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I am a female human who has been doing absolutely nothing noteworthy for the last 20 years that I have existed on this InsignificantLittleBluePlanet. Aside from getting familiar with a large amount of media, having become decently skilled on the matters of biology, survivalism, basketball, marks(wo)manship with a crossbow, [[NoodleImplements repurposing various items for questionable]] [[CasualKink uses]], and [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking staying up late at night for no logical reason]], and having fully figured out my issues with sexuality and [[UsefulNotes/TransGender gender identity]] at the ripe early age of 15. Oh, and before you start insulting me over that latest part, since (unless you are an actually decent person) you will without doubt do just that... well, I've SeenItAll when it comes to petty insults from people like you. Now, if you did think of insulting me, just don't waste your time. Just don't. You cannot accomplish anything on that frontier.

After that's been settled, we can continue on. My personality as a whole is.....a bit complex[[BlueAndOrangeMorality thanks to my unusual set of personal values]] [[CloudCuckooLander and my flighty imaginative streak.]]I used to be frequently depressed thanks to certain reasons, but have effectively gotten over it.

Anyway, that should really be about it. I feel bad already, for being so selfish as to ramble on about myself for so long, but that was necessary for this page to fulfill its purpose, which is to provide Exposition about me.


[[folder: Tropes that (probably) apply to me, in a not-entirely alphabetical order, because screw that]]
* AspergersSyndrome: Yes, I've been diagnosed with it. And I'm not happy with that, considering that the diagnosis has so far been nothing but a massive hindrance to my attempts at trying to live a life of my own.

* BewareTheNiceOnes: I'm quite compassionate and polite towards others, or at least try my best to be. However, when frustrated, I can be quite....[[BrutalHonesty cruel with my words]]. Which I inevitably end up regretting sooner or later, because I

* CatchPhrase: "Hiiiii!"
** Numerous variations of "I'm going to sleep now".
*** "...because screw that" is also a recurring addition to my sentences in certain circumstances.

* TheCollector: I tend to keep [[UpToEleven EVERYTHING]] I come to possess, [[CollectorOfTheStrange especially unusual items]]. The things I've deliberately collected include:
** Standard school-issue pens (permanently loaned ones)
*** Money from other countries
*** Animal keychains
*** Maps of fictional settings
*** Ornamental wooden snakes
*** And metallic puzzles.

* DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife: Well, not anymore. I know my purpose now, the problem is that I need extensive medical treatment before I can effectively engage in said purpose.

* TheFashionista: Well, not the "reads fashion magazines and perfectly goes along with the current trends" type, but I definitely have a thing for clothing and looking good in it, as well as appreciating other peoples' styles and deriving ideas from them.

* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or drain my blood. Note: this only applies to non-humans. With humans, I judge them by their actions and opinions, and attempt to be as nice and polite as reasonably possible. Note: emphasis on "reasonably possible".

* IHatePastMe: Oh, do I ever. I consider myself as a person having started existing at age 15, because before that I was an entirely different person. Think all of my bad qualities, magnified, and the good parts reduced to irrelevancy.

* GamerChick: I am unquestionably and unapologetically one. Emphasis is, weirdly enough, on "chick" rather than "gamer", in that I really like generally stereotypically female-focused works, like anything romance-heavy or visual novels, and prefer extensive character depth to challenging or smooth gameplay.

* GranolaGirl: Arguably. Then again, loving nature, having eco-friendly values, being part of a religion that reveres several aspects of nature and being female would get anybody labelled this. However, few people labelled with this trope have a completely justified reputation for eating insects, so there's also that...

* NatureLover: Definitely. I love it, but I also acknowledge [[NatureIsNotNice its overall lack of caring, brutality, and abundance of deadliness]]. And I love and embrace it even more for being like that. I wouldn't have our world any other way.

* NightmareFetishist: One of my dream occupations used to be to research genuine supernatural events and entities, and I probably wouldn't mind living in a CosmicHorror setting. I also find depictions of gruesome combat and large-scale conflicts incredibly fascinating. Also, the nature stuff above is also something to consider.

* MyersBriggs: Personality type INFP-T.

