and back in Edinburgh: he now has no idea what to do with himself or what could bring him joy, and ends up falling in with Sick Boy's con artist antics because he can't think of anything better to do with his time. However, though he does enjoy slipping back into his long-abandoned criminal lifestyle, he eventually makes it clear that he's still pretty sad, his new "[[DespairSpeech choose life]]" rant featuring a mention of "the slow reconciliation towards what you can get, rather than what you always hoped for."
** Spud also falls into this, but in [[AddictionDisplacement a different way]]: as a recovering heroin addict, he's looking for a new hobby that can keep him grounded and happy - in other words, a healthier kind of addiction. He toys around with various ideas, including jogging, building, boxing, until at last he settles for chronicling the escapades he and his friends used to get into as a series of short stories. [[spoiler: They end up getting published at the end of the film.]]

* Lorraine Maillard of ''VideoGame/ThePark'' suffers from this. Having grown up in a dysfunctional family, she had no idea what she wanted out of life and no advice on what to do with it. Having found some small happiness with a boyfriend, she lost what little she had when he was killed in a workplace accident, and tried to draw some degree of contentment in raising their son, Callum - admitting that they were "always looking for [[Literature/HanselAndGretel our own house of candy]]." Thanks to Lorraine's depression, it was uphill work disrupted by alcoholism, poverty and the [[MaybeMagicMaybeMundane possible arrival of real ghosts]]. [[spoiler: Following the death of Callum, Loraine [[DespairEventHorizon gives up on seeking happiness altogether]]; by the events of ''VideoGame/TheSecretWorld,'' all she wants is to end her enforced immortality and die permanently.]]

* This is a bit of a theme in ''WesternAnimation/BojackHorseman'': near all the main characters are extremely flawed people who just want some semblance of stable happiness in their life as they make their way through the rigors of an unforgiving entertainment industry - the lead character especially, trying to find any reason to keep going on long after his glory days as a 90's sitcom star has faded. More often not, they run into complications - either from reality or just their own vices that tend to trip them up and often send them right back into square one. Over the course of the series they get better and gain some small victories with some of their arcs detailing if they can build on that to find what they seek.

* In ''ComicBook/RainbowRowellsRunaways'', this is Karolina's main character arc from "You Can't Hide" onwards. With her academic career in shambles and her relationship with Nico having hit a plateau, she becomes a superheroine again because GoodFeelsGood. She also figures that if she can get Nico involved, it will give their relationship a boost.

* In the ''WesternAnimation/LoveDeathAndRobots'' episode "[[Recap/LoveDeathAndRobotsZimaBlue Zima Blue]]" the eponymous robot-turned-human-turned-cyborg has been seeking universal truth through art for over a century, creating progressively bigger and more spectacular murals and augmenting his body beyond the human norm in pursuit of enlightenment. However, he has finally learned that what he ''really'' wanted all along was happiness, which he hasn't known since he was just a pool-cleaning robot. As such, Zima's [[BittersweetEnding last artwork]] features him diving into a replica of the pool he used to clean, switching off his higher brain functions, shedding his upgrades, and reverting to the menial machine he started out as - which then begins cleaning the pool again, retaining just enough intelligence to take pleasure in the knowledge of a job well done.