An edit of mine, featuring some of my interests~
(also known as the one who constantly cleans up the Boueibu page) (and more recently Wild Kratts too)
Is this on? Oh, good… Hello, my name is Mei… Just a totally random person (I know, my username says girl, but that was before I started feeling more and more dissonance about my gender identity, I go by she/they/he BTW) who likes cute things and all… Oh, the cute things in question? It can be anything, but cats and Magical Girls and Boys come to mind first~! Welcome~! I joined this site in April 2020 after coming to terms with losing my dad a few days earlier, but as of 2023, I'm trying to be more online here… So um… I'm shy, but… Nice to meet you…
For more about me… I'm bisexual (taken by 2 girls and in a polyamorous relationship (but don't ask me for their identities, please, they'd rather be anonymous at the moment…)), Autistic, I have ADHD, I graduated from high school (graduated in June 22) and now in university, my birthday is on July 4, and I'm considering a lot of things like composing, writing, and cooking…
Oh, before I mostly did small edits, usually correcting errors and all, and more recently goofing around in Forum Games, but I'm considering making some more major changes and trying to help some pages in need, and lately doing so to quit a few of them, and yeah, will read the tips to make sure…! In fact, I'm now making quite a lot of progress, and recently made a few pages as well, but… I'm still new, it might take some time, but I'll do my best…!
Ah, I just realized… I kinda turned my profile into a diary… I'll try not to get too personal, though, especially considering a certain incident played a role in me making this account…
Tropes that apply to me
- Animal Lover: I adore animals in general, although my favorites are cats… The only exceptions are cockroaches, and even then it is because of how much they invade my home… (I don’t fear them though unlike En-chan…)
- It has since increased after my hyperfixation on Wild Kratts started, and with some cool animals to know about, too…
- The Anti-Nihilist: Yes, I've seen a lot of shit happen many times, from personally to in history, and I make no attempt to deny life can be hard, but… I believe that if we stick together, we can do this together. It's even my catchphrase here
. This was how I was able to keep on going despite going through numerous shit time and time again, and the threat of suicide often dawning on me, I always shoot the darkest feelings of mine down and keep on going, because I know my loved ones need me…and I need them too…
- Apologizes a Lot: The moment I even feel I made a mistake, I tend to apologize a lot, which admittedly contributed to my lack of confidence I am still working on…
- Berserk Button: I may be good at keeping a cool head most of my time, but even I have things that make me mad…
- Anything crypto, ESPECIALLY if it's an NFT and/or bitcoins, I still try to keep my cool head, but it reminds me of that time my mom was scammed twice by cryptobros, and it left me feeling angry about them since… It's to the point I actually have an anti-NFT extension that renames all NFT-related shit to mocking names, which amusingly led to the changes applying to turn it into mocking names, seven so far…
- Assholes who disrespect the dead for no good reason… It's one thing to make a funeral more like a party, as it can depend on culture and the deceased person's wish, but directly disrespecting their death is a GOOD way to threaten my composure and release my rage…
- Harming my loved ones in any way, shape, or form, no, I don't mean just calling them out if they did something wrong, which makes sense because no one is perfect (and even I can admit I have flaws too), but it's when they try to intentionally hurt my loved ones that I CAN end up protective and EXTREMELY serious, with calm rage to boot…
- Hurting cats in any way, shape, or form, just, fucking, don't. I mean it…
- Big Eater: I like eating a lot of foods, and more than once, I have ordered either food with a lot of toppings (which especially led to pretty stuffed sandwiches in the case of Subway, lots of veggies, all of the cheeses, and some meats and all) or more than one main dish, to the point I sometimes get scolded for that due to the costs…
- There's also my reaction to finding out buffets are in my university, and nine times I went there (so far), the first time I attempted to order everything, and while from the second time and onwards, while more relatively toned down, I had more food and even got two drinks of orange juice and two cones of soft serve ice cream the second time… Good thing I only have to pay for the buffet part and not any of the food…
- Also at university, there was a Christmas party during lunch, with a lot of food, what did I do? Tried to order everything again, and it almost led to me being late for Home Alone because of this…
- Brilliant, but Lazy: I prefer stuff like sleeping, playing games and chatting online, but people note me for actually being pretty smart, and in fact, I do get good grades, especially at financial math in my last year of high school, and I'm still trying my best to get a job to support mom, since dad was the only family member living with me that had a job (and he, unfortunately, has died, leading to money issues)…
