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18th Jul '13 5:55:34 AM YinHachiko
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->I'm serious, Cloud. If my time with you in this room has taught me anything, it's that gods are nothing more than people with power. Some mortal people are assholes, but I don't see you shutting yourself away from the good people out of paranoia that they might backstab you. Just because they have the power to do something doesn't mean they'll do it. You're living proof of that. ~ Tarvok


->Your actual problem is you assume the entire world is your friend. Not everyone is going to like you, or agree with you all the time. That's how people work. So don't automatically assume everyone hates you because they disagree with you once, or don't like you because you say stupid shit. Move on and focus on finding friends that you can get along with. It's a big world out there. ~ Cloud


->Some say the enemy of this thread is TARDISES and his dickery. Others say it is Wugga and his ban evasion. But our true enemy is and always shall be the dreaded timezones. ~ Norm


->I hope you manage to make up with her. It's normal for best friends to fight, every once in awhile; just like your fists, the more you punch, the more your fist gets microfractured, and with each and every subsequent microfracture, stronger bones take its place, culminating in one, diamond hard fist of friendship. ~ Noob XD


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This is [[http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/419196_148612325281190_363002236_n_9111.jpg Hachi]]'s troper page. Somehow, I've been known as [[spoiler:[[Tropers/{{TheJinny}} Jinny]]]] more than as Yin Hachiko, and I don't mind because it's a good thing. That other account is my practicing ground over discovering what I want and who I want to be. And now that I'm starting to get in touch with what I want, I guess it's time to face my demons...


I realized I just wanted to have friends, good long-term friends that I could count on at the end of the day, no matter how abrasive, cruel or insecure I've been to them--to be accepted for who I am, the good and the bad, regardless of being rejected or not to people I don't think I could get close with. The second is that I want to express my boundaries and what I want more, if I couldn't establish my boundaries, others would step all over mine unintentionally offending me. [[note]] Don't worry I don't have too much berserk buttons. [[/note]] Third is that I want to try to keep trying to learn how to deal with people and be an over-all person people could count on. Fourth, I want ''green'' apples, nashi pears, fried chicken, my family and pets, the internet, a computer, exercise, toothbrush, soap and conditioner. I guess that's it.


I've been getting to know a good friend of mine, and I've learnt a lot from being good friends with that person, and he's the reason that I learnt that I need to cut this shit out with how I view things, and something is wrong with me--unintentionally triggering a [[{{FreakOut}} freak out]]. So yeah, I'm loving every second of it, whether things would end up for something more or not. I don't know how you dealt with me, but I wanted to give back the same kind of understanding that you gave me ten folds. I love you as a very good friend of mine. Thank you.


He was the reason I started trying hard to try to express myself better on most of the threads I've been. And he shall remain nameless! ''Nameless, I tell you!!!''


'''Update on 04/09/13:'''That nameless person I had feelings for? We don't connect anymore due to a disparity of our personality differences. But it was a time well-spent while it lasted, learnt a lot from it, and admitted to myself how much it wouldn't work out anyway if I gave up that easily. Relationships, platonic or not, were just phases and might not last in the long run, doesn't make it any more or lesser despite how it hurt or how meaningful they were, in the end what matters the most is how much we grew as a person as the result from being together. If we both didn't learn anything, well, that would make the relationship a complete bull to have.


All we have to do is live as if they wouldn't be there forever and treasure it for all it's worth, while getting used to the idea that they might leave at some point in time, no matter how sad this would sound. Yes, Yinny is crying right now as she wrote this today, despite abandonment issues, that's life.


I'm dating someone else, which I'm hoping would work out, despite all this imperfections I'm trying to change. I really like him and I hope I'd learn a lot in this relationship, despite timezones. Changing ships when I admitted I was getting unhappy was the best thing.


It wasn't nameless person's fault at all. We were just that immature to make it work at the time and we didn't know any better. I hope '''REDACTED''' and I could make this work out, but if it doesn't, well...


That's life. Sometimes I accept that no one could understand me better than Yin could. But if I couldn't even understand other people, how could I understand myself any better?


So I think, I know the purpose of why I live in this world in the first place. The reason why I wanted to keep on living is that I realized it's a journey of wanting to understand other people and hope they could be the best person they could be, no matter how hard it is--as I expected it might happen with me at some point.


Wait, how did this turn out to be like this? Strange. -shrugs- Oh well.


'''UPDATE ON 6/13/13''':


The relationship ended with '''REDACTED''', and it was the same reason with ''Nameless Person''--due to a large disparity of personality differences I couldn't bear staying with. I'm now taken for exactly 14 days I can't believe it. I was supposed to write something significant but...


I'm so happy I wanna cry. ;_;


Even when I still feel stupid for letting things end stupidly with those [[hottip:relationships:>_>]] I've had...I sure would try my best to make this last and wont let things end that way!


Because I really, really like you. [[{{SincerityMode}} You're the best person I ever dated.]] [[{{JokingMode}} Or are you? How would I know?]] :P


Just that I enjoy being with you and trust you a lot. And various other reasons I don't have time to write about. But I will, maybe~ But I'm betting it all had "You're annoyrable" and incomprehensible stuff. :3


07/01/31: [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=kgpuujtb2vdxu4qdniq6mjto&page=2007 Last post explains my feelings]].


Thank you for being with me for exactly 31 days. I learnt a lot of things when I was with you--especially how to never lose sight over who we are or what we believe in, to continue to do everything I wanted regardless of the outcome, to learn how to let things go and to trust a person wouldn't get frustrated and abandon me if they couldn't understand me.


And that if I found a person who's willing to go through that for me, I'll make sure to be consistent.


...I remembered that I was the type who'd rather wait for someone I could cherish and have a lot of passion for, that I wouldn't settle for anything less. That I need to constantly strive to be the person I want others to be. I learnt how to act and deal with my highs and lows better.


Thank you for making the break up the least painful and stayed up late with me. You're a nice person, and you deserve happiness. I promise I'd contact you if ever I got over you.


It's a shame it ended as fast as we'd met, but it was a great experience and I never regretted it. [[spoiler:I love you.]]


I want you to believe that you're a great person and even for the short-while, I could proudly say that I love and enjoyed the time I spent with you. Thanks for being receptive and accepting all that love I had to give.


Because of that, I'm glad I met you. Take care. [[note]] The original message was shorter and better. ;_;[[/note]]

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There was a time a few years ago that I got tired of feeling stuff, and I wanted to be emotionally numb. So I did.
And I guess I never really noticed anything except a hollow feeling inside of me. One day my classmate noted,
"'''[REDACTED]''', your eyes are really weird." And I guess that sort of woke me up a bit. Like, oh. I can't feel anything. I read a book, I can't sympathize. I play my favorite game, I can't be happy.


I bet that if I could hear the saddest story ever told, I wouldn't shed a single tear. And that bothered me. Sure, I could protect myself if I hardened my heart. But how would I enjoy myself? You can't enjoy life if you look at everything with a clinical outlook. So one of the last prayers I ever made was that I wanted to experience the whole emotional spectrum, both positive and negative. Anything to make the numbness go away. And I guess I did, sort of. Feeling tires me. A lot.


But it was better than that moment of life where I thought I didn't feel anything, because in fact at that time I was feeling something, and that was hopelessness.


'''''I HATE PASTE'''''


'''Not the word, the thing'''


'''It's stuff that doesn't stick well'''


'''>:U'''


~ [+++'''[[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} The Jealous Paste Hater]]'''+++]


It could also attract ones looking for a challenge. Like, thinking that after enough fucking, my sense of love will come back or something. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{VolatileChills}} Chills]]---]'''


Sleep now, little Tsundere. Tomorrow, you'll tsun-tsun your way here, and dere-dere your way there. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


[[Tropers/{{NerdBird}} One Bird]] to rule them all, One Bird to find them, One Bird to bring them all and in the darkness bind them in the Land of Australia where the kangaroos lie. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{Quag15}} Quag]]---]'''


[+++Sucess!+++] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{eternalNoob}} The Egg is a Pie]]---]'''


Don't tell me to calm down when I'm angry. Ten times out of ten, you're just pissing me off more. I'll calm down when I calm down; I don't need you to give me a prompt. ~ '''[---Physical Stamina---]'''


'''Me''': Loose Cannon/Confetti! [[note]] Got the idea after Eskay fired a confetti cannon. xD [[/note]]


'''Phoenixor''': You filled the cannon with confetti, didn't you.


'''Indy''': ''That's what she said.''
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Everyone loves (or at least lusts) everyone. That is the shipping thread logic. ~ [---[[Tropers/{{MurkyMuse}} Murky]]---]


I saw her cry on Skype today. Seeing her upset or even knowing she's upset always breaks my heart. That's not saying I want to her to hide her crying, but I do want to do everything I can to cheer her up and offer my shoulder to cry on.


I am most definitely here for you. I'm not going to leave you. ~ '''[---Indy---]'''


[+++The bug of honor, do-does that mean I have to touch it? If that's the case then I humbly the award. But if it isn't then FUCK YEAHf I HAVE A BUG OF HONOR! WHICH REMINDS ME, I FOUND OUT THAT I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE GENGHIS KHAN! THIS MEANS THAT I SHALL BE CARRYING ON THE KHAN-DOM!+++] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Genghis Khan Reincarnate]]'''---]


[+++Sent a text to [[Tropers/{{EternalNoob}} a certain troper]] after his phone died and then replied late to him.+++]


'''Message One''': You disappeared again. xD


'''Message Two''': I think your phone just died. You forgot to give it [=CPR=]. You should be sad for it's death. ._.


'''Message Three''': You were too busy to notice how your phone needed intervention and get help (by being charged). Poor phone getting neglected under your care.


'''Message Four''': I hope the same thing wont happen to you again, your phone suddenly dying on you. It must have affected you a lot, it suddenly leaving. Take care of it more!


'''Message Five''': I hope your phone's death wont haunt you. I'd call your phone Sacha from now on. Poor, poor Sacha. Your charger would revive it anyway. But take care of it more! D:<



Please, don't say that. You can never give up on yourself. Never. Ever.


There are people who ''do'' want you to wake up. You do mean much for them. You have your sister and grandmother.


I really care much for you. Even if sometimes I don't know what to say to help you out or make you feel better, I really do. I'm worried and afraid you might do something you might regret.


Nobody wants to die. If you do, you gave up on the world. You don't have a reason to give up on the world, J[[strike:o]]ules. You might be in a very difficult situation right now, critical even. Still, you must be strong. This might be just a single-time depression. Maybe it's the darkest hour, but after that things will be only better.


I ask you - no, I beg you - to not say such things again. You're a great person and what others might think does not change in the slightest. There ''must'' be a way to improve your mood.


I... I really hope you will get better. I don't want you to fall. You mean way damn too much for me. I know you can do it. I have my strongest faith in you.


Hopefully, it really will be better. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]---]'''


No you won't. In fact, don't get me wrong when I say this, I'm flattered that you trust me enough to tell me this. I want you to know that no matter how depressed you feel, and how bleak it all seems, you always have me to talk to! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EternalNoob}} Noob]]---]'''


Sort of. I'm trying my best (with talents).


Oh. ._. Wait. I, uh, I guess I mixed it up.


'''''What your style of drawing would be?''''' [[note]] Cute Engrish! Lemme pinch you! [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]---] '''


'''Sky Cat''':My hips look like an otter's leg


'''Me''':I'm losing my leg and butt fat, but I'm still FAT. D:


'''Sky Cat''':I HAVE BOOB FAT WHY DO I HAVE BOOB FAT


'''Me''': WHY DO FEW MEN HAVE MOOBS MOOBS ARE AWESOME [[note]] Header to Sky Cat around 3rd of Mar '13 at 11:41:10 PM. Luckily this ended at that. XD[[/note]]


But [[spoiler:man boobs]] aren't horrible. They're quite...[[spoiler:gropey.]] I like it, even when it looks a bit weird. Makes me wanna hug them and [[spoiler:touch it]] and all. [[note]] In response to randomly talking about moobs because of the said random heading. Said troper told me it was disturbing, but responded that [[{{SincerityMode}} another man's squick is another man's squee]]. [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Me]]---]'''


'''Top''': I've had an encounter with a model who was a foot taller than me and in a delightfully snug corset. Ample is a good way to describe her. Shorter is one thing, but when you're head height with them...''Dayum.''


'''Chills''': Too bad she didn't try to [[{{MarshmallowHell}} hug you.]]


'''Top''': That... would have been swell, to put it subtly. :3


'''Chills''': It would've caused swelling. IN THE PANTS! XD


FIGHT TO THE DEATH, NORM. DIE IN BATTLE. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{GameSpazzer}} Spazz]]---]'''


It really is tedious, giving people long pieces of advice and having them pick through it for negative conclusions about themselves. I used to think that made people selfish and petty, before I experienced depression myself; now, I think it's just because depression has a way of shrinking your vision. It's not that you don't care about other people, it's just that the world is pressing in on you and compacting itself until it really feels like there is no one else but you, and your problems legitimately feel like world-changing catastrophes because they really ''do'' affect the world as you know it. And I have the hardest time getting depressed people to expand their perceptions a little; for me, it was having other people come to me with their problems; at first I was annoyed with them for whining all the time, because I had too many problems of my own to spare the energy for anyone else. Over time, it kind of sprung me out of that solipsism; it made me aware that other people exist too and that they also had real problems, that there was more to this world than just me, and that my problems are meaningless in the grand scheme of things. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EgregiousOne}} The Original Egg]]---]'''


Branching out is certainly worth it. I admire people who can branch out. I'm just sort of single-mindedly obsessed with the same interests I've been obsessed with for the past five years or so and I can't bring myself to be interested in anything else.
Just keep going, and I think, like Yin said, your personality expresses itself in the little things you're passionate about. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Regular Defender likes to remind us that he's normal and not a weirdo who crushes on Internet people. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Alma}} Alma]]'''---]


I constantly worry about what will happen in the future as well. At times, you just feel like taking time and wondering what you can do in the future, if you're good enough to make it, or what will become of you. I have food, shelter, a caring family, school, I have all I need to prepare myself, and then some. But sometimes, it feels like it's out of reach, because of my own incompetence. Everytime I feel like I've accomplished something, or made something great in my eyes, I always try to deprecate it, and keep myself grounded, in fear of falling flat on my face. I just don't wanna grow a big head, cause then failure will be even more heart-wrenching and psyche shattering. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


...Funny thing is, a couple of days ago, I found myself possessed by the inexplicable urge to punch a couple of dozen of faces in because they were espousing views that I disagreed with, even if they weren't directing it at me and I just happened to be passing by.


Fortunately, faces were not punched in, and the feeling eventually passed. But it's pretty terrible to realise that you've become what you hate and you hate what you've become, even if it's for that one moment. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Pyrite}} Pirate]]'''---]


No I'm fat so I should be dead. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Losing weight is hard. ._.]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I love my fiancee. Life blows right now, I can't say that enough, but I love my fiancee and that's always enough. She's beautiful and kind and sweet and gentle and amusing and adorable and clever and talented and creative and and and all the things. She's amazing and every day I am glad to be with her. ~ [---[[Tropers/{{Exelixi}} Exe]]---]


'''Alma''':30 pages since I last checked in here. Motherofgod.jpg


'''Top''':I got shipped with a nickel! :D


'''Phoenixor''':You'd be amazed how quickly the pages fly by.


'''Yin Noob''':Noob!Yin/Yin!Noob Hooray handle switch.


'''Sixth''':Where's Sixth[…] Archive binging on why Smogon is a terrible community XD


'''Yoob''':Well, you're back! Hi! Now you're in the S.S Love Cruise! @Phoenixor:Who doesn't like harems? Everybody secretly wished they have one. [[{{BadLiar}} Well, except me, of course.]] [[spoiler:Stop using emoticons. Stopeeeeeeeeeet.]]


Alma/Virgin Mary/Top/Nickle [=OT4=]!


'''Phoenixor''':Whatever you say, Yinnoob.


'''Top''':@Yoob: V-Virgin Mary? :D


'''Yoob''':Who doesn't like the Virgin Mary? She's an okay person, and well, most young men have a thing for young housewives right? [[spoiler:Where is Mad Skillz, who said it was his bread and butter.]]


[[spoiler:Oh god I hope I'm not being offensive. Don't get mad, don't get mad, don't get mad...]] @Top:Well, Alma said Motherofgod.jpg.


'''Yin Noob''': Arha/Twentington


@Alma:[[{{Gargoyles}} Woot]], [[{{Fanboy}} Demona]]!


'''Terl''':The Yoob has spoken, Virgin Mary/Mad Skillz must be so. As must they add a ''Gargoyles'' character to the ship.


'''Top''':I can dig Alma/Virgin Mary/Me/Nickel. But I get to go with the Nickel first!


EDIT:There is no such thing as a pagetopper in this thread that isn't embarrassing. :S


'''Yoob''' (in her mind): Exactly. We should record all the hilarious happenings in the shipping thread. XD


'''Chills''':Strong with the Dom side, you are. Powerful you may become, if give in you do.


'''Top''':Strong with the Dom side? How do you figure that?


'''Chills''':Much potential I sense in you, young Ocean.


'''Top''':How do I tap into this potential? How can I gain such power?!


'''(Yoob in her mind)''':Tap into his ass, dammnit!


'''Chills''': Feel your inner kinkiness, you must. Within your mind, the answers lie.


'''Yoob''': [=*Copies everything and then realizes she wasn't late.*=] @Top: Tap into his ass, dammnit! Oh wait, I'm not late. XD


'''Chills''':Within one's ass, only poop can be found. :3


'''Yoob''':Or pleasure. Poop, or pleasure. Or the pleasure of pooping. [[{{Scat}} Or pooping with pleasure.]]


'''Top''': @Yoob: :D @Chills: My inner kinkiness? All I can find in my inner kinkiness is boobs...


'''Chills''':Excellent! Now learn how to harness and control the power of boobs. Bend them to your will! XD


'''Yoob''':Use that love of boobs to attract mates, young Ocean. >:3



'''Top''':@Top&Yoob: B-But how? :O It would only get me trouble with those who have boobs!


EDIT: What is it with weird ass pagetoppers and me tonight! [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He got the Award of Pagetopping, Bug of Honor and Cupcake of Awesome for being a good sport and a fun guy!]]


'''Chills''':You must master their boobs before their boobs master you.


'''Top''':That actually sounded like a {{Koan}}. :D How does one master the boobs?


'''Chills''':To master boobs, you must first understand them. Know the exact curves, the exact textures of each part - the sideboob, the underboob, the cleavage and most importantly: the nipple.
When you lick the nipples, don't just lick with your tongue. Lick with your mind, allowing you to gain insight into their nipple-y power and direct it as you see fit. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Chills deserved the Bug of Honor, Cupcake of Awesome and The Boobs of Power Award!]]


'''Top''':You are channeling Cr1tikal my good sir! :O


'''Chills''':'''''But beware, for you can only approach the nipple once you have completed the other areas. Like ascending a spiral shaped mountain, you must zero in on your goal, braving great challenges along the way!''''' [[spoiler:Bolded for emphasis!]]


'''Yoob''':Wow you're good, Chills. You have a [=PH.D=] for ''Boobology'', didn't you? [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:I dunno what the right term with it, but who cares. XD]] And you graduated with the [=B.S=] for Best Page Toppers. >:3


'''Chills''':Theoretical Boobology, to be precise. I hope to upgrade to practical soon, though. XD


'''Top''':@Yoob:-''is inspired''- :O Hooray! :D [[spoiler:Dying of embarrassment XD]]


'''Yoob''':...I'm aiming to graduate from Philosophical Boob Studies. But, I have a long way to go, and must finish Psychology first.


Stuff happens, unfortunately, and I guess it's up to us to adjust and go along with the flow. But I guess for every random bad thing that happens, a series of events conspires to make an equal amount of random good stuff too. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:She received the Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge!]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


If I can't trust my parents with that sort of information, then I don't trust them at all. That's kind of the way I see it with regards to romantic partners as well. If I thought that they were the sort of person who'd take advantage of my trust to steal from me or spy on me, then why the hell would I be dating this person? I think I'd rather not live my life constantly paranoid that my loved ones will snap and try to hurt me, and I need to be constantly guarding myself against it. ~ [[Tropers/{{LoniJay}} Froggy]]


;u; I... why, thank you! It is with humility that I accept this Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge! -random applause- Thanks to [[spoiler:the Academy]] for this truly great honor! ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I'm a privacy whore, so I'm not one for sharing passwords and the like. I get why other people do it, but the IT Security guy within me wouldn't let me off with it. He would murder me from the inside. With sharp things. ~ [[Tropers/{{TopographicOcean}} Top]]


'''Mont''':"There was a fireplace upstairs, might have a poker, " Ruthie said, "Barring that, you could always search the trunk of my car."


'''Noob''':"How about some of us stay searching here in the basement, ''and the rest get it in Ruthie' car?'' I think we have enough evidence to conclude that '''no physical manifestations of pain and despair seek to pick us off one by one.'''"


'''Evil Santa''':"Sounds like a good plan, " said Raymond. "I'll be one of the one to stay down here. The rest of you can either stay here and search as well, or ''go and search in Ruthie's trunk.'' It might also be a good idea to bring back that ''hot poker'' on your return trip, in case nothing else works out." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:The Seekers [=RP=]. Better search in Ruthie's trunk, alright. XD]]


'''Mont''':Ruthie pursed her lips. "'''I'll have you know that my trunk is neither so big nor so messy that I'd need a whole search party to find a prise-bar in it.'''" She patted down her pockets to make sure that she had her keys on her, rather than in her back-pack. "I'll go fetch it, " she said when she felt them in her right back-pocket. She crossed the room and climbed the stairs to the ground floor. [[note]] Yep. You're the only one who have access with your trunk, alright. And no need for the whole party to look for a crow bar in her trunk, she could get it out herself. :P [[/note]]


'''Noob''':"Yeah, but.." Greg climbed up the stairs, and followed Ruthie. "I need to get my watch back. Plus, a couple of minutes distanced from this God-forsaken mansion is always a good thing.." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He's totally not going to rape Ruthie, will he?]]


Don't know about the rest, but I think part of what makes crushes different from friends is that romantic feelings spawn a bit of giddiness. And then the person delights you so much that your desire to have a place near them can lead to some nuttiness.

...-hands cookie- ~ [[Tropers/{{Immi}} Cookie Monster]]


Hey Guys You know what? Getting so worked up over a Forum Game is stupid. It's a ''Forum Game'' guys. Something you do for ''fun.'' Calm down. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{WackyPancake}} Pancakes]]'''---]


Always wanna talk with you. :) Sometimes it's just not possible to do. ^^; ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I think Immi's right about that: the difference between a crush and friendship is that a crush gives you an emotional high, compared to the leisurely pacing of friendship.

I've already said this, but I've only had two RL crushes in my entire life, and they were the steady and sweet type. Like when I felt down and he passed by, I feel warm and fuzzy inside.


