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* Uhhh.... DrugsAreBad, m'kay? And if you encourage people to do drugs, that's bad, m'kay? M'kay. @/{{Kexruct}} [[hottip:*: [[note]] Don't get any misconceptions-it was supposed to be tongue-in-cheek.]]
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''[--[[center:[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/intro-album-version-170454 Intro]]]]--]''
[[center:A compelling or constraining influence,\\
such as a moral force on the mind or world, ''pressure''.]]
[[center:To be undecided or skeptical,\\
to tend to disbelieve and distrust, to regard as unlikely, that’s ''doubt''.]]
[[center:The condition of being insufficient or falling short,\\
decline in strength or effectiveness, ''failure''.]]
[[center:The instinct to run, to back away, or give up,\\
to need, want, reach, steal.]]
[[center:The feeling to always want more, and to take more.]]
[[center:The loss of breath at the sight of a car accident.]]
[[center:To drive by, never being able to feel satisfied.]]
[[center:And to reject anyone who tries, '''[[gray:and this is my life.]]''']]
------------------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/we-grew-up-the-same-album-version-170455 We Grew Up The Same]]
------------------------------
''And now it’s time I go\\
I’ve had enough of this lie\\
So I’ll get up\\
So I’ll get up.''
''And I’m no longer a child\\
So now it’s time I say whats really on my mind\\
What's on my mind...?''
''Oh, I guess you’re not to blame. See, we grew up just the same.\\
But a useless mind, and a waste of space, that walked us to this day.''
''So today I face my fear, and prove it’s not fate that brought me here.\\
But a ruthless heart, and a careless mind,\\
that left me in this bind...''
-----------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Okay, lets do it
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Alright, well, how are you today first of all? I hope your trip was good.\\
Can you believe this weather? It’s 65 and sunny.\\
But anyway, let's pick it up where we left off last week. Is that okay with you?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Anyway, I mean I really just think we were getting close so... whenever you’re ready, take it away
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Okay.
-----------------
''Raised to feel like trash\\
By a drunken man and his drunken friends\\
He found strength in numbers''
------------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: So I guess it was a normal night, only difference was it wasn’t the last.\\
See from what it seems, him and his friends were hanging out in the living room,\\
so he figured a simple walk through wouldn’t hurt, but there it was…
-------------------
''Sitting around the card table\\
If you saw his eyes they were glowing bright; he was ready for this fight.\\
Tried to leave the room, but before the door he was on the floor,\\
Screaming, “I hate you!!”''
------------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Now, see at this point it was more than the money, or being lazy, or a waste of life.\\
He disrespected his love. Right there in front of everyone, in front of his love.
-------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/runaway-album-version-170456 Runaway]]
-------------------
''Alright, now take one look at me,\\
Cause it's the last you'll ever see because I'm leaving tonight.\\
And just think about it, you'll never have to be embarrassed,\\
In front of your friends and family again, so enjoy it.''
''And the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
There will be no more excuses,\\
And no more covering up your face.''
''And I'm going to run away with my baby,\\
Get married and maybe someday we'll have kids that you'll never meet.\\
And I'm gonna tell them stories of how the grandpa would bathe in the glory of all his power,\\
And use his fake friends.''
''And see the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
It will feel like heaven.\\
It will feel so good when I am gone.''
"''Now see, I don't know what you think, you're just a kid.\\
Only 18, where do you think you're going?\\
See, you've got nothing to stand on,\\
You don't have a better place to live.\\
And you'll be wishing that you never left.''
''And the air will be thicker,\\
It will be hard to breathe sometimes.\\
You won't know what hit you,\\
You'll be sad and lonely before you know it.''
''Now, don't go make a decision that's going to leave your life down a collision course of failure.\\
But you're a grown up now, you're 18.\\
Just don't come running back to me when you need something,\\
My door is locked.''
''And the air will be humid,\\
It will give you headaches.\\
It will make you sweat.\\
It will be a mistake if you go,\\
And I won't be there to cover up your tracks no more.''"
''Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
You can't scare me anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.''
''Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
You can't scare me anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.''\\
'''Goodbye.'''
-----------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-01-album-version-170457 Session 1]]
-----------------
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Wow, so he just left...?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: ...See, there comes a point in everyone's life where they just start seeing things differently... or you know, they're put in a situation where they have to. I guess it was just his night.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: If you don't mind, what's his name?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: His name is Matt, and I think his father's name is Matt too, but I don't know...
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Okay, so what happened next, where did he go from there?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, he stood in his girlfriend's dorm room for a little while; he couldn't stay there long. I think her father actually felt bad for him, so he offered him a job as a file clerk at his law firm. Nothing special, just sorting papers.
And her dad made him a deal, he said: "If you take this job seriously, and if you start going to school and you're serious about my daughter, I'll help you guys out with an apartment."
So he took it, and maybe Matt really didn't want that. Maybe he didn't really want to go to school or work at a place like that, but he also wanted to prove to his father that he was better off without him. That he wasn't a waste.
And he also knew that making that deal with her dad would make his dad so much more mad. Because he hated her father. He always said how lazy he was, and he steals people's money. And he doesn't have a real job, and he doesn't know what it feels like to work. I guess that's the motivation he needed to straighten out his life.
But I don't think they ever talked again anyway.
So I don't think it really mattered...
----------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/this-is-love-album-version-170458 This is Love]]
--------------------
''We're in love, sweet love.\\
We're in love, sweet love.''
''We built our life from nothing.\\
We don't have much, no more money\\
But we've got love.''
''We can only grow much better\\
I'm so glad we're here together, and on our own, in love.''
'''"And in just a few more years\\
I'll prove everyone wrong."'''
---------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-02-album-version-170459 Session 2]]
----------------------
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Sounds like he made out pretty good.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah I guess. Started a life, went to school, had a job, got married. He was even going to be a lawyer. Everything seemed great.
The only problem was he went from wanting nothing to wanting everything, more than he even knew what to do with.
Sometimes when you get that taste for wanting things, you only want for yourself.
And if you ask me, '''that's where it gets dangerous.'''
---------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/we-re-finding-something-out-album-version-170460 We're Finding Something Out]]
----------------
''After school,\\
I get a great, big house\\
Gonna paint the walls with my accomplishments\\
Gonna pay the bills with my perfect job\\
And all we want, we've got!~''
''Gonna practice law,\\
I'm gonna get real good.\\
Gonna make the bills.\\
Gonna buy that car.''
''I'm gonna buy the dreams that we always had\\
Just you and me and them!''
''One, two, three\\
But today, we're finding something out\\
What needs to be again\\
He lives in different states, and you say:''
''"We can't have this kid\\
He'll ruin everything\\
We worked so hard to get\\
And I won't live like that.''
''We're gonna pack him up\\
We're gonna send him out\\
He's gonna live with mom in a little house\\
We're gonna go back to the way we were\\
And live life while we're young!~''
''We're gonna send him cards\\
We're gonna give him gifts\\
We're gonna pay my mom for all her help with this.\\
We're gonna live our life just like we did,\\
'Cause all we want, we've got. Yeah!"''
----------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-03-album-version-170461 Session 3]]
----------------
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So what you're saying is, he grew up his whole life being tortured practically. And as soon as he finally gets a taste of what normal life is like, something huge happens, like an unexpected baby.
He gets scared, he thinks he can't do it, so he panics.
And still being a kid himself, he does what any kid should do, asks his parents for help.
It seems pretty normal to me.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: No, you don't understand. You see they didn't just leave him there for a weekend, while they got the house straightened up for him.
They left him for weeks, for months. '''They left him for years.'''
------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/decoration-album-version-170462 Decoration]]
-------------
''Take the boy to the back, cover up his ears\\
We got some dirty little secrets we don't want him to hear.\\
In this business you don't question someone's wealth.\\
Chain him to the bed so he won't run away,\\
Then we take our piggy banks and cash them in on our way out.''
''Decoration\\
Decoration\\
Decoration''
------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-04-album-version-170463 Session 4]]
------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: You see the deal was, her parents would take care of the kid until they got their feet on the ground. Cause they both have full time jobs and weren't financially stable yet, so they say. But her mom would always ask, "When are you gonna pick up Dean?" The baby. And they'd say they didn't have the time or they weren't ready. You know time passed quick and he wasn't a baby anymore. None of them really had the heart to tell him that his parents were too busy for him, didn't have time for him. He never knew that his aunt and uncle were actually his mom and dad.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So they never picked him up?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: No, but they did however send checks every week to pay for all his expenses.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Well that's good, but I thought they couldn't afford it, that was why they couldn't pick him up, right?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah...
[[center:A compelling or constraining influence,\\
such as a moral force on the mind or world, ''pressure''.]]
[[center:To be undecided or skeptical,\\
to tend to disbelieve and distrust, to regard as unlikely, that’s ''doubt''.]]
[[center:The condition of being insufficient or falling short,\\
decline in strength or effectiveness, ''failure''.]]
[[center:The instinct to run, to back away, or give up,\\
to need, want, reach, steal.]]
[[center:The feeling to always want more, and to take more.]]
[[center:The loss of breath at the sight of a car accident.]]
[[center:To drive by, never being able to feel satisfied.]]
[[center:And to reject anyone who tries, '''[[gray:and this is my life.]]''']]