- Cowardly Lion: I tend to prefer avoiding things that do scare me, and it's to the point it played a role in me being distant, but that doesn't mean I WON'T leap into defense if I hear a loved one of mine is being hurt by an asshole…
- This also applies to pessimistic comments made during serious situations, as while I will not pretend I am not scared of what is going on, I DO have enough willpower to shoot them down with little to no fear, and I don't care how long will it convince them, because if someone tells me it is wrong to hope, I will prove them wrong…
- Cuddle Bug: Always loved cuddling as a child, and even now as an adult, though I prefer being careful and sometimes asking if it's okay…
- Cuteness Proximity: Want to get my attention…? Anything cute works… Especially if it’s either cats or anything Magical Girl related (Magical Boys count too!)… Having both would get my attention VERY IMMEDIATELY…
- Deadpan Snarker: I have grown into this overtime after hearing a lot of bullshit in recent times, and it would show in it being usually in response to bullshit I have no interest in being involved in, if not for the fact I keep to myself and someone who I trust will listen to what I feel about it, mostly out of fear that it will make things worse…
- Despair Event Horizon: No matter how bad things got, I was able to get back to my feet on my own…with one exception…when I lost my dad after a ton of smoking fucked up his health… I attempted to pretend he's still alive, but just in a coma, except, that didn't work, it only made me more broken, and therefore more vulnerable when I fully realized he was dead 3 days later… It was the lowest moment in my whole life… How low? SUICIDAL LEVEL LOW… Oh, and I was 14 years old as well… Luckily, I had my mom and my loved ones to snap me out, and now I'm slowly going back to my old Genki Girl self but mixed with my current maturity…
- Determinator: If there's anything positive I can say about myself, it's my determination, which allows me to not give up on my goals once I set my eye on them, which especially proves useful if a loved one of mine is upset or worse, and I even am capable of Talking Down the Suicidal… I'm The Anti-Nihilist for a reason, so…
- Disappeared Dad: I lost my dad on April 16th, 2020…by seeing him die in front of me when I was just 14 years old…I had to pretend my dad is still alive but in a coma, but it didn't work, as 3 days later, I almost fell into despair, and would have given up on everything and end up killing myself if not for my close loved ones, and I made this account a day later…
- Everyone Has Standards: I tend to have sympathy for others most of the time, and yes, I can be hard to make mad, but predators? I have NO sympathy for them whatsoever… And I mean NONE… In fact, they can even make me go beyond my usual Tranquil Fury at times…
- Genki Girl: Either when hyped or on a good day, especially online, that's what I am, running around and all… Don't expect it to come up often though, especially if I'm meeting for the first time…
- It also was my former personality back then, as I was much more energetic and happy, even when I went through a lot of shit, and even was able to try to reassure and encourage them that things will go well…That's before I lost my dad, and I stopped being openly energetic… Now I look back at my former self rather sadly…
- Girly Girl with a Tomboy Streak: I love a lot of cute and feminine stuff, like makeup, fashion, flowers, and most obviously, cats and magical girl-related media, but I have some masculine streaks as well, like loving video games (and one of my favorite games is, believe it or not, Mortal Kombat), one of my goals is to go to a gym to get stronger, and I'm a Big Eater…
- Graceful Loser: I was a Sore Loser back then, but I have matured to this trope, and it's not limited to games, either, for example, I won't be upset if my image suggestion gets rejected, if anything, I'll be more proud of the votes I get for them, negative or positive…
- Manchild: Somewhat, I'm usually composed for the most part, but for my Genki Girl tendencies, I tend to run around and still love plushies, sweets, and kids' media…
- Most Fanfic Writers Are Girls: Kinda…? I was born female, and while I still use she/her pronouns, I am more of non-binary now… Doesn't change that I write fics, though…
- Nightmare Fetishist: I love horror, especially Analog Horror, and Psychological Horror, and I wanna make some of my own, Jump Scares are a hard pass though, and that's because they're not good for my heart (and once had MAJOR chest pains after experiencing one)… Same with any Screamer Prank for the same reason as why no Jump Scares for me…
- Not a Morning Person: I constantly struggle with waking up in the morning… Sometimes I even sleep just when the sun is rising…
- No Social Skills: It's not my strongest forte, and I tend to sometimes end up doing the wrong thing by mistake and end up apologizing, doesn't mean that I am not trying my best though, just that I am not the best at them…
- Older Than They Look: Some people mistake me for a 14-year-old at times, but surprise, I'm actually 18! It wasn't helped by the fact I didn't age much ever since entering high school, and not to mention I'm only 5 feet tall…
- Pink Means Feminine: While I also love blue and purple, I associate with pink the most, and I own a lot of pink stuff, too…
- Prefers Going Barefoot: Once I'm home, my shoes are taken off quickly… I occasionally wear sandals and slippers at home, but otherwise, me wearing shoes is strictly exclusive to outside…
