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| 2 | [[caption-width-right:342:An edit of mine, featuring some of my interests~]] |
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| 4 | ''[[SelfDeprecation (also known as the one who constantly cleans up the]] [[Anime/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove Boueibu]] [[SelfDeprecation page)]]'' (and more recently WesternAnimation/WildKratts too) |
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| 7 | Is this on? Oh, good… Hello, my name is Mei… Just a totally random person (I know, my username says girl, but [[Main/ArtifactTitle that was before I started feeling more and more dissonance about my gender identity]], I go by she/they/he BTW, but if you don't know what pronouns to pick for me, I currently prefer they/them) who likes cute things and all… Oh, the cute things in question? It can be anything, but [[Main/CuteKitten cats]] and [[Main/MagicalGirl Magical Girls and Boys]] come to mind first~! Welcome~! I joined this site in April 2020 after coming to terms with [[Main/DisappearedDad losing my dad a few days earlier]], but as of 2023, I'm trying to be more online here… So um… I'm shy, but… Nice to meet you… |
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| 9 | For more about me… I'm bisexual (taken by 2 girls and in a polyamorous relationship (but don't ask me for their identities, please, they'd rather be anonymous at the moment…)), Autistic, I have ADHD, I graduated from high school (graduated in June 22) and now in university, my birthday is on July 4, and I'm considering a lot of things like composing, writing, and cooking… |
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| 11 | Oh, before I mostly did small edits, usually correcting errors and all, and more recently goofing around in Forum Games, but I'm considering making some more major changes and trying to help some pages in need, and lately doing so to quit a few of them, and yeah, will read the tips to make sure…! In fact, I'm now making quite a lot of progress, and recently made a few pages as well, but… I'm still new, it might take some time, but I'll do my best…! |
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| 13 | Ah, I just realized… I kinda turned my profile into a diary… I'll try not to get too personal, though, especially considering a [[DisappearedDad certain incident]] played a role in me making this account… |
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| 15 | [[folder:Tropes that apply to me]] |
| 16 | * AnimalLover: I adore animals in general, although my favorites are cats… The only exceptions are cockroaches, and even then it is because of how much they invade my home… (I don’t fear them though unlike [[Anime/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove En-chan]]…) |
| 17 | ** It has since increased after my hyperfixation on WesternAnimation/WildKratts started, and with some cool animals to know about, too… |
| 18 | * TheAntiNihilist: Yes, I've seen a lot of shit happen many times, from personally to in history, and I make no attempt to deny life can be hard, but… I believe that if we stick together, we can do this together. It's even my catchphrase [[https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=14674974740A87905700&page=1#comment-18 here]]. This was how I was able to keep on going despite going through [[TraumaCongaLine numerous shit time and time again]], [[spoiler:and the threat of [[DrivenToSuicide suicide]] often dawning on me,]] I always shoot the darkest feelings of mine down and keep on going, because I know my loved ones need me…and I need them too… |
| 19 | * ApologizesALot: The moment I even feel I made a mistake, I tend to apologize a lot, which admittedly contributed to my lack of confidence I am still working on… |
| 20 | * BerserkButton: I may be good at keeping a cool head most of my time, but even I have things that make me mad… |