'''[REDACTED]''' is weird. That is the thing you should keep in mind. When it comes to romance logic usually takes precedence for me, so I end up thinking "I can't confess to you because it would be bad for the both of us. I need to stand back. I'm content with seeing you happy."


But the day I realized that is the day I got on this strange sort of emotional high thing. The thing about me is that I'm either a happy bubbly person or a very sad and moody person. If neither of the two, I seem rather emotionless. So I sort of needed my emotional fix, I needed to see him to find that happy bubbly feeling, I felt like the world would end if I didn't see him or something. I was feeling down and lonely before I met him. Now that I had made a promise to myself to keep away, I felt like I needed to see him more and more, make sure he was okay, or something. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and all that.


But I guess, well... it's a thing that you need to deal with. You need to wean yourself off of dependence on that person, you know? I really hate that part of romance — that you can't exactly form a logical solution to it. (One of the things that makes me think I won't ever find a romantic partner, along with my general Cloudcuckoolander-ness...) So you'll have to find other ways to distract yourself in the meantime.


You're right, it's unhealthy to be too dependent on another person. It's one of the things we need to learn if we want to grow emotionally has human beings. It's a pretty simple solution: don't stalk him. Do something else in the meanwhile.


Unfortunately, simple doesn't necessarily equate to easy.


I think the reason why you're acting like that is because compared to the fuzzy chaotic-ness of a crush, the usually normal, quiet silence afterwards is almost unbearable. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Yep. You're...right.]]


'''Mont''':"But this one has a square around it. Now, the square, in many occult beliefs, represents several things; the four cardinal directions, the four seasons, the four stages of life. Commonly, it is associated with stasis, immutability and being grounded. ''In other terms, it is associated with fixation - and it is used to fix things in place...'' '''''trap them'''''..." [[note]] Hehe. Trap. [[/note]]


''Ruthie stepped closer to Myers until she was literally breathing down his neck. She dropped her voice.'' [[spoiler:Oooh. BST?]]


"So...when I see a Solomonic triangle inside a square, I'm thinking...''someone tried to call something there...and then they trapped it and sealed it into the ground with that square...''" [[spoiler:RAPE.]]


She leaned in a little closer and dropped her voice yet again, adding a bit of a rasp to it. "Now, what do you think, Mr. Myers? ''What sort of entity did they call down there, and why did they trap it?'' [[spoiler:GREG. He's obviously a traaaaap.]] When we crack open that concrete, will we be taking the lid off some sort of sealed evil?"


Ruthie switched to an ominous whisper. "''What are we going to set free, Mr. Myers?''"


[[spoiler:Your libido. >:3]]


Gah. Here I was, sleeping peacefully, when suddenly the doorbell goes. Me goes: 'Wut? Who? Why? It's 5 o'clock, for Heaven's sake!', but since the doorbell keeps going, I go to the kitchen window to check who it is (we don't have a buzzer or one of those talking-things).

Turns out, it's my neighbour's friend. They went to some party together, but then they seperated and went to different parties or something, and now he was thinking that my neighbour is already back and wants to pick up his back-pack. Except, that my neighbour isn't back yet - hence the door-belling me out of bed.

Well, me pads down to the icy ground floor and lets him in, albeit somewhat grumpily. He goes: "Did I wake you?" [[note]] Am I being a bother? [[/note]] Me stares a little. "Mate. It's bloody five of the bloody clock. What do you think?" [[note]] Of course you are, you dumbass, it's five in the bloody morning! [[/note]]

Unbelievable.

[ /end rant ] I'm going back to sleep. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


AND THIS JUST IN My mom just arrived and she showed me a pair of shoes she bought for me for the graduation. Guess what?


They were two left shoes. OHMAIGODWATISTHIS ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


The argument about 'killing the chance at a soul' is like saying, 'if you are male and pass a woman on the streets and don't hump her, you've gone against the will of God because you prevented a potential soul from being created'. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{Montmorencey}} Mont]]---]'''


Master Baker. Say it aloud, and say it fast. THIS IS THE YOUNG MASTER BAKER'S STORY, HE WAS VERY, VERY LONELY. AND YOU CAN TELL WHAT HAPPENED NEXT- COOKIES! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


If you'll ever run for president, what would your slogan be? [[hottip:*:My personal favorite is "Vote for me and I'll make you all my bitches."]]


I remember having a photo from a trip to Italy with a friend of mine in front of a statue of some woman where I covered the area below. [[spoiler:This is a page-topper. XD]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Quag15}} Quag]]'''---]


Well, I think I text him waaay too much. I keep apologising for being annoying, yet he keeps saying that I'm not. I just keep needing reassurance. He's being perfectly kind, and he's helped my self-esteem a lot (he told me last night to not hate myself). I DON'T KNOOOOOOOW. I KEEP DIGGING MYSELF A DEEPER GRAVE I'M SO CONFUSED -______- [[note]] Oh Danniee. Dealing with the same problem as me. So cute. [[/note]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{NerdBird}} Dannieee]]'''---]


'''Hachi being emo about being weak and vulnerable, and then a bunch of ''ninjas'' appeared.'''


'''Top''':@Hachi: You need to let it out somehow! At least this place is set up so that you can feel vulnerable without being trampled on. @Kay:Sounds good to me.


'''Chills''':@Hachi:Unfortunately, when you're feeling weak and vulnerable, you sorta have to put up with being weak and vulnerable until you find your strength. Also, NINJAS!


'''Top''':Ooo, ooo, I'm small and lithe enough to be a Ninja! -trips on shuriken and dies-


'''Kay''':~stabs Topo's shoulder~ ... Meh.


'''Top''':...I'm not even a good pincushion ._. [[http://static.mediatropes.info/pmwiki/pub/images/20209055_AVA_TVT677.jpg Top's avatar.]] >:3


We don't really do Halloween in Australia, but I once made a kickass Doctor Octopus costume with my dad when I was eleven.
[----Used mum's pregnancy coat as a longcoat.----] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{SR3NORMANDY}} Sir Normandy]]'''---]


'''Strawberry''':Society's a bitch. Especially when you have a 1 as the first digit of your age.


'''Rick''':It is, indeed.


'''Defender''':[[spoiler:Man, 1 year olds have it rough.]] Indeed. 17 in particular I've found.


'''Rick''':Teens.


'''Hachi''':Yup. A year too young to be legal, and the only adult thing a 16-17 year could do was to drive. They aren't even old enough to drink. Don't get me started on other adult stuff...


'''Spazz''':Not quite what I meant. [[note]] Was talking about wearing costumes. [[/note]]


'''Hachi''':I uh...only read Strawberry's comment and quoted it. Sorry Spazz. XD


That reminds me of something kinda similar back when I was in high school.

I was hanging out with some friends from the school's rock/metal band, as well as some of their friends. When one of the friends of friends found out that I was single, he suggested setting me up with someone. Later in the evening, I told all of them about the girl I was crushing on at the time.

For some reason, they all knew where she lived (we all lived kinda close to the school, and she did as well) so we walked over to her house and they started goading me into knocking on her door and confessing my love for her. I refused, saying that doing it like that would come off as creepy and get me rejected.

We then had a good laugh as we imagined me (at the time wearing a black hoodie, black pants and black combat boots) knocking on the door and saying HELLO, I'M HERE TO SEE <name> to her parents and freaking them the fuck out. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{VolatileChills}} Chills]]'''---]


'''Egg''': Couldn't you make more if you advertised a porn movie and showed a horror movie?


'''Terl''':Nah, Porn trumps almost everything else in this world. ''Word of Mouth would ruin it quickly.'' But to re-rail stuff a bit Egghead X Porn-trailer horror movies


'''Loose Cannon''':Loose Cannon/Math


'''Danniee''':Nerd Bird/Not Math XD


'''Phoenixor''':Not Math is always a good partner.


'''Murky''':Indeed.


'''Sixth''':Math I'm good at. Applying it, not so much.


'''Khan''':Not Math is a horrible partner. It always loses your money and forgets to pay you back.


'''Indy''':I used to love math.


Until one day.


I took Trigonometry.


Now I hate it.


'''Immi''':Math and I have a love/hate relationship. Mostly hate.


'''Murky''':Math is a business partner. Not a relationship I have for pleasure. :P


'''Mikey''':Math's your asshat roommate that you can't get rid of. He's a jerk, and he eats all your food and spends all your money, but he helps you out every now and again, so you keep him around. XD


'''Danniee''':Math is Scumbag Steve.


Well, the getting amused to talking to a bunch of people is a healthy thing, you do realize? XD And it's natural to wait around for replies, as long as you don't expect them to reply within the second you hit "Send". Or hour, if said person is me.


It's not weakness, it's called being human (~=u=)~ We're social beings and we depend on each other every day: for food, shelter, pay, moral support, etc. It's hardwired into our brains to need to talk to at least one person each day, and we would go quite insane if we didn't, not to mention dead. As long as you keep in mind that the other person is also bound by the mortal coil it's all good.


Watching sad stuff when feeling sad makes you sadder. 100% scientifically proven. :P Had to learn that the hard way a few days ago with fanfiction, dagnabbit So... don't do it. Read Yotsuba or something equally happy~


I've already saved your cell number somewhere, but the parental units would murder me if I texted you. Sorry. ;_; ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


Jonathan still sounds better. =3= Jojo is weird! I mean, say it out loud. "Joh joh". Next the small "j" just doesn't fit next to the "o"! Actually, "j" just doesn't look good repeating itself in a sentence. And look at that name! "Jojo". No no no no no, repeating syllables? Pfft.


/random rant


I have that tendency as well. Ever since I archive binged Sherlock Holmes (that is totally awesome ouo) I have been speaking a bit weirdly, like saying "ought" instead of "should".
Thankfully nothing I ever read will make me use "ejaculated" instead of "said". XD
And after reading some Discworld, well, let's say I'm glad I haven't died of blood loss yet.
... And don't get me started on Joestar. :U ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I think you over-think your posts. Look, what's the worst thing that can happen? If people misunderstand, you'll notice when they reply and you can correct them. That's the awesome thing about online-communication, because it's in writing, you can pick up on small discrepancies better. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Message One: My problem's the exact opposite; I need to learn when speaking out my mind and when to zip it. [[note]] Hehehe...cute. [[/note]]


Message Two: And this isn't as much as a problem as it is a quirk brought by my own stupidity, but I WILL go to the nearest dictionary or search bar on even the most basic words, if as much as a seed of doubt is planted on my understanding of a word. [[note]] And thank you for helping me when I feel down and out. [[/note]]


Message Three: Even the simplest words, such as amoral and galvanize.


Message Four: Amoral is devoid of any sort of moral code, and galvanize is to stimulate as if lightning struck the rod. Yeah, hahaha, insert sex joke here. [[note]] One company for another; Equivalent exchange!! [[/note]]


Message Five: Oh, I was using galvanize wrong. It's '''LITERTALLY''' to stimulate using an electric current. Can't feel passion for nothing? [[hottip:x:Hehehe. Cute.]]


[9:15:44 AM] X: It's fine, don't worry. It's not stupid to not want to talk about something


[9:15:54 AM] X: it's okay c: I'm not gonna force you too.


[9:16:09 AM] X: And I would never get upset at you saying that, don't worry c:


And not hating isn't a bad thing! It's good, to some degree. I just hope you know that you're better off without that person in your life and you really deserve so much better! ~ X


Of course people in stories would have more interesting lives. Stories are life with the dull part cut out. Real people lead lives of mostly dull suffering, with some happy highlights. Anyone who says otherwise is either a liar, rich, from another civilization, or has an exceptional kind of brain. That's reality, for now, for most of us. And, when faced with this kind of dark truth, there's Five Stages of Grief, and I recommend skipping to the last one: acceptance. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


'''Handle''':Please, look around you. Do you really see happy, well-adjusted people? I only see miserable souls getting by.


'''Kay''':Hey, some people are happy and stuff. :C


'''Handle''':kay, they get by with a little help from their friends. Friends are what makes life worth living. And knowledge. And fiction. And nice food. And love, but then it can backfire and make you want to kill yourself.
Mostly, it's friends. [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=jBDF04fQKtQ Related video.]]


People remember stuff but at the sime time it's important to know that just because you can remember something doesn't mean you can't put it past you. It's an important part of growing up as a person, something that a lot of people don't realize, learning to live with your mistakes and with the stuff that hurts to remember but just move on, especially if it involves other people, but like I said, it's just a matter of not letting things like that haunt you forever, and just let go of them c: Doesn't mean you have to forget as though it never happened, but you also need to just leave it as that. Something that happened once and is no longer able to hurt you ~ X


'''Danniee''':Here's the entire Harem shipped together:

''Nerd Bird x JR x Mike x Gear x Hachi x NES x Chrissie x Dhana x Quag x Sixxy x Eskay x Khanty x Alma x Mad x Hopey x Sky x Landy.


'''JR''':Dammit not the harem orgy again. Just focus on the girls Jon, focus on the girls.


'''Quag''': What's the matter? Don't you feel comfortable? XD


'''JR''':[[{{Squick}} Ewww ahh]]


Leave me alone. I don't want any HoYay.


I'm as straight as a ruler. I LIKE GIRLS.


'''Quag''':Well, you know, rulers sometimes... bend. XD

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'''JR''': Not if they're wooden or metal.


'''(Jinny in her mind)''':Well that explains why you have a wooden ruler sticking out after all that gay love.


'''Quag''':Are you saying you've got the wood? XD Or do you melt when under the heat? XD


Ok, maybe I'll stop with the puns.


'''JR''':Yes you should stop with the puns. God I walked into that one.


'''Sixth''':So JR walks into a bar… -shot-


'''Egg''':@JR and Quag: The joke goes "So is spaghetti, until it gets wet.". XD


'''Danniee''':I think this would be an appropriate time to quote Electric Six lyrics.


'''GIIIIRL, I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAAAAAH'''


'''JR''':[[{{GeorgeTakei}} Ohh myyy]]

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...Don't do self-deprecating humour, ever, not even of yourself as an individual. Stand tall, and be proud of your mistakes; they are the proof that you can afford to make them and still be fine afterwards. Be especially proud of the mistakes from which you have learned, not only not to make the same mistake, but not to make any similar mistake, ever. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Self-worth is itself a worthless concept, when it comes to loving oneself. Giving an individual "worth" presumes that there is a goal they must be optimized for. Society may assign you a worth, even a monetary net worth. Different social groups, with different value scales, will value you differently. But what's the point of you evaluating yourself? Others may think of you as a tool for their ends, and approval and disapproval are their instruments to stir you so that you may suit them better. But when you are your own tool, you don't need to do that.
You don't need to follow that pattern when thinking of yourself. Your self-feedback is excellent, you just need to strip that feeling of "insecurity" from it, that "frowning upon oneself". So you did something in not-the-best-way? It's good that you noticed. Next time, do it better. That is all. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


But I have come to understand that, if the other, average people, can tolerate themselves, and each other, for all of their flaws and their pettiness, then we, too, can forgive ourselves, accept the hand that we were dealt with, and make the best of it.


Sensitivity such as ours is a double-edged sword, but if we learn to wield it, we can live far richer lives than those who are comfortably numb. Let us not give up on life, just because it is painful and frightening. Let us not give up on ourselves, just because we fall short of our standards. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Emotions can be painful, but they're what make us human. That, and sentience. But that's besides the point.
It definitely drives me nuts as well. Reminds me of my past failures and regrets and wishes that will never come true...but I also look at it as a way to learn from past experience what doesn't work, what I've been doing wrong, and to try to steer myself in a better direction (even if I'm not the most successful at that—I certainly try[[hottip:*:OH-MY-GOD, DO I TRYYY~]], though). ~ [---''' Odd'''---]


I think accepting folk for what shape they are is just as restrictive as accepting folk for what shape they should be, myself. I think that we should endeavor to accept people for the shape they want to be, within limits of health and safety. If someone wants to gain or lose weight, then that is fine, so long as they do so responsibly. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{OhnoaBear}} Bear]]'''---]


'''Bunnie''':I can hear the pitter-patter of raindrops outside. I love rain, even light showers. ~u~


'''Hachi''':There's no rain here. ._. I love rain too. I remember saying at class one time "When I see it's raining outside, it makes me happy. I love how raindrops feel on my skin." [[spoiler:Sucks how dirty rain is. ;_;]]


'''Bunnie''':... How dirty ''is'' rain, exactly? ._.


'''Hachi''':...It evaporates who knows what kind of water. Did you notice how smelly sometimes rain is? ''That's acid rain.'' ;_;


'''Bunnie''':It's raining really hard now. =.= Y'know, that's one of the things I like about this place: usually cloudy, and rains well. Also, trees. ouo


'''Hachi''':I like trees. They make places feel really cold. I like the cold, makes hugging a blanket and pillow comfier.


Also, I like hugging stuff.


..........


I really like trees and rain. Watching leaves fall are awesome. Do you like watching leaves fall from trees? [[spoiler:Bunnie and Hachi's having a fail small-talk XD]]


I'd like to take a moment to say that I love Stolen By Faeries. Not that way, not anymore, but... I love her for not giving up on me, no matter how much of a shitty excuse of a friend I am most of the time. She showed me that helping is worthwhile and hard work sometimes does work. She makes the best jokes, brings along good taste wherever she goes, lends an understanding ear in bad times and always gives a voice of reason without fail. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Betterthanstrawberry}} BTS]]'''---]


Well, it can snow peacefully, but it can also tackle you right into face, stripping you off what little dignity you have left. :D ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I'm upset a while ago since I almost broke up with someone because I had feelings for someone else, stronger in fact.


But why sink a ship before it had a chance to set sail? Why cry over a ship that sunk before it happened? All I've gotta do is make the best out of what we [[note]] the one I'm with [[/note]] have, and keep staying as friends, taking things slow. We never know what might happen in the future, so all I've got to do is think of the best that might happen, no matter how uncertain it is.


You know why you should be scared? You should be scared because if it's true that everybody has an enemy, and that if you don't have an enemy something's wrong, then the only answer to the mystery of you not having an enemy is that your enemy is an assassin. A ninja assassin.

So it is the appropriate reaction to be very, very afraid. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I have to admit I also don't know much about your situation in particular so I don't know who "she" is and similar things. Also I feel wierd giving you advice since most of the time you realize this stuff yourself and it feels more like when your posting you are actually talking to yourself rather then anyone else (mind you, not necessarily a bad thing) :p. But sometimes it helps to hear it from someone else so here goes:

Telling "her" all these things will almost always lead to her thinking you are being smug or superior, especially when she is complaining to you and wants pity not advice. Not falling for that is the correct thing to do but in the end the only one who can help her is herself and she needs to realize that. In the end I can't tell you whether cutting off your ties is the correct thing to do because I simply don't know.

As for the friends telling you when you are pissing them off, I also suffer these insecurities rather often but Immi is right there. I mean I tell them they should tell me when they take issue with something about me. But alas most of the time I still spend all the time worrying about whether I'm doing something wrong. Either way, I've found it's not wrong to tell them to mind their health, but if they simply won't listen repeating it a hundred times won't help. It's the same thing as above. As you said, they live their own lives with their own consequences and while it may be hard to do it sometimes, you can't spent your entire life worrying about others. If they know what they are doing is bad for their health, then it is their informed decision as individuals. And they need to accept that you as an individual also make your choices and if living healthily is one of them there's nothing wrong with it. If they can't do that, well what can I say? In the end the one who's important is you and only you. So yeah being selfish is no fault as long as you don't completely disregard everyone else as ants to be crushed to your liking. That's taking it into extremes. Don't hate your personality. It's a part of you after all and rather then forcing yourself to change for the sake of others, others need to accept you for who you are. That is not to say trying to improve oneself is wrong. But there shouldn't be self-loathing involved. As for not being you anymore when you change, people always and constantly change. There is no defined you. You are who you are. ~ Haukka

