*Vague plotting intensifies*
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edited 31st Aug '16 8:04:25 PM by ZeroL
My new plan is so secret that even I cannot understand its full scope!
*Vague plotting intensifies*
And I just read you last post. It wasn't the same person, and I feel like an idiot and a jerk. I am deleting the other posts to avoid bringing up pain.
My new plan is so secret that even I cannot understand its full scope!
hiya, the name's scout.
Haha! No. You're good, don't worry.
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Wide Eyed Wonderman
So I just asked a girl out Tuesday night under heavy alcohol influence.
She said yes.
Today I showed her my more sensitive side texting her and now I'm worried something might change. insecurities still lurking.
David Bowie 1947-2016
Still just awesome like that
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o shit waddup, I forgot you had a tem avatar here
Well, in the case of me and Webby at least, though we had some limited interactions on the forum before, we were friends on Facebook before we really started talking and getting to know each other more. We just kinda fell in love with each other's personalities the more we talked, and it helped that we had a reasonable chance of seeing each other (and now do regularly).
On that subject, I'm picking her up from the train station in about two hours
Insert witty 'n clever quip here.
right now, i have the idea that love might just be slowing me down
i think that's true
"If you spend all your heart / On something that has died / You are not alive and that can't be a life"
ok so my gf had to temporarily break up with me because a friend of her's found a tumor in their side, so she wanted to help them by getting spouse benefits or something. hopefully her friend will get better.
Do a barrel roll!
A procrastination in of itself
I mean that sure sounds like a scam and probably a crime to me, but if you trust her and are okay with it...
"And the Bunny nails it!" ~ Gabrael "If the UN can get through a day without everyone strangling everyone else so can we." ~ Cyran
The american health care system kind of is a scam in and of itself, so I don't see anything wrong with that.
what do you mean I didn't win, I ate more wet t-shirts than anyone else
Wide Eyed Wonderman
Me: oh hey someone finally finds me interesting enough to date! Brain: just fuck it up fam
David Bowie 1947-2016
hiya, the name's scout.
Weird feeling: I like to think about romance and sex with certain people, but when people tell me they like me, I panic and I don't want to engage in any activity because it makes me feel weird?
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Amused
I am pretty sure that is normal
Formerly known as Bleddyn And I am feeling like a ghost Resident Perky Goth
I agree. I think it's just personal preference. Like you aren't attracted to them, but they're sorta attracted to you. So it feels awkward. At least, that's how I think.
hiya, the name's scout.
Maybe.
I just don't actually know what romance is supposed to feel like since I've never felt mutual attraction in real life.
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I don't think I've ever felt it either.
Still just awesome like that
It's honestly something you play by ear. It's not the same for everyone, but when it hits you, you're sure to know it.
Insert witty 'n clever quip here.
hiya, the name's scout.
Except not me because I like so many people 
The one-and-done people are so lucky...
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Not sure how to read this girl in my class. She sits next to me, she seems to pay attention to what I do at times (like one time she mentioned seeing something I'd written on one of my assignments), and if we both get to the room before the previous class lets out, she stands next to me. The only thing is that she will never initiate a conversation. Is this something I shouldn't make any sort of thing out of, or is she interested in me and too shy to actually talk to me first?
Konknitive Dissonance
So, feeling in a romantic mood last night, I put my love in to a drawing and it came out nicely
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Yes, Nova-chan loved it as well.
Do a barrel roll!
It might be that she's interested but not necessarily romantically, or it could mean nothing. If you're interested you could just try talking to her yourself about whatever and see if you can get a better read.
edited 15th Sep '16 3:30:34 PM by Draghinazzo
Still just awesome like that
Never a good idea to just try to read into signals. Ask. Ask. Assssskkkkkk. Ask out. Ask for clarification on feelings. Just ask something.
Insert witty 'n clever quip here.
A procrastination in of itself
Start a chat, if chat goes well and you think you like her romantically ask her out. It may take a few chats before you can determine if you like her, but if you to that's the point to make your feelings clear.
"And the Bunny nails it!" ~ Gabrael "If the UN can get through a day without everyone strangling everyone else so can we." ~ Cyran
It's just sad.
Every time I'm not with him, I feel like it's gone.
But then I remember him. His form. The way he talks. The way he sings, strums his guitar, plays that piano... Does all those instruments, and more.
I remember him, like I can feel him, and it burns. Not only my eyes does it burn, but it burns the last time he touched me into my thoughts.
And I've struggled so much. Tried to replace him with other people. It doesn't work, hasn't worked. It won't work. I lay awake in bed sometimes, my thoughts keeping me up. My thoughts about him. How he sounds. His soft hands... I remember brushing against them once. It was an accident, but there was something there.
It hurts that, someone you think is so amazing, doesn't feel the same. Has no feeling about it.
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