| 21 | ** '''Anything crypto, ESPECIALLY if it's an NFT and/or bitcoins''', I still try to keep my cool head, but it reminds me of that time my mom was scammed twice by cryptobros, and it left me feeling angry about them since… It's to the point I actually have an anti-NFT extension that renames all NFT-related shit to mocking names, which amusingly led to the changes applying to turn it into mocking names, seven so far… |
| 22 | ** '''Assholes who disrespect the dead for no good reason'''… It's one thing to make a [[TheFunInFuneral funeral more like a party]], as it can depend on culture and the deceased person's wish, but directly disrespecting their death is a GOOD way to threaten my composure and release my rage… |
| 23 | ** '''Harming my loved ones in any way, shape, or form''', no, I don't mean just calling them out if they did something wrong, which makes sense because no one is perfect (and even I can admit I have flaws too), but it's when they try to intentionally hurt my loved ones that I CAN end up protective and EXTREMELY serious, [[TranquilFury with calm rage to boot]]… |
| 24 | ** '''Hurting cats in any way, shape, or form''', [[PunctuatedForEmphasis just, fucking, don't]]. I mean it… |
| 25 | * BigEater: I like eating a lot of foods, and more than once, I have ordered either food with a lot of toppings (which especially led to [[Main/DagwoodSandwich pretty stuffed sandwiches]] in the case of Subway, lots of veggies, all of the cheeses, and some meats and all) or more than one main dish, to the point I sometimes get scolded for that due to the costs… |
| 26 | ** There's also my reaction to finding out buffets are in my university, and nine times I went there (so far), the first time I attempted to order everything, and while from the second time and onwards, while more relatively toned down, I had more food and even got two drinks of orange juice and two cones of soft serve ice cream the second time… Good thing I only have to pay for the buffet part and not any of the food… |
| 27 | ** Also at university, there was a Christmas party during lunch, with a lot of food, what did I do? Tried to order everything again, and it almost led to me being late for Film/HomeAlone1 because of this… |
| 28 | * BrilliantButLazy: I prefer stuff like sleeping, playing games and chatting online, but people note me for actually being pretty smart, and in fact, I do get good grades, especially at financial math in my last year of high school, and I'm still trying my best to get a job to support mom, since dad was the only family member living with me that had a job (and he, unfortunately, has died, leading to money issues)… |
| 29 | * CowardlyLion: I tend to prefer avoiding things that do scare me, and it's to the point it played a role in me being distant, but that doesn't mean I WON'T leap into defense if I hear a loved one of mine is being hurt by an asshole… |
| 30 | ** This also applies to [[SillyRabbitCynicismIsForLosers pessimistic comments]] made during serious situations, as while I will not pretend I am not scared of what is going on, I DO have enough willpower to shoot them down with little to no fear, and I don't care how long will it convince them, because [[Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica if someone tells me it is wrong to hope, I will prove them wrong]]… |
| 31 | * CuddleBug: Always loved cuddling as a child, and even now as an adult, though I prefer being careful and sometimes asking if it's okay… |
| 32 | * CutenessProximity: Want to get my attention…? Anything cute works… Especially if it’s either [[CuteKitten cats]] or anything MagicalGirl related ([[GenderInvertedTrope Magical Boys]] count too!)… [[BreadEggsBreadedEggs Having both]] would get my attention VERY IMMEDIATELY… |
| 33 | * DeadpanSnarker: I have grown into this overtime after hearing a lot of bullshit in recent times, and it would show in it being usually in response to bullshit I have no interest in being involved in, if not for the fact I keep to myself and someone who I trust will listen to what I feel about it, mostly out of fear that it will make things worse… |