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[[folder:Random Sing-alongs]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs.]]
* If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys [[note]] Fuck you! I love that song! Even when people kept singing that in the karaoke!!! [[/note]]
** -Ahem-
** ''Yeaaaaaaaah. Oooooh.''
** ''Some people live'' for the ''fortune''
** '''''Some''' people live just for the '''fame'''''
** ''Some people live for the power, yeah''
** ''Some people live just to play the game''
** Some ''people think'' that ''the physical things''
** Define what's within
** And I've been there before, but that life's a bore
** ''So full of the superficial''
** ''Some people want it all''
** ''But I '''don't''' want nothing at all''
** ''If it ain't you, baby''
** ''If it ain't got you, baby''
** Some people want ''onion rings''
** Some just want ''everything''
** But ''everything'' means ''nothing''
** ''If I ain't got you, yeah''
* [[http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/taylorswift/picturetoburn.html Picture to Burn - Taylor Swift]] [[note]] Hmph. >:| [[/note]]
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_4jI8PvtaQ Lies - Big Bang]] [[note]] I rarely like K-Pop, but this song is funnier the more I hear this. xD [[/note]]
** Hello? Hello?
*** ''..Ah...'' [[spoiler:xD]]
** '''''Yeah''''', ''love is pain.''
** ''Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people.'' ''Yeah.''
** ''One's old flame. '''''Yeah.''''' Just scream my name.'' '''''Damn.'''''
** ''And I'm so sick of love songs.''
** ''Yeah, I hate them damn love songs.''
** ''Mementos of ours.''
** ''Gojidmal!'' [[spoiler:o-o]]
** ''Late night, you come with the falling rain my mind begins to stir with the wet memories.''
** ''Even if I swear to myself I can live without you.''
** ''But I can't help it.''
** ''I fill my heart with alcohol, but I still feel empty.''
** ''The days without you feel so long.''
** ''I beg heaven to please erase you.''
*** '''(It's all a lie.)'''
** '''''Without you I can't smile, tears don't even form.'''''
** '''''I don't want to live anymore.'''''
** ''It's wrong, it pisses me off.''
*** ''I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you.''
** ''I can't see you'' '''''even if I want to.'''''
** ''It's over, I'll be right there.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
*** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''Can I forget it all slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** '''''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.'''''
** ''The song I put my everything into and sung for you.''
*** ''[People probably don't know.]''
** ''Alone, without anyone knowing.''
** ''Yeah, the lies I made.''
** ''I've been left alone, keep roaming with the loneliness.''
** ''The note for separation crumbled in my pocket.''
** ''Where are you?''
** ''The habit of calling you.''
** ''I want to change.''
** '''''I want to laugh everything over.'''''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing you had let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''Can I forget you slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** ''Hope everything's a dream.''
** ''For being able to do only this.''
** ''I still can't forget you.''
** ''No, even eventually, even after death.''
** ''Has the scar I gave you healed?''
** ''I'm sorry for not being able to anything for you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's all a lie.''
** '''I'm so sorry, but I love you.'''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** '''Can I forget it all slowly?'''
** ''So I can be hurt.''
*** '''''Bye, bye.'''''
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYz3wJwWUx0 Hope - Hanatan]] [[note]] I LOVE CLANNAD...and probably the song for LDR things. Subtle, yes. xD [[/note]]
** [[spoiler:''Myself'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Where'']]
*** [[spoiler:''White'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Black'']]
** '''''I want to see you, but still'''''
*** '''''Tears are falling and isn't that enough?'''''
** '''''My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart'''''
** '''''And that unreachable voice still echoes'''''
** ''Let our luck always continue''
** ''Is what I used to think''
** ''And I called out your name as the light disappeared''
** ''And the coming night will be so long..''
** ''You're the best person to have ever lived''
** ''You're smiling even now''
** ''Your gentle being''
** ''Has completely filled''
** ''Even the deepest pieces of my heart''
** ''Locked away''
** ''It's very precious,''
** ''Your smile''
** ''Disappearing''
*** ''Living''
*** ''To be born''
*** ''To die''
*** ''I was''
*** ''Found but''
*** ''Your light''
*** ''It's already''
*** ''Gone away from here''
** '''''You're the best person to have ever lived'''''
** '''''You're smiling even now'''''
** '''''Your gentle being'''''
** '''''Has completely filled'''''
** '''''Even the deepest pieces of my heart'''''
*** '''''Locked away'''''
** '''''It's very precious,'''''
*** '''''Your smile...'''''
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[[caption-width-right:250:When I was sixteen, two years ago. Goddamn I feel and look ''old'', but this is better. I guess.[[strike:Chaji and I got permed at the same time.]]]]
* Go!!! Fighting Dreamers - Flow [[note]] Hehehe. This cheers me up~! [[/note]]
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers,''
*** '' aiming high''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** ''not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** '' because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! ''
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** '' (Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' At the middle of a grim fighting road, we up man's map;'''''
*** '''''where do we go?'''''
** '''''The plant-eating crow plunders that and escapes'''''[[spoiler:(?????)]]
** ''''' Now, the eye of the heart only opens to make sure of the present! '''''
*** '''''(Yeah!) '''''
*** ''''' There is nothing lost, so let's turn back!'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-!
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' The creeping soundless shadow always puzzles us'''''
** ''''' The big short burst of wind increases the swell as it blows over'''''
** ''''' The sharp raised blade cuts open my tomorrow!'''''
*** ''''' (Yeah!) '''''
** ''''' Whatever the guarantee, its not anywhere it seems!?'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''''' We are Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with these best friends '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' swallowing up everything '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with high ambitions '''''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''(Don't forget your first impulse ever) ''
*** ''(Let's keep your adventurous ever)''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
* That's What You Get - Paramore
** '''''I wonder, how am I supposed to feel'''''
** '''''When you're not here?'''''
** ''''''Cause I burned every bridge I ever built'''''
** '''''When you were here'''''
* Haruka Kanata - Asian Kung-fu Generation
** ''Hit the gas!''
*** ''There's no need to finagle,''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll go all through the night.''
** ''I'll complain at the end, ''
*** ''the balance is zero, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll whittle the days away...''
** ''When you open your heart a little,''
*** ''and pull someone close to you, ''
** ''Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, ''
*** ''yeah...''
** ''Hurry it up! ''
*** ''Wring it out! ''
** ''Though my legs are all tangled, ''
*** ''they will surely take me far... ''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it, '''''
** '''''If it isn't you, then what's the point?'''''
** ''So I'll go further and further away!''
** ''Hit the gas! ''
*** ''There's no need to finagle, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** '''''We'll go all through the night. '''''
** '''''I'll complain at the end, '''''
*** '''''the balance is zero, '''''
*** '''''oh yeah! '''''
** '''''We'll whittle the days away...'''''
** '''''When you open your heart a little, '''''
*** ''''' and pull someone close to you,'''''
** ''''' Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, '''''
*** ''''' yeah...'''''
** ''''' Hurry it up! '''''
*** ''''' Wring it out!''''' [[spoiler:Wring ''what'' out, again?]]
** '''''Though my legs are all tangled, '''''
*** '''''they will surely take me far... '''''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it,'''''
** '''''If it isn't you,'''''
*** '''''then what's the point?'''''
** '''''So I'll go far into the distance...'''''
** '''''Your world will become a thing of deceit '''''
** '''''painted all in white...'''''
* '''Rewrite - Asian Kung-fu Generation'''
** ''Wanting to spit out the jarred thoughts is''
*** ''Because there's no other proof of my existence''
*** ''My future that I should've grabbed hold is''
*** ''Conflicting between "dignity" and "freedom"''
** '''Wanting to erase the distorted afterimage is'''
*** '''Because I'll see my limit over there'''
*** '''In the window of the excessively self-conscious me'''
*** '''There are no dates in last year's calendar'''
** '''Erase and rewrite'''
*** '''The pointless ultra-fantasy'''
*** '''The unforgettable sense of being'''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
** ''After cutting my feelings that grew, I cry''
*** ''After realizing that after all, I'm just a mediocrity, I cry''
** ''Erase this depressed heart, this dirty lie''
*** ''And rewrite''
*** ''The pointless ultra-fantasy''
*** ''The unforgettable sense of being''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
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[[folder: Vandalism inserted by Desu-kun~]]

* [[LightNovel/FateZero What shines upon the thin branch\\
Is a future that forgot to bloom,\\
Still regretting as it drops its leftover buds.]] -the ''[[@/{{desdendelle}} Irregular Apocalypse]]''
** Oh, so that's how you put a poem. .__. I shall PM you lots! Sucks how I didn't play Fate but loved the manga to bits~ XD
* And now I've left my mark on your page. Ha. -drops cookie- - @/{{DarkDestruction}}
* May the light of fortune shine forever more upon you. - @/{{Xargnio}}
** Likewise. *glomps* I shall attack you with [=PMs=] too. I'll vandalize after you finish yours. :>]
*** Bugger, I'm weak against being attacked! My attack is high but my defense is low! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** SUPER GLOMP!!! [=*glomps*=]
*** CRITICAL HIT! IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** [=*Still glomping*=]
* I HAVE CLAIMED YOUR PAGE IN THE NAME OF THE SPOON GOD! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD! ~ @/{{GameSpazzer}}
** Rah! Rah! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD!!! Uh...what about the Fork Goddess? Do you...stab her a lot? Or does she stab you back? Do you have Spork children? x.x
* Don't worry, Hachiko! Senpai will take care of you! - @/{{TehStanman}}
** Thanks Senpai! I'll try be a good Kohai! Lol
* Greetings from Central Europe, [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking the land of decay, misfortune, ridiculousness and pierogies.]] Always nice to see a new person in Forum Games. :) - @/{{Fergard Stratoavis}}
** Nice to meet you too! It's annoying that I need to wait for ten minutes to post though... [=*sweatsdrop*=]
* And suddenly, Badgers. Badgers everywhere. -@/{{Latverian Badger}}
** Hi Lt. Badger! I like The Blue Badger. <3
* Hiya. Just coming to say "welcome" and "[[{{Ashens}} Stay Fresh, Cheesebags]]". Enjoy your stay here. :D - @/{{MobileLeprechaun}}
** I will! I'll stay fresh like a newly baked CUPCAKES!!! Hehehehehehee
* Hi, [[WelcomeToCorneria Welcome to Tv Tropes!]] -@/{{rockmanx}}
** Thanks! [[FridgeBrilliance I'm just new here.]] >ω<
* *noms cupcakes* Thanks Hon!~ @/{{StrawberrytheSecond}} AKA @/{{Jamdat369}}
** I'll bake you another round~ *twirls happily*
* Hello, strange one. Do you require friends? Because [[MyNameIsInigoMontoya my name is]] Tropers/BlakeDiamond, and [[KamenRiderFourze I want to become friends with everyone on this wiki]]!!! (Yeah, I'm a dork) ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
** YES. I'm so lonely. :c
*** Please leave a reply on my page, then. It's low on vandalism :( ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
* ['''REDACTED''']. I know that's you. And ''yes'' we ARE FRIENDS. Stop doubting yourself. I may be an ass, but I really do like you. - @/DeathChariot. Yes, this is ['''REDACTED'''].
** Okay. I hope we'll stay being friends. Just ''friends''
* I got my eye on you, you sly motherfucker. -@/{{Bindlestick}}
** *blushes* W-w-w-what the hell did you mean, Stick-O! D:
* I hope we can get along well, Both here and possibly IRL. -@/{{Strigon}}
** Yeah, we will.
* Bring out the pies! ~ [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Chaji]]
** Sure thing, [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Kaji]]
* You have been vandalized by me. You may feel special now - @/ThatOneGuyNamedX
** *giggles*
* Five-minutes-to-midnight vandalism ATTACK! - [[@/{{Phoenixor}} A sleepy bird.]]
** Pheonix!!! Thanks!!! *glomps*
* So I'm not ''allowed'' to call you Yin? Boy, I must really annoy you :P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Who else.]]
** Yup. Call me Hachiko or Hachi, dood. X3
*** Provided you don't call me "dood" we have a deal >:P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Slendy]]
*** Sure, dood.
*** Oh, Julie... you just had to didn't you? ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Not "dood"]]
**** NOOOOOOOOOOO. Why Julie?!? Dood, what is wrong widju? DX - [[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Not Julie]]
* Couldn't help but see so many vandal entries, that I just couldn't resist. I just hope you enjoy yourself at TvTropes! (I know I'm having a good time.) [[Tropers/NESgamer190 NES]]
** It's not that much though, I just reply to everything. xD Thanks...I'm always looking forward for new ones. Nice meeting you at the Pairing game. :3 *glomps*
* I, @/SR3NORMANDY, with the authority bestowed upon me by myself, hereby vandalise your page in the name of myself. And what are ''you'' going to do about it?
** A huuuuuuuuuuug! I like vandals, sir! *salutes after hugging*
* It is I,King Yggdrasil! All hail New Yggdrasil!-Tropers/XiphosOrochi666
** Arr! You wrote on me wall? Swashbucklingly awesome!
* [=*awkward stare*=] uh... hi ''ate''. -Tropers/{{Passerby}}
** [[{{JokingMode}} ...Ate? Wanna die? Call me ate one more time, and I'll hate you.]]
* Muhahaha. This is a completely random vandalism, and not in any way related to any evil plan to leave my mark on all the Troper pages I pass by. Nope. Move along, now. >:3 - Tropers/{{Bunnie}}
** ...Yes, it is. Excuse me while I take out the mole hammer, Bunnie.
** A ''mole'' hammer? How dare you confuse me for a mole! :O Can you not see the long ears? The soft fur? The cute, adorable, little evil face? ~@/{{Bunnie}}
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* Will you marry me? - Tropers/ChrissieMcNapkins
** No. Thanks for the offer, though. Do you want miso soup instead?
* You always post the best, kindest, most detailed replies on the Insecurity and Anxiety thread... I envy your niceness and patience. Truly. You're like a SAINT or something. <3 Tropers/{{Alma}}
** [[{{ShortenedOutVersion}} Thanks for writing back at my wall. You're awesome.]]
* Knock, knock. :) - {{Tropers/redrosary}}
** Hi, mister! :3
* If anyone asks, I was never here. My clone was the culprit. - [[@/{{Eskay64}} An innocent guy]]
** [[{{TaylorSwift}} I'll never, ever going to tell Indy.]] ''Ever.'' [[note]] Kill me for quoting a Taylor Swift song! >:3 [[/note]]
*** Why would I worry about you telling Indy? [[note]] Quick and painless, slow and painful, quick and painful, or long and painless killing? :3 [[/note]]
**** Because she's going to torture you ''slowly'' for showing her the ways of the clone.
***** B-but slow torture is so... slow! D: And she seems to enjoy having a clone! I think. And now I'm not sure. And now I'm scared. ._.
* HAI JIN! I MADE YOU A VANDALISM. :D -Tropers/TheMike
** Hi Mike! I gave you a hug! :3
* I can't resist! I put a picture on your fridge! ~ @/{{DiurnalBrocolli}}
** Heheh~! Thanks! [---Now where's the photo...---]
* [---I just figured out how to do this!---] ~ @/{{Eternal noob}}
** Vandalizing troper pages or doing something else completely unrelated? -hands a poptart- Just about time for the tea par-tey. >:3
* You picked the best conversation between me and [[Tropers/VolatileChills Chills]] to quote up there! -''bows to the Ebil Henchman''- ~ @/{{Topographic Ocean}}
** Of course, our dear master's jazzy, coffee-loving, ebil intern! Of course! I'm the master lurker, donchaknow? >:3
* So I return to discover you are now my enemy.\\
\\
...We can be friendly enemies, right? :3 - [[@/{{Eskay64}} The Hero of Justice]]
** Of course! I'll only kill you if you threatened the [[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} Evil Overlord]]'s pride and bones. But you wont, so you're okay in my book!
** What about one or the other? Can I threaten pride ''or'' bones? :3
** Nop, still nop.
* Dude! Another Axis Powers Hetalia fan (and a person who likes fanfic writers). Not to mention a fan of Canada? Too cool~ Nice to meet you! @/{{Misuki}}
** Nice to meet you, as well! I hope I could interact with you at the site a lot, since you're pretty cool too!
* Here, have a hug ^_^ -[[@/{{Sixthhokage1}} Sixth]]
* Gasp! It's... a person! -pets the person- --@/{{Eskay 64}}
* You like Sakurasou. I like you. - --@/{{sunember123}}

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1st Jul '13 3:49:46 AM YinHachiko
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I'm sorry for leaving as fast as we'd met.


to:

I'm sorry for leaving It's a shame it ended as fast as we'd met.

met, but it was a great experience and I never regretted it. [[spoiler:I love you.]]

1st Jul '13 3:45:21 AM YinHachiko
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07/01/31: [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=kgpuujtb2vdxu4qdniq6mjto&page=2007 Last post explains my feelings]].


Thank you for being with me for exactly 31 days. I learnt a lot of things when I was with you--especially how to never lose sight over who we are or what we believe in, to continue to do everything I wanted regardless of the outcome, to learn how to let things go and to trust a person wouldn't get frustrated and abandon me if they couldn't understand me.


And that if I found a person who's willing to go through that for me, I'll make sure to be consistent.


...I remembered that I was the type who'd rather wait for someone I could cherish and have a lot of passion for, that I wouldn't settle for anything less. That I need to constantly strive to be the person I want others to be. I learnt how to act and deal with my highs and lows better.


Thank you for making the break up the least painful and stayed up late with me. You're a nice person, and you deserve happiness. I promise I'd contact you if ever I got over you.


I'm sorry for leaving as fast as we'd met.


I want you to believe that you're a great person and even for the short-while, I could proudly say that I love and enjoyed the time I spent with you. Thanks for being receptive and accepting all that love I had to give.


Because of that, I'm glad I met you. Take care. [[note]] The original message was shorter and better. ;_;[[/note]]



[[folder: Specific requirements for a partner.]]
* ...Just be a person I could connect with.
* So. Someone took this space already.
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[[folder: Specific requirements for a partner.]]
* ...Just be a person I could connect with.
* So. Someone took this space already.
[[/folder]]


28th Jun '13 1:50:07 AM YinHachiko
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[[folder: Stuff that I like a lot.]]



[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs?]]
* Digimon World 1 and 2003.
* Ace Attorney Series till Trials and Tribulation
* Dragon Quest III
* Hetalia Axis Powers
** Specifically, Canada and Italy~!
* Pokemon Gen I-IV
** Yellow, Crystal, Ruby and Platinum = <3
* Pokemon Mystery Red and Blue Dungeon
* Pokemon Ranger
* Chocobo Dungeon 2
* Clannad VN
* Fate Zero
* Magical Index
* [[{{JokingMode}} People I like ignoring me.]]
* Things that seem not to sense or aren't important to other people.
* Edit Tip 17. [[note]] Can't help making people feel stupid whenever I do, sadly. [[/note]]
* [=LoL=] NA server: thejinny
* Being added on Skype: yinhachiko
* '''The word paste.'''
* [[spoiler:Perverts.]]
* [[spoiler:Being a Type B {{Tsundere}}.]]
* People writing on the Hachi Troper page, not Jinny.
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to:

[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs?]]
* Digimon World 1 and 2003.
* Ace Attorney Series till Trials and Tribulation
* Dragon Quest III
* Hetalia Axis Powers
** Specifically, Canada and Italy~!
* Pokemon Gen I-IV
** Yellow, Crystal, Ruby and Platinum = <3
* Pokemon Mystery Red and Blue Dungeon
* Pokemon Ranger
* Chocobo Dungeon 2
* Clannad VN
* Fate Zero
* Magical Index
* [[{{JokingMode}} People I like ignoring me.]]
* Things that seem not to sense or aren't important to other people.
* Edit Tip 17. [[note]] Can't help making people feel stupid whenever I do, sadly. [[/note]]
* [=LoL=] NA server: thejinny
* Being added on Skype: yinhachiko
* '''The word paste.'''
* [[spoiler:Perverts.]]
* [[spoiler:Being a Type B {{Tsundere}}.]]
* People writing on the Hachi Troper page, not Jinny.
[[/folder]]





* It's taken already by ''someone'' really, really annoyrable I just wanna squeeze him to death ''with a hug''. >.<

to:

* It's taken already by ''someone'' really, really annoyrable I just wanna squeeze him to death ''with a hug''. >.<So. Someone took this space already.



[[folder:The Laziness Induced Copied Folder.]]

* AchievementsInIgnorance - I rarely quit trying to solve problems in my head, and if I couldn't do it, I'll try to look for different ways to solve it. I could rarely learn from passive learning, I need to experience it first.
* AllergicToRoutine - I get bored easily when it comes to people and experiences, since I only need a few before getting used to it. But it's a different story over having a set of friends I could keep talking to everyday, if possible.
* AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther - I tend to pretend the person I have strong feelings for isn't there, and ignore that SO. Or treat that SO differently compared to other people, in a huge way, without the nice mask.
* BecauseYouWereNiceToMe - Yup. Either a reason for me to tolerate a person or fall for.
* BiTheWay - My first crush was a girl, and I have an attraction to boobs.
** [[{{Hermaphrodite}} Perfect]]. Fucking ''perfect''.
* BreakUpMakeUpScenario - Always, always, ''always'' the staple of most of my relationships---platonic or not. I leave and then run back apologizing. I hate this, so I'm trying to standing up for what I want now.
* [[spoiler:BiggerIsBetterInBed - Inverted. I'm scared of this, how the hell would it fit?!? Especially when it has a thick girth. Fuck.]]
** [[spoiler:Laugh. I dare you to laugh.]]
* [[spoiler:ClingyJealousGirl - ...Hehehe...only when questioning the relationship though, or on the verge of breaking up.]]
* {{Diary}} - I dunno if this counts, but yes. I have one right now.
** Heh. It's easy to manipulate people with diaries.
*** [[{{IWasOnlyPretendingToLikeYou}} Sometimes]].
* DontLookAtMe - Just don't, okay? ''Please.''
* DontYouDarePityMe - As much as I seem as [[{{Woobie}} the Woobie]], don't you dare look down on me. I know how to solve my own problems, thank you very much. Wanna die?
* DudeMagnet - As much as it pains me to admit it. xD
** [[spoiler:Or CluelessChickMagnet subverted IRL when I lost weight. D:]]
* EveryoneIsJesusInPurgatory - I love finding meanings over simple stuff. When I hear a lyric or see a verse, I tend to attach out-of-context meanings on it, making it hella funny. If you see me comparing things from an unusual object or red-linking what I meant, well, that's a work of my craziness and boredness seeping out.
** [[spoiler:Don't make me write porn. It would be an epic fail of unknown proportions. >:3]]
* FleetingPassionateHobbies - Very.
* [[{{Main.Tsunshun}} Fucking me.]] Don't you dare soil the pureness of this page. I don't need your words.
* FreakOut - Just happened around the third week of February. Really is the stepping-stone over character development. xD
* [[spoiler:HilariousInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12957625730A95242800&page=7#157 What the fuck]]. My first post there, it was weird... xD]]
** [[spoiler:HeartwarmingInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=4qkj5h3ek93n86qlafgxyyw8&page=3978#99442 I was depressed at the time and then posted because of Chaji.]] And then this was unexpected. o-o]]
* [[spoiler:MailerDaemon - [[{{JokingMode}} People regarding me in the Anxiety Room.]] And then I'm going to use their information against them by being a creepy stalker that I am. Mwehehehehehe! >:3]]
** [[spoiler:LetsSeeYouDoBetter - Stupid, stupid assumption.]]
* ManipulativeBastard - Yes. I manipulate lowlives by pretending to be [[{{AWolfInSheepsClothing}} shy, naive and helpless]], making people care for me. Somehow, it's annoying that I kept attracting people who wants to take care of me, so I uh, don't mind to make them believe that little fantasy of theirs thinking they're above me. Really.
** ObfuscatingStupidity
*** BeneathTheMask I'm shouting curses at them. [[{{TengenToppaGurrenLagann}} Who the hell do they think they are]]!?!
* NoSuchThingAsBadPublicity - I believe in this. Who cares if the world hates you, there are only a bunch that matters anyway. I don't care about the ''hundreds'' that hate me, since they can't do anything but bitch about those bad things that they see instead of focusing on changing themselves for the better.
* PrecociousCrush - Always.
* SecurityCling - I invoke this a lot, when going outside, but it's more of an arm cling. I have ''slight'' agoraphobia and social anxiety.
** I could control my social anxiety though.
* SplitPersonality - [[{{HaruhiSuzumiya}} Normal humans don't interest me]].
** But, I'm friendly! Really! [[note]] Only if you deserve it. [[/note]]
*** Seriously, my personality changes when confronted with ''lowlives'', passive-aggressive, annoying and/or judgmental people. Or when confronted with shallow popculture. Sometimes classified as a RichBitch since who knows when, even when I don't classify myself as rich.
**** And SpoiledSweet to close friends, perhaps?
* SugarAndIcePersonality - I'm a Kuudere. That's obvious, isn't it?
** DefrostingIceQueen - If you decided to get to know me, though, beware of the GenkiGirl and {{Cloudcuckoolander}} tendencies. Or NoSenseOfPersonalSpace.
*** Sometimes, being a StepfordSmiler Type A Genki Girl with friends so they wont get worried much.
**** With strangers, people I loathe or want to annoy (especially playing as a DramaQueen heheh), I tend to be a Kuudere, Rich Bitch, ShrinkingViolet, StepfordSnarker or Drama Queen. It depends with who gets fooled.
* TalkativeLoon - Only when feeling like shit and nervous with a close friend.
* TheMasochismTango - As much as I didn't want to admit this with that ''idiot'' ex. ~_~
* ThePhilosopher - Hehehehe.
* TrademarkFavoriteFood - Nashi and Japanese pears, honeydew melons, tiny apples (like Fuji, but softer, juicier and smaller) or Granny Smith, mandarin and california [[note]] The skin is too thick but oh-so-sweet. [[/note]] oranges, and '''yellow''' watermelons. Once you tried yellow, you won't go back to red. And, I prefer to have my fruits chilled.
* WithFriendsLikeThese - Especially with family members.
* YoureInsane - I get that a lot. >:D
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to:

[[folder:The Laziness Induced Copied Folder.]]

