->''"Soft you now! The fair [[TheOphelia Ophelia!]] Nymph, in thy orisons [[TropeNamer be all my sins remember'd]]."''
-->-- '''Hamlet''', ''Theatre/{{Hamlet}}'', Act III, Scene I

Roughly translated: "I don't deserve your praise."

This trope refers to that state of mind in a hero, an anti-hero, or possibly a villain, in which he reflects on how he is not worthy of the [[FamedInStory adulation]] or acclaim or status he has received. This isn't necessarily others denouncing him, or giving him inverted praise, as in Mark Antony over Caesar's body. This is where he either thinks or overtly says something like, "I am not worthy" or "I've done terrible things [to get here]". He may not regret the actions himself, but typically he regrets having to take the action. [[DirtyBusiness The idea is that he was either forced, through circumstances or personal weakness to do terrible things.]]

SubTrope of DirtyBusiness.

Compare NoPlaceForMeThere and TheAtoner.
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!!Examples:

[[AC:{{Anime}} & {{Manga}}]]
* In ''CodeGeass'', Suzaku almost constantly, because he has an enormous GuiltComplex. [[spoiler:Lelouch also later on, as he does more and more morally dubious things for his cause.]]
* In ''Anime/{{Monster}}'', when Grimmer calls him a doctor, Tenma goes on an angsty tirade about how he is not worth the title because he killed someone. [[spoiler:He doesn't know at the time that the person he ''thought'' he killed is still very much alive.]]
** Eva also goes through a period of this when she realizes how badly she has been treating Martin (and how much worse she had been to Tenma).
* Beelzemon from ''Anime/DigimonTamers'' initially refuses to do a HeelFaceTurn, not because he doesn't want to, but because he sold his soul for power, went on a murderous rampage, and [[spoiler:killed one of the heroes]]. Even after the Tamers forgive him and reassure him that he's one of them, he never, ''ever'' forgets what he did.

[[AC: ComicBooks]]
* In ''Realm of Kings: Son of Hulk'', Arcturus Rann of the Franchise/{{Micronauts}} reveals that he visited Jarella's homeworld K'ai more than a thousand years ago [[spoiler: and in a moment of extreme prejudice, massacred most of the civilization due to a perceived threat to Homeworld]]. This also creates a big PlotHole and ContinuitySnarl since Rann's Microverse originally existed in a separate one from Jarella's. It wasn't till recently that they merged, postdating Rann's visit by 1,000 years.

[[AC: FanWorks]]
* In the ''Fanfic/PonyPOVSeries'' [[spoiler:Fluttershy actually ended up doing a lot of good as [[BigBad Princess Gaia/Nightmare Whisper]], despite all the bad she also did. When given a celebration for the good she did (and that she was able to have the self control to at least TRY to do good when given the power of a goddess), she outright says there's a lot of things she did she'll never forgive herself for and she doesn't blame the ponies who won't forgive her for what she's done. She accepts those that will, but she'll never forget what she's done.]]
* Takara Tsukuda of ''FanFic/DespairsLastResort'' takes no pride in solving the murders that take place in the resort. Considering that someone is executed every time she does so, it's not hard to see why.

[[AC:Film]]
* Both John Wayne and Jimmy Stewart in ''TheManWhoShotLibertyValance''.
* In ''Film/{{Beowulf}}'', Beowulf says as much before he leaves to confront Grendel's mother and the dragon, and try to end the [[CycleOfRevenge cycle]] once and for all.
-->'''Beowulf:''' Keep a memory of me, not as a king or a hero; but as a man: fallible and flawed.
** He tries to do the same to [[TheLancer Wiglaf]], but he will not hear it. After [[spoiler: Beowulf dies fighting the dragon, Wiglaf comments that Beowulf will be remembered as a great hero]].

[[AC:{{Literature}}]]
* [[spoiler:Kado]] from TokyoDemons faces tremendous guilt for everything he's done, including [[spoiler:becoming a tool for Touya. Half his dialogue includes apologies.]] Whether or not it's justified guilt is another matter.
* The novel ''All My Sins Remembered'' by Creator/JoeHaldeman. The hero is a spy/operative for the galactic government. The novel is a series of debriefings where he tells what he had to do in the line of duty, and how those memories are gnawing on his conscience. The true horror of it is [[spoiler: that in each case, his actions ''should'' have served to make the universe a better place, but his sacrifices were screwed over in the name of {{Realpolitik}}, and his "debriefings" are in fact part of memory-erasure "therapy" that are reducing him to a drooling vegetable.]]
* The Literature/CiaphasCain novels are presented as the [=titular=] {{commissar}}'s unofficial memoirs, in which he confesses that despite being hailed as a legendary [[FakeUltimateHero hero of the Imperium]], he was really a DirtyCoward whose feats were done by accident, while trying to flee for his life, or only performed to uphold his reputation. The {{TabletopGame/inquisitor}} [[LiteraryAgentHypothesis editing Cain's memoirs]], however, counters that Cain [[AlternateCharacterInterpretation isn't giving himself enough credit]] and that true heroism is fighting on in spite of fear (which would make Cain a great hero indeed).
* The BookEnds to ''LukeSkywalkerAndTheShadowsOfMindor'', which take place after the story that elapses between them, make Luke into this. He actually hires an investigator to look over events and build a case against him. The investigator writes a holothriller script instead.
* ''Literature/SkulduggeryPleasant'' has some moments in here too, yet never goes ''too'' dark about it. [[spoiler:Until Book 6, where he reveals ''he'' was [[TheDreaded Lord Vile]]]]
* In ''ItCantHappenHere'', Doremus blames his own passivity (and that of others like him) for the ascendancy of totalitarianism in America. He expresses this sentiment in a scathing column criticizing Windrip:
-->"The tyranny of this dictatorship isn't primarily the fault of Big Business, nor of the demagogues who do their dirty work. It's the fault of Doremus Jessop! Of all the contentious, respectable, lazy-minded Doremus Jessops who have let the demagogues wriggle in, without fierce enough protest ... I can blame no Aras Dilley, no Shad Ledue, no Buzz Windrip, but only my own timid soul and drowsy mind. Forgive, O Lord!"
* In ''Literature/DarknessAtNoon'', Rubashov is made to condemn himself this way over imaginary crimes as a last service to the Party, which insists on BlackAndWhiteMorality.
* [[spoiler: Evan Walker]] in ''Literature/TheFifthWave'' by Rick Yancey.
--> '''[[spoiler: Evan]]:''' [[spoiler: I am a shark, Cassie. A shark who dreamed he was a man]].