------------------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/we-grew-up-the-same-album-version-170455 We Grew Up The Same]]
------------------------------
''And now it’s time I go\\
I’ve had enough of this lie\\
So I’ll get up\\
So I’ll get up.''
''And I’m no longer a child\\
So now it’s time I say whats really on my mind\\
What's on my mind...?''
''Oh, I guess you’re not to blame. See, we grew up just the same.\\
But a useless mind, and a waste of space, that walked us to this day.''
''So today I face my fear, and prove it’s not fate that brought me here.\\
But a ruthless heart, and a careless mind,\\
that left me in this bind...''
-----------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Okay, lets do it
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Alright, well, how are you today first of all? I hope your trip was good.\\
Can you believe this weather? It’s 65 and sunny.\\
But anyway, let's pick it up where we left off last week. Is that okay with you?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Anyway, I mean I really just think we were getting close so... whenever you’re ready, take it away
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Okay.
-----------------
''Raised to feel like trash\\
By a drunken man and his drunken friends\\
He found strength in numbers''
------------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: So I guess it was a normal night, only difference was it wasn’t the last.\\
See from what it seems, him and his friends were hanging out in the living room,\\
so he figured a simple walk through wouldn’t hurt, but there it was…
-------------------
''Sitting around the card table\\
If you saw his eyes they were glowing bright; he was ready for this fight.\\
Tried to leave the room, but before the door he was on the floor,\\
Screaming, “I hate you!!”''
------------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Now, see at this point it was more than the money, or being lazy, or a waste of life.\\
He disrespected his love. Right there in front of everyone, in front of his love.
-------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/runaway-album-version-170456 Runaway]]
-------------------
''Alright, now take one look at me,\\
Cause it's the last you'll ever see because I'm leaving tonight.\\
And just think about it, you'll never have to be embarrassed,\\
In front of your friends and family again, so enjoy it.''
''And the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
There will be no more excuses,\\
And no more covering up your face.''
''And I'm going to run away with my baby,\\
Get married and maybe someday we'll have kids that you'll never meet.\\
And I'm gonna tell them stories of how the grandpa would bathe in the glory of all his power,\\
And use his fake friends.''
''And see the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
It will feel like heaven.\\
It will feel so good when I am gone.''
"''Now see, I don't know what you think, you're just a kid.\\
Only 18, where do you think you're going?\\
See, you've got nothing to stand on,\\
You don't have a better place to live.\\
And you'll be wishing that you never left.''
''And the air will be thicker,\\
It will be hard to breathe sometimes.\\
You won't know what hit you,\\
You'll be sad and lonely before you know it.''
''Now, don't go make a decision that's going to leave your life down a collision course of failure.\\
But you're a grown up now, you're 18.\\
Just don't come running back to me when you need something,\\
My door is locked.''
''And the air will be humid,\\
It will give you headaches.\\
It will make you sweat.\\
It will be a mistake if you go,\\
And I won't be there to cover up your tracks no more.''"
''Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
You can't scare me anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.''
''Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
You can't scare me anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.''\\
'''Goodbye.'''
-----------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-01-album-version-170457 Session 1]]
-----------------
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Wow, so he just left...?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: ...See, there comes a point in everyone's life where they just start seeing things differently... or you know, they're put in a situation where they have to. I guess it was just his night.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: If you don't mind, what's his name?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: His name is Matt, and I think his father's name is Matt too, but I don't know...
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Okay, so what happened next, where did he go from there?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, he stood in his girlfriend's dorm room for a little while; he couldn't stay there long. I think her father actually felt bad for him, so he offered him a job as a file clerk at his law firm. Nothing special, just sorting papers.
And her dad made him a deal, he said: "If you take this job seriously, and if you start going to school and you're serious about my daughter, I'll help you guys out with an apartment."
So he took it, and maybe Matt really didn't want that. Maybe he didn't really want to go to school or work at a place like that, but he also wanted to prove to his father that he was better off without him. That he wasn't a waste.
And he also knew that making that deal with her dad would make his dad so much more mad. Because he hated her father. He always said how lazy he was, and he steals people's money. And he doesn't have a real job, and he doesn't know what it feels like to work. I guess that's the motivation he needed to straighten out his life.
But I don't think they ever talked again anyway.
So I don't think it really mattered...
----------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/this-is-love-album-version-170458 This is Love]]
--------------------
''We're in love, sweet love.\\
We're in love, sweet love.''
''We built our life from nothing.\\
We don't have much, no more money\\
But we've got love.''
''We can only grow much better\\
I'm so glad we're here together, and on our own, in love.''
'''"And in just a few more years\\
I'll prove everyone wrong."'''
---------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-02-album-version-170459 Session 2]]
----------------------
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Sounds like he made out pretty good.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah I guess. Started a life, went to school, had a job, got married. He was even going to be a lawyer. Everything seemed great.
The only problem was he went from wanting nothing to wanting everything, more than he even knew what to do with.
Sometimes when you get that taste for wanting things, you only want for yourself.
And if you ask me, '''that's where it gets dangerous.'''
---------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/we-re-finding-something-out-album-version-170460 We're Finding Something Out]]
----------------
''After school,\\
I get a great, big house\\
Gonna paint the walls with my accomplishments\\
Gonna pay the bills with my perfect job\\
And all we want, we've got!~''
''Gonna practice law,\\
I'm gonna get real good.\\
Gonna make the bills.\\
Gonna buy that car.''
''I'm gonna buy the dreams that we always had\\
Just you and me and them!''
''One, two, three\\
But today, we're finding something out\\
What needs to be again\\
He lives in different states, and you say:''
''"We can't have this kid\\
He'll ruin everything\\
We worked so hard to get\\
And I won't live like that.''
''We're gonna pack him up\\
We're gonna send him out\\
He's gonna live with mom in a little house\\
We're gonna go back to the way we were\\
And live life while we're young!~''
''We're gonna send him cards\\
We're gonna give him gifts\\
We're gonna pay my mom for all her help with this.\\
We're gonna live our life just like we did,\\
'Cause all we want, we've got. Yeah!"''
----------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-03-album-version-170461 Session 3]]
----------------
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So what you're saying is, he grew up his whole life being tortured practically. And as soon as he finally gets a taste of what normal life is like, something huge happens, like an unexpected baby.
He gets scared, he thinks he can't do it, so he panics.
And still being a kid himself, he does what any kid should do, asks his parents for help.
It seems pretty normal to me.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: No, you don't understand. You see they didn't just leave him there for a weekend, while they got the house straightened up for him.
They left him for weeks, for months. '''They left him for years.'''
------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/decoration-album-version-170462 Decoration]]
-------------
''Take the boy to the back, cover up his ears\\
We got some dirty little secrets we don't want him to hear.\\
In this business you don't question someone's wealth.\\
Chain him to the bed so he won't run away,\\
Then we take our piggy banks and cash them in on our way out.''
''Decoration\\
Decoration\\
Decoration''
------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-04-album-version-170463 Session 4]]
------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: You see the deal was, her parents would take care of the kid until they got their feet on the ground. Cause they both have full time jobs and weren't financially stable yet, so they say. But her mom would always ask, "When are you gonna pick up Dean?" The baby. And they'd say they didn't have the time or they weren't ready. You know time passed quick and he wasn't a baby anymore. None of them really had the heart to tell him that his parents were too busy for him, didn't have time for him. He never knew that his aunt and uncle were actually his mom and dad.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So they never picked him up?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: No, but they did however send checks every week to pay for all his expenses.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Well that's good, but I thought they couldn't afford it, that was why they couldn't pick him up, right?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah...
to:
[[center:A compelling or constraining influence,\\
such as a moral force
''I'll take my time and move on from all of this\\
It’s all about the
[[center:To be undecided or skeptical,\\
to tend to disbelieve
You leave me cold\\
I’m wandering and
So what if I don’t want to
[[center:The condition of being insufficient or falling short,\\
decline in strength or effectiveness, ''failure''.]]
[[center:The instinct to run, to back away, or give up,\\
to need, want, reach, steal.]]
[[center:The
''They’re not tying me off right now\\
And though it doesn’t make sense\\
I lost all feeling
[[center:The loss of breath at
And I can’t handle my hands''
''You cover the
To everyone else it seems like nothing is sound\\
But tell you just how far you’ll run\\
So, keep on looking up''
''You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like hell\\
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself\\
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way\\
It’s a
[[center:To drive by,
[[center:And to reject anyone who tries, '''[[gray:and this is my life.]]''']]
------------------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/we-grew-up-the-same-album-version-170455 We Grew Up The Same]]
------------------------------
''And
I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought\\
And maybe it’s
From where we started off''
''You cough up blood, but stand up to anyone\\
But never do it out of rage\\
Just build your home and surround it with everyone\\
Who always seem to feel your pain''
''If I’m finally at my doubts\\
I
Don’t make a ceiling inside your clouds\\
Just let them grow with your plans''
''And that’s the way it ought to stay''
''You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like hell\\
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself\\
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way\\
It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to''
''And I don’t want to hear it\\
I’ve
And maybe it’s enough to move us on\\
From where we started off''
''I see the side of things that won't show up\\
I’m not involved in that\\
I see that art is making something loud\\
When it's silent out I yell''
''And this
So I’ll get up\\
So I’ll get up.