| 34 | * DespairEventHorizon: No matter how bad things got, I was able to get back to my feet on my own…with one exception…when I lost my dad after [[SmokingIsNotCool a ton of smoking fucked up his health]]… [[SelectiveObliviousness I attempted to pretend he's still alive, but just in a coma]], except, that didn't work, it only made me more broken, and therefore more vulnerable when I fully realized he was dead 3 days later… It was the lowest moment in my whole life… [[spoiler: How low? '''[[DrivenToSuicide SUICIDAL LEVEL LOW]]…''']] Oh, and I was '''[[HarmfulToMinors 14 years old]]''' as well… Luckily, I had [[GoodParents my mom]] and [[TrueCompanions my loved ones]] to snap me out, and now I'm slowly going back to my old GenkiGirl self but mixed with my current maturity… |
| 35 | * {{Determinator}}: If there's anything positive I can say about myself, it's my determination, which allows me to not give up on my goals once I set my eye on them, which especially proves useful if a loved one of mine is upset or worse, and I even am capable of TalkingDownTheSuicidal… I'm TheAntiNihilist for a reason, so… |
| 36 | * DisappearedDad: I lost my dad on April 16th, 2020…by seeing him die in front of me when I was just '''[[HarmfulToMinors 14 years old]]'''…I had to [[SelectiveObliviousness pretend my dad is still alive but in a coma]], but it didn't work, as 3 days later, I almost [[DespairEventHorizon fell into despair]], and would have given up on everything [[spoiler:[[DrivenToSuicide and end up killing myself]]]] if not for my close loved ones, and I made this account a day later… |
| 37 | * EveryoneHasStandards: I tend to have sympathy for others most of the time, and yes, I can be hard to make mad, but [[PaedoHunt predators]]? I have NO sympathy for them whatsoever… And I mean NONE… In fact, they can even make me go beyond my usual TranquilFury at times… |
| 38 | * GenkiGirl: Either when hyped or on a good day, especially online, that's what I am, running around and all… Don't expect it to come up often though, especially if I'm meeting for the first time… |
| 39 | ** It also was my former personality back then, as I was much more energetic and happy, even when I went through a lot of shit, and even was able to try to reassure and encourage them that things will go well…That's before I [[DisappearedDad lost my dad]], and I stopped being openly energetic… Now I look back at my former self rather sadly… |
| 40 | * GirlyGirlWithATomboyStreak: I love a lot of cute and feminine stuff, like makeup, fashion, flowers, and most obviously, cats and [[MagicalGirl magical girl-related media]], but I have some masculine streaks as well, like loving video games (and one of my favorite games is, believe it or not, Franchise/MortalKombat), one of my goals is to go to a gym to get stronger, and I'm a BigEater… |
| 41 | * GracefulLoser: I was a SoreLoser back then, but I have matured to this trope, and it's not limited to games, either, for example, I won't be upset if my image suggestion gets rejected, if anything, I'll be more proud of the votes I get for them, negative or positive… |
| 42 | * {{Manchild}}: Somewhat, I'm usually composed for the most part, but for my GenkiGirl tendencies, I tend to run around and still love plushies, sweets, and kids' media… |
| 43 | * MostFanficWritersAreGirls: [[DownplayedTrope Kinda…?]] I was born female, and while I still use she/her pronouns, I am more of non-binary now… Doesn't change that I write fics, though… |
| 44 | * NightmareFetishist: I love horror, especially AnalogHorror, and PsychologicalHorror, and I wanna make some of my own, [[JumpScare Jump Scares]] are a hard pass though, and that's because they're not good for my heart (and once had MAJOR chest pains after experiencing one)… Same with any ScreamerPrank for the same reason as why no [[JumpScare Jump Scares]] for me… |
| 45 | * NotAMorningPerson: I constantly struggle with waking up in the morning… Sometimes I even sleep just when the sun is rising… |