[[AC:LiveActionTV]]
* ''Series/BeingHuman'': Mitchell actually wants his sins forgotten, because for the vampires they're a source of inspiration. Still, the spirit remains - he doesn't want acclaim and admiration when he's primarily focusing on his all-consuming guilt.
* ''Series/BabylonFive'':
** Londo Mollari toward the end of the series. In fact, [[spoiler:in the twilight hours of his life, he tells two children and their nurse his pivotal but silent role in the Earth-Mimbari War and the actions he committed which had stopped a major chance for peace between the races]].
** Along the same trajectory as his sworn rival, G'kar's transformation from conniving diplomat to [[spoiler: the major religious figure of his race]] by the end of the series. [[spoiler: So much so that he exiles himself to deep space to get away from the unwanted adulation of his followers.]]
** Brother Edward[[spoiler:, a monk who discovers he was a serial killer before his death of personality. He ends up resigning himself to his death at the hands of his victims' angry relatives in contrition.]].
* ''Series/StarTrekDeepSpaceNine'':
** In the controversial and stunning episode "In the Pale Moonlight", Captain Benjamin Sisko - the hero of the Dominion War, survivor of Wolf 359, designer of the Defiant, winner of the Christopher Pike Medal of Valor, and a revered religious figure for the Bajoran people - narrates a log entry [[spoiler:where he reveals his complacency in the assassination of a Romulan government official, and how he conspired with Garak - a spy exiled from his homeworld - to plant a forged holographic recording on the body of the Romulan official featuring a fake Dominion/Cardassian plan for an attack on their (then) Romulan allies. This dark act - a violation of everything Sisko stands for as a Starfleet officer - drew the Romulans into the Dominion War on the side of the Federation and the Klingons, which brought an end to the war and initiated a new era of peace... at the cost of Sisko's soul.]] (You'd never see Kirk or Picard doing that!) The trope is averted when, at the end of the episode, [[spoiler:Sisko erases the log entry]].

[[AC:{{Theater}}]]
* Again, inverted in Mark Antony's speech over Caesar's body, in the play ''Theatre/JuliusCaesar''. Antony says he is not there to praise Caesar, but clearly that is exactly his intent, as he recounts the evil (but charitable and heroic) deeds of Caesar.

[[AC:VideoGames]]
* Joshua Graham of ''VideoGame/FalloutNewVegas'' has this mentality in the ''Honest Hearts'' DLC. When you're the co-founder of [[TheHorde Caesar's Legion]] and responsible for atrocities such as rape, slavery, torture amongst other things, you honestly do have a lot to answer for.
* In FinalFantasyTactics, [[spoiler:Delita Hyral ends up murdering or manipulating almost everyone he ever knew, to become king. The final scene of the game involves him lamenting over Ovelia, his dead wife and queen, wondering if it was all worth it.]]
* Solid Snake from ''VideoGame/MetalGearSolid''. He doesn't like to be called a hero. He feels he's just a killer. Summed up in this line from [[VideoGame/MetalGearSolid4 MGS4]]
-->"I'm no hero. Never was. Never will be. I'm just an old killer, hired to do some wetwork."

[[AC:WebComics]]
* In [[http://www.giantitp.com/comics/oots0671.html this]] ''[[Webcomic/TheOrderOfTheStick Order of the Stick]]'' strip:
-->'''O-Chul:''' Thank you once more for [[BigDamnHeroes all that you have done]].
-->'''Vaarsuvius:''' Please, do not remind me of [[DealWithTheDevil all that I have done]].

[[AC:WesternAnimation]]
* Dinobot, the HeelFaceTurn BloodKnight of ''WesternAnimation/BeastWars'', says something like this on his death bed, following a HeroicSacrifice where he saves the human race, despite the fact that their annihilation would guarantee his ancestors win the great war. He knows he's done some questionable things and has to answer for them. He tells his Maximal comrades that he should not be regarded as a hero, but that history should judge him.
** And it has. Dinobot is regarded as one of the greatest characters in the entire ''Franchise/{{Transformers}}'' franchise.
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