'''I don’t need a writer to tell me how I breathe\\
This is the war to end all wars'''\\
''Cause some say...''
So now
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself\\
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way\\
It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to
And I don’t want to hear it\\
I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought\\
And maybe it’s
What's on my mind...?''
''Oh, I guess you’re not
From where we
\\
''So today I face my fear, and prove it’s not fate that brought me here.
that left me in this bind...''
-----------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Okay, lets do it
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Alright, well, how are you today first of all? I hope your trip was good.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Anyway, I mean I really just think we were getting close so... whenever you’re ready, take it away
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Okay.
-----------------
''Raised to feel like trash\\
By a drunken man and his drunken friends\\
He found strength in numbers''
------------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: So I guess it was a normal night, only difference was it wasn’t the last.
so he figured a simple walk through wouldn’t hurt, but there it was…
-------------------
''Sitting around the card table\\
If you saw his eyes they were glowing bright; he was ready for this fight.
Screaming, “I hate you!!”''
------------------
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Now, see at this point it was more than the money, or being lazy, or a waste of life.
-------------------
[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/runaway-album-version-170456 Runaway]]
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''Alright, now take one look at me,\\
Cause it's the last you'll ever see because I'm leaving tonight.
In front of your friends and family again, so enjoy it.''
''And the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.
And no more covering up your face.''
''And I'm going to run away with my baby,\\
Get married and maybe someday we'll have kids that you'll never meet.
And use his fake friends.''
''And see the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.
"''Now see, I don't know what you think, you're just a kid.
See, you've got nothing to stand on,\\
You don't have a better place to live.
''And the air will be thicker,\\
It will be hard to breathe sometimes.
You'll be sad and lonely before you know it.''
''Now, don't go make a decision that's going to leave your life down a collision course of failure.
My door is locked.''
''And the air will be humid,\\
It will give you headaches.
And I won't be there to cover up your tracks no more.''"
''Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
You can't scare me anymore.
I don't need it anymore.''
''Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
You can't scare me anymore.
I don't need it anymore.''\\
'''Goodbye.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-01-album-version-170457 Session 1]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Wow, so he just left...?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: ...See, there comes a point in everyone's life where they just start seeing things differently... or you know, they're put in a situation where they have to. I guess it was just his night.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: If you don't mind, what's his name?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: His name is Matt, and I think his father's name is Matt too, but I don't know...
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Okay, so what happened next, where did he go from there?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, he stood in his girlfriend's dorm room for a little while; he couldn't stay there long. I think her father actually felt bad for him, so he offered him a job as a file clerk at his law firm. Nothing special, just sorting papers.
And her dad made him a deal, he said: "If you take this job seriously, and if you start going to school and you're serious about my daughter, I'll help you guys out with an apartment."
So he took it, and maybe Matt really didn't want that. Maybe he didn't really want to go to school or work at a place like that, but he also wanted to prove to his father that he was better off without him. That he wasn't a waste.
And he also knew that making that deal with her dad would make his dad so much more mad. Because he hated her father. He always said how lazy he was, and he steals people's money. And he doesn't have a real job, and he doesn't know what it feels like to work. I guess that's the motivation he needed to straighten out his life.
But I don't think they ever talked again anyway.
So I don't think it really mattered...
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/this-is-love-album-version-170458 This is Love]]
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''We're in love, sweet love.
''We built our life from nothing.
But we've got love.''
''We can only grow much better\\
I'm so glad we're here together, and on our own, in love.''
'''"And in just a few more years\\
I'll prove everyone wrong."'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-02-album-version-170459 Session 2]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Sounds like he made out pretty good.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah I guess. Started a life, went to school, had a job, got married. He was even going to be a lawyer. Everything seemed great.
The only problem was he went from wanting nothing to wanting everything, more than he even knew what to do with.
Sometimes when you get that taste for wanting things, you only want for yourself.
And if you ask me, '''that's where it gets dangerous.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/we-re-finding-something-out-album-version-170460 We're Finding Something Out]]
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''After school,\\
I get a great, big house\\
Gonna paint the walls with my accomplishments\\
Gonna pay the bills with my perfect job\\
And all we want, we've got!~''
''Gonna practice law,\\
I'm gonna get real good.
''I'm gonna buy the dreams that we always had\\
Just you and me and them!''
''One, two, three\\
But today, we're finding something out\\
What needs to be again\\
He lives in different states, and you say:''
''"We can't have this kid\\
He'll ruin everything\\
We worked so hard to get\\
And I won't live like that.''
''We're gonna pack him up\\
We're gonna send him out\\
He's gonna live with mom in a little house\\
We're gonna go back to the way we were\\
And live life while we're young!~''
''We're gonna send him cards\\
We're gonna give him gifts\\
We're gonna pay my mom for all her help with this.
'Cause all we want, we've got. Yeah!"''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-03-album-version-170461 Session 3]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So what you're saying is, he grew up his whole life being tortured practically. And as soon as he finally gets a taste of what normal life is like, something huge happens, like an unexpected baby.
He gets scared, he thinks he can't do it, so he panics.
And still being a kid himself, he does what any kid should do, asks his parents for help.
It seems pretty normal to me.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: No, you don't understand. You see they didn't just leave him there for a weekend, while they got the house straightened up for him.
They left him for weeks, for months. '''They left him for years.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/decoration-album-version-170462 Decoration]]
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''Take the boy to the back, cover up his ears\\
We got some dirty little secrets we don't want him to hear.
Then we take our piggy banks and cash them in on our way out.''
''Decoration\\
Decoration\\
Decoration''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-04-album-version-170463 Session 4]]
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* {{Keet}} - @/{{Noaqiyeum}}
* TheGlomp - @/EarlOfSandvich
* SelfDeprecation: mentioned on the
* AnnoyingYoungerSibling :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* PluckyComicRelief: -{{@/Tidal_Wave-17}}
* BrandNew - okay, so it's not a
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So they never picked him up?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: No,
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Well that's good, but I thought they couldn't afford it, that was why they couldn't pick him up, right?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah...
* WaxingLyrical - Oh so very much. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* SoCoolItsAwesome -Tropers/{{Exelixi}}
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/uncle-album-version-170464 Uncle]]
to:
[[AC:Here Be the Mark of Vandals]]
Unpopular? Lack of grafitti? You've only yourself to blame, when there's no spot or us to vandalize. Come on, it's only three [[AC:fucking]] words! -[[OopsForgotToSignSorry Dealan]]
*What words you be talking bout, ahahah?
**[[AC:Vandalism goes here.]] Your version isn't bad either.
Lameness? Insignificance? Unpopular here? You have received my free hug of the day, desu. ~ Tropers/SnowFoxOfDeath
*Hallo!! You win a smile(from me!!) :D
Crowning moment of [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12958302060A34842800&page=2#34 something]]. Tropers/{{Grain}}
*of Mind Control? I thinks so/the hive thinks so.
[[MyChemicalRomance MCR]] > TBS. You will never fully understand so just [[AC: give up now]]. ~{{@/Bellacide}}
*TBS PWNS THEM AND U KNOW EEET.
** LIES! ~[[{{@/Bellacide}} Bella]]
*** Girl, you be trippin.
Hello, my little stalkee! ^w^ --{{@/Tidal_Wave_17}}
* Little? pfffft. Anything BUT.
Hello fellow hampton roads troper! -{{@/Strawberryflavored}}
* hallo!
/hugs ~[[{{Tropers/Bellacide}} Bella]]
* hugs are always welcome!! :D
'''e'''. There. Now you HAVE an e. ;P - @/{{Keybreak}}
* ;)
The faeries find you huggable, but are curious as to what you are cute without. - @/{{StolenByFaeries}}
* The '''e'''! XD It's a song reference. :)
Vandalism ho! Not sure why I missed this one for so long. Ah well, mistake fixed. Now, off into the city I go! -Smokebomb'd- -@/{{Phoenixor}}
*Next time you come in, bring some smokebombs, I need some!!
Dude, you totally need to check out A Skylit Drive! :D -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* I'll try!! :P
** And since I'm your CoolBigSis now, I get to set your page on fire. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
** Well, since I did this before...You should also check out Emarosa. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
*** [[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/uncle-album-version-170464 Uncle]]youtube.com/user/nekoalexa Here's my channel, since you asked.]] :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
I am vandalizing like any good big sister would. Lalalalala! Cute is cool. -@/{{LittleMissSpaceMonkey}}
*You bet!! :P
Drive through free hug for the day! -@/{{Hkiyoteru}}
* Why, thank you!! Hugs are cool!
Hello by any chance have you seen a cute alien? <---- (whoever left this, please sign it. ^_^)
* -glomps- Hey twin bro! -RTL
* [[GenkiGirl Hi!]] [[SincerityMode You sound cool.]]- @/{{Cheeseypoofs}}
* I think Cuet's a PrettyCoolGuy. eh [[IdenticalStranger looks exactly like]] Dia and doesnt afraid of the clone dilemma. - @/{{Diamonnes}}
** Well, duhness. :P
* ''Hello Owen Norris. This is a nice contributor page. Your posts amuse me.'' ^_^ ~ [[@/{{Noaqiyeum}} The Camper]]
** Watch that become a meme of some sort! :D And thank you!
* yeah yooooouuu stooooooole, yeah yooooouuuu stooooooole (which is what I am currently listening to) - @/{{SunshineWerewolf}}
** You better bet listening to them!! :P
* You like good music. This pleases me. @/{{red223}}
**Tanks!
* Hey bro. What's cooking? -Exe
* Excuse me, Cute. I left a song here.