* AchievementsInIgnorance - I rarely quit trying to solve problems in my head, and if I couldn't do it, I'll try to look for different ways to solve it. I could rarely learn from passive learning, I need to experience it first.
* AllergicToRoutine - I get bored easily when it comes to people and experiences, since I only need a few before getting used to it. But it's a different story over having a set of friends I could keep talking to everyday, if possible.
* AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther - I tend to pretend the person I have strong feelings for isn't there, and ignore that SO. Or treat that SO differently compared to other people, in a huge way, without the nice mask.
* BecauseYouWereNiceToMe - Yup. Either a reason for me to tolerate a person or fall for.
* BiTheWay - My first crush was a girl, and I have an attraction to boobs.
** [[{{Hermaphrodite}} Perfect]]. Fucking ''perfect''.
* BreakUpMakeUpScenario - Always, always, ''always'' the staple of most of my relationships---platonic or not. I leave and then run back apologizing. I hate this, so I'm trying to standing up for what I want now.
* [[spoiler:BiggerIsBetterInBed - Inverted. I'm scared of this, how the hell would it fit?!? Especially when it has a thick girth. Fuck.]]
** [[spoiler:Laugh. I dare you to laugh.]]
* [[spoiler:ClingyJealousGirl - ...Hehehe...only when questioning the relationship though, or on the verge of breaking up.]]
* {{Diary}} - I dunno if this counts, but yes. I have one right now.
** Heh. It's easy to manipulate people with diaries.
*** [[{{IWasOnlyPretendingToLikeYou}} Sometimes]].
* DontLookAtMe - Just don't, okay? ''Please.''
* DontYouDarePityMe - As much as I seem as [[{{Woobie}} the Woobie]], don't you dare look down on me. I know how to solve my own problems, thank you very much. Wanna die?
* DudeMagnet - As much as it pains me to admit it. xD
** [[spoiler:Or CluelessChickMagnet subverted IRL when I lost weight. D:]]
* EveryoneIsJesusInPurgatory - I love finding meanings over simple stuff. When I hear a lyric or see a verse, I tend to attach out-of-context meanings on it, making it hella funny. If you see me comparing things from an unusual object or red-linking what I meant, well, that's a work of my craziness and boredness seeping out.
** [[spoiler:Don't make me write porn. It would be an epic fail of unknown proportions. >:3]]
* FleetingPassionateHobbies - Very.
* [[{{Main.Tsunshun}} Fucking me.]] Don't you dare soil the pureness of this page. I don't need your words.
* FreakOut - Just happened around the third week of February. Really is the stepping-stone over character development. xD
* [[spoiler:HilariousInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12957625730A95242800&page=7#157 What the fuck]]. My first post there, it was weird... xD]]
** [[spoiler:HeartwarmingInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=4qkj5h3ek93n86qlafgxyyw8&page=3978#99442 I was depressed at the time and then posted because of Chaji.]] And then this was unexpected. o-o]]
* [[spoiler:MailerDaemon - [[{{JokingMode}} People regarding me in the Anxiety Room.]] And then I'm going to use their information against them by being a creepy stalker that I am. Mwehehehehehe! >:3]]
** [[spoiler:LetsSeeYouDoBetter - Stupid, stupid assumption.]]
* ManipulativeBastard - Yes. I manipulate lowlives by pretending to be [[{{AWolfInSheepsClothing}} shy, naive and helpless]], making people care for me. Somehow, it's annoying that I kept attracting people who wants to take care of me, so I uh, don't mind to make them believe that little fantasy of theirs thinking they're above me. Really.
** ObfuscatingStupidity
*** BeneathTheMask I'm shouting curses at them. [[{{TengenToppaGurrenLagann}} Who the hell do they think they are]]!?!
* NoSuchThingAsBadPublicity - I believe in this. Who cares if the world hates you, there are only a bunch that matters anyway. I don't care about the ''hundreds'' that hate me, since they can't do anything but bitch about those bad things that they see instead of focusing on changing themselves for the better.
* PrecociousCrush - Always.
* SecurityCling - I invoke this a lot, when going outside, but it's more of an arm cling. I have ''slight'' agoraphobia and social anxiety.
** I could control my social anxiety though.
* SplitPersonality - [[{{HaruhiSuzumiya}} Normal humans don't interest me]].
** But, I'm friendly! Really! [[note]] Only if you deserve it. [[/note]]
*** Seriously, my personality changes when confronted with ''lowlives'', passive-aggressive, annoying and/or judgmental people. Or when confronted with shallow popculture. Sometimes classified as a RichBitch since who knows when, even when I don't classify myself as rich.
**** And SpoiledSweet to close friends, perhaps?
* SugarAndIcePersonality - I'm a Kuudere. That's obvious, isn't it?
** DefrostingIceQueen - If you decided to get to know me, though, beware of the GenkiGirl and {{Cloudcuckoolander}} tendencies. Or NoSenseOfPersonalSpace.
*** Sometimes, being a StepfordSmiler Type A Genki Girl with friends so they wont get worried much.
**** With strangers, people I loathe or want to annoy (especially playing as a DramaQueen heheh), I tend to be a Kuudere, Rich Bitch, ShrinkingViolet, StepfordSnarker or Drama Queen. It depends with who gets fooled.
* TalkativeLoon - Only when feeling like shit and nervous with a close friend.
* TheMasochismTango - As much as I didn't want to admit this with that ''idiot'' ex. ~_~
* ThePhilosopher - Hehehehe.
* TrademarkFavoriteFood - Nashi and Japanese pears, honeydew melons, tiny apples (like Fuji, but softer, juicier and smaller) or Granny Smith, mandarin and california [[note]] The skin is too thick but oh-so-sweet. [[/note]] oranges, and '''yellow''' watermelons. Once you tried yellow, you won't go back to red. And, I prefer to have my fruits chilled.
* WithFriendsLikeThese - Especially with family members.
* YoureInsane - I get that a lot. >:D
[[/folder]]


28th Jun '13 1:48:56 AM YinHachiko
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Just that I enjoy being with you and trust you a lot. And various other reasons I don't have time to write about. But I will, maybe~ But I'm betting it all had "You're annoyrable" and incomprehensible stuff. :3 [[/folder]]

[[folder:Tropers Jinny Treasures]]
'''DISCLAIMER''':This place is trimmed, depending if that person does not fit anymore. Sadly, I do get bored of people easily. I love you guys. >.<
* ''[[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} The Ebil Overlord]]'' ~ Someone who deserved the special mention. She's nice, offers a great conversation that turns at the slightest provocation and is pretty empathetic. She's rather easy to talk to, too. She deserved the Book of Philosophical Randomness Award. [[spoiler:I do hope if she visits this page, remember to PM me.]]
* ''[[Tropers/{{EgregiousOne}} Egg]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Phoenixor}} Ben]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{MobileLeprechaun}} Batmobile]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Eskay64}} Esky]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{ThatOneGuyNamedX}} X]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{HammasHaukka}} Hakua]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Indigo12ash}} Indy]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{WackyPancake}} Pancake]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{LatverianBadger}} Latte]]''
* ''Odd''
* ''Spaz''
* ''Norm''
* ''[[Tropers/{{rockmanx}} Rick]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{TopograpicOceans}} Top]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{TheMike}} Milk]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Keybreak}} Keybreak]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Because she's an inactive Troper now]]''
* ''Random''
* ''Boxen''
* ''Space phantom''
* ''Ja Potato Parker'' ~ That's my sister's inactive account. ._.
* [[Tropers/{{fancywig}} wig]]
* [[Tropers/{{Dopants}} TJ]]

[----[[white:[[Tropers/{{Pulse}} Pulse-kun]]]]----]


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Just that I enjoy being with you and trust you a lot. And various other reasons I don't have time to write about. But I will, maybe~ But I'm betting it all had "You're annoyrable" and incomprehensible stuff. :3 [[/folder]]

[[folder:Tropers Jinny Treasures]]
'''DISCLAIMER''':This place is trimmed, depending if that person does not fit anymore. Sadly, I do get bored of people easily. I love you guys. >.<
* ''[[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} The Ebil Overlord]]'' ~ Someone who deserved the special mention. She's nice, offers a great conversation that turns at the slightest provocation and is pretty empathetic. She's rather easy to talk to, too. She deserved the Book of Philosophical Randomness Award. [[spoiler:I do hope if she visits this page, remember to PM me.]]
* ''[[Tropers/{{EgregiousOne}} Egg]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Phoenixor}} Ben]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{MobileLeprechaun}} Batmobile]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Eskay64}} Esky]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{ThatOneGuyNamedX}} X]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{HammasHaukka}} Hakua]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Indigo12ash}} Indy]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{WackyPancake}} Pancake]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{LatverianBadger}} Latte]]''
* ''Odd''
* ''Spaz''
* ''Norm''
* ''[[Tropers/{{rockmanx}} Rick]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{TopograpicOceans}} Top]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{TheMike}} Milk]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Keybreak}} Keybreak]]''
* ''[[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Because she's an inactive Troper now]]''
* ''Random''
* ''Boxen''
* ''Space phantom''
* ''Ja Potato Parker'' ~ That's my sister's inactive account. ._.
* [[Tropers/{{fancywig}} wig]]
* [[Tropers/{{Dopants}} TJ]]

[----[[white:[[Tropers/{{Pulse}} Pulse-kun]]]]----]


[[/folder]]
:3




Things Yin [[note]] Hachi's less selfish alter ego[[/note]] wants to tell '''[REDACTED]'''.


* Hachi ''is'' selfish, she doesn't want to care about other people and what they think, because she's too scared to trust people. She's trying to change that, but it takes time to truly open your heart to other people. Doesn't mean she's a bad person, she's just using that to protect herself. So, you're not a bad person for being horrible at reading social cues, or ''not wanting to read social cues.'' Just, selfish?
* Indeed. You don't want other people to know the real you by making them confused with humor and randomness, right? Honestly, you really are. Hachi acts in a way that people expect them for her to act to draw red herring over what she truly feels.
** It gets tiring how much Hachiko rants on me, to the point I'd scream out "Just fucking tell them how you feel!" "But, but, I don't want to hurt their feelings..." "You're hurting yourself, Hachi. Stop being a fucking idiot. They didn't want or intend to hurt you! You're inflicting pain on yourself"
* Hachiko ''is'' not a jerk, and I'm not a jerk either for not wanting to hurt people, or me not being afraid of hurting Hachi's feelings to make her realize that she's hurting herself. That's because I ''love'' Hachiko, that's why I'm saying those hurtful things. In that case, you're not a jerk for wanting to protect yourself, and/or want to be liked by friends by being a nice person.
** Honestly, do you really think Hachiko's selfish and me(Yin), a bitch and a jerkass by not being afraid to hurt feelings?
* That's your friend's problem, not yours. [[hottip:x:That you're being too nice.]] There's nothing wrong with you, honestly I think she's just saying that because "she couldn't be nice or else you're faking yourself." That's her insecurity speaking, don't fall for it. Are you faking that niceness, or are you genuinely nice? Knowing you, you're not fake at all!
** She just wanted you to confide in her because of ''her'' own insecurity, thinking that since you're not dropping your nice act and being bitchy by confiding troubles in you, she feels useless. It's her own insecurity, not yours, and maybe you're not the type to want to trust people about your own problems.
** Fucking Hachiko, she's so annoying not wanting to dump problems on other people just to not burden them[[note]] So she dumps them all on ''me'', the most not nice person around. And then gets mad at me for telling her the truth and wanting to help her. [[{{Tsundere}} What a dumbass, trusting Yin...but she's still so cute, isn't she?[[/note]], when her friends repeatedly tell her she doesn't mind. The truth is, Hachi minds because ''they don't want them to know she's having a hard time at all'' and using that as an excuse. People who believe in that face first are idiots, because they're usually going to do the same thing. Who wants to know you hate yourself too much?
** So, conclusion, tell her stuff that you're comfortable and wont regret saying, don't say stuff ''just because she's your friend and she should know.'' A friend doesn't need to know everything about you, they're with you because they want to be around you and get to know you at their(you and your friends) own pace, they're not going to leave you because you don't open up much. If they're pressuring you to open up, ''they're the ones being a jerk by not respecting your right to share what you want.'' Apparently, they have a twisted way of validation of thinking if a person is your real friend or not judging by the things they share. A friendship is about mutual exchange of insights, not how many secrets they know. Besides, friends like having secrets because it makes them feel powerful=loved, so don't share stuff you don't want other people to know. [[hottip:BAKA ALERT:Hachiko's problem, sharing too much because she thinks people have the right to know about her struggles. Honestly, they don't really care.]] Ugh. Sorry for being such a Captain Obvious, Hachiko is such an idiot needing things to be explained bit by bit ''in fucking detail''.
* Then try taking time to express what you feel, those stuff takes practice, you know? It's not like you wake up one morning [[strike:feeling like P.Diddy--FUCKING SHUT UP HACHI ಠ_ಠ]] learning how to express yourself. Hachiko's such a lazy fat-ass by being too lazy to explain her feelings thinking people wouldn't understand. Well, people wouldn't understand Hachi if she doesn't try, right? Even when it all sounds confusing and jumbled up and long, in the end if you take the time to explain your piece, they ''will'' somehow understand it.
** Don't feel horrible about it. Everybody has faults, it's how we deal it that makes us a better person. Look at Hachi, at least she's trying to change those flaws compared to those other people who don't try and kept yakking about flaws. Cut yourself some slack, will you?
* Your friend still manipulated you! She should have still said it to you upfront! That is still manipulation or lying by omission, by not telling what she should be telling you, that you're making her feel bad! You're not a mind reader.
** She's using that as an excuse to avoid having that confrontation with you, admitting that she felt like such a useless friend around you and now guilt-tripping you about it. That's wrong, '''[REDACTED]'''. She should at least tell you if there's something you're doing that makes her feel bad.
** But at least she really did try to tell you. Hachi does that subtle thing a lot since she hates confrontation, but it just doesn't work. People needed to be told upfront what they're doing wrong to make a difference.
** Try expressing yourself and herself better. That's a better compromise, than asking you to change yourself. Did she try saying what she wants to change for herself? Or does she think that you're the only one who needs to change? It takes two to make the relationship work.
* Hey, don't feel too bad over that. That's normal that you didn't know what you did wrong. Hey, even I do that with Hachi, being unaware that I'm hurting her so I tried to tone down the bitchiness a bit. Shut up Hachi, you're being useless right now, staring like a kid not knowing what to say. It's always me that had to stand up for you, no wonder I've been like this! So, shut up! [[spoiler:Yes Hachi, I'm a jerk, deal with it.]] It's how you deal with it that matters. Your friend ''will'' forgive you if she has a heart, don't worry!


'''[REDACTED]''', I'm going to put this on my troper page. Yin is being awesome today, I thought she was too tired to care...[[spoiler:Bitch, I'm never too tired to care for people I care about. Stop making assumptions over things I wouldn't like, you don't know me like you think you know! Fucking trust me, will you? ~Yin]]

13th Jun '13 6:09:47 AM YinHachiko
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No you won't. In fact, don't get me wrong when I say this, I'm flattered that you trust me enough to tell me this. I want you to know that no matter how depressed you feel, and how bleak it all seems, you always have me t

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No you won't. In fact, don't get me wrong when I say this, I'm flattered that you trust me enough to tell me this. I want you to know that no matter how depressed you feel, and how bleak it all seems, you always have me tto talk to! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EternalNoob}} Noob]]---]'''


Sort of. I'm trying my best (with talents).


Oh. ._. Wait. I, uh, I guess I mixed it up.


'''''What your style of drawing would be?''''' [[note]] Cute Engrish! Lemme pinch you! [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]---] '''


'''Sky Cat''':My hips look like an otter's leg


'''Me''':I'm losing my leg and butt fat, but I'm still FAT. D:


'''Sky Cat''':I HAVE BOOB FAT WHY DO I HAVE BOOB FAT


'''Me''': WHY DO FEW MEN HAVE MOOBS MOOBS ARE AWESOME [[note]] Header to Sky Cat around 3rd of Mar '13 at 11:41:10 PM. Luckily this ended at that. XD[[/note]]


But [[spoiler:man boobs]] aren't horrible. They're quite...[[spoiler:gropey.]] I like it, even when it looks a bit weird. Makes me wanna hug them and [[spoiler:touch it]] and all. [[note]] In response to randomly talking about moobs because of the said random heading. Said troper told me it was disturbing, but responded that [[{{SincerityMode}} another man's squick is another man's squee]]. [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Me]]---]'''


'''Top''': I've had an encounter with a model who was a foot taller than me and in a delightfully snug corset. Ample is a good way to describe her. Shorter is one thing, but when you're head height with them...''Dayum.''


'''Chills''': Too bad she didn't try to [[{{MarshmallowHell}} hug you.]]


'''Top''': That... would have been swell, to put it subtly. :3


'''Chills''': It would've caused swelling. IN THE PANTS! XD


Things Yin [[note]] Hachi's less selfish alter ego[[/note]] wants to tell '''[REDACTED]'''.


* Hachi ''is'' selfish, she doesn't want to care about other people and what they think, because she's too scared to trust people. She's trying to change that, but it takes time to truly open your heart to other people. Doesn't mean she's a bad person, she's just using that to protect herself. So, you're not a bad person for being horrible at reading social cues, or ''not wanting to read social cues.'' Just, selfish?
* Indeed. You don't want other people to know the real you by making them confused with humor and randomness, right? Honestly, you really are. Hachi acts in a way that people expect them for her to act to draw red herring over what she truly feels.
** It gets tiring how much Hachiko rants on me, to the point I'd scream out "Just fucking tell them how you feel!" "But, but, I don't want to hurt their feelings..." "You're hurting yourself, Hachi. Stop being a fucking idiot. They didn't want or intend to hurt you! You're inflicting pain on yourself"
* Hachiko ''is'' not a jerk, and I'm not a jerk either for not wanting to hurt people, or me not being afraid of hurting Hachi's feelings to make her realize that she's hurting herself. That's because I ''love'' Hachiko, that's why I'm saying those hurtful things. In that case, you're not a jerk for wanting to protect yourself, and/or want to be liked by friends by being a nice person.
** Honestly, do you really think Hachiko's selfish and me(Yin), a bitch and a jerkass by not being afraid to hurt feelings?
* That's your friend's problem, not yours. [[hottip:x:That you're being too nice.]] There's nothing wrong with you, honestly I think she's just saying that because "she couldn't be nice or else you're faking yourself." That's her insecurity speaking, don't fall for it. Are you faking that niceness, or are you genuinely nice? Knowing you, you're not fake at all!
** She just wanted you to confide in her because of ''her'' own insecurity, thinking that since you're not dropping your nice act and being bitchy by confiding troubles in you, she feels useless. It's her own insecurity, not yours, and maybe you're not the type to want to trust people about your own problems.
** Fucking Hachiko, she's so annoying not wanting to dump problems on other people just to not burden them[[note]] So she dumps them all on ''me'', the most not nice person around. And then gets mad at me for telling her the truth and wanting to help her. [[{{Tsundere}} What a dumbass, trusting Yin...but she's still so cute, isn't she?[[/note]], when her friends repeatedly tell her she doesn't mind. The truth is, Hachi minds because ''they don't want them to know she's having a hard time at all'' and using that as an excuse. People who believe in that face first are idiots, because they're usually going to do the same thing. Who wants to know you hate yourself too much?
** So, conclusion, tell her stuff that you're comfortable and wont regret saying, don't say stuff ''just because she's your friend and she should know.'' A friend doesn't need to know everything about you, they're with you because they want to be around you and get to know you at their(you and your friends) own pace, they're not going to leave you because you don't open up much. If they're pressuring you to open up, ''they're the ones being a jerk by not respecting your right to share what you want.'' Apparently, they have a twisted way of validation of thinking if a person is your real friend or not judging by the things they share. A friendship is about mutual exchange of insights, not how many secrets they know. Besides, friends like having secrets because it makes them feel powerful=loved, so don't share stuff you don't want other people to know. [[hottip:BAKA ALERT:Hachiko's problem, sharing too much because she thinks people have the right to know about her struggles. Honestly, they don't really care.]] Ugh. Sorry for being such a Captain Obvious, Hachiko is such an idiot needing things to be explained bit by bit ''in fucking detail''.
* Then try taking time to express what you feel, those stuff takes practice, you know? It's not like you wake up one morning [[strike:feeling like P.Diddy--FUCKING SHUT UP HACHI ಠ_ಠ]] learning how to express yourself. Hachiko's such a lazy fat-ass by being too lazy to explain her feelings thinking people wouldn't understand. Well, people wouldn't understand Hachi if she doesn't try, right? Even when it all sounds confusing and jumbled up and long, in the end if you take the time to explain your piece, they ''will'' somehow understand it.
** Don't feel horrible about it. Everybody has faults, it's how we deal it that makes us a better person. Look at Hachi, at least she's trying to change those flaws compared to those other people who don't try and kept yakking about flaws. Cut yourself some slack, will you?
* Your friend still manipulated you! She should have still said it to you upfront! That is still manipulation or lying by omission, by not telling what she should be telling you, that you're making her feel bad! You're not a mind reader.
** She's using that as an excuse to avoid having that confrontation with you, admitting that she felt like such a useless friend around you and now guilt-tripping you about it. That's wrong, '''[REDACTED]'''. She should at least tell you if there's something you're doing that makes her feel bad.
** But at least she really did try to tell you. Hachi does that subtle thing a lot since she hates confrontation, but it just doesn't work. People needed to be told upfront what they're doing wrong to make a difference.
** Try expressing yourself and herself better. That's a better compromise, than asking you to change yourself. Did she try saying what she wants to change for herself? Or does she think that you're the only one who needs to change? It takes two to make the relationship work.
* Hey, don't feel too bad over that. That's normal that you didn't know what you did wrong. Hey, even I do that with Hachi, being unaware that I'm hurting her so I tried to tone down the bitchiness a bit. Shut up Hachi, you're being useless right now, staring like a kid not knowing what to say. It's always me that had to stand up for you, no wonder I've been like this! So, shut up! [[spoiler:Yes Hachi, I'm a jerk, deal with it.]] It's how you deal with it that matters. Your friend ''will'' forgive you if she has a heart, don't worry!