* PardonMyKlingon: I (usually) use either fictional swearwords or ones from little-known languages while swearing. If you ever catch me dropping a PrecisionFStrike, something is either seriously wrong, or I'm not feeling like having to give a full-scale lecture about a language that the other people present haven't even heard of.

* TokenReligiousTeammate: To my family, and to almost every circle of friends I've had. Then again, my homeland is filled with atheists and Christians, and somebody who worships the Sun and the Ocean, along with personifications of concepts such as love, creativity or change, definitely sticks out.

* TrueNeutral: Apparently my alignment by the D&D system, according to numerous online tests. Though I feel like LawfulNeutral or maybe even LawfulGood fits me better.

* {{Wangst}}: I used to feel like I'm doing this when I was seriously depressed. By now, I'm for the large part done with depression. Even though my life situation hasn't improved at all.

* YouAreNotAlone: Is one of my favourite tropes, for good reason. If you're sad, frustrated, or outright depressed, you can count on me to listen to your worries and give you a hug, even if I can't offer you any help or good advice otherwise. I know what it feels like to be hurt, and I don't want for you to have to deal with it by yourself like I had to.
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I am a female human who has been doing absolutely nothing noteworthy for the last 20 years that I have existed on this InsignificantLittleBluePlanet. Aside from getting familiar with a large amount of media, having become decently skilled on the matters of biology, survivalism, basketball, marks(wo)manship with a crossbow, [[NoodleImplements repurposing various items for questionable]] [[CasualKink uses]], and [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking staying up late at night for no logical reason]], and having fully figured out my issues with sexuality and [[UsefulNotes/TransGender gender identity]] at the ripe early age of 15. Oh, and before you start insulting me over that latest part, since (unless you are an actually decent person) you will without doubt do just that... well, I've SeenItAll when it comes to petty insults from people like you. Now, if you did think of insulting me, just don't waste your time. Just don't. You cannot accomplish anything on that frontier.

After that's been settled, we can continue on. My personality as a whole is.....a bit complex[[BlueAndOrangeMorality thanks to my unusual set of personal values]] [[CloudCuckooLander and my flighty imaginative streak.]]I
InsignificantLittleBluePlanet.

There
used to be frequently depressed thanks to certain reasons, more info here, but have effectively gotten over it.

Anyway, that should really be about it. I feel bad already, for being so selfish as to ramble on about myself for so long, but that was necessary for this page to fulfill its purpose, which is to provide Exposition about me.


[[folder: Tropes that (probably) apply to me, in a not-entirely alphabetical order, because screw that]]
* AspergersSyndrome: Yes,
I've been diagnosed with it. And I'm not happy with that, considering that the diagnosis has so far been nothing but a massive hindrance to my attempts at trying to live a life kind of my own.

* BewareTheNiceOnes: I'm quite compassionate and polite towards others, or
ditched this website, at least try my best to be. However, when frustrated, I can be quite....[[BrutalHonesty cruel with my words]]. Which I inevitably end up regretting sooner or later, because I

* CatchPhrase: "Hiiiii!"
** Numerous variations
in terms of "I'm going to sleep now".
*** "...because screw that" is also a recurring addition to my sentences in certain circumstances.

* TheCollector: I tend to keep [[UpToEleven EVERYTHING]] I
forums. So yeah. Don't come to possess, [[CollectorOfTheStrange especially unusual items]]. The things I've deliberately collected include:
** Standard school-issue pens (permanently loaned ones)
*** Money from other countries
*** Animal keychains
*** Maps of fictional settings
*** Ornamental wooden snakes
*** And metallic puzzles.

* DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife: Well, not anymore. I know my purpose now, the problem is that I need extensive medical treatment before I can effectively engage in said purpose.

* TheFashionista: Well, not the "reads fashion magazines and perfectly goes along with the current trends" type, but I definitely have a thing for clothing and looking good in it, as well as appreciating other peoples' styles and deriving ideas from them.

* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent
calling. Find me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or drain my blood. Note: this only applies to non-humans. With humans, I judge them by their actions and opinions, and attempt to be as nice and polite as reasonably possible. Note: emphasis on "reasonably possible".

* IHatePastMe: Oh, do I ever. I consider myself as a person having started existing at age 15, because before that I was an entirely different person. Think all of my bad qualities, magnified, and the good parts reduced to irrelevancy.

