History Tropers / Bleddyn

* Sci-Fi works also garner my attention more

* SciFi works

* MisunderstoodLonerWithAHeartOfGold: When not surrounded by friends. I get misunderstood on my intentions a lot even though I try to make it clear that they are noble or good. This is probably because my crippling shyness
* TheInsomniac: I am a huge case of this. I always had a hard time falling asleep since I was a young kid. Much to my annoyance this actually is extremely detrimental to me as my body desires a lot of sleep comparably to others who could pull it off.
* DarkIsNotEvil: A comment misconception people always made about me was that I was going to be a guy who was going to ''snap'' one of these days which they came to the conclusion of by looks alone. The truth is I just have a high interest in creepy and dark stuff (not ''edgy'' stuff though) and I just like to display that more despite also being interested in cute stuff. It has no real influence on my personality other then my jokes sometimes being tinged with BlackComedy.

* IronWoobie: I rarely ever breakdown and become clinically depressed despite having had understandable reasons to do this. I generally handle this by either being TheStoic or passing it off with jokes.

* BerserkButton: I have quite a few that annoy me quite a lot (they don't automatically piss me of though unless you are being a dick about it)

* SerialTweaker: I am this to a ridiculous degree that I drive my own self insane (so I am the type that does it until they lose there sanity). I edit my own posts on the forums ''constantly''. And I edit this page quite a lot as well along with any other profiles I have of myself on other websites or on Steam.

* ShrinkingViolet: Sadly I qualify as this. I have been shy since I was really young and I constantly have to battle that part of me that just wants to go hide under a rock during a really unnerving social situation. I generally don't get too kind of reactions when people see this side of me.
* EmoTeen: People commonly mistake me for the public view of this trope just by appearances. What does not help me as I am usually very quiet when I am meeting new people. I am actually the complete other opposite of this stereotype once you get to know me.
* DarkAndTroubledPast: I have one, unless you follow my posts on the Troper forums you likely won't hear much about it. Despite the fact I haven't had the most pleasant of lives I stray far far away from Wangst due to the fact whining and/or bitching in itself annoys me.

* DissonantSerenity: I can do this trope really well. It has both a disturbed effect and a calming effect on other people (there is usually no inbetween). In a bad situation it's my defense mechanism, act calm with a smile or a neutral expression. If people do see me break this then that's were the issues pop up...
* TinySchoolboy: I am 5'4 and I am the second example of this. I am generally not taken really seriously by people and this frustrates me sometimes.

* FriendToAllLivingThings: I'm a male example. I enjoy spending time with animals of all kinds and judging from my experiences they easily warm up to me as well for some reason. To be brutally honest I am not sure why I am so good with them.

* SophisticatedAsHell: I can be this. I was raised to be very polite. In casual environments this shows a lot

* DysfunctionalFamily: My parents at there worst can be AbusiveParents or could commit ParentalNeglect. Alongside that I have two bratty little brothers (although one is a straight JerkAss a lot of the time and the other is more spoiled then anything else) and one quiet one that has a knack for causing problems and stress unintentionally. This isn't even getting into my rather large extended family that has many conflicting personalities as well. Despite my problems with my family I still love them.

* CyberPunk works in general ({{Neuromancy}}, GhostInTheShell, FisheyePlacebo, etc.)

* CyberPunk works in general (Neuromancy, GhostInTheShell, FisheyePlacebo, etc.)

** PyschologicalHorror in general
* Dystopia Worlds: Yes I was rather fond of 1984

* Hotwheels: a toy that was definitely part of my childhood, funnily enough I am not a car person though
* Superhero works: Mainly Daredevil, TheCrow, CityOfHeroes, ChampionsOnline, and TeenTitans.
* DarkFantasy, SupernaturalFantasy, MagicalLand, or UrbanFantasy works attract my attention

* Eversion

* MyersBriggs: I am apparently a INFP or a Healer/Meditator archetype. I am actually not to surprised by this as it fits my underlying personality, ideals, and some of my ''talents'' (I say that lightly as I am not the best writer but I am certainly not a bad one either) pretty well actually.

I do write FanFiction as a hobby. It also isn't uncommon for me to do roleplay either. I spend most of my free time reading, editing, and gaming. I enjoy taking care of animals and having a good laugh.

* MisunderstoodLonerWithAHeartOfGold: When not surrounded by friends

* StepfordSmiler: I suffer from Type A StepfordSmiler quite a lot
* LoveHurts: This trope applies to me a lot.
** Although it has gotten better

* JerkassWithAHeartOfGold: At my worst I am usually am this. I never do things without good intentions behind it (although the perception of that seems to differ from individual to individual) and I usually apologize if I am being to harsh. Due to how I was raised I have a part of me that can be very unintentionally cold towards others if I am in a bad mental state.