'''[REDACTED]''', I'm going to put this on my troper page. Yin is being awesome today, I thought she was too tired to care...[[spoiler:Bitch, I'm never too tired to care for people I care about. Stop making assumptions over things I wouldn't like, you don't know me like you think you know! Fucking trust me, will you? ~Yin]]


FIGHT TO THE DEATH, NORM. DIE IN BATTLE. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{GameSpazzer}} Spazz]]---]'''


It really is tedious, giving people long pieces of advice and having them pick through it for negative conclusions about themselves. I used to think that made people selfish and petty, before I experienced depression myself; now, I think it's just because depression has a way of shrinking your vision. It's not that you don't care about other people, it's just that the world is pressing in on you and compacting itself until it really feels like there is no one else but you, and your problems legitimately feel like world-changing catastrophes because they really ''do'' affect the world as you know it. And I have the hardest time getting depressed people to expand their perceptions a little; for me, it was having other people come to me with their problems; at first I was annoyed with them for whining all the time, because I had too many problems of my own to spare the energy for anyone else. Over time, it kind of sprung me out of that solipsism; it made me aware that other people exist too and that they also had real problems, that there was more to this world than just me, and that my problems are meaningless in the grand scheme of things. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EgregiousOne}} The Original Egg]]---]'''


Branching out is certainly worth it. I admire people who can branch out. I'm just sort of single-mindedly obsessed with the same interests I've been obsessed with for the past five years or so and I can't bring myself to be interested in anything else.
Just keep going, and I think, like Yin said, your personality expresses itself in the little things you're passionate about. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Regular Defender likes to remind us that he's normal and not a weirdo who crushes on Internet people. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Alma}} Alma]]'''---]


I constantly worry about what will happen in the future as well. At times, you just feel like taking time and wondering what you can do in the future, if you're good enough to make it, or what will become of you. I have food, shelter, a caring family, school, I have all I need to prepare myself, and then some. But sometimes, it feels like it's out of reach, because of my own incompetence. Everytime I feel like I've accomplished something, or made something great in my eyes, I always try to deprecate it, and keep myself grounded, in fear of falling flat on my face. I just don't wanna grow a big head, cause then failure will be even more heart-wrenching and psyche shattering. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


...Funny thing is, a couple of days ago, I found myself possessed by the inexplicable urge to punch a couple of dozen of faces in because they were espousing views that I disagreed with, even if they weren't directing it at me and I just happened to be passing by.


Fortunately, faces were not punched in, and the feeling eventually passed. But it's pretty terrible to realise that you've become what you hate and you hate what you've become, even if it's for that one moment. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Pyrite}} Pirate]]'''---]


No I'm fat so I should be dead. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Losing weight is hard. ._.]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I love my fiancee. Life blows right now, I can't say that enough, but I love my fiancee and that's always enough. She's beautiful and kind and sweet and gentle and amusing and adorable and clever and talented and creative and and and all the things. She's amazing and every day I am glad to be with her. ~ [---[[Tropers/{{Exelixi}} Exe]]---]


'''Alma''':30 pages since I last checked in here. Motherofgod.jpg


'''Top''':I got shipped with a nickel! :D


'''Phoenixor''':You'd be amazed how quickly the pages fly by.


'''Yin Noob''':Noob!Yin/Yin!Noob Hooray handle switch.


'''Sixth''':Where's Sixth[…] Archive binging on why Smogon is a terrible community XD


'''Yoob''':Well, you're back! Hi! Now you're in the S.S Love Cruise! @Phoenixor:Who doesn't like harems? Everybody secretly wished they have one. [[{{BadLiar}} Well, except me, of course.]] [[spoiler:Stop using emoticons. Stopeeeeeeeeeet.]]


Alma/Virgin Mary/Top/Nickle [=OT4=]!


'''Phoenixor''':Whatever you say, Yinnoob.


'''Top''':@Yoob: V-Virgin Mary? :D


'''Yoob''':Who doesn't like the Virgin Mary? She's an okay person, and well, most young men have a thing for young housewives right? [[spoiler:Where is Mad Skillz, who said it was his bread and butter.]]


[[spoiler:Oh god I hope I'm not being offensive. Don't get mad, don't get mad, don't get mad...]] @Top:Well, Alma said Motherofgod.jpg.


'''Yin Noob''': Arha/Twentington


@Alma:[[{{Gargoyles}} Woot]], [[{{Fanboy}} Demona]]!


'''Terl''':The Yoob has spoken, Virgin Mary/Mad Skillz must be so. As must they add a ''Gargoyles'' character to the ship.


'''Top''':I can dig Alma/Virgin Mary/Me/Nickel. But I get to go with the Nickel first!


EDIT:There is no such thing as a pagetopper in this thread that isn't embarrassing. :S


'''Yoob''' (in her mind): Exactly. We should record all the hilarious happenings in the shipping thread. XD


'''Chills''':Strong with the Dom side, you are. Powerful you may become, if give in you do.


'''Top''':Strong with the Dom side? How do you figure that?


'''Chills''':Much potential I sense in you, young Ocean.


'''Top''':How do I tap into this potential? How can I gain such power?!


'''(Yoob in her mind)''':Tap into his ass, dammnit!


'''Chills''': Feel your inner kinkiness, you must. Within your mind, the answers lie.


'''Yoob''': [=*Copies everything and then realizes she wasn't late.*=] @Top: Tap into his ass, dammnit! Oh wait, I'm not late. XD


'''Chills''':Within one's ass, only poop can be found. :3


'''Yoob''':Or pleasure. Poop, or pleasure. Or the pleasure of pooping. [[{{Scat}} Or pooping with pleasure.]]


'''Top''': @Yoob: :D @Chills: My inner kinkiness? All I can find in my inner kinkiness is boobs...


'''Chills''':Excellent! Now learn how to harness and control the power of boobs. Bend them to your will! XD


'''Yoob''':Use that love of boobs to attract mates, young Ocean. >:3



'''Top''':@Top&Yoob: B-But how? :O It would only get me trouble with those who have boobs!


EDIT: What is it with weird ass pagetoppers and me tonight! [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He got the Award of Pagetopping, Bug of Honor and Cupcake of Awesome for being a good sport and a fun guy!]]


'''Chills''':You must master their boobs before their boobs master you.


'''Top''':That actually sounded like a {{Koan}}. :D How does one master the boobs?


'''Chills''':To master boobs, you must first understand them. Know the exact curves, the exact textures of each part - the sideboob, the underboob, the cleavage and most importantly: the nipple.
When you lick the nipples, don't just lick with your tongue. Lick with your mind, allowing you to gain insight into their nipple-y power and direct it as you see fit. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Chills deserved the Bug of Honor, Cupcake of Awesome and The Boobs of Power Award!]]


'''Top''':You are channeling Cr1tikal my good sir! :O


'''Chills''':'''''But beware, for you can only approach the nipple once you have completed the other areas. Like ascending a spiral shaped mountain, you must zero in on your goal, braving great challenges along the way!''''' [[spoiler:Bolded for emphasis!]]


'''Yoob''':Wow you're good, Chills. You have a [=PH.D=] for ''Boobology'', didn't you? [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:I dunno what the right term with it, but who cares. XD]] And you graduated with the [=B.S=] for Best Page Toppers. >:3


'''Chills''':Theoretical Boobology, to be precise. I hope to upgrade to practical soon, though. XD


'''Top''':@Yoob:-''is inspired''- :O Hooray! :D [[spoiler:Dying of embarrassment XD]]


'''Yoob''':...I'm aiming to graduate from Philosophical Boob Studies. But, I have a long way to go, and must finish Psychology first.


Stuff happens, unfortunately, and I guess it's up to us to adjust and go along with the flow. But I guess for every random bad thing that happens, a series of events conspires to make an equal amount of random good stuff too. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:She received the Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge!]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


If I can't trust my parents with that sort of information, then I don't trust them at all. That's kind of the way I see it with regards to romantic partners as well. If I thought that they were the sort of person who'd take advantage of my trust to steal from me or spy on me, then why the hell would I be dating this person? I think I'd rather not live my life constantly paranoid that my loved ones will snap and try to hurt me, and I need to be constantly guarding myself against it. ~ [[Tropers/{{LoniJay}} Froggy]]


;u; I... why, thank you! It is with humility that I accept this Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge! -random applause- Thanks to [[spoiler:the Academy]] for this truly great honor! ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I'm a privacy whore, so I'm not one for sharing passwords and the like. I get why other people do it, but the IT Security guy within me wouldn't let me off with it. He would murder me from the inside. With sharp things. ~ [[Tropers/{{TopographicOcean}} Top]]


'''Mont''':"There was a fireplace upstairs, might have a poker, " Ruthie said, "Barring that, you could always search the trunk of my car."


'''Noob''':"How about some of us stay searching here in the basement, ''and the rest get it in Ruthie' car?'' I think we have enough evidence to conclude that '''no physical manifestations of pain and despair seek to pick us off one by one.'''"


'''Evil Santa''':"Sounds like a good plan, " said Raymond. "I'll be one of the one to stay down here. The rest of you can either stay here and search as well, or ''go and search in Ruthie's trunk.'' It might also be a good idea to bring back that ''hot poker'' on your return trip, in case nothing else works out." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:The Seekers [=RP=]. Better search in Ruthie's trunk, alright. XD]]


'''Mont''':Ruthie pursed her lips. "'''I'll have you know that my trunk is neither so big nor so messy that I'd need a whole search party to find a prise-bar in it.'''" She patted down her pockets to make sure that she had her keys on her, rather than in her back-pack. "I'll go fetch it, " she said when she felt them in her right back-pocket. She crossed the room and climbed the stairs to the ground floor. [[note]] Yep. You're the only one who have access with your trunk, alright. And no need for the whole party to look for a crow bar in her trunk, she could get it out herself. :P [[/note]]


'''Noob''':"Yeah, but.." Greg climbed up the stairs, and followed Ruthie. "I need to get my watch back. Plus, a couple of minutes distanced from this God-forsaken mansion is always a good thing.." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He's totally not going to rape Ruthie, will he?]]


Don't know about the rest, but I think part of what makes crushes different from friends is that romantic feelings spawn a bit of giddiness. And then the person delights you so much that your desire to have a place near them can lead to some nuttiness.

...-hands cookie- ~ [[Tropers/{{Immi}} Cookie Monster]]


Hey Guys You know what? Getting so worked up over a Forum Game is stupid. It's a ''Forum Game'' guys. Something you do for ''fun.'' Calm down. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{WackyPancake}} Pancakes]]'''---]


Always wanna talk with you. :) Sometimes it's just not possible to do. ^^; ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I think Immi's right about that: the difference between a crush and friendship is that a crush gives you an emotional high, compared to the leisurely pacing of friendship.

I've already said this, but I've only had two RL crushes in my entire life, and they were the steady and sweet type. Like when I felt down and he passed by, I feel warm and fuzzy inside.


'''[REDACTED]''' is weird. That is the thing you should keep in mind. When it comes to romance logic usually takes precedence for me, so I end up thinking "I can't confess to you because it would be bad for the both of us. I need to stand back. I'm content with seeing you happy."


But the day I realized that is the day I got on this strange sort of emotional high thing. The thing about me is that I'm either a happy bubbly person or a very sad and moody person. If neither of the two, I seem rather emotionless. So I sort of needed my emotional fix, I needed to see him to find that happy bubbly feeling, I felt like the world would end if I didn't see him or something. I was feeling down and lonely before I met him. Now that I had made a promise to myself to keep away, I felt like I needed to see him more and more, make sure he was okay, or something. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and all that.


But I guess, well... it's a thing that you need to deal with. You need to wean yourself off of dependence on that person, you know? I really hate that part of romance — that you can't exactly form a logical solution to it. (One of the things that makes me think I won't ever find a romantic partner, along with my general Cloudcuckoolander-ness...) So you'll have to find other ways to distract yourself in the meantime.


You're right, it's unhealthy to be too dependent on another person. It's one of the things we need to learn if we want to grow emotionally has human beings. It's a pretty simple solution: don't stalk him. Do something else in the meanwhile.


Unfortunately, simple doesn't necessarily equate to easy.


I think the reason why you're acting like that is because compared to the fuzzy chaotic-ness of a crush, the usually normal, quiet silence afterwards is almost unbearable. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Yep. You're...right.]]


'''Mont''':"But this one has a square around it. Now, the square, in many occult beliefs, represents several things; the four cardinal directions, the four seasons, the four stages of life. Commonly, it is associated with stasis, immutability and being grounded. ''In other terms, it is associated with fixation - and it is used to fix things in place...'' '''''trap them'''''..." [[note]] Hehe. Trap. [[/note]]


''Ruthie stepped closer to Myers until she was literally breathing down his neck. She dropped her voice.'' [[spoiler:Oooh. BST?]]


"So...when I see a Solomonic triangle inside a square, I'm thinking...''someone tried to call something there...and then they trapped it and sealed it into the ground with that square...''" [[spoiler:RAPE.]]


She leaned in a little closer and dropped her voice yet again, adding a bit of a rasp to it. "Now, what do you think, Mr. Myers? ''What sort of entity did they call down there, and why did they trap it?'' [[spoiler:GREG. He's obviously a traaaaap.]] When we crack open that concrete, will we be taking the lid off some sort of sealed evil?"


Ruthie switched to an ominous whisper. "''What are we going to set free, Mr. Myers?''"


[[spoiler:Your libido. >:3]]


Gah. Here I was, sleeping peacefully, when suddenly the doorbell goes. Me goes: 'Wut? Who? Why? It's 5 o'clock, for Heaven's sake!', but since the doorbell keeps going, I go to the kitchen window to check who it is (we don't have a buzzer or one of those talking-things).

Turns out, it's my neighbour's friend. They went to some party together, but then they seperated and went to different parties or something, and now he was thinking that my neighbour is already back and wants to pick up his back-pack. Except, that my neighbour isn't back yet - hence the door-belling me out of bed.

Well, me pads down to the icy ground floor and lets him in, albeit somewhat grumpily. He goes: "Did I wake you?" [[note]] Am I being a bother? [[/note]] Me stares a little. "Mate. It's bloody five of the bloody clock. What do you think?" [[note]] Of course you are, you dumbass, it's five in the bloody morning! [[/note]]

Unbelievable.

[ /end rant ] I'm going back to sleep. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


AND THIS JUST IN My mom just arrived and she showed me a pair of shoes she bought for me for the graduation. Guess what?


They were two left shoes. OHMAIGODWATISTHIS ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


The argument about 'killing the chance at a soul' is like saying, 'if you are male and pass a woman on the streets and don't hump her, you've gone against the will of God because you prevented a potential soul from being created'. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{Montmorencey}} Mont]]---]'''


Master Baker. Say it aloud, and say it fast. THIS IS THE YOUNG MASTER BAKER'S STORY, HE WAS VERY, VERY LONELY. AND YOU CAN TELL WHAT HAPPENED NEXT- COOKIES! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


If you'll ever run for president, what would your slogan be? [[hottip:*:My personal favorite is "Vote for me and I'll make you all my bitches."]]


I remember having a photo from a trip to Italy with a friend of mine in front of a statue of some woman where I covered the area below. [[spoiler:This is a page-topper. XD]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Quag15}} Quag]]'''---]


Well, I think I text him waaay too much. I keep apologising for being annoying, yet he keeps saying that I'm not. I just keep needing reassurance. He's being perfectly kind, and he's helped my self-esteem a lot (he told me last night to not hate myself). I DON'T KNOOOOOOOW. I KEEP DIGGING MYSELF A DEEPER GRAVE I'M SO CONFUSED -______- [[note]] Oh Danniee. Dealing with the same problem as me. So cute. [[/note]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{NerdBird}} Dannieee]]'''---]


'''Hachi being emo about being weak and vulnerable, and then a bunch of ''ninjas'' appeared.'''


'''Top''':@Hachi: You need to let it out somehow! At least this place is set up so that you can feel vulnerable without being trampled on. @Kay:Sounds good to me.


'''Chills''':@Hachi:Unfortunately, when you're feeling weak and vulnerable, you sorta have to put up with being weak and vulnerable until you find your strength. Also, NINJAS!


'''Top''':Ooo, ooo, I'm small and lithe enough to be a Ninja! -trips on shuriken and dies-


'''Kay''':~stabs Topo's shoulder~ ... Meh.


'''Top''':...I'm not even a good pincushion ._. [[http://static.mediatropes.info/pmwiki/pub/images/20209055_AVA_TVT677.jpg Top's avatar.]] >:3


We don't really do Halloween in Australia, but I once made a kickass Doctor Octopus costume with my dad when I was eleven.
[----Used mum's pregnancy coat as a longcoat.----] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{SR3NORMANDY}} Sir Normandy]]'''---]


'''Strawberry''':Society's a bitch. Especially when you have a 1 as the first digit of your age.


'''Rick''':It is, indeed.


'''Defender''':[[spoiler:Man, 1 year olds have it rough.]] Indeed. 17 in particular I've found.


'''Rick''':Teens.


'''Hachi''':Yup. A year too young to be legal, and the only adult thing a 16-17 year could do was to drive. They aren't even old enough to drink. Don't get me started on other adult stuff...


'''Spazz''':Not quite what I meant. [[note]] Was talking about wearing costumes. [[/note]]


'''Hachi''':I uh...only read Strawberry's comment and quoted it. Sorry Spazz. XD


That reminds me of something kinda similar back when I was in high school.

I was hanging out with some friends from the school's rock/metal band, as well as some of their friends. When one of the friends of friends found out that I was single, he suggested setting me up with someone. Later in the evening, I told all of them about the girl I was crushing on at the time.

For some reason, they all knew where she lived (we all lived kinda close to the school, and she did as well) so we walked over to her house and they started goading me into knocking on her door and confessing my love for her. I refused, saying that doing it like that would come off as creepy and get me rejected.

We then had a good laugh as we imagined me (at the time wearing a black hoodie, black pants and black combat boots) knocking on the door and saying HELLO, I'M HERE TO SEE <name> to her parents and freaking them the fuck out. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{VolatileChills}} Chills]]'''---]


'''Egg''': Couldn't you make more if you advertised a porn movie and showed a horror movie?


'''Terl''':Nah, Porn trumps almost everything else in this world. ''Word of Mouth would ruin it quickly.'' But to re-rail stuff a bit Egghead X Porn-trailer horror movies


'''Loose Cannon''':Loose Cannon/Math


'''Danniee''':Nerd Bird/Not Math XD


'''Phoenixor''':Not Math is always a good partner.


'''Murky''':Indeed.


'''Sixth''':Math I'm good at. Applying it, not so much.


'''Khan''':Not Math is a horrible partner. It always loses your money and forgets to pay you back.


'''Indy''':I used to love math.


Until one day.


I took Trigonometry.


Now I hate it.


'''Immi''':Math and I have a love/hate relationship. Mostly hate.


'''Murky''':Math is a business partner. Not a relationship I have for pleasure. :P


'''Mikey''':Math's your asshat roommate that you can't get rid of. He's a jerk, and he eats all your food and spends all your money, but he helps you out every now and again, so you keep him around. XD


'''Danniee''':Math is Scumbag Steve.


Well, the getting amused to talking to a bunch of people is a healthy thing, you do realize? XD And it's natural to wait around for replies, as long as you don't expect them to reply within the second you hit "Send". Or hour, if said person is me.


It's not weakness, it's called being human (~=u=)~ We're social beings and we depend on each other every day: for food, shelter, pay, moral support, etc. It's hardwired into our brains to need to talk to at least one person each day, and we would go quite insane if we didn't, not to mention dead. As long as you keep in mind that the other person is also bound by the mortal coil it's all good.


Watching sad stuff when feeling sad makes you sadder. 100% scientifically proven. :P Had to learn that the hard way a few days ago with fanfiction, dagnabbit So... don't do it. Read Yotsuba or something equally happy~


I've already saved your cell number somewhere, but the parental units would murder me if I texted you. Sorry. ;_; ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


Jonathan still sounds better. =3= Jojo is weird! I mean, say it out loud. "Joh joh". Next the small "j" just doesn't fit next to the "o"! Actually, "j" just doesn't look good repeating itself in a sentence. And look at that name! "Jojo". No no no no no, repeating syllables? Pfft.


/random rant


I have that tendency as well. Ever since I archive binged Sherlock Holmes (that is totally awesome ouo) I have been speaking a bit weirdly, like saying "ought" instead of "should".
Thankfully nothing I ever read will make me use "ejaculated" instead of "said". XD
And after reading some Discworld, well, let's say I'm glad I haven't died of blood loss yet.
... And don't get me started on Joestar. :U ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I think you over-think your posts. Look, what's the worst thing that can happen? If people misunderstand, you'll notice when they reply and you can correct them. That's the awesome thing about online-communication, because it's in writing, you can pick up on small discrepancies better. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Message One: My problem's the exact opposite; I need to learn when speaking out my mind and when to zip it. [[note]] Hehehe...cute. [[/note]]


Message Two: And this isn't as much as a problem as it is a quirk brought by my own stupidity, but I WILL go to the nearest dictionary or search bar on even the most basic words, if as much as a seed of doubt is planted on my understanding of a word. [[note]] And thank you for helping me when I feel down and out. [[/note]]


Message Three: Even the simplest words, such as amoral and galvanize.


Message Four: Amoral is devoid of any sort of moral code, and galvanize is to stimulate as if lightning struck the rod. Yeah, hahaha, insert sex joke here. [[note]] One company for another; Equivalent exchange!! [[/note]]


Message Five: Oh, I was using galvanize wrong. It's '''LITERTALLY''' to stimulate using an electric current. Can't feel passion for nothing? [[hottip:x:Hehehe. Cute.]]


[9:15:44 AM] X: It's fine, don't worry. It's not stupid to not want to talk about something


[9:15:54 AM] X: it's okay c: I'm not gonna force you too.


[9:16:09 AM] X: And I would never get upset at you saying that, don't worry c:


And not hating isn't a bad thing! It's good, to some degree. I just hope you know that you're better off without that person in your life and you really deserve so much better! ~ X


Of course people in stories would have more interesting lives. Stories are life with the dull part cut out. Real people lead lives of mostly dull suffering, with some happy highlights. Anyone who says otherwise is either a liar, rich, from another civilization, or has an exceptional kind of brain. That's reality, for now, for most of us. And, when faced with this kind of dark truth, there's Five Stages of Grief, and I recommend skipping to the last one: acceptance. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


'''Handle''':Please, look around you. Do you really see happy, well-adjusted people? I only see miserable souls getting by.


'''Kay''':Hey, some people are happy and stuff. :C


'''Handle''':kay, they get by with a little help from their friends. Friends are what makes life worth living. And knowledge. And fiction. And nice food. And love, but then it can backfire and make you want to kill yourself.
Mostly, it's friends. [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=jBDF04fQKtQ Related video.]]


People remember stuff but at the sime time it's important to know that just because you can remember something doesn't mean you can't put it past you. It's an important part of growing up as a person, something that a lot of people don't realize, learning to live with your mistakes and with the stuff that hurts to remember but just move on, especially if it involves other people, but like I said, it's just a matter of not letting things like that haunt you forever, and just let go of them c: Doesn't mean you have to forget as though it never happened, but you also need to just leave it as that. Something that happened once and is no longer able to hurt you ~ X


'''Danniee''':Here's the entire Harem shipped together:

''Nerd Bird x JR x Mike x Gear x Hachi x NES x Chrissie x Dhana x Quag x Sixxy x Eskay x Khanty x Alma x Mad x Hopey x Sky x Landy.