* GamerChick: I am unquestionably and unapologetically one. Emphasis is, weirdly enough, on "chick" rather than "gamer", in that I really like generally stereotypically female-focused works, like anything romance-heavy or visual novels, and prefer extensive character depth to challenging or smooth gameplay.

* GranolaGirl: Arguably. Then again, loving nature, having eco-friendly values, being part of a religion that reveres several aspects of nature and being female would get anybody labelled this. However, few people labelled with this trope have a completely justified reputation for eating insects, so there's also that...

* NatureLover: Definitely. I love it, but I also acknowledge [[NatureIsNotNice its overall lack of caring, brutality, and abundance of deadliness]]. And I love and embrace it even more for being like that. I wouldn't have our world any other way.

* NightmareFetishist: One of my dream occupations used to be to research genuine supernatural events and entities, and I probably wouldn't mind living in a CosmicHorror setting. I also find depictions of gruesome combat and large-scale conflicts incredibly fascinating. Also, the nature stuff above is also something to consider.

* MyersBriggs: Personality type INFP-T.

* PardonMyKlingon: I (usually) use either fictional swearwords or ones from little-known languages while swearing. If you ever catch me dropping a PrecisionFStrike, something is either seriously wrong, or I'm not feeling like having to give a full-scale lecture about a language that the other people present haven't even heard of.

* TokenReligiousTeammate: To my family, and to almost every circle of friends I've had. Then again, my homeland is filled with atheists and Christians, and somebody who worships the Sun and the Ocean, along with personifications of concepts such as love, creativity or change, definitely sticks out.

* TrueNeutral: Apparently my alignment by the D&D system, according to numerous online tests. Though I feel like LawfulNeutral or maybe even LawfulGood fits me better.

* {{Wangst}}: I used to feel like I'm doing this when I was seriously depressed. By now, I'm for the large part done with depression. Even though my life situation hasn't improved at all.

* YouAreNotAlone: Is one of my favourite tropes, for good reason. If you're sad, frustrated, or outright depressed, you can count on me to listen to your worries and give you a hug, even if I can't offer you any help or good advice otherwise. I know what it feels like to be hurt, and I don't want for you to have to deal with it by yourself like I had to.
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elsewhere.
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* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or drain my blood. Note: this only applies to non-humans. With humans, I judge them by their actions and opinions, and attempt to be as nice and polite as reasonably possible, even if I happened to have one of those really good reasons for killing.

to:

* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or drain my blood. Note: this only applies to non-humans. With humans, I judge them by their actions and opinions, and attempt to be as nice and polite as reasonably possible, even if I happened to have one of those really good reasons for killing.
possible. Note: emphasis on "reasonably possible".
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I am a female human who has been doing absolutely nothing noteworthy for the last 18 years that I have existed on this InsignificantLittleBluePlanet. Aside from getting familiar with a large amount of media, having become decently skilled on the matters of biology, survivalism, basketball, marks(wo)manship with a crossbow, [[NoodleImplements repurposing various items for questionable]] [[CasualKink uses]], and [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking staying up late at night for no logical reason]], and having fully figured out my issues with sexuality and [[UsefulNotes/TransGender gender identity]] at the age of 15. Oh, and before you start insulting me over that latest part, since (unless you are an actually decent person) you will without doubt do just that... well, I've SeenItAll when it comes to petty insults from people like you. Now, if you did think of insulting me, just don't waste your time.

After that's been settled, we can continue on. My personality as a whole is.....[[BlueAndOrangeMorality weirdly overly]] [[CloudCuckooLander complex]]. I probably should mention that I'm frequently depressed thanks to a combo of dysphoria (a nasty thing trans people get, essentially the feeling that you're physically the wrong gender. It can drive people to suicide, FYI.), DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife, and the fact that I spend most of my time on escapism to avoid thinking the former two. [[MoodWhiplash Yeah, that]].