Duddudududududu,\\
I can feel the air around,\\
Heating up,\\
Fight or flight,\\
Dark and night,\\
CUTE IS SO ALIVE!\\
Tastes are so great,\\
Always wins Russian Roulette,\\
An awesome guy, I bet,\\
Makes things right,\\
Happy as a kite,\\
My friend for rights!\\
To Cute!\\
An awesome guy!\\
To Cute!\\
He's pretty fly.
- C'mon. [[{{Tropers/Inhopelessguy}} You know who this is.]]
**....that was fucking awesome.
* Hello. Why not check out DeepPurple? @/{{Kinkajou}}
* Oh. NOW IT'S ON! - @/{{boyob13}}
* Squirtle avatar is awesome. @/{{Darkclaw}}
* Vandalism in the form of Brand New: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zywmIuhllXE. @/{{Despair}}
* Our art is on display! Our art is on display! ^_^ - [[@/StolenByFaeries a very excited faerie]]
* Uhhh.... DrugsAreBad, m'kay? And if you encourage people to do drugs, that's bad, m'kay? M'kay. @/{{Kexruct}} [[hottip:*: Don't get any misconceptions-it was supposed to be tongue-in-cheek.]]
* Nice new page! Shiny! - @/StolenByFaeries
* I HAVE WATCHED A REVIEW OF WARRIOR #4 COMIC, A POINT DELUGED WITH A'S. I AM INSTRUCTED BY [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12930989760A43804800&page=7241#181013 THE VERY SOURCE OF PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT CENTER FROM THE HUMANS' ESSENCES]] TO LOOK AT THIS VERY PAGE. LACE THE REMAINING LIFE NOW, [[@/{{jcruz}} HOAK HOGAN]]!
* Hey, Cute. You're a nice guy, you know that? Many congratulations on making a [[{{The Fear Mythos}} making an utterly kickass project]], and it's always fun to talk to you. - @/{{Accela}}
* So, you know how you said I should get you smoke-bombs next time I came here? Well, ditch the smoke part of it and you've got what I actually have for you. [[@/{{Phoenixor}} -Lights the bombs and runs off-]]
* Just dropping by to say hello! Because I haven't in a while. :P - @/StolenByFaeries.
* You're a nice person, and the world is a better place for your having been there. ^.^ ~{{@/Muramasan13}}
* Hey, Cute. Just dropping by to say hey. So... hey. :P - @/{{kay4today}}
* meow. - {{@/Uilleam}}
* Hi Cut! You're awesome and you know it, and that's what made you awesome in my book. :P - @/TheJinny
* Hello, sir. Nice to meet you. -Tropers/MokonaZero
* Guten morgen, Cute. c: -@/{{Danniiee}}
Unpopular? Lack of grafitti? You've only yourself to blame, when there's no spot or us to vandalize. Come on, it's only three [[AC:fucking]] words! -[[OopsForgotToSignSorry Dealan]]
*What words you be talking bout, ahahah?
**[[AC:Vandalism goes here.]] Your version isn't bad either.
Lameness? Insignificance? Unpopular here? You have received my free hug of the day, desu. ~ Tropers/SnowFoxOfDeath
*Hallo!! You win a smile(from me!!) :D
Crowning moment of [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12958302060A34842800&page=2#34 something]]. Tropers/{{Grain}}
*of Mind Control? I thinks so/the hive thinks so.
[[MyChemicalRomance MCR]] > TBS. You will never fully understand so just [[AC: give up now]]. ~{{@/Bellacide}}
*TBS PWNS THEM AND U KNOW EEET.
** LIES! ~[[{{@/Bellacide}} Bella]]
*** Girl, you be trippin.
Hello, my little stalkee! ^w^ --{{@/Tidal_Wave_17}}
* Little? pfffft. Anything BUT.
Hello fellow hampton roads troper! -{{@/Strawberryflavored}}
* hallo!
/hugs ~[[{{Tropers/Bellacide}} Bella]]
* hugs are always welcome!! :D
'''e'''. There. Now you HAVE an e. ;P - @/{{Keybreak}}
* ;)
The faeries find you huggable, but are curious as to what you are cute without. - @/{{StolenByFaeries}}
* The '''e'''! XD It's a song reference. :)
Vandalism ho! Not sure why I missed this one for so long. Ah well, mistake fixed. Now, off into the city I go! -Smokebomb'd- -@/{{Phoenixor}}
*Next time you come in, bring some smokebombs, I need some!!
Dude, you totally need to check out A Skylit Drive! :D -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* I'll try!! :P
** And since I'm your CoolBigSis now, I get to set your page on fire. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
** Well, since I did this before...You should also check out Emarosa. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
*** [[http://www.
I am vandalizing like any good big sister would. Lalalalala! Cute is cool. -@/{{LittleMissSpaceMonkey}}
*You bet!! :P
Drive through free hug for the day! -@/{{Hkiyoteru}}
* Why, thank you!! Hugs are cool!
Hello by any chance have you seen a cute alien? <---- (whoever left this, please sign it. ^_^)
* -glomps- Hey twin bro! -RTL
* [[GenkiGirl Hi!]] [[SincerityMode You sound cool.]]- @/{{Cheeseypoofs}}
* I think Cuet's a PrettyCoolGuy. eh [[IdenticalStranger looks exactly like]] Dia and doesnt afraid of the clone dilemma. - @/{{Diamonnes}}
** Well, duhness. :P
* ''Hello Owen Norris. This is a nice contributor page. Your posts amuse me.'' ^_^ ~ [[@/{{Noaqiyeum}} The Camper]]
** Watch that become a meme of some sort! :D And thank you!
* yeah yooooouuu stooooooole, yeah yooooouuuu stooooooole (which is what I am currently listening to) - @/{{SunshineWerewolf}}
** You better bet listening to them!! :P
* You like good music. This pleases me. @/{{red223}}
**Tanks!
* Hey bro. What's cooking? -Exe
* Excuse me, Cute. I left a song here.
Duddudududududu,\\
I can feel the air around,\\
Heating up,\\
Fight or flight,\\
Dark and night,\\
CUTE IS SO ALIVE!\\
Tastes are so great,\\
Always wins Russian Roulette,\\
An awesome guy, I bet,\\
Makes things right,\\
Happy as a kite,\\
My friend for rights!\\
To Cute!\\
An awesome guy!\\
To Cute!\\
He's pretty fly.
- C'mon. [[{{Tropers/Inhopelessguy}} You know who this is.]]
**....that was fucking awesome.
* Hello. Why not check out DeepPurple? @/{{Kinkajou}}
* Oh. NOW IT'S ON! - @/{{boyob13}}
* Squirtle avatar is awesome. @/{{Darkclaw}}
* Vandalism in the form of Brand New: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zywmIuhllXE. @/{{Despair}}
* Our art is on display! Our art is on display! ^_^ - [[@/StolenByFaeries a very excited faerie]]
* Uhhh.... DrugsAreBad, m'kay? And if you encourage people to do drugs, that's bad, m'kay? M'kay. @/{{Kexruct}} [[hottip:*: Don't get any misconceptions-it was supposed to be tongue-in-cheek.]]
* Nice new page! Shiny! - @/StolenByFaeries
* I HAVE WATCHED A REVIEW OF WARRIOR #4 COMIC, A POINT DELUGED WITH A'S. I AM INSTRUCTED BY [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12930989760A43804800&page=7241#181013 THE VERY SOURCE OF PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT CENTER FROM THE HUMANS' ESSENCES]] TO LOOK AT THIS VERY PAGE. LACE THE REMAINING LIFE NOW, [[@/{{jcruz}} HOAK HOGAN]]!
* Hey, Cute. You're a nice guy, you know that? Many congratulations on making a [[{{The Fear Mythos}} making an utterly kickass project]], and it's always fun to talk to you. - @/{{Accela}}
* So, you know how you said I should get you smoke-bombs next time I came here? Well, ditch the smoke part of it and you've got what I actually have for you. [[@/{{Phoenixor}} -Lights the bombs and runs off-]]
* Just dropping by to say hello! Because I haven't in a while. :P - @/StolenByFaeries.
* You're a nice person, and the world is a better place for your having been there. ^.^ ~{{@/Muramasan13}}
* Hey, Cute. Just dropping by to say hey. So... hey. :P - @/{{kay4today}}
* meow. - {{@/Uilleam}}
* Hi Cut! You're awesome and you know it, and that's what made you awesome in my book. :P - @/TheJinny
* Hello, sir. Nice to meet you. -Tropers/MokonaZero
* Guten morgen, Cute. c: -@/{{Danniiee}}
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''Every time I wake up\\
I must remind the smile on my face\\
That I was only dreaming\\
And this is something I don't know how to face.''
''Because every time I see him\\
I get so nervous I can't look at his face\\
Grew up calling him uncle\\
That would be great if I didn't have my aunt's eyes''
''Oh, why must I know everything?''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-05-album-version-170465 Session 5]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So what was it like growing up for Dean?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, he kept to himself most of the time. He watched a lot of TV.