'''JR''':Dammit not the harem orgy again. Just focus on the girls Jon, focus on the girls.


'''Quag''': What's the matter? Don't you feel comfortable? XD


'''JR''':[[{{Squick}} Ewww ahh]]


Leave me alone. I don't want any HoYay.


I'm as straight as a ruler. I LIKE GIRLS.


'''Quag''':Well, you know, rulers sometimes... bend. XD

[[quoteright:350:http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/Sonoda_Umi_600_1453076_2507.jpg]]
'''JR''': Not if they're wooden or metal.


'''(Jinny in her mind)''':Well that explains why you have a wooden ruler sticking out after all that gay love.


'''Quag''':Are you saying you've got the wood? XD Or do you melt when under the heat? XD


Ok, maybe I'll stop with the puns.


'''JR''':Yes you should stop with the puns. God I walked into that one.


'''Sixth''':So JR walks into a bar… -shot-


'''Egg''':@JR and Quag: The joke goes "So is spaghetti, until it gets wet.". XD


'''Danniee''':I think this would be an appropriate time to quote Electric Six lyrics.


'''GIIIIRL, I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAAAAAH'''


'''JR''':[[{{GeorgeTakei}} Ohh myyy]]

[[quoteright:350:http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/Inaba_Tewi_600_1453566_6497.jpg]]
...Don't do self-deprecating humour, ever, not even of yourself as an individual. Stand tall, and be proud of your mistakes; they are the proof that you can afford to make them and still be fine afterwards. Be especially proud of the mistakes from which you have learned, not only not to make the same mistake, but not to make any similar mistake, ever. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Self-worth is itself a worthless concept, when it comes to loving oneself. Giving an individual "worth" presumes that there is a goal they must be optimized for. Society may assign you a worth, even a monetary net worth. Different social groups, with different value scales, will value you differently. But what's the point of you evaluating yourself? Others may think of you as a tool for their ends, and approval and disapproval are their instruments to stir you so that you may suit them better. But when you are your own tool, you don't need to do that.
You don't need to follow that pattern when thinking of yourself. Your self-feedback is excellent, you just need to strip that feeling of "insecurity" from it, that "frowning upon oneself". So you did something in not-the-best-way? It's good that you noticed. Next time, do it better. That is all. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


But I have come to understand that, if the other, average people, can tolerate themselves, and each other, for all of their flaws and their pettiness, then we, too, can forgive ourselves, accept the hand that we were dealt with, and make the best of it.


Sensitivity such as ours is a double-edged sword, but if we learn to wield it, we can live far richer lives than those who are comfortably numb. Let us not give up on life, just because it is painful and frightening. Let us not give up on ourselves, just because we fall short of our standards. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Emotions can be painful, but they're what make us human. That, and sentience. But that's besides the point.
It definitely drives me nuts as well. Reminds me of my past failures and regrets and wishes that will never come true...but I also look at it as a way to learn from past experience what doesn't work, what I've been doing wrong, and to try to steer myself in a better direction (even if I'm not the most successful at that—I certainly try[[hottip:*:OH-MY-GOD, DO I TRYYY~]], though). ~ [---''' Odd'''---]


I think accepting folk for what shape they are is just as restrictive as accepting folk for what shape they should be, myself. I think that we should endeavor to accept people for the shape they want to be, within limits of health and safety. If someone wants to gain or lose weight, then that is fine, so long as they do so responsibly. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{OhnoaBear}} Bear]]'''---]


'''Bunnie''':I can hear the pitter-patter of raindrops outside. I love rain, even light showers. ~u~


'''Hachi''':There's no rain here. ._. I love rain too. I remember saying at class one time "When I see it's raining outside, it makes me happy. I love how raindrops feel on my skin." [[spoiler:Sucks how dirty rain is. ;_;]]


'''Bunnie''':... How dirty ''is'' rain, exactly? ._.


'''Hachi''':...It evaporates who knows what kind of water. Did you notice how smelly sometimes rain is? ''That's acid rain.'' ;_;


'''Bunnie''':It's raining really hard now. =.= Y'know, that's one of the things I like about this place: usually cloudy, and rains well. Also, trees. ouo


'''Hachi''':I like trees. They make places feel really cold. I like the cold, makes hugging a blanket and pillow comfier.


Also, I like hugging stuff.


..........


I really like trees and rain. Watching leaves fall are awesome. Do you like watching leaves fall from trees? [[spoiler:Bunnie and Hachi's having a fail small-talk XD]]


I'd like to take a moment to say that I love Stolen By Faeries. Not that way, not anymore, but... I love her for not giving up on me, no matter how much of a shitty excuse of a friend I am most of the time. She showed me that helping is worthwhile and hard work sometimes does work. She makes the best jokes, brings along good taste wherever she goes, lends an understanding ear in bad times and always gives a voice of reason without fail. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Betterthanstrawberry}} BTS]]'''---]


Well, it can snow peacefully, but it can also tackle you right into face, stripping you off what little dignity you have left. :D ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I'm upset a while ago since I almost broke up with someone because I had feelings for someone else, stronger in fact.


But why sink a ship before it had a chance to set sail? Why cry over a ship that sunk before it happened? All I've gotta do is make the best out of what we [[note]] the one I'm with [[/note]] have, and keep staying as friends, taking things slow. We never know what might happen in the future, so all I've got to do is think of the best that might happen, no matter how uncertain it is.


You know why you should be scared? You should be scared because if it's true that everybody has an enemy, and that if you don't have an enemy something's wrong, then the only answer to the mystery of you not having an enemy is that your enemy is an assassin. A ninja assassin.

So it is the appropriate reaction to be very, very afraid. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I have to admit I also don't know much about your situation in particular so I don't know who "she" is and similar things. Also I feel wierd giving you advice since most of the time you realize this stuff yourself and it feels more like when your posting you are actually talking to yourself rather then anyone else (mind you, not necessarily a bad thing) :p. But sometimes it helps to hear it from someone else so here goes:

Telling "her" all these things will almost always lead to her thinking you are being smug or superior, especially when she is complaining to you and wants pity not advice. Not falling for that is the correct thing to do but in the end the only one who can help her is herself and she needs to realize that. In the end I can't tell you whether cutting off your ties is the correct thing to do because I simply don't know.

As for the friends telling you when you are pissing them off, I also suffer these insecurities rather often but Immi is right there. I mean I tell them they should tell me when they take issue with something about me. But alas most of the time I still spend all the time worrying about whether I'm doing something wrong. Either way, I've found it's not wrong to tell them to mind their health, but if they simply won't listen repeating it a hundred times won't help. It's the same thing as above. As you said, they live their own lives with their own consequences and while it may be hard to do it sometimes, you can't spent your entire life worrying about others. If they know what they are doing is bad for their health, then it is their informed decision as individuals. And they need to accept that you as an individual also make your choices and if living healthily is one of them there's nothing wrong with it. If they can't do that, well what can I say? In the end the one who's important is you and only you. So yeah being selfish is no fault as long as you don't completely disregard everyone else as ants to be crushed to your liking. That's taking it into extremes. Don't hate your personality. It's a part of you after all and rather then forcing yourself to change for the sake of others, others need to accept you for who you are. That is not to say trying to improve oneself is wrong. But there shouldn't be self-loathing involved. As for not being you anymore when you change, people always and constantly change. There is no defined you. You are who you are. ~ Haukka

[[/folder]]
[[folder: Stuff that I like a lot.]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs?]]
* Digimon World 1 and 2003.
* Ace Attorney Series till Trials and Tribulation
* Dragon Quest III
* Hetalia Axis Powers
** Specifically, Canada and Italy~!
* Pokemon Gen I-IV
** Yellow, Crystal, Ruby and Platinum = <3
* Pokemon Mystery Red and Blue Dungeon
* Pokemon Ranger
* Chocobo Dungeon 2
* Clannad VN
* Fate Zero
* Magical Index
* [[{{JokingMode}} People I like ignoring me.]]
* Things that seem not to sense or aren't important to other people.
* Edit Tip 17. [[note]] Can't help making people feel stupid whenever I do, sadly. [[/note]]
* [=LoL=] NA server: thejinny
* Being added on Skype: yinhachiko
* '''The word paste.'''
* [[spoiler:Perverts.]]
* [[spoiler:Being a Type B {{Tsundere}}.]]
* People writing on the Hachi Troper page, not Jinny.
[[/folder]]


[[folder:Random Sing-alongs]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs.]]
* If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys [[note]] Fuck you! I love that song! Even when people kept singing that in the karaoke!!! [[/note]]
** -Ahem-
** ''Yeaaaaaaaah. Oooooh.''
** ''Some people live'' for the ''fortune''
** '''''Some''' people live just for the '''fame'''''
** ''Some people live for the power, yeah''
** ''Some people live just to play the game''
** Some ''people think'' that ''the physical things''
** Define what's within
** And I've been there before, but that life's a bore
** ''So full of the superficial''
** ''Some people want it all''
** ''But I '''don't''' want nothing at all''
** ''If it ain't you, baby''
** ''If it ain't got you, baby''
** Some people want ''onion rings''
** Some just want ''everything''
** But ''everything'' means ''nothing''
** ''If I ain't got you, yeah''
* [[http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/taylorswift/picturetoburn.html Picture to Burn - Taylor Swift]] [[note]] Hmph. >:| [[/note]]
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_4jI8PvtaQ Lies - Big Bang]] [[note]] I rarely like K-Pop, but this song is funnier the more I hear this. xD [[/note]]
** Hello? Hello?
*** ''..Ah...'' [[spoiler:xD]]
** '''''Yeah''''', ''love is pain.''
** ''Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people.'' ''Yeah.''
** ''One's old flame. '''''Yeah.''''' Just scream my name.'' '''''Damn.'''''
** ''And I'm so sick of love songs.''
** ''Yeah, I hate them damn love songs.''
** ''Mementos of ours.''
** ''Gojidmal!'' [[spoiler:o-o]]
** ''Late night, you come with the falling rain my mind begins to stir with the wet memories.''
** ''Even if I swear to myself I can live without you.''
** ''But I can't help it.''
** ''I fill my heart with alcohol, but I still feel empty.''
** ''The days without you feel so long.''
** ''I beg heaven to please erase you.''
*** '''(It's all a lie.)'''
** '''''Without you I can't smile, tears don't even form.'''''
** '''''I don't want to live anymore.'''''
** ''It's wrong, it pisses me off.''
*** ''I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you.''
** ''I can't see you'' '''''even if I want to.'''''
** ''It's over, I'll be right there.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
*** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''Can I forget it all slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** '''''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.'''''
** ''The song I put my everything into and sung for you.''
*** ''[People probably don't know.]''
** ''Alone, without anyone knowing.''
** ''Yeah, the lies I made.''
** ''I've been left alone, keep roaming with the loneliness.''
** ''The note for separation crumbled in my pocket.''
** ''Where are you?''
** ''The habit of calling you.''
** ''I want to change.''
** '''''I want to laugh everything over.'''''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing you had let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''Can I forget you slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** ''Hope everything's a dream.''
** ''For being able to do only this.''
** ''I still can't forget you.''
** ''No, even eventually, even after death.''
** ''Has the scar I gave you healed?''
** ''I'm sorry for not being able to anything for you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's all a lie.''
** '''I'm so sorry, but I love you.'''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** '''Can I forget it all slowly?'''
** ''So I can be hurt.''
*** '''''Bye, bye.'''''
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYz3wJwWUx0 Hope - Hanatan]] [[note]] I LOVE CLANNAD...and probably the song for LDR things. Subtle, yes. xD [[/note]]
** [[spoiler:''Myself'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Where'']]
*** [[spoiler:''White'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Black'']]
** '''''I want to see you, but still'''''
*** '''''Tears are falling and isn't that enough?'''''
** '''''My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart'''''
** '''''And that unreachable voice still echoes'''''
** ''Let our luck always continue''
** ''Is what I used to think''
** ''And I called out your name as the light disappeared''
** ''And the coming night will be so long..''
** ''You're the best person to have ever lived''
** ''You're smiling even now''
** ''Your gentle being''
** ''Has completely filled''
** ''Even the deepest pieces of my heart''
** ''Locked away''
** ''It's very precious,''
** ''Your smile''
** ''Disappearing''
*** ''Living''
*** ''To be born''
*** ''To die''
*** ''I was''
*** ''Found but''
*** ''Your light''
*** ''It's already''
*** ''Gone away from here''
** '''''You're the best person to have ever lived'''''
** '''''You're smiling even now'''''
** '''''Your gentle being'''''
** '''''Has completely filled'''''
** '''''Even the deepest pieces of my heart'''''
*** '''''Locked away'''''
** '''''It's very precious,'''''
*** '''''Your smile...'''''
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[[caption-width-right:250:When I was sixteen, two years ago. Goddamn I feel and look ''old'', but this is better. I guess.[[strike:Chaji and I got permed at the same time.]]]]
* Go!!! Fighting Dreamers - Flow [[note]] Hehehe. This cheers me up~! [[/note]]
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers,''
*** '' aiming high''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** ''not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** '' because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! ''
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** '' (Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' At the middle of a grim fighting road, we up man's map;'''''
*** '''''where do we go?'''''
** '''''The plant-eating crow plunders that and escapes'''''[[spoiler:(?????)]]
** ''''' Now, the eye of the heart only opens to make sure of the present! '''''
*** '''''(Yeah!) '''''
*** ''''' There is nothing lost, so let's turn back!'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-!
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' The creeping soundless shadow always puzzles us'''''
** ''''' The big short burst of wind increases the swell as it blows over'''''
** ''''' The sharp raised blade cuts open my tomorrow!'''''
*** ''''' (Yeah!) '''''
** ''''' Whatever the guarantee, its not anywhere it seems!?'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''''' We are Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with these best friends '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' swallowing up everything '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with high ambitions '''''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''(Don't forget your first impulse ever) ''
*** ''(Let's keep your adventurous ever)''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
* That's What You Get - Paramore
** '''''I wonder, how am I supposed to feel'''''
** '''''When you're not here?'''''
** ''''''Cause I burned every bridge I ever built'''''
** '''''When you were here'''''
* Haruka Kanata - Asian Kung-fu Generation
** ''Hit the gas!''
*** ''There's no need to finagle,''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll go all through the night.''
** ''I'll complain at the end, ''
*** ''the balance is zero, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll whittle the days away...''
** ''When you open your heart a little,''
*** ''and pull someone close to you, ''
** ''Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, ''
*** ''yeah...''
** ''Hurry it up! ''
*** ''Wring it out! ''
** ''Though my legs are all tangled, ''
*** ''they will surely take me far... ''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it, '''''
** '''''If it isn't you, then what's the point?'''''
** ''So I'll go further and further away!''
** ''Hit the gas! ''
*** ''There's no need to finagle, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** '''''We'll go all through the night. '''''
** '''''I'll complain at the end, '''''
*** '''''the balance is zero, '''''
*** '''''oh yeah! '''''
** '''''We'll whittle the days away...'''''
** '''''When you open your heart a little, '''''
*** ''''' and pull someone close to you,'''''
** ''''' Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, '''''
*** ''''' yeah...'''''
** ''''' Hurry it up! '''''
*** ''''' Wring it out!''''' [[spoiler:Wring ''what'' out, again?]]
** '''''Though my legs are all tangled, '''''
*** '''''they will surely take me far... '''''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it,'''''
** '''''If it isn't you,'''''
*** '''''then what's the point?'''''
** '''''So I'll go far into the distance...'''''
** '''''Your world will become a thing of deceit '''''
** '''''painted all in white...'''''
* '''Rewrite - Asian Kung-fu Generation'''
** ''Wanting to spit out the jarred thoughts is''
*** ''Because there's no other proof of my existence''
*** ''My future that I should've grabbed hold is''
*** ''Conflicting between "dignity" and "freedom"''
** '''Wanting to erase the distorted afterimage is'''
*** '''Because I'll see my limit over there'''
*** '''In the window of the excessively self-conscious me'''
*** '''There are no dates in last year's calendar'''
** '''Erase and rewrite'''
*** '''The pointless ultra-fantasy'''
*** '''The unforgettable sense of being'''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
** ''After cutting my feelings that grew, I cry''
*** ''After realizing that after all, I'm just a mediocrity, I cry''
** ''Erase this depressed heart, this dirty lie''
*** ''And rewrite''
*** ''The pointless ultra-fantasy''
*** ''The unforgettable sense of being''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
[[/folder]]
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[[folder: Specific requirements for a partner.]]
* ...Just be a person I could connect with.
* It's taken already by ''someone'' really, really annoyrable I just wanna squeeze him to death ''with a hug''. >.<
[[/folder]]


[[folder:The Laziness Induced Copied Folder.]]

* AchievementsInIgnorance - I rarely quit trying to solve problems in my head, and if I couldn't do it, I'll try to look for different ways to solve it. I could rarely learn from passive learning, I need to experience it first.
* AllergicToRoutine - I get bored easily when it comes to people and experiences, since I only need a few before getting used to it. But it's a different story over having a set of friends I could keep talking to everyday, if possible.
* AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther - I tend to pretend the person I have strong feelings for isn't there, and ignore that SO. Or treat that SO differently compared to other people, in a huge way, without the nice mask.
* BecauseYouWereNiceToMe - Yup. Either a reason for me to tolerate a person or fall for.
* BiTheWay - My first crush was a girl, and I have an attraction to boobs.
** [[{{Hermaphrodite}} Perfect]]. Fucking ''perfect''.
* BreakUpMakeUpScenario - Always, always, ''always'' the staple of most of my relationships---platonic or not. I leave and then run back apologizing. I hate this, so I'm trying to standing up for what I want now.
* [[spoiler:BiggerIsBetterInBed - Inverted. I'm scared of this, how the hell would it fit?!? Especially when it has a thick girth. Fuck.]]
** [[spoiler:Laugh. I dare you to laugh.]]
* [[spoiler:ClingyJealousGirl - ...Hehehe...only when questioning the relationship though, or on the verge of breaking up.]]
* {{Diary}} - I dunno if this counts, but yes. I have one right now.
** Heh. It's easy to manipulate people with diaries.
*** [[{{IWasOnlyPretendingToLikeYou}} Sometimes]].
* DontLookAtMe - Just don't, okay? ''Please.''
* DontYouDarePityMe - As much as I seem as [[{{Woobie}} the Woobie]], don't you dare look down on me. I know how to solve my own problems, thank you very much. Wanna die?
* DudeMagnet - As much as it pains me to admit it. xD
** [[spoiler:Or CluelessChickMagnet subverted IRL when I lost weight. D:]]
* EveryoneIsJesusInPurgatory - I love finding meanings over simple stuff. When I hear a lyric or see a verse, I tend to attach out-of-context meanings on it, making it hella funny. If you see me comparing things from an unusual object or red-linking what I meant, well, that's a work of my craziness and boredness seeping out.
** [[spoiler:Don't make me write porn. It would be an epic fail of unknown proportions. >:3]]
* FleetingPassionateHobbies - Very.
* [[{{Main.Tsunshun}} Fucking me.]] Don't you dare soil the pureness of this page. I don't need your words.
* FreakOut - Just happened around the third week of February. Really is the stepping-stone over character development. xD
* [[spoiler:HilariousInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12957625730A95242800&page=7#157 What the fuck]]. My first post there, it was weird... xD]]
** [[spoiler:HeartwarmingInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=4qkj5h3ek93n86qlafgxyyw8&page=3978#99442 I was depressed at the time and then posted because of Chaji.]] And then this was unexpected. o-o]]
* [[spoiler:MailerDaemon - [[{{JokingMode}} People regarding me in the Anxiety Room.]] And then I'm going to use their information against them by being a creepy stalker that I am. Mwehehehehehe! >:3]]
** [[spoiler:LetsSeeYouDoBetter - Stupid, stupid assumption.]]
* ManipulativeBastard - Yes. I manipulate lowlives by pretending to be [[{{AWolfInSheepsClothing}} shy, naive and helpless]], making people care for me. Somehow, it's annoying that I kept attracting people who wants to take care of me, so I uh, don't mind to make them believe that little fantasy of theirs thinking they're above me. Really.
** ObfuscatingStupidity
*** BeneathTheMask I'm shouting curses at them. [[{{TengenToppaGurrenLagann}} Who the hell do they think they are]]!?!
* NoSuchThingAsBadPublicity - I believe in this. Who cares if the world hates you, there are only a bunch that matters anyway. I don't care about the ''hundreds'' that hate me, since they can't do anything but bitch about those bad things that they see instead of focusing on changing themselves for the better.
* PrecociousCrush - Always.
* SecurityCling - I invoke this a lot, when going outside, but it's more of an arm cling. I have ''slight'' agoraphobia and social anxiety.
** I could control my social anxiety though.
* SplitPersonality - [[{{HaruhiSuzumiya}} Normal humans don't interest me]].
** But, I'm friendly! Really! [[note]] Only if you deserve it. [[/note]]
*** Seriously, my personality changes when confronted with ''lowlives'', passive-aggressive, annoying and/or judgmental people. Or when confronted with shallow popculture. Sometimes classified as a RichBitch since who knows when, even when I don't classify myself as rich.
**** And SpoiledSweet to close friends, perhaps?
* SugarAndIcePersonality - I'm a Kuudere. That's obvious, isn't it?
** DefrostingIceQueen - If you decided to get to know me, though, beware of the GenkiGirl and {{Cloudcuckoolander}} tendencies. Or NoSenseOfPersonalSpace.
*** Sometimes, being a StepfordSmiler Type A Genki Girl with friends so they wont get worried much.
**** With strangers, people I loathe or want to annoy (especially playing as a DramaQueen heheh), I tend to be a Kuudere, Rich Bitch, ShrinkingViolet, StepfordSnarker or Drama Queen. It depends with who gets fooled.
* TalkativeLoon - Only when feeling like shit and nervous with a close friend.
* TheMasochismTango - As much as I didn't want to admit this with that ''idiot'' ex. ~_~
* ThePhilosopher - Hehehehe.
* TrademarkFavoriteFood - Nashi and Japanese pears, honeydew melons, tiny apples (like Fuji, but softer, juicier and smaller) or Granny Smith, mandarin and california [[note]] The skin is too thick but oh-so-sweet. [[/note]] oranges, and '''yellow''' watermelons. Once you tried yellow, you won't go back to red. And, I prefer to have my fruits chilled.
* WithFriendsLikeThese - Especially with family members.
* YoureInsane - I get that a lot. >:D
[[/folder]]



[[folder: Vandalism inserted by Desu-kun~]]

