I had no idea that the Asian-American suicide rate is so high...
I've been quite depressed, and yes, even suicidal over the years. The problem is that, as bad as things can be, they tend to slip into being worse even more
. I don't know how to fix it.
My mother hates us (my dad and I) so much. She is very spiteful and depressed, and is one of those who blames others for everything else. And oh, guess what? She complained that I spend too much time on TV Tropes
instead of cleaning the house, which is something that she is apparently, mysteriously obsessed with. That speaks to... other issues, in my amateur psychologist's opinion. (She's not a troper, but it's related to the topic, so I mentioned it.)
I just don't know what to do to please her. TBH, I'm pretty sure I'm beyond the point of caring. But I can't respect myself for that. Is that bad?