And uhh... he wasn't like... umm...
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Wait, I got it.
He didn't have many friends. And his mom and dad/grandma and grandpa always were just a little bit too tired to wanna play.
So when he was around kids, he would just sit in the corner and occupy himself. Because that's all he knew how to do. And I mean, how would he know any different.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Wow, that's uh... pretty good.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Yeah, '''I can relate.'''
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well sadly, awhile after his 12th birthday. His grandmother suddenly got sick.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: ''And that's how...''
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: '''And that's how.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/never-coming-back-album-version-170466 Never Coming Back]]
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I just came to say I love you and see if you would be needing anything.\\
To say thank you and how grateful I am for everything you taught me.\\
It's those long talks I won't forget.\\
Just to see you smile, it brings me right to them.\\
So I'll sit here now and hold your hand.\\
It's these few long hours that make me what I am.
We laugh about the times,\\
We laughed so hard until we fell asleep this evening.\\
And then I watch you there alone, in fear, wishing I could speed your breathing.\\
And all the wind blows through the trees.
I swear they're angels talking back to me.\\
And I scream "Please don't leave me here tonight.\\
I need you now, I need you in my life."
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming, you're never coming back.
'''But you're gone and you're never coming back again.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/guess-what-album-version-170467 Guess What]]
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''Guess what?\\
We're your parents!
And you're going to come live with us,
And we're going to have a great time!''
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Guess what?\\
I already knew that.\\
I could tell the first time I saw my mother's eyes.
''Well, wait, wait, wait, wait!''
Alright...
''Sorry, see we were just kids then!\\
We were just kids and we were in trouble,\\
And we didn't know what to do.''
Wait.
So "trouble", means you're in your twenties,
With plenty of monies to support yourself,
And your mother while she raises your little child!
''Wait!!!''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-06-album-version-170468 Session 6]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So wow, that's a pretty hard way to find something like that out.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah I know. You see the best part, is when they were telling me, I guess my reaction wasn't the most positive. So they tried playing this guilt trip like...
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/you-don-t-know-what-it-s-like-album-version-170469 You Don't Know What It's Like]]
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"...You don't know what it was like, blah blah blah blah."
''See you don't know what it's like to be a man in the world\\
And be scared to lose everything!\\
See you don't know what its like to build a life from nothing\\
And be scared to lose everything!''
I bet that's not what you said back then, and don't sing your blues to me!\\
You have no right...
By the time I was old enough to run, Momma couldn't move and Dad was gone,\\
So she sat me in a room alone to watch TV.\\
By the time I went to school I had no friends.\\
I didn't even know how to play with kids!\\
They would all run around, and I would just sit alone.
And do you know what it's like\\
to cry yourself to sleep at night?
At the age of six.
And seven.
And eight..
And nine...
And ten...
And eleven...
And twelve.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-07-album-version-170470 Session 7]]
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[[color:gray:Narrator]]:After I learned about my parents, they asked me to live with them.
And I didn't want to but I really had no choice. So I finished out the school year, where I was, I lived with my grandfather, and uh, then I moved in with them.
And you know what, it was great. I was happy. I was happy and I knew it. I clapped my hands.
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Yeah, if it was only like that. Oh well.
It was hard then, and I was already really bad with people skills. And I had to start all over again pretty much. Anything I felt secure with was gone. And you know what it was probably the only time in my life that I was actually excited to go to school. Not to learn, or get made fun of, but to get out of the house and get away from them. And now that I think about it, I don't think school was any easier...
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/look-at-me-album-version-170471 Look At Me]]
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Everybody looks at me\\
Like they're so surprised that I can breathe.\\
I need to get out of this town.\\
I need to run for miles now.
And all my lack of style, I blame on him.\\
And all I want is this...\\
I need to have my time.\\
But I'm glued, I'm glued to the script.
Everybody looks at me\\
Then turns to their friend and says something.\\
I hate this town and my new life.\\
I'm tired of waiting all the time.
And all my lack of skill, I blame on him.\\
And all I ask is this...\\
I need to feel alive...\\
But you're glued, you're glued to the script.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-08-album-version-170472 Session 8]]
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[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, the next few years were probably the slowest, most uncomfortable years of my life.
I mean, they tried to make it easy but they gave up pretty quickly. And I'm not gonna lie, I didn't make it easy on them either. I could just never forgive them. You know. But I'm the kinda person who believes everything happens for a reason. I'm kinda glad that I was so miserable counting down the days till I was 18, ya know, so I could leave. Cause the way it worked for me, it was this one day where I was in the right place at the right time.
Now I'm not the type of person to just go get what I want. I usually wait for it to casually come to me. Something hit me that day like a ton of bricks. I know it sounds cheesy, but I fell in love. And that's what kept me there for the next few years. I would've run away if it wasn't for her.
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''Well, it was just the same as any day I was looking to run far from the school\\
And I was at the door ready to go when I heard some books hit the floor\\
So then I stopped, jaw dropped, I said, "This must be love."\\
Cause when I pulled myself together, you were already gone.''
''I screamed "Wait a minute!" listened to the voice in my head.\\
It said, "Kid, you better run cause she's getting away with it."''
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So I chased after her, running down the hallways. Running up to her and grabbed her arm. Actually just stood there frozen, didn't know what to say to her. I think she kinda felt the same thing so it worked out.
I felt like I had a reason to finally be happy, you know. She would be the first person in my life who was completely honest with me. I had a reason to trust. When I was with her it just felt like my problems with my parents didn't seem to big anymore. Oh well, I just didn't care about them.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-08-part-ii-album-version-170473 Session 8 Pt. 2]]
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But for some reason, the closer I got with her, the harder my father would try to get me to stop seeing her. It was like he didn't want me to be happy for something. Not like he would ever do that, right? He would tell me I was wasting my time with her, I should concentrate on where I'm going to college.
You know, I didn't want to go to college. So when graduation came around, I saw a completely different side of him. The side I always knew was there. He would say that I was going to throw away my life and I was going to make a terrible mistake. I guess something he was familiar with.
He would tell me I was going to be a loser and people wouldn't respect me. That was also the day he told me about the mistake he made, me. I guess that was supposed to scare me straight. Oh well.
''"No, you're just being selfish kid."''
Selfish? You didn't even raise me. You dumped me off so you could go and make something of yourself and care about no one but yourself!
''"You don't have any idea what my life was like. When I was 18, I was on my own! Supporting myself '''and''' your mother, working '''two jobs''' and going to school! You know how hard it was to watch someone else raise my son? You think it's easy to live with that decision!?"''
Shut up, at least you were able to make a decision!
''"You want to make a decision. What are you going to do? Huh? You're not going to get anywhere playing patty cake all day with that girlfriend of yours! You wouldn't be able to survive '''one day in the real world'''. You have no money, have no job, no common sense! You have no idea what it takes to survive on your own."''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/runaway-ii-album-version-170474 Runaway 2]]
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Alright, now just take one good look at me,\\
'Cause it's the last you'll ever see tonight, I'm leaving this house.\\
And just think about it, you'll never have to see\\
The kid you didn't want from the beginning of my life.
So, thanks...
And the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
It will feel much smoother.\\
And you, you go back to forgetting your son!
And I'm going to run away with my baby,\\
Get married and maybe someday we'll have kids that you'll never meet!\\
And I'm gonna tell them stories of how the grandpop abandoned the only son he had.
Thanks, dad.
And see the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
It will feel like heaven.\\
It will feel so good when I am gone.\\
Oh, I'm gone...
''"Now see, I don't know what you think, you're just a kid.\\
Only 18, where do you plan on going?\\
And see, you won't have no ground to stand on,\\
You won't have a better place to live\\
And you'll be missing the comfort of this place.''
''See, the air will be thicker,\\
It will be hard to breathe sometimes.\\
You won't know what hit you,\\
You'll be scared and miss home before you know it.''
''Now, don't go make a decision that's going to leave your life down a collision course of failure.\\
But you're a grown up now, you're 18.\\
So please reconsider everything that you've been thinking\\
And open your eyes.''
''See, the air will be humid,\\
It will give you headaches.\\
It will make you sweat.\\
It will be a mistake if you go.\\
Oh, but I can't stop you anymore...."''
Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
I won't trouble you anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.
Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
I won't trouble you anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.\\
'''Goodbye.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-09-album-version-170475 Session 9]]
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So that was it. I was on my own, just me and my girl. I had a little money left in my savings from all the checks my parents sent when I was young. My grandparents never used them, they just put them in saving account for me. And I never touched it. I guess because I always had a feeling that something like this would happen someday. Oh well.
We were happy and maybe a little scared. We were kids out just out of high school. We just really didn't know what to do. I got a job at a coffee shop. Emily got a job at a pet shop.
I mean, we weren't making a lot of money, but we were surviving.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/i-think-this-is-love-album-version-170476 I Think This Is Love]]
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I think this is love\\
And the question will be my next move.\\
Think it's a good one,
Probably better than my last few.
I'm just a little scared,\\
A little unprepared.
And I hope luck is on my side,\\
But if all goes to my plan,\\
'''I'll prove everyone wrong.'''