* BerserkButton: I have quite a few that annoy me quite a lot (they don't piss me of though unless you are being a dick about)
** Do not try to tell me that I am lazy. I work my ass off when called to do so.

** Politics in general.

** Accusing me of being a stereotypical Goth or an EmoTeen in a stereotypical sense. This is a huge contention for me because I don't act like that stereotype at all when I am in a bad mood, sad, or depressed. It comes off more as trying to stereotype me then anything else
** ''Stereotypes in general''. I hate stereotypes, I hate when people act like stereotypes, I hate when people try to stereotype me. This applies to a lot of things beyond my fashion sense or my personality

** Any type of DoubleStandard in society. I don't care if they appear in media. I don't care if they appear in RealLife. I don't care what gender or race or group they apply too. I despise these with every fiber of my being [[DarkAndTroubledPast mostly because I have suffered due to them by other men and women]].

* DarkAndTroubledPast: I have one, unless you follow my posts on the Troper forums you likely won't hear much about it. Despite the fact I haven't had the most pleasant of lives I stray far far away from Wangst due to the fact whining in itself annoys me.

* TinySchoolboy: I am 5'4 and I am the second example of this. I am generally not taken really seriously by people and this frustrates me a lot.

* DoggedNiceGuy: I am definitely a nasty example of this trope to be brutally honest. I generally do not gain actual feelings or love for a girl that I am friends with until late into a good friendship. As one might guess this leads to rejections. The thing is that my ''rejections'' equaled to being publicly humiliated by a girl who I considered a friend and taken advantage of by several others after the rejection occurred. The whiny examples of this trope had it much easier.....
* FriendToAllLivingThings: I'm a male example. I enjoy spending time with animals of all kinds and judging from my experiences they easily warm up to me as well for some reason.

* SophisticatedAsHell: I can be this.
* NotSoAboveItAll: No explanation required

* DysfunctionalFamily: See AbusiveParents for well...my parents. Alongside that I have two bratty little brothers (although one is a straight JerkAss a lot of the time and the other is more spoiled then anything else) and one quiet one that has a knack for causing problems and stress unintentionally. This isn't even getting into my rather large extended family that has many conflicting personalities as well. Despite my problems with my family I still love them.

Hello, I am Bleddyn [[SarcasmMode if you couldn't tell]]. I am a self admitted 18 year old American PerkyGoth guy in RealLife with a huge array of interests that span through....a great many things (mainly Literature and the lore behind a VideoGame, history, sociology, biology, and psychology). Currently starting college and the -''wonderful''- prospects of adulthood. Funny thing I was lurking around TvTropes since 2012 and I didn't become a member till 2014. During that time period I spent most of my time editing things on and off and then I discovered that TvTropes had a forum which I lurked around for a while before I started posting. My perspectives have changed over the year so my early posts might be sound a bit odd compared to nowadays

* AbusiveParents: My dad is a cold diagnosed narcissist and my mom can be ridiculously overbearing and critical yet neglectful at the same time. I have a lot of issues due this....

* DarkIsNotEvil: A comment misconception people always made about me was that I was going to be a guy who was going to ''snap one of these days which they came to the conclusion of by looks alone. The truth is I just have a high interest in creepy and dark stuff (not ''edgy'' stuff though) and I just like to display that more despite also being interested in cute stuff. It has no real influence on my personality other then my jokes sometimes being tinged with BlackComedy.

* SlidingScaleOfIdealismVersusCynicism: I am sliding towards the cynicism end. I was an idealist and still kinda am but the world has a habit of proving me wrong on things a lot though. I still find things that I just cannot gripe to much about though.

* MyersBriggs: I am apparently a INFP or a Healer archetype. I am actually not to surprised by this as it fits my underlying convictions, ideals, and some of my ''talents'' (I say that lightly as I am not the best writer but I am not a bad one either) pretty well actually.

* DarkIsNotEvil: A comment misconception people always made about me that I was going to be a guy who was going to snap one of these days which they came to this by looks alone. The truth is I just have a high interest in creepy and dark stuff (not ''edgy'' stuff though) and I just like to display that more despite also being interested in cute stuff. It has no real influence on my personality other then my jokes sometimes are tinged with BlackComedy.