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I am a female human who has been doing absolutely nothing noteworthy for the last 18 20 years that I have existed on this InsignificantLittleBluePlanet. Aside from getting familiar with a large amount of media, having become decently skilled on the matters of biology, survivalism, basketball, marks(wo)manship with a crossbow, [[NoodleImplements repurposing various items for questionable]] [[CasualKink uses]], and [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking staying up late at night for no logical reason]], and having fully figured out my issues with sexuality and [[UsefulNotes/TransGender gender identity]] at the ripe early age of 15. Oh, and before you start insulting me over that latest part, since (unless you are an actually decent person) you will without doubt do just that... well, I've SeenItAll when it comes to petty insults from people like you. Now, if you did think of insulting me, just don't waste your time. \n\n Just don't. You cannot accomplish anything on that frontier.

After that's been settled, we can continue on. My personality as a whole is.....[[BlueAndOrangeMorality weirdly overly]] a bit complex[[BlueAndOrangeMorality thanks to my unusual set of personal values]] [[CloudCuckooLander complex]]. I probably should mention that I'm and my flighty imaginative streak.]]I used to be frequently depressed thanks to a combo of dysphoria (a nasty thing trans people get, essentially the feeling that you're physically the wrong gender. It can drive people to suicide, FYI.), DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife, and the fact that I spend most of my time on escapism to avoid thinking the former two. [[MoodWhiplash Yeah, that]].
certain reasons, but have effectively gotten over it.



* BewareTheNiceOnes: I'm quite compassionate and polite towards others, or at least try my best to be. However, when frustrated, I can be quite....[[BrutalHonesty cruel with my words]]. Which I inevitably end up regretting sooner or later.

* BlueAndOrangeMorality: I like claiming that I have this, but in reality, it's probably not the case. Regardless, psychologists have said that my psyche significantly differs from that of your average person. [[UnreliableNarrator Then again]]....

* CatchPhrase: "Hiya!"
** Numerous variations of "I'm going to sleep now".

to:

* BewareTheNiceOnes: I'm quite compassionate and polite towards others, or at least try my best to be. However, when frustrated, I can be quite....[[BrutalHonesty cruel with my words]]. Which I inevitably end up regretting sooner or later.

* BlueAndOrangeMorality: I like claiming that I have this, but in reality, it's probably not the case. Regardless, psychologists have said that my psyche significantly differs from that of your average person. [[UnreliableNarrator Then again]]....

later, because I

* CatchPhrase: "Hiya!"
"Hiiiii!"
** Numerous variations of "I'm going to sleep now".
now".
*** "...because screw that" is also a recurring addition to my sentences in certain circumstances.



*** Wooden snakes

to:

*** Wooden Ornamental wooden snakes



* DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife: Well, it's a lot more complex than that, but this trope could be used as a description of my current life situation.

to:

* DesperatelyLookingForAPurposeInLife: Well, it's a lot more complex than that, but this trope could be used as a description of not anymore. I know my current life situation.
purpose now, the problem is that I need extensive medical treatment before I can effectively engage in said purpose.



* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or drain my blood.

to:

* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or drain my blood.
blood. Note: this only applies to non-humans. With humans, I judge them by their actions and opinions, and attempt to be as nice and polite as reasonably possible, even if I happened to have one of those really good reasons for killing.



* GamerChick: I am unquestionably and unapologetically one. I have a special liking to heavily story-based games, but I also really like competitive team-based ones. Or I used to, in the latter case...

to:

* GamerChick: I am unquestionably and unapologetically one. Emphasis is, weirdly enough, on "chick" rather than "gamer", in that I have a special liking to heavily story-based games, but I also really like competitive team-based ones. Or I used to, in the latter case...
generally stereotypically female-focused works, like anything romance-heavy or visual novels, and prefer extensive character depth to challenging or smooth gameplay.



* NightmareFetishist: One of my main aspirations in life is/used to be to research genuine supernatural events and entities, and I probably wouldn't mind living in a CosmicHorror setting. I also find depictions of gruesome combat and large-scale conflicts incredibly fascinating. Also, the nature stuff above is also something to consider.

to:

* NightmareFetishist: One of my main aspirations in life is/used dream occupations used to be to research genuine supernatural events and entities, and I probably wouldn't mind living in a CosmicHorror setting. I also find depictions of gruesome combat and large-scale conflicts incredibly fascinating. Also, the nature stuff above is also something to consider.