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'''[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/a-bigger-meaning-album-version-170477 A Bigger Meaning.]]'''
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''[[color:gray:Narrator]]'': This brings us up to date. The reason why I am here. Well, it's not long after we moved. It's about three months. We found out we were going to have a baby. Unfortunately, not by choice.\\
It just happened. And I have no idea what to do. We don't have any money. We don't have much space. We're 18 and on our own. You know? I came out here to get away, have a fresh start.\\
This makes it hard...\\
You haven't said anything in a while. You're not even listening.
''[[color:gold:Ther]][[hottip:a:Dean]][[color:gray:pist]]'': '''Yes I am.'''\\
''Go ahead and tell me more.\\
Oh, yes I love to hear every word you say. So let it out, don't let it stay.\\
'Cause that's what kills and that's what hurts. When you're stuck inside and you can't get out.''
'''But here's what's worse:'''
''When you have to lie because you're stuck inside this shallow mind. That won't see himself for what he is.\\
The truth behind what he gives to the world and himself, and what he thinks he is.\\
"You can't hurt anyone 'cause you only give."\\
Oh,'' '''that's you.'''
''[[color:gray:Narrator/Dean]]'': That's not me, and I never said it was.\\
I bet you're saying this because you probably did the same thing with me.\\
''[[color:gray:Therapist/Dean]]'': Oddly enough, I'm on my way.
''Now see, it's natural to assume the worst when you're raised to only trust yourself.\\
But I must agree, you should know that you have been quite wrong. Your dad is right, it's not his fault.\\
You only see what you need to see to feel worse for your sorry life;\\
Not to fix it, but to only hide behind walls you put up.\\
So continue feeling bad for yourself, it's not your fault it's everyone else.''
''There's one thing you fail to see: you're a man, you're your father's son.\\
You both decided it was best to run And now you're stuck being him.\\
So forget the plans you had for life.''
''It's time to learn it's time for people to try to look at things for what they are.''\\
'''And not the best story line.'''\\
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The best story line...\\
The best story line...\\
The best story line...\\
The best story line...''
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[[AC:Here You May Tropefy Me, Though You Probably Won't Due To Me Not Being CuteWithTheE]]
* {{Keet}} - @/{{Noaqiyeum}}
* TheGlomp - @/EarlOfSandvich
* SelfDeprecation: mentioned on the [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=oi1e90itrw3yx2r5pf3oadd1&page=72 "What are you noted on TV Tropes for?"]] forum.-@/{{Cheeseypoofs}}
* AnnoyingYoungerSibling :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* PluckyComicRelief: -{{@/Tidal_Wave-17}}
* BrandNew - okay, so it's not a trope per se, but I'M LEAVING IT ON YOUR PAGE GOD DAMMIT - @/{{SunshineWerewolf}}
* WaxingLyrical - Oh so very much. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* SoCoolItsAwesome -Tropers/{{Exelixi}}
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[[AC:Here Be the Mark of Vandals]]
Unpopular? Lack of grafitti? You've only yourself to blame, when there's no spot or us to vandalize. Come on, it's only three [[AC:fucking]] words! -[[OopsForgotToSignSorry Dealan]]
*What words you be talking bout, ahahah?
**[[AC:Vandalism goes here.]] Your version isn't bad either.
Lameness? Insignificance? Unpopular here? You have received my free hug of the day, desu. ~ Tropers/SnowFoxOfDeath
*Hallo!! You win a smile(from me!!) :D
Crowning moment of [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12958302060A34842800&page=2#34 something]]. Tropers/{{Grain}}
*of Mind Control? I thinks so/the hive thinks so.
[[MyChemicalRomance MCR]] > TBS. You will never fully understand so just [[AC: give up now]]. ~{{@/Bellacide}}
*TBS PWNS THEM AND U KNOW EEET.
** LIES! ~[[{{@/Bellacide}} Bella]]
*** Girl, you be trippin.
Hello, my little stalkee! ^w^ --{{@/Tidal_Wave_17}}
* Little? pfffft. Anything BUT.
Hello fellow hampton roads troper! -{{@/Strawberryflavored}}
* hallo!
/hugs ~[[{{Tropers/Bellacide}} Bella]]
* hugs are always welcome!! :D
'''e'''. There. Now you HAVE an e. ;P - @/{{Keybreak}}
* ;)
The faeries find you huggable, but are curious as to what you are cute without. - @/{{StolenByFaeries}}
* The '''e'''! XD It's a song reference. :)
Vandalism ho! Not sure why I missed this one for so long. Ah well, mistake fixed. Now, off into the city I go! -Smokebomb'd- -@/{{Phoenixor}}
*Next time you come in, bring some smokebombs, I need some!!
Dude, you totally need to check out A Skylit Drive! :D -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* I'll try!! :P
** And since I'm your CoolBigSis now, I get to set your page on fire. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
** Well, since I did this before...You should also check out Emarosa. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
*** [[http://www.youtube.com/user/nekoalexa Here's my channel, since you asked.]] :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
I am vandalizing like any good big sister would. Lalalalala! Cute is cool. -@/{{LittleMissSpaceMonkey}}
*You bet!! :P
Drive through free hug for the day! -@/{{Hkiyoteru}}
* Why, thank you!! Hugs are cool!
Hello by any chance have you seen a cute alien? <---- (whoever left this, please sign it. ^_^)
* -glomps- Hey twin bro! -RTL
* [[GenkiGirl Hi!]] [[SincerityMode You sound cool.]]- @/{{Cheeseypoofs}}
* I think Cuet's a PrettyCoolGuy. eh [[IdenticalStranger looks exactly like]] Dia and doesnt afraid of the clone dilemma. - @/{{Diamonnes}}
** Well, duhness. :P
* ''Hello Owen Norris. This is a nice contributor page. Your posts amuse me.'' ^_^ ~ [[@/{{Noaqiyeum}} The Camper]]
** Watch that become a meme of some sort! :D And thank you!
* yeah yooooouuu stooooooole, yeah yooooouuuu stooooooole (which is what I am currently listening to) - @/{{SunshineWerewolf}}
** You better bet listening to them!! :P
* You like good music. This pleases me. @/{{red223}}
**Tanks!
* Hey bro. What's cooking? -Exe
* Excuse me, Cute. I left a song here.
Duddudududududu,\\
I can feel the air around,\\
Heating up,\\
Fight or flight,\\
Dark and night,\\
CUTE IS SO ALIVE!\\
Tastes are so great,\\
Always wins Russian Roulette,\\
An awesome guy, I bet,\\
Makes things right,\\
Happy as a kite,\\
My friend for rights!\\
To Cute!\\
An awesome guy!\\
To Cute!\\
He's pretty fly.
- C'mon. [[{{Tropers/Inhopelessguy}} You know who this is.]]
**....that was fucking awesome.
* Hello. Why not check out DeepPurple? @/{{Kinkajou}}
* Oh. NOW IT'S ON! - @/{{boyob13}}
* Squirtle avatar is awesome. @/{{Darkclaw}}
* Vandalism in the form of Brand New: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zywmIuhllXE. @/{{Despair}}
* Our art is on display! Our art is on display! ^_^ - [[@/StolenByFaeries a very excited faerie]]
* Uhhh.... DrugsAreBad, m'kay? And if you encourage people to do drugs, that's bad, m'kay? M'kay. @/{{Kexruct}} [[hottip:*: Don't get any misconceptions-it was supposed to be tongue-in-cheek.]]
* Nice new page! Shiny! - @/StolenByFaeries
* I HAVE WATCHED A REVIEW OF WARRIOR #4 COMIC, A POINT DELUGED WITH A'S. I AM INSTRUCTED BY [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12930989760A43804800&page=7241#181013 THE VERY SOURCE OF PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT CENTER FROM THE HUMANS' ESSENCES]] TO LOOK AT THIS VERY PAGE. LACE THE REMAINING LIFE NOW, [[@/{{jcruz}} HOAK HOGAN]]!
* Hey, Cute. You're a nice guy, you know that? Many congratulations on making a [[{{The Fear Mythos}} making an utterly kickass project]], and it's always fun to talk to you. - @/{{Accela}}
* So, you know how you said I should get you smoke-bombs next time I came here? Well, ditch the smoke part of it and you've got what I actually have for you. [[@/{{Phoenixor}} -Lights the bombs and runs off-]]
* Just dropping by to say hello! Because I haven't in a while. :P - @/StolenByFaeries.
* You're a nice person, and the world is a better place for your having been there. ^.^ ~{{@/Muramasan13}}
* Hey, Cute. Just dropping by to say hey. So... hey. :P - @/{{kay4today}}
* meow. - {{@/Uilleam}}
* Hi Cut! You're awesome and you know it, and that's what made you awesome in my book. :P - @/TheJinny
* Hello, sir. Nice to meet you. -Tropers/MokonaZero
* Guten morgen, Cute. c: -@/{{Danniiee}}
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I must remind the smile on my face\\
That I was only dreaming\\
And this is something I don't know how to face.''
''Because every time I see him\\
I get so nervous I can't look at his face\\
Grew up calling him uncle\\
That would be great if I didn't have my aunt's eyes''
''Oh, why must I know everything?''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-05-album-version-170465 Session 5]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So what was it like growing up for Dean?
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, he kept to himself most of the time. He watched a lot of TV.
