I got everybody loyal, went on the suicide mission, saved everybody for now, and this time I let the Illusive Man have the Collector base instead of destroying it.
I'll see if that comes back to bite me in the ass in 3.
But now I'll go to "celebrate" with Morinth. I read that the scene's pretty horrifying, so I'll brace myself before I go in.
Heh, okay, I walked into her room and Morinth said to me—as Morinth, it should be emphasized, this is not some recycled Samara line—that she wonders what the Illusive Man will do with that technology. She hopes I made the right choice.
Is Morinth actually concerned for people other than herself here? Or is it more "I do live in this galaxy, and if the Illusive Man fucks it up then that affects me as much as anybody else, so I hope the Illusive Man can be trusted, for my sake"?
Before I stupidly/hornily/bothily throw my life away, I'd like to mention something. When I helped Morinth kill her mother, Samara told me that I would regret my choice. She seemed to be implying that Morinth would betray me or my friends. Well, whatever else Morinth is guilty of, she hasn't done anything of the sort. The only way I'll regret it is if I become more than friends with her now.
In other words, that's one more thing that Samara was wrong about.
Anyway, let's talk with Morinth some more now.
Okay, same conversation as before about her loneliness except now she says that she wants to give me what Nef experienced, which is every nerve in my body pulsing with pleasure.
That is not what I'm in store for, Morinth. So I have two choices here:
"Do you think I'm an idiot?"
and
"What about your condition?"
I'll be nice to her and pick the latter.
Morinth tells me that I'm different. I have the Prothean cipher in my head, I came back from dying, there's nobody like me, and that the two of us can share something so intense, so deep that it will CHANGE MY LIFE.
I suppose that ending my life is a type of change...
Okay, I'm gonna tell her "I'll risk it." Death-sex time!
LOL, it gives you the chance to TROLL her here! See, my Fem!Shep just said to Morinth that she can't deny how much she wants Morinth.
Morinth asks if I really mean it, if I'll be with her, sounding all hopeful about it.
The game lets me tell her "No thanks, I'd rather live."
I am totally going to go back afterwards and see how she reacts to that! XD
But this time, yes, let us fuck like pyjaks in heat, you sexy blue goddess you!
Hah, wow, that actually wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, nowhere near it!
Morinth got up off her couch, and we got close. A biotic field enveloped us both. Her eyes went black and she said "embrace eternity". For a moment, I seemed calm, at peace. Then my mouth gaped open, but no sound came out. And then everything went black, and I got the game over screen.
No pained screaming, no convulsions, no bleeding, no nothing. I just kind of...opened my mouth and fell over dead.
Is it painful? Is it pleasurable? Is it neither? Damned if I know! But here's a possibility: Morinth may actually believe that her victims felt pleasure. I mean, Shepard sure seemed to like what was happening at first.
Okay, now I'll go back and see what happens if I let Morinth down easy.
I told Morinth that she was a good member of my crew, but that I couldn't risk it and that we should keep things professional.
Morinth responds by saying that I'll never experience anything like it, and that I can have something with her I won't find anywhere else. Which is literally true, I suppose. She says I'm strong enough to embrace it, and then says she won't pressure me, but asks that I keep it in mind.
At least she didn't try to force me into it, and she didn't throw a tantrum over not getting what she wanted.
Going back again and asking her if she thinks I'm an idiot, Shepard says that she knows all about Morinth, so why is she even trying to seduce her? Morinth says she isn't trying to kill Shepard, that she really does think Shepard is the one person who can be with her and survive.
Now let's see what happens when you tell her that you want her, and then when she asks if you mean it you say "No thanks, I'd rather live."
Ah, same dialogue response as if you let her down easy.
So...that's Morinth.
I still don't know what to think of her. She's done terrible things. Maybe she's capable of understanding why those things were terrible. Maybe not. Maybe she could benefit from psychiatric help. Maybe not. Maybe Shepard could have helped her stop being a threat to innocent people if the two of them had remained in one another's lives, as teammates, the way Shepard did with Jack. Or maybe not.
I don't know. It doesn't seem as clear cut to me as it does to certain other tropers. A lot of people seem to think that Morinth's a Complete Monster and that that's all there is to it.
But a Complete Monster would not have risked her life to help me save the galaxy. And if Morinth were as bad as her detractors believe, she wouldn't have given Shepard a choice, not when she clearly wanted to be with Shepard so badly. She would have just tried to take what she wanted.
I won't say she's entirely good. She isn't. But in my opinion, based on what I've seen, saying she's entirely evil isn't right either. Could she have been steered off the path she was on, if people like my Shepard had tried to help her instead of just trying to kill her? If they'd seen her as a person instead of as a disease that needed to be purged and nothing more?
We'll never know, it seems.
- Do not fuck with Shepard!
That's why Aria was as nice and helpful to Shepard as she was. And that's why Aria's still alive at the end of ME2. Trying to rape Shepard would almost certainly be the last thing she would ever do. Morinth may be evil and crazy, but she's not stupid.