* [[LightNovel/FateZero What shines upon the thin branch\\
Is a future that forgot to bloom,\\
Still regretting as it drops its leftover buds.]] -the ''[[@/{{desdendelle}} Irregular Apocalypse]]''
** Oh, so that's how you put a poem. .__. I shall PM you lots! Sucks how I didn't play Fate but loved the manga to bits~ XD
* And now I've left my mark on your page. Ha. -drops cookie- - @/{{DarkDestruction}}
* May the light of fortune shine forever more upon you. - @/{{Xargnio}}
** Likewise. *glomps* I shall attack you with [=PMs=] too. I'll vandalize after you finish yours. :>]
*** Bugger, I'm weak against being attacked! My attack is high but my defense is low! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** SUPER GLOMP!!! [=*glomps*=]
*** CRITICAL HIT! IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** [=*Still glomping*=]
* I HAVE CLAIMED YOUR PAGE IN THE NAME OF THE SPOON GOD! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD! ~ @/{{GameSpazzer}}
** Rah! Rah! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD!!! Uh...what about the Fork Goddess? Do you...stab her a lot? Or does she stab you back? Do you have Spork children? x.x
* Don't worry, Hachiko! Senpai will take care of you! - @/{{TehStanman}}
** Thanks Senpai! I'll try be a good Kohai! Lol
* Greetings from Central Europe, [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking the land of decay, misfortune, ridiculousness and pierogies.]] Always nice to see a new person in Forum Games. :) - @/{{Fergard Stratoavis}}
** Nice to meet you too! It's annoying that I need to wait for ten minutes to post though... [=*sweatsdrop*=]
* And suddenly, Badgers. Badgers everywhere. -@/{{Latverian Badger}}
** Hi Lt. Badger! I like The Blue Badger. <3
* Hiya. Just coming to say "welcome" and "[[{{Ashens}} Stay Fresh, Cheesebags]]". Enjoy your stay here. :D - @/{{MobileLeprechaun}}
** I will! I'll stay fresh like a newly baked CUPCAKES!!! Hehehehehehee
* Hi, [[WelcomeToCorneria Welcome to Tv Tropes!]] -@/{{rockmanx}}
** Thanks! [[FridgeBrilliance I'm just new here.]] >ω<
* *noms cupcakes* Thanks Hon!~ @/{{StrawberrytheSecond}} AKA @/{{Jamdat369}}
** I'll bake you another round~ *twirls happily*
* Hello, strange one. Do you require friends? Because [[MyNameIsInigoMontoya my name is]] Tropers/BlakeDiamond, and [[KamenRiderFourze I want to become friends with everyone on this wiki]]!!! (Yeah, I'm a dork) ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
** YES. I'm so lonely. :c
*** Please leave a reply on my page, then. It's low on vandalism :( ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
* ['''REDACTED''']. I know that's you. And ''yes'' we ARE FRIENDS. Stop doubting yourself. I may be an ass, but I really do like you. - @/DeathChariot. Yes, this is ['''REDACTED'''].
** Okay. I hope we'll stay being friends. Just ''friends''
* I got my eye on you, you sly motherfucker. -@/{{Bindlestick}}
** *blushes* W-w-w-what the hell did you mean, Stick-O! D:
* I hope we can get along well, Both here and possibly IRL. -@/{{Strigon}}
** Yeah, we will.
* Bring out the pies! ~ [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Chaji]]
** Sure thing, [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Kaji]]
* You have been vandalized by me. You may feel special now - @/ThatOneGuyNamedX
** *giggles*
* Five-minutes-to-midnight vandalism ATTACK! - [[@/{{Phoenixor}} A sleepy bird.]]
** Pheonix!!! Thanks!!! *glomps*
* So I'm not ''allowed'' to call you Yin? Boy, I must really annoy you :P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Who else.]]
** Yup. Call me Hachiko or Hachi, dood. X3
*** Provided you don't call me "dood" we have a deal >:P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Slendy]]
*** Sure, dood.
*** Oh, Julie... you just had to didn't you? ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Not "dood"]]
**** NOOOOOOOOOOO. Why Julie?!? Dood, what is wrong widju? DX - [[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Not Julie]]
* Couldn't help but see so many vandal entries, that I just couldn't resist. I just hope you enjoy yourself at TvTropes! (I know I'm having a good time.) [[Tropers/NESgamer190 NES]]
** It's not that much though, I just reply to everything. xD Thanks...I'm always looking forward for new ones. Nice meeting you at the Pairing game. :3 *glomps*
* I, @/SR3NORMANDY, with the authority bestowed upon me by myself, hereby vandalise your page in the name of myself. And what are ''you'' going to do about it?
** A huuuuuuuuuuug! I like vandals, sir! *salutes after hugging*
* It is I,King Yggdrasil! All hail New Yggdrasil!-Tropers/XiphosOrochi666
** Arr! You wrote on me wall? Swashbucklingly awesome!
* [=*awkward stare*=] uh... hi ''ate''. -Tropers/{{Passerby}}
** [[{{JokingMode}} ...Ate? Wanna die? Call me ate one more time, and I'll hate you.]]
* Muhahaha. This is a completely random vandalism, and not in any way related to any evil plan to leave my mark on all the Troper pages I pass by. Nope. Move along, now. >:3 - Tropers/{{Bunnie}}
** ...Yes, it is. Excuse me while I take out the mole hammer, Bunnie.
** A ''mole'' hammer? How dare you confuse me for a mole! :O Can you not see the long ears? The soft fur? The cute, adorable, little evil face? ~@/{{Bunnie}}
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* Will you marry me? - Tropers/ChrissieMcNapkins
** No. Thanks for the offer, though. Do you want miso soup instead?
* You always post the best, kindest, most detailed replies on the Insecurity and Anxiety thread... I envy your niceness and patience. Truly. You're like a SAINT or something. <3 Tropers/{{Alma}}
** [[{{ShortenedOutVersion}} Thanks for writing back at my wall. You're awesome.]]
* Knock, knock. :) - {{Tropers/redrosary}}
** Hi, mister! :3
* If anyone asks, I was never here. My clone was the culprit. - [[@/{{Eskay64}} An innocent guy]]
** [[{{TaylorSwift}} I'll never, ever going to tell Indy.]] ''Ever.'' [[note]] Kill me for quoting a Taylor Swift song! >:3 [[/note]]
*** Why would I worry about you telling Indy? [[note]] Quick and painless, slow and painful, quick and painful, or long and painless killing? :3 [[/note]]
**** Because she's going to torture you ''slowly'' for showing her the ways of the clone.
***** B-but slow torture is so... slow! D: And she seems to enjoy having a clone! I think. And now I'm not sure. And now I'm scared. ._.
* HAI JIN! I MADE YOU A VANDALISM. :D -Tropers/TheMike
** Hi Mike! I gave you a hug! :3
* I can't resist! I put a picture on your fridge! ~ @/{{DiurnalBrocolli}}
** Heheh~! Thanks! [---Now where's the photo...---]
* [---I just figured out how to do this!---] ~ @/{{Eternal noob}}
** Vandalizing troper pages or doing something else completely unrelated? -hands a poptart- Just about time for the tea par-tey. >:3
* You picked the best conversation between me and [[Tropers/VolatileChills Chills]] to quote up there! -''bows to the Ebil Henchman''- ~ @/{{Topographic Ocean}}
** Of course, our dear master's jazzy, coffee-loving, ebil intern! Of course! I'm the master lurker, donchaknow? >:3
* So I return to discover you are now my enemy.\\
\\
...We can be friendly enemies, right? :3 - [[@/{{Eskay64}} The Hero of Justice]]
** Of course! I'll only kill you if you threatened the [[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} Evil Overlord]]'s pride and bones. But you wont, so you're okay in my book!
** What about one or the other? Can I threaten pride ''or'' bones? :3
** Nop, still nop.
* Dude! Another Axis Powers Hetalia fan (and a person who likes fanfic writers). Not to mention a fan of Canada? Too cool~ Nice to meet you! @/{{Misuki}}
** Nice to meet you, as well! I hope I could interact with you at the site a lot, since you're pretty cool too!
* Here, have a hug ^_^ -[[@/{{Sixthhokage1}} Sixth]]
* Gasp! It's... a person! -pets the person- --@/{{Eskay 64}}
* You like Sakurasou. I like you. - --@/{{sunember123}}

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13th Jun '13 6:05:52 AM YinHachiko
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Even when I still feel stupid for letting things end stupidly with those [[hottip:"relationships":>_>]] I've had...I sure would try my best to make this last and wont let things end that way!


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Even when I still feel stupid for letting things end stupidly with those [[hottip:"relationships":>_>]] [[hottip:relationships:>_>]] I've had...I sure would try my best to make this last and wont let things end that way!




Just that I enjoy being with you and trust you a lot. And various other reasons I don't have time to write about. But I will, maybe~ But I'm betting it all had "You're annoyrable" and incomprehensible stuff. :3

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Just that I enjoy being with you and trust you a lot. And various other reasons I don't have time to write about. But I will, maybe~ But I'm betting it all had "You're annoyrable" and incomprehensible stuff. :3
:3 [[/folder]]



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[----[[white:[[Tropers/{{Pulse}} Pulse-kun]]]]----] Pulse-kun]]]]----]


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13th Jun '13 6:04:30 AM YinHachiko
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'''UPDATE ON 6/13/13''': [---Message to current boyfriend---]


The relationship ended with '''REDACTED''', and it was the same reason with ''Nameless Person''--due to a large disparity of personality differences that made it hard for me to cope. I'm now taken for exactly 14 days I can't believe it. I was supposed to write something significant but...


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'''UPDATE ON 6/13/13''': [---Message to current boyfriend---]


6/13/13''':


The relationship ended with '''REDACTED''', and it was the same reason with ''Nameless Person''--due to a large disparity of personality differences that made it hard for me to cope.I couldn't bear staying with. I'm now taken for exactly 14 days I can't believe it. I was supposed to write something significant but...




Even when I still feel stupid for letting things end stupidly with those relationships I've had...I sure would try my best to make this last and wont let things end that way!


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Even when I still feel stupid for letting things end stupidly with those relationships [[hottip:"relationships":>_>]] I've had...I sure would try my best to make this last and wont let things end that way!

13th Jun '13 6:01:17 AM YinHachiko
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Because I really, really like you. [[{{SincerityMode}} You're the best person I ever dated. [[{{JokingMode}} Or are you? How would I know?]] :P


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Because I really, really like you. [[{{SincerityMode}} You're the best person I ever dated. ]] [[{{JokingMode}} Or are you? How would I know?]] :P

13th Jun '13 6:00:44 AM YinHachiko
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'''6/13/13''': The relationship ended with '''REDACTED''', and it was the same reason with ''Nameless Person''. I'm now taken for exactly 14 days I can't believe it. I was supposed to write something significant but...


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'''6/13/13''': '''UPDATE ON 6/13/13''': [---Message to current boyfriend---]


The relationship ended with '''REDACTED''', and it was the same reason with ''Nameless Person''.Person''--due to a large disparity of personality differences that made it hard for me to cope. I'm now taken for exactly 14 days I can't believe it. I was supposed to write something significant but...




Because I really, really like you. You're the best person I ever dated.

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Because I really, really like you. [[{{SincerityMode}} You're the best person I ever dated.
dated. [[{{JokingMode}} Or are you? How would I know?]] :P


Just that I enjoy being with you and trust you a lot. And various other reasons I don't have time to write about. But I will, maybe~ But I'm betting it all had "You're annoyrable" and incomprehensible stuff. :3



No you won't. In fact, don't get me wrong when I say this, I'm flattered that you trust me enough to tell me this. I want you to know that no matter how depressed you feel, and how bleak it all seems, you always have me to talk to! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EternalNoob}} Noob]]---]'''


Sort of. I'm trying my best (with talents).


Oh. ._. Wait. I, uh, I guess I mixed it up.


'''''What your style of drawing would be?''''' [[note]] Cute Engrish! Lemme pinch you! [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]---] '''


'''Sky Cat''':My hips look like an otter's leg


'''Me''':I'm losing my leg and butt fat, but I'm still FAT. D:


'''Sky Cat''':I HAVE BOOB FAT WHY DO I HAVE BOOB FAT


'''Me''': WHY DO FEW MEN HAVE MOOBS MOOBS ARE AWESOME [[note]] Header to Sky Cat around 3rd of Mar '13 at 11:41:10 PM. Luckily this ended at that. XD[[/note]]


But [[spoiler:man boobs]] aren't horrible. They're quite...[[spoiler:gropey.]] I like it, even when it looks a bit weird. Makes me wanna hug them and [[spoiler:touch it]] and all. [[note]] In response to randomly talking about moobs because of the said random heading. Said troper told me it was disturbing, but responded that [[{{SincerityMode}} another man's squick is another man's squee]]. [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Me]]---]'''


'''Top''': I've had an encounter with a model who was a foot taller than me and in a delightfully snug corset. Ample is a good way to describe her. Shorter is one thing, but when you're head height with them...''Dayum.''


'''Chills''': Too bad she didn't try to [[{{MarshmallowHell}} hug you.]]


'''Top''': That... would have been swell, to put it subtly. :3


'''Chills''': It would've caused swelling. IN THE PANTS! XD


Things Yin [[note]] Hachi's less selfish alter ego[[/note]] wants to tell '''[REDACTED]'''.


* Hachi ''is'' selfish, she doesn't want to care about other people and what they think, because she's too scared to trust people. She's trying to change that, but it takes time to truly open your heart to other people. Doesn't mean she's a bad person, she's just using that to protect herself. So, you're not a bad person for being horrible at reading social cues, or ''not wanting to read social cues.'' Just, selfish?
* Indeed. You don't want other people to know the real you by making them confused with humor and randomness, right? Honestly, you really are. Hachi acts in a way that people expect them for her to act to draw red herring over what she truly feels.
** It gets tiring how much Hachiko rants on me, to the point I'd scream out "Just fucking tell them how you feel!" "But, but, I don't want to hurt their feelings..." "You're hurting yourself, Hachi. Stop being a fucking idiot. They didn't want or intend to hurt you! You're inflicting pain on yourself"
* Hachiko ''is'' not a jerk, and I'm not a jerk either for not wanting to hurt people, or me not being afraid of hurting Hachi's feelings to make her realize that she's hurting herself. That's because I ''love'' Hachiko, that's why I'm saying those hurtful things. In that case, you're not a jerk for wanting to protect yourself, and/or want to be liked by friends by being a nice person.
** Honestly, do you really think Hachiko's selfish and me(Yin), a bitch and a jerkass by not being afraid to hurt feelings?
* That's your friend's problem, not yours. [[hottip:x:That you're being too nice.]] There's nothing wrong with you, honestly I think she's just saying that because "she couldn't be nice or else you're faking yourself." That's her insecurity speaking, don't fall for it. Are you faking that niceness, or are you genuinely nice? Knowing you, you're not fake at all!
** She just wanted you to confide in her because of ''her'' own insecurity, thinking that since you're not dropping your nice act and being bitchy by confiding troubles in you, she feels useless. It's her own insecurity, not yours, and maybe you're not the type to want to trust people about your own problems.
** Fucking Hachiko, she's so annoying not wanting to dump problems on other people just to not burden them[[note]] So she dumps them all on ''me'', the most not nice person around. And then gets mad at me for telling her the truth and wanting to help her. [[{{Tsundere}} What a dumbass, trusting Yin...but she's still so cute, isn't she?[[/note]], when her friends repeatedly tell her she doesn't mind. The truth is, Hachi minds because ''they don't want them to know she's having a hard time at all'' and using that as an excuse. People who believe in that face first are idiots, because they're usually going to do the same thing. Who wants to know you hate yourself too much?
** So, conclusion, tell her stuff that you're comfortable and wont regret saying, don't say stuff ''just because she's your friend and she should know.'' A friend doesn't need to know everything about you, they're with you because they want to be around you and get to know you at their(you and your friends) own pace, they're not going to leave you because you don't open up much. If they're pressuring you to open up, ''they're the ones being a jerk by not respecting your right to share what you want.'' Apparently, they have a twisted way of validation of thinking if a person is your real friend or not judging by the things they share. A friendship is about mutual exchange of insights, not how many secrets they know. Besides, friends like having secrets because it makes them feel powerful=loved, so don't share stuff you don't want other people to know. [[hottip:BAKA ALERT:Hachiko's problem, sharing too much because she thinks people have the right to know about her struggles. Honestly, they don't really care.]] Ugh. Sorry for being such a Captain Obvious, Hachiko is such an idiot needing things to be explained bit by bit ''in fucking detail''.
* Then try taking time to express what you feel, those stuff takes practice, you know? It's not like you wake up one morning [[strike:feeling like P.Diddy--FUCKING SHUT UP HACHI ಠ_ಠ]] learning how to express yourself. Hachiko's such a lazy fat-ass by being too lazy to explain her feelings thinking people wouldn't understand. Well, people wouldn't understand Hachi if she doesn't try, right? Even when it all sounds confusing and jumbled up and long, in the end if you take the time to explain your piece, they ''will'' somehow understand it.
** Don't feel horrible about it. Everybody has faults, it's how we deal it that makes us a better person. Look at Hachi, at least she's trying to change those flaws compared to those other people who don't try and kept yakking about flaws. Cut yourself some slack, will you?
* Your friend still manipulated you! She should have still said it to you upfront! That is still manipulation or lying by omission, by not telling what she should be telling you, that you're making her feel bad! You're not a mind reader.
** She's using that as an excuse to avoid having that confrontation with you, admitting that she felt like such a useless friend around you and now guilt-tripping you about it. That's wrong, '''[REDACTED]'''. She should at least tell you if there's something you're doing that makes her feel bad.
** But at least she really did try to tell you. Hachi does that subtle thing a lot since she hates confrontation, but it just doesn't work. People needed to be told upfront what they're doing wrong to make a difference.
** Try expressing yourself and herself better. That's a better compromise, than asking you to change yourself. Did she try saying what she wants to change for herself? Or does she think that you're the only one who needs to change? It takes two to make the relationship work.
* Hey, don't feel too bad over that. That's normal that you didn't know what you did wrong. Hey, even I do that with Hachi, being unaware that I'm hurting her so I tried to tone down the bitchiness a bit. Shut up Hachi, you're being useless right now, staring like a kid not knowing what to say. It's always me that had to stand up for you, no wonder I've been like this! So, shut up! [[spoiler:Yes Hachi, I'm a jerk, deal with it.]] It's how you deal with it that matters. Your friend ''will'' forgive you if she has a heart, don't worry!


'''[REDACTED]''', I'm going to put this on my troper page. Yin is being awesome today, I thought she was too tired to care...[[spoiler:Bitch, I'm never too tired to care for people I care about. Stop making assumptions over things I wouldn't like, you don't know me like you think you know! Fucking trust me, will you? ~Yin]]


FIGHT TO THE DEATH, NORM. DIE IN BATTLE. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{GameSpazzer}} Spazz]]---]'''


It really is tedious, giving people long pieces of advice and having them pick through it for negative conclusions about themselves. I used to think that made people selfish and petty, before I experienced depression myself; now, I think it's just because depression has a way of shrinking your vision. It's not that you don't care about other people, it's just that the world is pressing in on you and compacting itself until it really feels like there is no one else but you, and your problems legitimately feel like world-changing catastrophes because they really ''do'' affect the world as you know it. And I have the hardest time getting depressed people to expand their perceptions a little; for me, it was having other people come to me with their problems; at first I was annoyed with them for whining all the time, because I had too many problems of my own to spare the energy for anyone else. Over time, it kind of sprung me out of that solipsism; it made me aware that other people exist too and that they also had real problems, that there was more to this world than just me, and that my problems are meaningless in the grand scheme of things. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EgregiousOne}} The Original Egg]]---]'''


Branching out is certainly worth it. I admire people who can branch out. I'm just sort of single-mindedly obsessed with the same interests I've been obsessed with for the past five years or so and I can't bring myself to be interested in anything else.
Just keep going, and I think, like Yin said, your personality expresses itself in the little things you're passionate about. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Regular Defender likes to remind us that he's normal and not a weirdo who crushes on Internet people. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Alma}} Alma]]'''---]


I constantly worry about what will happen in the future as well. At times, you just feel like taking time and wondering what you can do in the future, if you're good enough to make it, or what will become of you. I have food, shelter, a caring family, school, I have all I need to prepare myself, and then some. But sometimes, it feels like it's out of reach, because of my own incompetence. Everytime I feel like I've accomplished something, or made something great in my eyes, I always try to deprecate it, and keep myself grounded, in fear of falling flat on my face. I just don't wanna grow a big head, cause then failure will be even more heart-wrenching and psyche shattering. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


...Funny thing is, a couple of days ago, I found myself possessed by the inexplicable urge to punch a couple of dozen of faces in because they were espousing views that I disagreed with, even if they weren't directing it at me and I just happened to be passing by.


Fortunately, faces were not punched in, and the feeling eventually passed. But it's pretty terrible to realise that you've become what you hate and you hate what you've become, even if it's for that one moment. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Pyrite}} Pirate]]'''---]


No I'm fat so I should be dead. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Losing weight is hard. ._.]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I love my fiancee. Life blows right now, I can't say that enough, but I love my fiancee and that's always enough. She's beautiful and kind and sweet and gentle and amusing and adorable and clever and talented and creative and and and all the things. She's amazing and every day I am glad to be with her. ~ [---[[Tropers/{{Exelixi}} Exe]]---]


'''Alma''':30 pages since I last checked in here. Motherofgod.jpg


'''Top''':I got shipped with a nickel! :D


'''Phoenixor''':You'd be amazed how quickly the pages fly by.


'''Yin Noob''':Noob!Yin/Yin!Noob Hooray handle switch.


'''Sixth''':Where's Sixth[…] Archive binging on why Smogon is a terrible community XD


'''Yoob''':Well, you're back! Hi! Now you're in the S.S Love Cruise! @Phoenixor:Who doesn't like harems? Everybody secretly wished they have one. [[{{BadLiar}} Well, except me, of course.]] [[spoiler:Stop using emoticons. Stopeeeeeeeeeet.]]


Alma/Virgin Mary/Top/Nickle [=OT4=]!


'''Phoenixor''':Whatever you say, Yinnoob.


'''Top''':@Yoob: V-Virgin Mary? :D


'''Yoob''':Who doesn't like the Virgin Mary? She's an okay person, and well, most young men have a thing for young housewives right? [[spoiler:Where is Mad Skillz, who said it was his bread and butter.]]


[[spoiler:Oh god I hope I'm not being offensive. Don't get mad, don't get mad, don't get mad...]] @Top:Well, Alma said Motherofgod.jpg.


'''Yin Noob''': Arha/Twentington


@Alma:[[{{Gargoyles}} Woot]], [[{{Fanboy}} Demona]]!


'''Terl''':The Yoob has spoken, Virgin Mary/Mad Skillz must be so. As must they add a ''Gargoyles'' character to the ship.


'''Top''':I can dig Alma/Virgin Mary/Me/Nickel. But I get to go with the Nickel first!


EDIT:There is no such thing as a pagetopper in this thread that isn't embarrassing. :S


'''Yoob''' (in her mind): Exactly. We should record all the hilarious happenings in the shipping thread. XD


'''Chills''':Strong with the Dom side, you are. Powerful you may become, if give in you do.