| 46 | * NoSocialSkills: It's not my strongest forte, and I tend to sometimes end up doing the wrong thing by mistake and end up apologizing, doesn't mean that I am not trying my best though, just that I am not the best at them… |
| 47 | * OlderThanTheyLook: Some people mistake me for a 14-year-old at times, but surprise, I'm actually 18! It wasn't helped by the fact I didn't age much ever since entering high school, and not to mention I'm only 5 feet tall… |
| 48 | * PinkMeansFeminine: While I also love [[TrueBlueFemininity blue]] and [[GracefulLadiesLikePurple purple]], I associate with pink the most, and I own a lot of pink stuff, too… |
| 49 | * PrefersGoingBarefoot: Once I'm home, my shoes are taken off quickly… I occasionally wear sandals and slippers at home, but otherwise, me wearing shoes is strictly exclusive to outside… |
| 50 | * SadClown: PlayedWith… I am genuinely optimistic and (on a good day) energetic, and I seem like I have no issues in my life, the key word is '''seem''', as stuff like DisappearedDad says what I am going through… |
| 51 | * ShrinkingViolet: I can be shy when met for the first time, and I'm admittedly lacking confidence when deciding on stuff like edits or interaction… It's also one of why I participate in Forum Games, to try to get my shyness out of the way… |
| 52 | * SillyRabbitCynicismIsForLosers: While I already did have it before as part of my natural [[TheAntiNihilist behavior]], overtime it has grown a lot, to the point any pessimistic comments made to me can and '''will''' be shot down by me… |
| 53 | * SirSwearsALot: Believe it or not, yes… I actually swear pretty often, regardless of my mood, though I do have moments where I try to tone it down… |
| 54 | * SleepyDepressive: Yeah, having depression and anxiety leads to a fucked sleep schedule… |
| 55 | * SpidersAreScary: Averted, actually, I don't really fear spiders much (they creep me out a little at most), but poisonous spiders and spider jumpscares are a different story… |
| 56 | * StepfordSmiler: I'm prone to that, trying to be so energetic and happy despite a lot of baggage weighing on me, especially anything about my DisappearedDad, I'm trying to smile more genuinely, though… It's just not easy… Especially not when I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety… |
| 57 | * SugarAndIcePersonality: I'm not cold, per se (unless I'm mad, which the result is TranquilFury most of the time), but I can be shy and distant when first met, but I promise, if you know me better, I can be willing to help if you need me… |
| 58 | * TrademarkFavoriteFood: Japanese curry, submarine sandwiches, ice cream (especially soft serve), spaghetti, boba drinks, cola… [[BigEater That's just some of my favorites]]… |
| 59 | * TranquilFury: I was taught not to yell much (I STILL can yell, I just choose not to.), and I prefer keeping my cool, so I remain calm, but that doesn't mean I'm pleasant when I'm pissed… |
| 60 | * WhenSheSmiles: I am often a StepfordSmiler, having dealt with shit over the past few years, but, that doesn't mean I'm incapable of a genuine smile, and a good example is any of my birthdays, especially my 17th birthday and my 18th birthday… |
| 61 | [[/folder]] |
| 62 | [[folder:Media I love]] |
| 63 | * WesternAnimation/TheBadGuys2022 (favorites: Wolf and Diane Foxington) |
| 64 | ** Fun fact: That was my first ever movie theater trip, went to it on the very same day it was released, and I had a fantastic start needless to say! |
| 65 | * Anime/BangDream (favorites: Tomori Takamatsu, Rinko Shirokane, and Aya Maruyama) |
| 66 | * WesternAnimation/BeeAndPuppycat (favorite: Bee) |
| 67 | * Anime/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove and Anime/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubHappyKiss (ESPECIALLY the former) (favorites: The first Defense Club (Yumoto Hakone, En Yufuin, Atsushi Kinugawa, Io Naruko, and Ryuu Zaou)) |
| 68 | * Franchise/FireEmblem (favorite(s): Corrin (both genders!)) |
| 69 | * Manga/FruitsBasket (favorite: Tohru Honda) |