And uhh... he wasn't like... umm...
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Wait, I got it.
He didn't have many friends. And his mom and dad/grandma and grandpa always were just a little bit too tired to wanna play.
So when he was around kids, he would just sit in the corner and occupy himself. Because that's all he knew how to do. And I mean, how would he know any different.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Wow, that's uh... pretty good.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: Yeah, '''I can relate.'''
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well sadly, awhile after his 12th birthday. His grandmother suddenly got sick.
[[color:gold:Therapist]]: ''And that's how...''
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: '''And that's how.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/never-coming-back-album-version-170466 Never Coming Back]]
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I just came to say I love you and see if you would be needing anything.\\
To say thank you and how grateful I am for everything you taught me.\\
It's those long talks I won't forget.\\
Just to see you smile, it brings me right to them.\\
So I'll sit here now and hold your hand.\\
It's these few long hours that make me what I am.
We laugh about the times,\\
We laughed so hard until we fell asleep this evening.\\
And then I watch you there alone, in fear, wishing I could speed your breathing.\\
And all the wind blows through the trees.
I swear they're angels talking back to me.\\
And I scream "Please don't leave me here tonight.\\
I need you now, I need you in my life."
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming back again.\\
But you're gone and you're never coming, you're never coming back.
'''But you're gone and you're never coming back again.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/guess-what-album-version-170467 Guess What]]
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''Guess what?\\
We're your parents!
And you're going to come live with us,
And we're going to have a great time!''
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Guess what?\\
I already knew that.\\
I could tell the first time I saw my mother's eyes.
''Well, wait, wait, wait, wait!''
Alright...
''Sorry, see we were just kids then!\\
We were just kids and we were in trouble,\\
And we didn't know what to do.''
Wait.
So "trouble", means you're in your twenties,
With plenty of monies to support yourself,
And your mother while she raises your little child!
''Wait!!!''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-06-album-version-170468 Session 6]]
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[[color:gold:Therapist]]: So wow, that's a pretty hard way to find something like that out.
[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Yeah I know. You see the best part, is when they were telling me, I guess my reaction wasn't the most positive. So they tried playing this guilt trip like...
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/you-don-t-know-what-it-s-like-album-version-170469 You Don't Know What It's Like]]
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"...You don't know what it was like, blah blah blah blah."
''See you don't know what it's like to be a man in the world\\
And be scared to lose everything!\\
See you don't know what its like to build a life from nothing\\
And be scared to lose everything!''
I bet that's not what you said back then, and don't sing your blues to me!\\
You have no right...
By the time I was old enough to run, Momma couldn't move and Dad was gone,\\
So she sat me in a room alone to watch TV.\\
By the time I went to school I had no friends.\\
I didn't even know how to play with kids!\\
They would all run around, and I would just sit alone.
And do you know what it's like\\
to cry yourself to sleep at night?
At the age of six.
And seven.
And eight..
And nine...
And ten...
And eleven...
And twelve.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-07-album-version-170470 Session 7]]
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[[color:gray:Narrator]]:After I learned about my parents, they asked me to live with them.
And I didn't want to but I really had no choice. So I finished out the school year, where I was, I lived with my grandfather, and uh, then I moved in with them.
And you know what, it was great. I was happy. I was happy and I knew it. I clapped my hands.
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Yeah, if it was only like that. Oh well.
It was hard then, and I was already really bad with people skills. And I had to start all over again pretty much. Anything I felt secure with was gone. And you know what it was probably the only time in my life that I was actually excited to go to school. Not to learn, or get made fun of, but to get out of the house and get away from them. And now that I think about it, I don't think school was any easier...
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/look-at-me-album-version-170471 Look At Me]]
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Everybody looks at me\\
Like they're so surprised that I can breathe.\\
I need to get out of this town.\\
I need to run for miles now.
And all my lack of style, I blame on him.\\
And all I want is this...\\
I need to have my time.\\
But I'm glued, I'm glued to the script.
Everybody looks at me\\
Then turns to their friend and says something.\\
I hate this town and my new life.\\
I'm tired of waiting all the time.
And all my lack of skill, I blame on him.\\
And all I ask is this...\\
I need to feel alive...\\
But you're glued, you're glued to the script.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-08-album-version-170472 Session 8]]
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[[color:gray:Narrator]]: Well, the next few years were probably the slowest, most uncomfortable years of my life.
I mean, they tried to make it easy but they gave up pretty quickly. And I'm not gonna lie, I didn't make it easy on them either. I could just never forgive them. You know. But I'm the kinda person who believes everything happens for a reason. I'm kinda glad that I was so miserable counting down the days till I was 18, ya know, so I could leave. Cause the way it worked for me, it was this one day where I was in the right place at the right time.
Now I'm not the type of person to just go get what I want. I usually wait for it to casually come to me. Something hit me that day like a ton of bricks. I know it sounds cheesy, but I fell in love. And that's what kept me there for the next few years. I would've run away if it wasn't for her.
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''Well, it was just the same as any day I was looking to run far from the school\\
And I was at the door ready to go when I heard some books hit the floor\\
So then I stopped, jaw dropped, I said, "This must be love."\\
Cause when I pulled myself together, you were already gone.''
''I screamed "Wait a minute!" listened to the voice in my head.\\
It said, "Kid, you better run cause she's getting away with it."''
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So I chased after her, running down the hallways. Running up to her and grabbed her arm. Actually just stood there frozen, didn't know what to say to her. I think she kinda felt the same thing so it worked out.
I felt like I had a reason to finally be happy, you know. She would be the first person in my life who was completely honest with me. I had a reason to trust. When I was with her it just felt like my problems with my parents didn't seem to big anymore. Oh well, I just didn't care about them.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-08-part-ii-album-version-170473 Session 8 Pt. 2]]
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But for some reason, the closer I got with her, the harder my father would try to get me to stop seeing her. It was like he didn't want me to be happy for something. Not like he would ever do that, right? He would tell me I was wasting my time with her, I should concentrate on where I'm going to college.
You know, I didn't want to go to college. So when graduation came around, I saw a completely different side of him. The side I always knew was there. He would say that I was going to throw away my life and I was going to make a terrible mistake. I guess something he was familiar with.
He would tell me I was going to be a loser and people wouldn't respect me. That was also the day he told me about the mistake he made, me. I guess that was supposed to scare me straight. Oh well.
''"No, you're just being selfish kid."''
Selfish? You didn't even raise me. You dumped me off so you could go and make something of yourself and care about no one but yourself!
''"You don't have any idea what my life was like. When I was 18, I was on my own! Supporting myself '''and''' your mother, working '''two jobs''' and going to school! You know how hard it was to watch someone else raise my son? You think it's easy to live with that decision!?"''
Shut up, at least you were able to make a decision!
''"You want to make a decision. What are you going to do? Huh? You're not going to get anywhere playing patty cake all day with that girlfriend of yours! You wouldn't be able to survive '''one day in the real world'''. You have no money, have no job, no common sense! You have no idea what it takes to survive on your own."''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/runaway-ii-album-version-170474 Runaway 2]]
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Alright, now just take one good look at me,\\
'Cause it's the last you'll ever see tonight, I'm leaving this house.\\
And just think about it, you'll never have to see\\
The kid you didn't want from the beginning of my life.
So, thanks...
And the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
It will feel much smoother.\\
And you, you go back to forgetting your son!
And I'm going to run away with my baby,\\
Get married and maybe someday we'll have kids that you'll never meet!\\
And I'm gonna tell them stories of how the grandpop abandoned the only son he had.
Thanks, dad.
And see the air will be better,\\
It will feel much thinner.\\
It will feel like heaven.\\
It will feel so good when I am gone.\\
Oh, I'm gone...
''"Now see, I don't know what you think, you're just a kid.\\
Only 18, where do you plan on going?\\
And see, you won't have no ground to stand on,\\
You won't have a better place to live\\
And you'll be missing the comfort of this place.''
''See, the air will be thicker,\\
It will be hard to breathe sometimes.\\
You won't know what hit you,\\
You'll be scared and miss home before you know it.''
''Now, don't go make a decision that's going to leave your life down a collision course of failure.\\
But you're a grown up now, you're 18.\\
So please reconsider everything that you've been thinking\\
And open your eyes.''
''See, the air will be humid,\\
It will give you headaches.\\
It will make you sweat.\\
It will be a mistake if you go.\\
Oh, but I can't stop you anymore...."''
Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
I won't trouble you anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.
Dad, I'm leaving tonight,\\
I won't trouble you anymore.\\
And I don't need this in my life,\\
I don't need it anymore.\\
'''Goodbye.'''
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/session-09-album-version-170475 Session 9]]
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So that was it. I was on my own, just me and my girl. I had a little money left in my savings from all the checks my parents sent when I was young. My grandparents never used them, they just put them in saving account for me. And I never touched it. I guess because I always had a feeling that something like this would happen someday. Oh well.
We were happy and maybe a little scared. We were kids out just out of high school. We just really didn't know what to do. I got a job at a coffee shop. Emily got a job at a pet shop.
I mean, we weren't making a lot of money, but we were surviving.
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[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/i-think-this-is-love-album-version-170476 I Think This Is Love]]
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I think this is love\\
And the question will be my next move.\\
Think it's a good one,
Probably better than my last few.