- Sad Clown: Played With… I am genuinely optimistic and (on a good day) energetic, and I seem like I have no issues in my life, the key word is seem, as stuff like Disappeared Dad says what I am going through…
- Shrinking Violet: I can be shy when met for the first time, and I'm admittedly lacking confidence when deciding on stuff like edits or interaction… It's also one of why I participate in Forum Games, to try to get my shyness out of the way…
- Silly Rabbit, Cynicism Is for Losers!: While I already did have it before as part of my natural behavior, overtime it has grown a lot, to the point any pessimistic comments made to me can and will be shot down by me…
- Sir Swears-a-Lot: Believe it or not, yes… I actually swear pretty often, regardless of my mood, though I do have moments where I try to tone it down…
- Sleepy Depressive: Yeah, having depression and anxiety leads to a fucked sleep schedule…
- Spiders Are Scary: Averted, actually, I don't really fear spiders much (they creep me out a little at most), but poisonous spiders and spider jumpscares are a different story…
- Stepford Smiler: I'm prone to that, trying to be so energetic and happy despite a lot of baggage weighing on me, especially anything about my Disappeared Dad, I'm trying to smile more genuinely, though… It's just not easy… Especially not when I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety…
- Sugar-and-Ice Personality: I'm not cold, per se (unless I'm mad, which the result is Tranquil Fury most of the time), but I can be shy and distant when first met, but I promise, if you know me better, I can be willing to help if you need me…
- Trademark Favorite Food: Japanese curry, submarine sandwiches, ice cream (especially soft serve), spaghetti, boba drinks, cola… That's just some of my favorites…
- Tranquil Fury: I was taught not to yell much (I STILL can yell, I just choose not to.), and I prefer keeping my cool, so I remain calm, but that doesn't mean I'm pleasant when I'm pissed…
- When She Smiles: I am often a Stepford Smiler, having dealt with shit over the past few years, but, that doesn't mean I'm incapable of a genuine smile, and a good example is any of my birthdays, especially my 17th birthday and my 18th birthday…
Media I love
- The Bad Guys (2022) (favorites: Wolf and Diane Foxington)
- Fun fact: That was my first ever movie theater trip, went to it on the very same day it was released, and I had a fantastic start needless to say!
- BanG Dream! (favorites: Tomori Takamatsu, Rinko Shirokane, and Aya Maruyama)
- Bee and Puppycat (favorite: Bee)
- Cute High Earth Defense Club LOVE! and Cute High Earth Defense Club Happy Kiss! (ESPECIALLY the former) (favorites: The first Defense Club (Yumoto Hakone, En Yufuin, Atsushi Kinugawa, Io Naruko, and Ryuu Zaou))
- Fire Emblem (favorite(s): Corrin (both genders!))
- Fruits Basket (favorite: Tohru Honda)
- Genshin Impact (favorites: Childe/Tartaglia, Kaedehara Kazuha, Alhaitham, and Neuvillette)
- Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage! (favorites: Tsukasa Tenma, Saki Tenma, and Mizuki Akiyama)
- Inanimate Insanity (favorites: Yin-Yang, Bow, and Suitcase)
- Love Nikki - Dress Up Queen/Shining Nikki (favorite: Nikki)
- Mr. Love: Queen's Choice (favorites: Gavin and Kiro)
- My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic (favorites: Twilight Sparkle and Fluttershy)
- Osomatsu-san (favorite: Karamatsu Matsuno)
- The Owl House (favorites: Luz Noceda, Amity Blight, Willow Park, and Hunter)
- Pretty Cure (ESPECIALLY HuGtto! Pretty Cure) (favorite: Hana Nono)
- Puella Magi Madoka Magica (favorite: Madoka Kaname)
- Sailor Moon (both the 90s version and Crystal version!) (favorite: Usagi Tsukino)
- Sofia the First (favorite: Sofia Balthazar)
- Team Umizoomi (favorite: Milli)
- Toy Story (favorites: Woody Pride and Jessie)
- Vocaloid (favorites: Hatsune Miku and Kaito)
- WarioWare (favorite: Young Cricket)
- Wild Kratts (favorites: Chris Kratt, Martin Kratt, and Aviva Corcovado)
- Fun fact: Did you know that one of the specials, Amazin' Amazon Adventure, aired on the same day as my TV Tropes debut? I learned about it after I hyperfixated on this show.
Pages I have a major contribution in (not minor edits)
- Atelier Ryza 2: Lost Legends & the Secret Fairy (suggestion for removal of the image in the tear jerker page)
- Cute High Earth Defense Club LOVE! and Cute High Earth Defense Club Happy Kiss! (mainly the character pages) (adding more tropes and rewriting some existing tropes, including preexisting ones, eventually made a tear jerker page for Love and a recap page for Love)
- Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage! (misc stuff, like the image suggestion for the heartwarming page and somewhat expanding on a trope in the VIRTUAL SINGER page)
- People Sit on Chairs (adding an example)
- Super Danganronpa Another 2 (merging a trope in the character page)
- Vocaloid (rewriting an example in the heartwarming page and expanding on an example in the tear jerker page)
- Wild Kratts (adding more tropes and rewriting some in the character page and various episodes)
Sandboxes I either made or working together with
- Cute High Earth Defense Club Love E 1 In The Name Of Love
- Wild Kratts Amazin Amazon Adventure (turned into the recap for the Amazin' Amazon Adventure)
- Wild Kratts Parrot Power
- Wild Kratts Praying Mantis (turned into the recap for Praying Mantis)