* DoggedNiceGuy: I am definitely a nasty example of this trope. I generally do not gain actual feelings or love for a girl that I am friends with until late into a good friendship. As one might guess this leads to rejections. The thing is that my ''rejections'' equaled to being publicly humiliated by a girl who I considered a friend and taken advantage of by several others after the rejection occurred. The whiny examples of this trope had it much easier.....

* MisunderstoodLonerWithAHeartOfGold: when not surrounded by friends

* MyersBriggs: I am apparently a INFP or a Healer archetype. I am actually not to surprised by this as it fits my underlying convictions, ideals, and some of my ''talents'' (I say that lightly as AI am not the best writer but I am not a bad one either) pretty well actually.
* DarkIsNotEvil: A comment misconception people always made about me that I was going to be a guy who was going to snap one of these days which they came to this by looks alone. The truth is I just have a high interest in creepy and dark stuff (not ''edgy'' stuff though) and I just like to display that. It has no real influence on my personality other then my jokes that edge more towards BlackComedy.

* MyersBriggs: I am apparently a INFP or a Healer archetype. I am actually not to surprised by this as it fits my underlying personality, ideals, and some of my ''talents'' (I say that lightly as AI am not the best writer but I am not a bad one either) I guess pretty well.

* MyerBriggs: I am apparently a INFP or a Healer archetype. I am actually not to surprised by this as it fits my underlying personality, ideals, and some of my ''talents'' (I say that lightly as AI am not the best writer but I am not a bad one either) I guess pretty well.

* IronWoobie: I rarely ever breakdown and become clinically depressed despite having had understandable reasons to do this

* PerkyGoth: Explains parts of personality and my fashion sense and likes (Creepy and cute things, [[CreepyCute and of course they can cross over]]) in RealLife to a T. I branch a bit into Punk territory though

* JerkassWithAHeartOfGold: At my worst I am usually am this. I never do things without good intentions behind it (although the perception of that seems to differ from individual to individual) and I usually apologize if I am being to harsh. Due to how I was raised I have a part of me that can be very unintenionally cold towards others if I am in a bad mental state.

*** Something to note as that I am not one to outwardly show anger at all and I very rarely get angry on the interwebs or in games (Well accept for the random bullshit in some Multiplayer PvP games. That shit annoys the hell out of me sometimes)

* CloudCuckoolander: My jokester side has traits of this and it is commonly overlapped with NightmareFuelStationAttendant.

* KnightInSourArmor: Describes my perspective on things. I don't have the best view on the world or society in general but I still find things worth looking into.

* ShrinkingViolet: Sadly I qualify as this. I have been shy since I was really young and I constantly have to battle that part of me that just wants to go hide under a rock during a really unnerving social situation. I generally don't get too kind of reactions when people see this side of me. The reason why I am like this is due to how my parents raised me...
* EmoTeen: People commonly mistake me for the public view of this trope just by appearances. What does not help me as I am usually very quiet when I am meeting new people. I am actually the complete other opposite of this stereotype
* DarkAndTroubledPast: I have one, unless you follow my posts on the Troper forums you likely won't hear much about it. Despite the fact I haven't had the most pleasant of lives I stray far far away from Wangst.

I do write FanFiction as a hobby. It also isn't uncommon for me to do roleplay either. I spend most of my free time reading, editing, and gaming. I find a lot of things amusing....

Common nicknames for me: Bled, Bleddy, ''The Laughing Maniac'' (most common), and The Grinning Maniac

''Note'': Just because I can be TheStoic and am a NightmareFetishist doesn't mean I am immune to the RuleOfCute. I love cute stuff just as much as I love creepy stuff

* NightmareFetishist: This pretty much defines some of my interests through and through. I have watched, read, and exposed to countless stuff that I find creepy or scary for various reasons and I have '''loved it'''.
** '''Notable Examples''':
*** Titans from AttackOnTitan. Just an FYI I have a massive phobia for dying via being eaten alive. Zombies/Monsters of any kind enacting that type of death frightens me....yet I can't stop watching that stuff and loving it. Ghouls from TokyoGhoul would probably be my worst nightmare...whether I was one or I was human
*** Any version of Bonnie from the FiveNightsAtFreddys series. Considering my avatar at one point was this killer animatronic bunny this should not surprise anyone. Just an FYI I used to be scared of of the EasterBunny when I was younger out of all things....
*** Pretty much every Pokemon with disturbing implications behind there Pokedex entries are considered cool in my eyes. Especially ghost pokemon like Banette, Frillish, Trevenant, and Confagrius which have Pokedex entries that flat out state that they kill people (Trevenant's pre-evolution, Phantump, is implied to be a dead kid).
*** Dark settings, dark casters, you name it. I am especially fond of Necromancers or Blood Mages
*** Sci-Fi or Cyberpunk Horror
* LoreNerd: In regards to games, comics, and entertainment based universes

