History YMMV / EmmaBlackery

** Her video "The Rise and Fall of Emma Blackery", in which she details how she has come to full awareness about how her prioritizing music over [=YouTube=] (and the way she went about it) alienated her followers and essentially killed her channel views. It came to a head in April 2018, when she had the emotional breakdown mentioned in FunnyAneurysmMoment above -- and got it on camera, the footage of which is included in the video with a ContentWarning for being so intense. In it, she laughs about wanting to delete her main channel, states that she wishes she could stay constantly inebriated, and breaks down sobbing over how she has to think about her loneliness and how people see her life as an exhibit.

* FunnyAneurysmMoment: The butternut gnocchi episode of ''Cooking Like a Sim'' ends with a thoroughly drunken Emma jokingly saying "I'll catch you later, if I don't fucking die." The main RunningGag of the series is that Emma will begin drinking vodka halfway through an episode. However, as "The Rise and Fall of Emma Blackery" revealed, after she finished recording for that episode, she drank even further, had an emotional breakdown, spent the night either crying or vomiting, and -- from the way Emma describes -- all but gave herself alcohol poisoning.

* FunnyAneurysmMoment: The butternut gnocchi episode of ''Cooking Like a Sim'' ends with a thoroughly drunken Emma jokingly saying "I'll catch you later, if I don't fucking die." The main RunningGag of the series is that Emma will begin drinking vodka halfway through an episode. However, as "The Rise and Fall of Emma Blackery" revealed, after she finished recording for that episode, she drank even further, had an emotional breakdown, spent the night either crying or vomiting, and -- from the way Emma describes -- came ''very'' close to alcohol poisoning.

* FunnyAneurysmMoment: The butternut gnocchi episode of ''Cooking Like a Sim'' ends with a thoroughly drunken Emma jokingly saying "I'll catch you later, if I don't fucking die." The main RunningGag of the ''CLAS'' series is that Emma will begin drinking vodka halfway through an episode, so the statement doesn't seem too astray from her more off-color brand of humor. However, in the wake of the release of "The Rise and Fall of Emma Blackery", the video's ending has now become a lot more disturbing. After Emma turned off the camera, she continued to drink, eventually picking up the camera later and inadvertently allowing months of denial over the decline in her channel's views to come to a climax in a on-camera emotional breakdown. She then spent the night in her bathroom either crying or vomiting, and from the way Emma retrospectively describes, it seems like she was very close to alcohol poisoning.

** Her video "The Rise and Fall of Emma Blackery", in which she details how she has come to full awareness about her prioritizing music over [=YouTube=]--especially in an arrogant and stubborn manner--alienated her YT followers and essentially killed the views on her channel. It comes to a head in April 2018, where her intensifying denial over her own part in her channel's decline came to a head in a way that Emma outright admits having trouble talking about. After recording a "Cooking Like a Sim" video and continuing the series' RunningGag of drinking vodka halfway through each episode, Emma continued drinking after the recording stopped. She drank so copiously that she ended up making another video so emotionally intense that when it was included in "Rise and Fall", it was prefaced with a ContentWarning for being so upsetting. In this video, she giggled about hating and wanting to delete her main channel, and stated how she wished to stay in a constantly inebriated state where she didn't need to confront reality. Immediately afterwards, Emma began sobbing over how she "fucking [hates]" having to think about everything, further lamenting her loneliness and the devolving of her life into an exhibit people view for amusement before [[BrokenTears breaking down in tears]].

* AwesomeMusic: In addition to "The Promise", we also have "Sucks To Be You", the song she wrote for the [[Music/{{Busted}} Pigs Can Fly]] tour. Badass doesn't even begin to describe it, and it's quite a nice take on the "revenge song" dynamic.

* SignatureSong: "The Promise". So much so that when she shaved her head, the ''Summer In The City'' audience sang it at her to cheer her on.

* TearJerker: Emma made a video of playing her Distance EP acoustically, with clips of the music videos. And then it gets to [[https://youtu.be/ixaPVgd9BLY?t=15m1s the song she wrote about Luke]]...

* JustForFun/XMeetsY: In [[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4c7hd6VWLM this Q&A]], Emma describes her upcoming full-length album like this:
-->"I kinda want to make something that sounds like Music/AvrilLavigne and Four Years Strong made lots of children..[[{{Metaphorgotten}} and those children are the songs]]? [[LampshadeHanging That's pretentious as]] [[CurseCutShort fu]]--"

* TearJerker: Emma made a video of playing her Distance EP acoustically, with clips of the music videos. And then it gets to [[https://youtu.be/ixaPVgd9BLY?t=15m1s the song she wrote about Luke]]...

* SignatureSong: "The Promise". So much so that when she shaved her head, the ''Summer In The City'' audience sang it at her to cheer her on.

* AwesomeMusic: "Sucks To Be You", the song she wrote for the [[Music/{{Busted}} Pigs Can Fly]] tour. Badass doesn't even begin to describe it, and it's quite a nice take on the "revenge song" dynamic.

* AwesomeMusic: "Sucks to be You", the song she wrote for the [[Music/{{Busted}} Pigs Can Fly]] tour. Badass doesn't even begin to describe it, and it's quite a nice take on the "revenge song" dynamic.

* AwesomeMusic: "Sucks to be You", the song she wrote for the [[Music/{{Busted}} Pigs can Fly]] tour. Badass doesn't even begin to describe it, and it's quite a nice take on the "revenge song" dynamic.

* AwesomeMusic: "Sucks to be You", the song she wrote for the [[Music/Busted Pigs can Fly]] tour. Badass doesn't even begin to describe it, and it's quite a nice take on the "revenge song" dynamic.