* PardonMyKlingon: I (usually) use either fictional swearwords (along with select picks from a dead language) or ones from little-known languages while swearing. If you ever catch me dropping a PrecisionFStrike, something is either seriously wrong, or I'm not feeling like having to give a full-scale lecture about a language that the other people present haven't even heard of.

to:

* PardonMyKlingon: I (usually) use either fictional swearwords (along with select picks from a dead language) or ones from little-known languages while swearing. If you ever catch me dropping a PrecisionFStrike, something is either seriously wrong, or I'm not feeling like having to give a full-scale lecture about a language that the other people present haven't even heard of.



* TrueNeutral: Apparently my alignment by the D&D system, according to numerous online tests. Though I feel like ChaoticGood or maybe NeutralGood fits me better.

to:

* TrueNeutral: Apparently my alignment by the D&D system, according to numerous online tests. Though I feel like ChaoticGood LawfulNeutral or maybe NeutralGood even LawfulGood fits me better.
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* IHatePastMe: Oh, do I ever. I consider myself as a person having started existing at age 15, because before that I was an entirely different person. Think all of my bad qualities, magnified, and the good parts reduced to irrelevancy.
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* BewareTheNiceOnes: I'm quite compassionate and polite towards others, or at least try my best to be. However, when frustrated or angry, I can be quite....[[BrutalHonesty cruel with my words]].

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* BewareTheNiceOnes: I'm quite compassionate and polite towards others, or at least try my best to be. However, when frustrated or angry, frustrated, I can be quite....[[BrutalHonesty cruel with my words]].
words]]. Which I inevitably end up regretting sooner or later.



* GamerChick: I am unquestionably and unapologetically one. I have a special liking to heavily story-based games, but I also really like competitive team-based ones. Weirdly enough, most of my favourite games seem to be made by either Bioware or Blizzard.

to:

* GamerChick: I am unquestionably and unapologetically one. I have a special liking to heavily story-based games, but I also really like competitive team-based ones. Weirdly enough, most of my favourite games seem to be made by either Bioware or Blizzard.
Or I used to, in the latter case...



* PardonMyKlingon: I use fictional swearwords (along with select picks from a dead language) while swearing. If you ever catch me dropping a PrecisionFStrike, something is seriously wrong.

to:

* PardonMyKlingon: I (usually) use either fictional swearwords (along with select picks from a dead language) or ones from little-known languages while swearing. If you ever catch me dropping a PrecisionFStrike, something is either seriously wrong.
wrong, or I'm not feeling like having to give a full-scale lecture about a language that the other people present haven't even heard of.



* TrueNeutral: Apparently my alignment, according to numerous online tests. Though I feel like ChaoticGood fits me better.

* {{Wangst}}: I often feel like I'm doing this. Then I remember that in my case it's called being seriously depressed and that I'm trying to fight it off by almost any means necessary. By now, I'm mostly done with depression, but life has yet to get much better...

to:

* TrueNeutral: Apparently my alignment, alignment by the D&D system, according to numerous online tests. Though I feel like ChaoticGood or maybe NeutralGood fits me better.

* {{Wangst}}: I often used to feel like I'm doing this. Then this when I remember that in my case it's called being was seriously depressed and that I'm trying to fight it off by almost any means necessary. depressed. By now, I'm mostly for the large part done with depression, but depression. Even though my life has yet to get much better...
situation hasn't improved at all.
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* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me or suck my blood.

to:

* FriendToAllLivingThings: My personal values prevent me from harming or killing any living being without having a really good reason for doing so. And I stick by my values. And by default, I'm pretty friendly towards anything that isn't trying to kill me, cheat me, be rude to me or suck drain my blood.
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* GranolaGirl: Arguably. Then again, loving nature, having eco-friendly values, being part of a religion that reveres several aspects of nature and being female would get anybody labelled this. Few people labelled with this trope have a completely justified reputation for eating insects, so there's also that to consider.

to:

* GranolaGirl: Arguably. Then again, loving nature, having eco-friendly values, being part of a religion that reveres several aspects of nature and being female would get anybody labelled this. Few However, few people labelled with this trope have a completely justified reputation for eating insects, so there's also that to consider.
that...

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