I'm just a little scared,\\
A little unprepared.
And I hope luck is on my side,\\
But if all goes to my plan,\\
'''I'll prove everyone wrong.'''
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'''[[http://www.myspace.com/theearlynovember/music/songs/a-bigger-meaning-album-version-170477 A Bigger Meaning.]]'''
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''[[color:gray:Narrator]]'': This brings us up to date. The reason why I am here. Well, it's not long after we moved. It's about three months. We found out we were going to have a baby. Unfortunately, not by choice.\\
It just happened. And I have no idea what to do. We don't have any money. We don't have much space. We're 18 and on our own. You know? I came out here to get away, have a fresh start.\\
This makes it hard...\\
You haven't said anything in a while. You're not even listening.
''[[color:gold:Ther]][[hottip:a:Dean]][[color:gray:pist]]'': '''Yes I am.'''\\
''Go ahead and tell me more.\\
Oh, yes I love to hear every word you say. So let it out, don't let it stay.\\
'Cause that's what kills and that's what hurts. When you're stuck inside and you can't get out.''
'''But here's what's worse:'''
''When you have to lie because you're stuck inside this shallow mind. That won't see himself for what he is.\\
The truth behind what he gives to the world and himself, and what he thinks he is.\\
"You can't hurt anyone 'cause you only give."\\
Oh,'' '''that's you.'''
''[[color:gray:Narrator/Dean]]'': That's not me, and I never said it was.\\
I bet you're saying this because you probably did the same thing with me.\\
''[[color:gray:Therapist/Dean]]'': Oddly enough, I'm on my way.
''Now see, it's natural to assume the worst when you're raised to only trust yourself.\\
But I must agree, you should know that you have been quite wrong. Your dad is right, it's not his fault.\\
You only see what you need to see to feel worse for your sorry life;\\
Not to fix it, but to only hide behind walls you put up.\\
So continue feeling bad for yourself, it's not your fault it's everyone else.''
''There's one thing you fail to see: you're a man, you're your father's son.\\
You both decided it was best to run And now you're stuck being him.\\
So forget the plans you had for life.''
''It's time to learn it's time for people to try to look at things for what they are.''\\
'''And not the best story line.'''\\
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It's the kind of place where people care more about your stories]]]]\\
[[center:[[color:gray:Than who you actually are. I guess that kind of makes sense when I look at myself...]]]]--]
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[[AC:Here You May Tropefy Me, Though You Probably Won't Due To Me Not Being CuteWithTheE]]
* {{Keet}} - @/{{Noaqiyeum}}
* TheGlomp - @/EarlOfSandvich
* SelfDeprecation: mentioned on the [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=oi1e90itrw3yx2r5pf3oadd1&page=72 "What are you noted on TV Tropes for?"]] forum.-@/{{Cheeseypoofs}}
* AnnoyingYoungerSibling :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* PluckyComicRelief: -{{@/Tidal_Wave-17}}
* BrandNew - okay, so it's not a trope per se, but I'M LEAVING IT ON YOUR PAGE GOD DAMMIT - @/{{SunshineWerewolf}}
* WaxingLyrical - Oh so very much. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* SoCoolItsAwesome -Tropers/{{Exelixi}}
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[[AC:Here Be the Mark of Vandals]]
Unpopular? Lack of grafitti? You've only yourself to blame, when there's no spot or us to vandalize. Come on, it's only three [[AC:fucking]] words! -[[OopsForgotToSignSorry Dealan]]
*What words you be talking bout, ahahah?
**[[AC:Vandalism goes here.]] Your version isn't bad either.
Lameness? Insignificance? Unpopular here? You have received my free hug of the day, desu. ~ Tropers/SnowFoxOfDeath
*Hallo!! You win a smile(from me!!) :D
Crowning moment of [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12958302060A34842800&page=2#34 something]]. Tropers/{{Grain}}
*of Mind Control? I thinks so/the hive thinks so.
[[MyChemicalRomance MCR]] > TBS. You will never fully understand so just [[AC: give up now]]. ~{{@/Bellacide}}
*TBS PWNS THEM AND U KNOW EEET.
** LIES! ~[[{{@/Bellacide}} Bella]]
*** Girl, you be trippin.
Hello, my little stalkee! ^w^ --{{@/Tidal_Wave_17}}
* Little? pfffft. Anything BUT.
Hello fellow hampton roads troper! -{{@/Strawberryflavored}}
* hallo!
/hugs ~[[{{Tropers/Bellacide}} Bella]]
* hugs are always welcome!! :D
'''e'''. There. Now you HAVE an e. ;P - @/{{Keybreak}}
* ;)
The faeries find you huggable, but are curious as to what you are cute without. - @/{{StolenByFaeries}}
* The '''e'''! XD It's a song reference. :)
Vandalism ho! Not sure why I missed this one for so long. Ah well, mistake fixed. Now, off into the city I go! -Smokebomb'd- -@/{{Phoenixor}}
*Next time you come in, bring some smokebombs, I need some!!
Dude, you totally need to check out A Skylit Drive! :D -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
* I'll try!! :P
** And since I'm your CoolBigSis now, I get to set your page on fire. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
** Well, since I did this before...You should also check out Emarosa. :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
*** [[http://www.youtube.com/user/nekoalexa Here's my channel, since you asked.]] :P -@/{{Nekoalexa}}
I am vandalizing like any good big sister would. Lalalalala! Cute is cool. -@/{{LittleMissSpaceMonkey}}
*You bet!! :P
Drive through free hug for the day! -@/{{Hkiyoteru}}
* Why, thank you!! Hugs are cool!
Hello by any chance have you seen a cute alien? <---- (whoever left this, please sign it. ^_^)
* -glomps- Hey twin bro! -RTL
* [[GenkiGirl Hi!]] [[SincerityMode You sound cool.]]- @/{{Cheeseypoofs}}
* I think Cuet's a PrettyCoolGuy. eh [[IdenticalStranger looks exactly like]] Dia and doesnt afraid of the clone dilemma. - @/{{Diamonnes}}
** Well, duhness. :P
* ''Hello Owen Norris. This is a nice contributor page. Your posts amuse me.'' ^_^ ~ [[@/{{Noaqiyeum}} The Camper]]
** Watch that become a meme of some sort! :D And thank you!
* yeah yooooouuu stooooooole, yeah yooooouuuu stooooooole (which is what I am currently listening to) - @/{{SunshineWerewolf}}
** You better bet listening to them!! :P
* You like good music. This pleases me. @/{{red223}}
**Tanks!
* Hey bro. What's cooking? -Exe
* Excuse me, Cute. I left a song here.
Duddudududududu,\\
I can feel the air around,\\
Heating up,\\
Fight or flight,\\
Dark and night,\\
CUTE IS SO ALIVE!\\
Tastes are so great,\\
Always wins Russian Roulette,\\
An awesome guy, I bet,\\
Makes things right,\\
Happy as a kite,\\
My friend for rights!\\
To Cute!\\
An awesome guy!\\
To Cute!\\
He's pretty fly.
- C'mon. [[{{Tropers/Inhopelessguy}} You know who this is.]]
**....that was fucking awesome.
* Hello. Why not check out DeepPurple? @/{{Kinkajou}}
* Oh. NOW IT'S ON! - @/{{boyob13}}
* Squirtle avatar is awesome. @/{{Darkclaw}}
* Vandalism in the form of Brand New: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zywmIuhllXE. @/{{Despair}}
* Our art is on display! Our art is on display! ^_^ - [[@/StolenByFaeries a very excited faerie]]
* Uhhh.... DrugsAreBad, m'kay? And if you encourage people to do drugs, that's bad, m'kay? M'kay. @/{{Kexruct}} [[hottip:*: Don't get any misconceptions-it was supposed to be tongue-in-cheek.]]
* Nice new page! Shiny! - @/StolenByFaeries
* I HAVE WATCHED A REVIEW OF WARRIOR #4 COMIC, A POINT DELUGED WITH A'S. I AM INSTRUCTED BY [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12930989760A43804800&page=7241#181013 THE VERY SOURCE OF PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT CENTER FROM THE HUMANS' ESSENCES]] TO LOOK AT THIS VERY PAGE. LACE THE REMAINING LIFE NOW, [[@/{{jcruz}} HOAK HOGAN]]!
* Hey, Cute. You're a nice guy, you know that? Many congratulations on making a [[{{The Fear Mythos}} making an utterly kickass project]], and it's always fun to talk to you. - @/{{Accela}}
* So, you know how you said I should get you smoke-bombs next time I came here? Well, ditch the smoke part of it and you've got what I actually have for you. [[@/{{Phoenixor}} -Lights the bombs and runs off-]]
* Just dropping by to say hello! Because I haven't in a while. :P - @/StolenByFaeries.
* You're a nice person, and the world is a better place for your having been there. ^.^ ~{{@/Muramasan13}}
* Hey, Cute. Just dropping by to say hey. So... hey. :P - @/{{kay4today}}
* meow. - {{@/Uilleam}}
* Hi Cut! You're awesome and you know it, and that's what made you awesome in my book. :P - @/TheJinny
* Hello, sir. Nice to meet you. -Tropers/MokonaZero
* Guten morgen, Cute. c: -@/{{Danniiee}}
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