* Introvert: This shouldn't surprise anyone. Although something worth pointing out is that I do enjoy human contact just not beyond 3 or 4 friends or people at the most in RealLife settings
* ShaggyDogStory: I find myself fond of these stories. Especially if it's the hero or protagonist suffering this. I guess I am a sadist for heroes
* DidYouThinkICantFeel: Sadly I suffer from this trope a lot in most areas of my life (''especially from my parents''). Part of the problem is I cope with things by being stoic and thinking a lot instead of expressing things vocally. Other times I get so far into my jokester mask that people misinterpet that as well. People mistake both for indifference to there feelings or selfishness before even asking me of my thoughts in bad situations.

* StoicWoobie: I have not had the most pleasant life despite appearances and I usually deal with it via putting on a stone mask or being a StepfordSmiler

* BerserkButton:

* EmoTeen: I hate the public view of this trope (hell the page itself acknowledges it) People have been trying to stereotype me as this for a loooong time just because I wear a lot of dark tones. They are dead wrong about this assumption....
* DarkAndTroubledPast: What differentiates me from the standard EmoTeen and Goth vying for attention stereotype. I have not had the most pleasant of life due to a myriad of reasons and I don't really talk about it very often (excluding this page, on certain threads or topics in the Troper forums, and in other very specific environments) or I purposefully just play it off as no big deal as I have had bad experiences with people trying to tell me to how I should feel about it....
* TranquilFury: On the rare occasions that I do get mad about something expect to see this (and trust me it's pretty damn rare actually, despite how long my BerserkButton trope explanations is those are usually annoyances or things I will passionately argue with you about. If you push me the wrong way a lot then yes I can get mad after a while). And yes people consider it frightening due to rarely seeing me get angry
* BewareTheNiceOnes/BewareTheSillyOnes: I have scared people much bigger to me if I was ever driven that far off the edge. On top of that the one person that did try to physically push me farther ended up in a minor choke hold....

* TinySchoolboy: I am 5'4 and I am the second example of this. A NiceGuy who got a lot attention by people but not exactly for the right reasons...

* DoggedNiceGuy: Judging by what my RealLife friends and what others have told me I am a particularly depressing and disturbing example of this trope. I won't explain all of what exactly happened to me in regards to romance (You would have to ask me in a more private formal manner to get all of the details) but let's just say my attempts in romance and love have not ended well so far. I have come very close to giving up on Romance a few times if that is any indication....

* PerkyGoth: Explains parts of personality and fashion sense in RealLife to a T. I branch a bit into Punk territory though

* SugarAndIcePersonality: I have this to a certain degree. I have my jokester side and my quiet side.

* TinySchoolboy: I am the second example of this. A NiceGuy who got a lot attention by people but not exactly for the right reasons...
* PintSizedPowerhoude: I am pretty strong despite being a 5'4 scrawny looking guy

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* LoveHurts: Don't even ask. I hate my romantic and platonic part of my life in general as I am a shy ExtremeDoormat coupled with DoggedNiceGuy in both situations usually. I have gone through many bad experiences with multiple forms of experiencing love for another individidual

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* DissonantSerenity: I can do this trope really well. It has both a disturbed effect and a calming effect on other people (there is usually no inbetween). In a bad situation it's my defense mechanism, act calm with a smile or a neutral expression. If people do see me break this then that's were the issues pop ip...

* TranquilFury: On the rare occasions that I do get mad about something expect to see this (and trust me it's pretty damn rare actually, despite how long my BeserkButton trope explanations is those are usually annoyances or things I will passionately argue with you about. If you push me the wrong way then yes I can get mad). And yes people consider frightening

* DissonantSerenity: I can do this trope really well. It disturbs people heavily....

* DarkAndTroubledPast: What differentiates me from the standard EmoTeen and Goth vying for attention stereotype. I have not had the most pleasant of lives due to a myriad of reasons and I don't really talk about it very often (excluding this page, on certain threads or topics in the Troper forums, and in other very specific environments) or I purposefully just play it off as no big deal as I have had bad experiences with people trying to tell me to how I should feel about it....

* BewareTheNiceOnes/BewareTheSillyOnes: I am not someone you wanna piss off. I might be short and a bit meek at times but trust me if you piss me off that bad then you'll see an entirely different side to me.

* Ambiguously: I am multi-racial, especially noticeable when I have a serious tan

* AmbigouslyBrown: I am multi-racial, especially noticeable when I have a serious tan