'''Top''':Strong with the Dom side? How do you figure that?


'''Chills''':Much potential I sense in you, young Ocean.


'''Top''':How do I tap into this potential? How can I gain such power?!


'''(Yoob in her mind)''':Tap into his ass, dammnit!


'''Chills''': Feel your inner kinkiness, you must. Within your mind, the answers lie.


'''Yoob''': [=*Copies everything and then realizes she wasn't late.*=] @Top: Tap into his ass, dammnit! Oh wait, I'm not late. XD


'''Chills''':Within one's ass, only poop can be found. :3


'''Yoob''':Or pleasure. Poop, or pleasure. Or the pleasure of pooping. [[{{Scat}} Or pooping with pleasure.]]


'''Top''': @Yoob: :D @Chills: My inner kinkiness? All I can find in my inner kinkiness is boobs...


'''Chills''':Excellent! Now learn how to harness and control the power of boobs. Bend them to your will! XD


'''Yoob''':Use that love of boobs to attract mates, young Ocean. >:3



'''Top''':@Top&Yoob: B-But how? :O It would only get me trouble with those who have boobs!


EDIT: What is it with weird ass pagetoppers and me tonight! [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He got the Award of Pagetopping, Bug of Honor and Cupcake of Awesome for being a good sport and a fun guy!]]


'''Chills''':You must master their boobs before their boobs master you.


'''Top''':That actually sounded like a {{Koan}}. :D How does one master the boobs?


'''Chills''':To master boobs, you must first understand them. Know the exact curves, the exact textures of each part - the sideboob, the underboob, the cleavage and most importantly: the nipple.
When you lick the nipples, don't just lick with your tongue. Lick with your mind, allowing you to gain insight into their nipple-y power and direct it as you see fit. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Chills deserved the Bug of Honor, Cupcake of Awesome and The Boobs of Power Award!]]


'''Top''':You are channeling Cr1tikal my good sir! :O


'''Chills''':'''''But beware, for you can only approach the nipple once you have completed the other areas. Like ascending a spiral shaped mountain, you must zero in on your goal, braving great challenges along the way!''''' [[spoiler:Bolded for emphasis!]]


'''Yoob''':Wow you're good, Chills. You have a [=PH.D=] for ''Boobology'', didn't you? [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:I dunno what the right term with it, but who cares. XD]] And you graduated with the [=B.S=] for Best Page Toppers. >:3


'''Chills''':Theoretical Boobology, to be precise. I hope to upgrade to practical soon, though. XD


'''Top''':@Yoob:-''is inspired''- :O Hooray! :D [[spoiler:Dying of embarrassment XD]]


'''Yoob''':...I'm aiming to graduate from Philosophical Boob Studies. But, I have a long way to go, and must finish Psychology first.


Stuff happens, unfortunately, and I guess it's up to us to adjust and go along with the flow. But I guess for every random bad thing that happens, a series of events conspires to make an equal amount of random good stuff too. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:She received the Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge!]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


If I can't trust my parents with that sort of information, then I don't trust them at all. That's kind of the way I see it with regards to romantic partners as well. If I thought that they were the sort of person who'd take advantage of my trust to steal from me or spy on me, then why the hell would I be dating this person? I think I'd rather not live my life constantly paranoid that my loved ones will snap and try to hurt me, and I need to be constantly guarding myself against it. ~ [[Tropers/{{LoniJay}} Froggy]]


;u; I... why, thank you! It is with humility that I accept this Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge! -random applause- Thanks to [[spoiler:the Academy]] for this truly great honor! ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I'm a privacy whore, so I'm not one for sharing passwords and the like. I get why other people do it, but the IT Security guy within me wouldn't let me off with it. He would murder me from the inside. With sharp things. ~ [[Tropers/{{TopographicOcean}} Top]]


'''Mont''':"There was a fireplace upstairs, might have a poker, " Ruthie said, "Barring that, you could always search the trunk of my car."


'''Noob''':"How about some of us stay searching here in the basement, ''and the rest get it in Ruthie' car?'' I think we have enough evidence to conclude that '''no physical manifestations of pain and despair seek to pick us off one by one.'''"


'''Evil Santa''':"Sounds like a good plan, " said Raymond. "I'll be one of the one to stay down here. The rest of you can either stay here and search as well, or ''go and search in Ruthie's trunk.'' It might also be a good idea to bring back that ''hot poker'' on your return trip, in case nothing else works out." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:The Seekers [=RP=]. Better search in Ruthie's trunk, alright. XD]]


'''Mont''':Ruthie pursed her lips. "'''I'll have you know that my trunk is neither so big nor so messy that I'd need a whole search party to find a prise-bar in it.'''" She patted down her pockets to make sure that she had her keys on her, rather than in her back-pack. "I'll go fetch it, " she said when she felt them in her right back-pocket. She crossed the room and climbed the stairs to the ground floor. [[note]] Yep. You're the only one who have access with your trunk, alright. And no need for the whole party to look for a crow bar in her trunk, she could get it out herself. :P [[/note]]


'''Noob''':"Yeah, but.." Greg climbed up the stairs, and followed Ruthie. "I need to get my watch back. Plus, a couple of minutes distanced from this God-forsaken mansion is always a good thing.." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He's totally not going to rape Ruthie, will he?]]


Don't know about the rest, but I think part of what makes crushes different from friends is that romantic feelings spawn a bit of giddiness. And then the person delights you so much that your desire to have a place near them can lead to some nuttiness.

...-hands cookie- ~ [[Tropers/{{Immi}} Cookie Monster]]


Hey Guys You know what? Getting so worked up over a Forum Game is stupid. It's a ''Forum Game'' guys. Something you do for ''fun.'' Calm down. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{WackyPancake}} Pancakes]]'''---]


Always wanna talk with you. :) Sometimes it's just not possible to do. ^^; ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I think Immi's right about that: the difference between a crush and friendship is that a crush gives you an emotional high, compared to the leisurely pacing of friendship.

I've already said this, but I've only had two RL crushes in my entire life, and they were the steady and sweet type. Like when I felt down and he passed by, I feel warm and fuzzy inside.


'''[REDACTED]''' is weird. That is the thing you should keep in mind. When it comes to romance logic usually takes precedence for me, so I end up thinking "I can't confess to you because it would be bad for the both of us. I need to stand back. I'm content with seeing you happy."


But the day I realized that is the day I got on this strange sort of emotional high thing. The thing about me is that I'm either a happy bubbly person or a very sad and moody person. If neither of the two, I seem rather emotionless. So I sort of needed my emotional fix, I needed to see him to find that happy bubbly feeling, I felt like the world would end if I didn't see him or something. I was feeling down and lonely before I met him. Now that I had made a promise to myself to keep away, I felt like I needed to see him more and more, make sure he was okay, or something. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and all that.


But I guess, well... it's a thing that you need to deal with. You need to wean yourself off of dependence on that person, you know? I really hate that part of romance — that you can't exactly form a logical solution to it. (One of the things that makes me think I won't ever find a romantic partner, along with my general Cloudcuckoolander-ness...) So you'll have to find other ways to distract yourself in the meantime.


You're right, it's unhealthy to be too dependent on another person. It's one of the things we need to learn if we want to grow emotionally has human beings. It's a pretty simple solution: don't stalk him. Do something else in the meanwhile.


Unfortunately, simple doesn't necessarily equate to easy.


I think the reason why you're acting like that is because compared to the fuzzy chaotic-ness of a crush, the usually normal, quiet silence afterwards is almost unbearable. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Yep. You're...right.]]


'''Mont''':"But this one has a square around it. Now, the square, in many occult beliefs, represents several things; the four cardinal directions, the four seasons, the four stages of life. Commonly, it is associated with stasis, immutability and being grounded. ''In other terms, it is associated with fixation - and it is used to fix things in place...'' '''''trap them'''''..." [[note]] Hehe. Trap. [[/note]]


''Ruthie stepped closer to Myers until she was literally breathing down his neck. She dropped her voice.'' [[spoiler:Oooh. BST?]]


"So...when I see a Solomonic triangle inside a square, I'm thinking...''someone tried to call something there...and then they trapped it and sealed it into the ground with that square...''" [[spoiler:RAPE.]]


She leaned in a little closer and dropped her voice yet again, adding a bit of a rasp to it. "Now, what do you think, Mr. Myers? ''What sort of entity did they call down there, and why did they trap it?'' [[spoiler:GREG. He's obviously a traaaaap.]] When we crack open that concrete, will we be taking the lid off some sort of sealed evil?"


Ruthie switched to an ominous whisper. "''What are we going to set free, Mr. Myers?''"


[[spoiler:Your libido. >:3]]


Gah. Here I was, sleeping peacefully, when suddenly the doorbell goes. Me goes: 'Wut? Who? Why? It's 5 o'clock, for Heaven's sake!', but since the doorbell keeps going, I go to the kitchen window to check who it is (we don't have a buzzer or one of those talking-things).

Turns out, it's my neighbour's friend. They went to some party together, but then they seperated and went to different parties or something, and now he was thinking that my neighbour is already back and wants to pick up his back-pack. Except, that my neighbour isn't back yet - hence the door-belling me out of bed.

Well, me pads down to the icy ground floor and lets him in, albeit somewhat grumpily. He goes: "Did I wake you?" [[note]] Am I being a bother? [[/note]] Me stares a little. "Mate. It's bloody five of the bloody clock. What do you think?" [[note]] Of course you are, you dumbass, it's five in the bloody morning! [[/note]]

Unbelievable.

[ /end rant ] I'm going back to sleep. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


AND THIS JUST IN My mom just arrived and she showed me a pair of shoes she bought for me for the graduation. Guess what?


They were two left shoes. OHMAIGODWATISTHIS ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


The argument about 'killing the chance at a soul' is like saying, 'if you are male and pass a woman on the streets and don't hump her, you've gone against the will of God because you prevented a potential soul from being created'. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{Montmorencey}} Mont]]---]'''


Master Baker. Say it aloud, and say it fast. THIS IS THE YOUNG MASTER BAKER'S STORY, HE WAS VERY, VERY LONELY. AND YOU CAN TELL WHAT HAPPENED NEXT- COOKIES! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


If you'll ever run for president, what would your slogan be? [[hottip:*:My personal favorite is "Vote for me and I'll make you all my bitches."]]


I remember having a photo from a trip to Italy with a friend of mine in front of a statue of some woman where I covered the area below. [[spoiler:This is a page-topper. XD]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Quag15}} Quag]]'''---]


Well, I think I text him waaay too much. I keep apologising for being annoying, yet he keeps saying that I'm not. I just keep needing reassurance. He's being perfectly kind, and he's helped my self-esteem a lot (he told me last night to not hate myself). I DON'T KNOOOOOOOW. I KEEP DIGGING MYSELF A DEEPER GRAVE I'M SO CONFUSED -______- [[note]] Oh Danniee. Dealing with the same problem as me. So cute. [[/note]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{NerdBird}} Dannieee]]'''---]


'''Hachi being emo about being weak and vulnerable, and then a bunch of ''ninjas'' appeared.'''


'''Top''':@Hachi: You need to let it out somehow! At least this place is set up so that you can feel vulnerable without being trampled on. @Kay:Sounds good to me.


'''Chills''':@Hachi:Unfortunately, when you're feeling weak and vulnerable, you sorta have to put up with being weak and vulnerable until you find your strength. Also, NINJAS!


'''Top''':Ooo, ooo, I'm small and lithe enough to be a Ninja! -trips on shuriken and dies-


'''Kay''':~stabs Topo's shoulder~ ... Meh.


'''Top''':...I'm not even a good pincushion ._. [[http://static.mediatropes.info/pmwiki/pub/images/20209055_AVA_TVT677.jpg Top's avatar.]] >:3


We don't really do Halloween in Australia, but I once made a kickass Doctor Octopus costume with my dad when I was eleven.
[----Used mum's pregnancy coat as a longcoat.----] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{SR3NORMANDY}} Sir Normandy]]'''---]


'''Strawberry''':Society's a bitch. Especially when you have a 1 as the first digit of your age.


'''Rick''':It is, indeed.


'''Defender''':[[spoiler:Man, 1 year olds have it rough.]] Indeed. 17 in particular I've found.


'''Rick''':Teens.


'''Hachi''':Yup. A year too young to be legal, and the only adult thing a 16-17 year could do was to drive. They aren't even old enough to drink. Don't get me started on other adult stuff...


'''Spazz''':Not quite what I meant. [[note]] Was talking about wearing costumes. [[/note]]


'''Hachi''':I uh...only read Strawberry's comment and quoted it. Sorry Spazz. XD


That reminds me of something kinda similar back when I was in high school.

I was hanging out with some friends from the school's rock/metal band, as well as some of their friends. When one of the friends of friends found out that I was single, he suggested setting me up with someone. Later in the evening, I told all of them about the girl I was crushing on at the time.

For some reason, they all knew where she lived (we all lived kinda close to the school, and she did as well) so we walked over to her house and they started goading me into knocking on her door and confessing my love for her. I refused, saying that doing it like that would come off as creepy and get me rejected.

We then had a good laugh as we imagined me (at the time wearing a black hoodie, black pants and black combat boots) knocking on the door and saying HELLO, I'M HERE TO SEE <name> to her parents and freaking them the fuck out. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{VolatileChills}} Chills]]'''---]


'''Egg''': Couldn't you make more if you advertised a porn movie and showed a horror movie?


'''Terl''':Nah, Porn trumps almost everything else in this world. ''Word of Mouth would ruin it quickly.'' But to re-rail stuff a bit Egghead X Porn-trailer horror movies


'''Loose Cannon''':Loose Cannon/Math


'''Danniee''':Nerd Bird/Not Math XD


'''Phoenixor''':Not Math is always a good partner.


'''Murky''':Indeed.


'''Sixth''':Math I'm good at. Applying it, not so much.


'''Khan''':Not Math is a horrible partner. It always loses your money and forgets to pay you back.


'''Indy''':I used to love math.


Until one day.


I took Trigonometry.


Now I hate it.


'''Immi''':Math and I have a love/hate relationship. Mostly hate.


'''Murky''':Math is a business partner. Not a relationship I have for pleasure. :P


'''Mikey''':Math's your asshat roommate that you can't get rid of. He's a jerk, and he eats all your food and spends all your money, but he helps you out every now and again, so you keep him around. XD


'''Danniee''':Math is Scumbag Steve.


Well, the getting amused to talking to a bunch of people is a healthy thing, you do realize? XD And it's natural to wait around for replies, as long as you don't expect them to reply within the second you hit "Send". Or hour, if said person is me.


It's not weakness, it's called being human (~=u=)~ We're social beings and we depend on each other every day: for food, shelter, pay, moral support, etc. It's hardwired into our brains to need to talk to at least one person each day, and we would go quite insane if we didn't, not to mention dead. As long as you keep in mind that the other person is also bound by the mortal coil it's all good.


Watching sad stuff when feeling sad makes you sadder. 100% scientifically proven. :P Had to learn that the hard way a few days ago with fanfiction, dagnabbit So... don't do it. Read Yotsuba or something equally happy~


I've already saved your cell number somewhere, but the parental units would murder me if I texted you. Sorry. ;_; ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


Jonathan still sounds better. =3= Jojo is weird! I mean, say it out loud. "Joh joh". Next the small "j" just doesn't fit next to the "o"! Actually, "j" just doesn't look good repeating itself in a sentence. And look at that name! "Jojo". No no no no no, repeating syllables? Pfft.


/random rant


I have that tendency as well. Ever since I archive binged Sherlock Holmes (that is totally awesome ouo) I have been speaking a bit weirdly, like saying "ought" instead of "should".
Thankfully nothing I ever read will make me use "ejaculated" instead of "said". XD
And after reading some Discworld, well, let's say I'm glad I haven't died of blood loss yet.
... And don't get me started on Joestar. :U ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I think you over-think your posts. Look, what's the worst thing that can happen? If people misunderstand, you'll notice when they reply and you can correct them. That's the awesome thing about online-communication, because it's in writing, you can pick up on small discrepancies better. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Message One: My problem's the exact opposite; I need to learn when speaking out my mind and when to zip it. [[note]] Hehehe...cute. [[/note]]


Message Two: And this isn't as much as a problem as it is a quirk brought by my own stupidity, but I WILL go to the nearest dictionary or search bar on even the most basic words, if as much as a seed of doubt is planted on my understanding of a word. [[note]] And thank you for helping me when I feel down and out. [[/note]]


Message Three: Even the simplest words, such as amoral and galvanize.


Message Four: Amoral is devoid of any sort of moral code, and galvanize is to stimulate as if lightning struck the rod. Yeah, hahaha, insert sex joke here. [[note]] One company for another; Equivalent exchange!! [[/note]]


Message Five: Oh, I was using galvanize wrong. It's '''LITERTALLY''' to stimulate using an electric current. Can't feel passion for nothing? [[hottip:x:Hehehe. Cute.]]


[9:15:44 AM] X: It's fine, don't worry. It's not stupid to not want to talk about something


[9:15:54 AM] X: it's okay c: I'm not gonna force you too.


[9:16:09 AM] X: And I would never get upset at you saying that, don't worry c:


And not hating isn't a bad thing! It's good, to some degree. I just hope you know that you're better off without that person in your life and you really deserve so much better! ~ X


Of course people in stories would have more interesting lives. Stories are life with the dull part cut out. Real people lead lives of mostly dull suffering, with some happy highlights. Anyone who says otherwise is either a liar, rich, from another civilization, or has an exceptional kind of brain. That's reality, for now, for most of us. And, when faced with this kind of dark truth, there's Five Stages of Grief, and I recommend skipping to the last one: acceptance. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


'''Handle''':Please, look around you. Do you really see happy, well-adjusted people? I only see miserable souls getting by.


'''Kay''':Hey, some people are happy and stuff. :C


'''Handle''':kay, they get by with a little help from their friends. Friends are what makes life worth living. And knowledge. And fiction. And nice food. And love, but then it can backfire and make you want to kill yourself.
Mostly, it's friends. [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=jBDF04fQKtQ Related video.]]


People remember stuff but at the sime time it's important to know that just because you can remember something doesn't mean you can't put it past you. It's an important part of growing up as a person, something that a lot of people don't realize, learning to live with your mistakes and with the stuff that hurts to remember but just move on, especially if it involves other people, but like I said, it's just a matter of not letting things like that haunt you forever, and just let go of them c: Doesn't mean you have to forget as though it never happened, but you also need to just leave it as that. Something that happened once and is no longer able to hurt you ~ X


'''Danniee''':Here's the entire Harem shipped together:

''Nerd Bird x JR x Mike x Gear x Hachi x NES x Chrissie x Dhana x Quag x Sixxy x Eskay x Khanty x Alma x Mad x Hopey x Sky x Landy.


'''JR''':Dammit not the harem orgy again. Just focus on the girls Jon, focus on the girls.


'''Quag''': What's the matter? Don't you feel comfortable? XD


'''JR''':[[{{Squick}} Ewww ahh]]


Leave me alone. I don't want any HoYay.


I'm as straight as a ruler. I LIKE GIRLS.


'''Quag''':Well, you know, rulers sometimes... bend. XD

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'''JR''': Not if they're wooden or metal.


'''(Jinny in her mind)''':Well that explains why you have a wooden ruler sticking out after all that gay love.


'''Quag''':Are you saying you've got the wood? XD Or do you melt when under the heat? XD


Ok, maybe I'll stop with the puns.


'''JR''':Yes you should stop with the puns. God I walked into that one.


'''Sixth''':So JR walks into a bar… -shot-


'''Egg''':@JR and Quag: The joke goes "So is spaghetti, until it gets wet.". XD


'''Danniee''':I think this would be an appropriate time to quote Electric Six lyrics.


'''GIIIIRL, I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAAAAAH'''


'''JR''':[[{{GeorgeTakei}} Ohh myyy]]

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...Don't do self-deprecating humour, ever, not even of yourself as an individual. Stand tall, and be proud of your mistakes; they are the proof that you can afford to make them and still be fine afterwards. Be especially proud of the mistakes from which you have learned, not only not to make the same mistake, but not to make any similar mistake, ever. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Self-worth is itself a worthless concept, when it comes to loving oneself. Giving an individual "worth" presumes that there is a goal they must be optimized for. Society may assign you a worth, even a monetary net worth. Different social groups, with different value scales, will value you differently. But what's the point of you evaluating yourself? Others may think of you as a tool for their ends, and approval and disapproval are their instruments to stir you so that you may suit them better. But when you are your own tool, you don't need to do that.
You don't need to follow that pattern when thinking of yourself. Your self-feedback is excellent, you just need to strip that feeling of "insecurity" from it, that "frowning upon oneself". So you did something in not-the-best-way? It's good that you noticed. Next time, do it better. That is all. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


But I have come to understand that, if the other, average people, can tolerate themselves, and each other, for all of their flaws and their pettiness, then we, too, can forgive ourselves, accept the hand that we were dealt with, and make the best of it.


Sensitivity such as ours is a double-edged sword, but if we learn to wield it, we can live far richer lives than those who are comfortably numb. Let us not give up on life, just because it is painful and frightening. Let us not give up on ourselves, just because we fall short of our standards. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Emotions can be painful, but they're what make us human. That, and sentience. But that's besides the point.
It definitely drives me nuts as well. Reminds me of my past failures and regrets and wishes that will never come true...but I also look at it as a way to learn from past experience what doesn't work, what I've been doing wrong, and to try to steer myself in a better direction (even if I'm not the most successful at that—I certainly try[[hottip:*:OH-MY-GOD, DO I TRYYY~]], though). ~ [---''' Odd'''---]


I think accepting folk for what shape they are is just as restrictive as accepting folk for what shape they should be, myself. I think that we should endeavor to accept people for the shape they want to be, within limits of health and safety. If someone wants to gain or lose weight, then that is fine, so long as they do so responsibly. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{OhnoaBear}} Bear]]'''---]


'''Bunnie''':I can hear the pitter-patter of raindrops outside. I love rain, even light showers. ~u~


'''Hachi''':There's no rain here. ._. I love rain too. I remember saying at class one time "When I see it's raining outside, it makes me happy. I love how raindrops feel on my skin." [[spoiler:Sucks how dirty rain is. ;_;]]


'''Bunnie''':... How dirty ''is'' rain, exactly? ._.


'''Hachi''':...It evaporates who knows what kind of water. Did you notice how smelly sometimes rain is? ''That's acid rain.'' ;_;


'''Bunnie''':It's raining really hard now. =.= Y'know, that's one of the things I like about this place: usually cloudy, and rains well. Also, trees. ouo


'''Hachi''':I like trees. They make places feel really cold. I like the cold, makes hugging a blanket and pillow comfier.


Also, I like hugging stuff.


..........


I really like trees and rain. Watching leaves fall are awesome. Do you like watching leaves fall from trees? [[spoiler:