Our avatars are in a room together

Cloud if it makes you feel better, I have self esteem issues about my usefulness and I have lots of mental disorders.

How much?

You call it honesty, but feeling stupid and worthless about shit doesn't solve anything.

-still texting-

-sighs- That's exactly what I mean! I could be helping people, but I'm too busy wallowing in the shithole I created. I'm sorry. Can I do anything to help?

-to TOM- What do you mean?

edited 27th May '12 8:21:27 AM by GameSpazzer

Aspergers, ADHD, OCD, Post traumatic stress disorder, Random depression, I act immature and I spent my childhood setting stuff on fire for fun.

Aspergers part is real :3

edited 27th May '12 8:22:09 AM by Lilqueendaisy

-watching-

-To Agent in Spanish- That horse's words about grace offends me, although I say we forgive, she hasn't met me yet, for I am doubtful she holds more Political power than I.

Indeed Presidente, the only person you are Graced by is the Pope when he visits because he makes the Religious faction quieten down about how you apparently don't have enough Churches.

-goes over seal breaking with Nel explaining that its essentially the reverse of making seals-

I really just don't see why you don't just quit wallowing in it.

Gotta go for a bit.

So, it's basically literally undoing the seal in the same way one would undo a knot, more or less?

7?! 7 illnesses?

I bet a therapist or something told you you have all that crap, right? She just wants your money. Don't believe a word of it. Maybe you should talk to your family about it, if you're nervous.

Bye!

edited 27th May '12 8:24:26 AM by GameSpazzer

Yep, And my older sister died, also I fought 2 abominations of reality, twice, A crazy man controlling a time god and a wizard. And it all happened when I was 15 years old. I'm screwed up.

edited 27th May '12 8:25:14 AM by Lilqueendaisy

Now, pardner. First of all, you really need to think in a brighter light, despite everything you might experience later on. Ah wouldn't say it so bluntly, but the human with glasses is right: You cannot wallow in despair indefinitely.

That's... That's a lot of stuff. I don't recall hearing about any of this in Equestria though, aside from random depression.

edited 27th May '12 8:26:22 AM by FergardStratoavis

   Clearly...   

Indeed. -puts a four level seal on an Apple- Practie on that.

I know it's selfish — I'm selfish — and I'm trying to fix things. Maybe I should file for divorce first, so she won't have to go through the trouble... it's the least I could do. Maybe I should leave Dante's place early, too.

-to Daisy- Talk to your family. It really does work wonders.

-gets to practicing, trying different combinations of techniques, occasionally stopping to read more-

Now hold on a sec, pardner. You won't make it alone. That's what friends and family are for: To support you when things look bleak.

(goes upstairs, apparently shocked and surprised)

-looking back up-

Who the hell said I was nervous about anything? The shit I'm spouting is the shit I just know.

-looking back down to text- I talk to my family just enough about shit, thank you very much.

Turned into not very long. :U

-to Applejack- I know, but that's all I seem to do anymore, and I can tell she's getting tired of it. I don't think she looks forward to the moments we have when we can talk anymore, and that's all they've been doing, is supporting me. I haven't done anything for them, not for lack of trying, but — I don't know, I've done nothing but wreck everything I touch — -Seems mildly deranged by this point-

edited 27th May '12 8:37:14 AM by GameSpazzer

(nods) You have a family and friends, correct? Ah don't see what could you done wrong.

(shifts concerned looks from GM to Cloud ad infinitum)

-puts away her phone and tosses a smuppet at Cloud's face-

Take a chill pill there, big guy.

Pony, I wouldn't suggest getting too worked up about it.

edited 27th May '12 8:41:07 AM by Rivux

   Still can't believe that you people are talking to ponies...   

I've seen talking hamsters before, so this is not out of the ordinary...

edited 27th May '12 8:41:30 AM by nigelstack345

-hugs cloud and catches smuppet-

I don't think puppets will help Sis.

edited 27th May '12 8:42:29 AM by Lilqueendaisy

I don't deserve them if all I'm going to do is make things worse for them, and they're unhappy, and it's because of me.