| 70 | * VideoGame/GenshinImpact (favorites: Childe/Tartaglia, Kaedehara Kazuha, Alhaitham, and Neuvillette) |
| 71 | * VideoGame/HatsuneMikuColorfulStage (favorites: Tsukasa Tenma, Saki Tenma, and Mizuki Akiyama) |
| 72 | * WebAnimation/InanimateInsanity (favorites: Yin-Yang, Bow, and Suitcase) |
| 73 | * VideoGame/LoveNikkiDressUpQueen/VideoGame/ShiningNikki (favorite: Nikki) |
| 74 | * VisualNovel/MrLoveQueensChoice (favorites: Gavin and Kiro) |
| 75 | * WesternAnimation/MyLittlePonyFriendshipIsMagic (favorites: Twilight Sparkle and Fluttershy) |
| 76 | * Anime/OsomatsuSan (favorite: Karamatsu Matsuno) |
| 77 | * WesternAnimation/TheOwlHouse (favorites: Luz Noceda, Amity Blight, Willow Park, and Hunter) |
| 78 | * Anime/PrettyCure (ESPECIALLY Anime/HugttoPrettyCure) (favorite: Hana Nono) |
| 79 | * Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica (favorite: Madoka Kaname) |
| 80 | * Franchise/SailorMoon (both the [[Anime/SailorMoon 90s version]] and [[Anime/SailorMoonCrystal Crystal version]]!) (favorite: Usagi Tsukino) |
| 81 | * WesternAnimation/SmilingFriends (favorite: Pim Pimling) |
| 82 | * WesternAnimation/SofiaTheFirst (favorite: Sofia Balthazar) |
| 83 | * WesternAnimation/TeamUmizoomi (favorite: Milli) |
| 84 | * Franchise/ToyStory (favorites: Woody Pride and Jessie) |
| 85 | * {{Music/Vocaloid}} (favorites: Hatsune Miku and Kaito) |
| 86 | * VideoGame/WarioWare (favorite: Young Cricket) |
| 87 | * WesternAnimation/WildKratts (favorites: Chris Kratt, Martin Kratt, and Aviva Corcovado) |
| 88 | ** Fun fact: Did you know that one of the specials, Amazin' Amazon Adventure, aired on the same day as my TV Tropes debut? I learned about it after I hyperfixated on this show. |
| 89 | [[/folder]] |
| 90 | [[folder:Pages I have a major contribution in (not minor edits)]] |
| 91 | * VideoGame/AtelierRyza2LostLegendsAndTheSecretFairy (suggestion for removal of the image in the [[TearJerker/AtelierRyza2LostLegendsAndTheSecretFairy tear jerker page]]) |
| 92 | * Anime/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove and Anime/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubHappyKiss (mainly the [[Characters/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove character]] [[Characters/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubHappyKiss pages]]) (adding more tropes and rewriting some existing tropes, including preexisting ones, eventually made a [[TearJerker/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove tear jerker page for Love]] and a [[Recap/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLove recap page for Love]]) |
| 93 | * VideoGame/HatsuneMikuColorfulStage (misc stuff, like the image suggestion for the [[Heartwarming/HatsuneMikuColorfulStage heartwarming page]] and somewhat expanding on a trope in the [[Characters/HatsuneMikuColorfulStageVirtualSingers VIRTUAL SINGER page]]) |
| 94 | * JustForFun/PeopleSitOnChairs (adding an example) |
| 95 | * VisualNovel/SuperDanganronpaAnother2 (merging a trope in the [[Characters/SuperDanganronpaAnother2 character page]]) |
| 96 | * {{Music/Vocaloid}} (rewriting an example in the [[{{Heartwarming/Vocaloid}} heartwarming page]] and expanding on an example in the [[{{TearJerker/Vocaloid}} tear jerker page]]) |
| 97 | * WesternAnimation/WildKratts (adding more tropes and rewriting some in the [[Characters/WildKratts character page]] and various episodes) |
| 98 | [[/folder]] |
| 99 | [[folder:Sandboxes I either made or working together with]] |
| 100 | * Sandbox/CuteHighEarthDefenseClubLoveE1InTheNameOfLove |
| 101 | * Sandbox/WildKrattsAmazinAmazonAdventure (turned into the recap for the [[Recap/WildKrattsS6E10AmazinAmazonAdventurePart1 Amazin' Amazon]] [[Recap/WildKrattsS6E11AmazinAmazonAdventurePart2 Adventure]]) |
| 102 | * Sandbox/WildKrattsParrotPower |
| 103 | * Sandbox/WildKrattsPrayingMantis (turned into the recap for [[Recap/WildKrattsS3E23PrayingMantis Praying Mantis]]) |
| 104 | [[/folder]] |
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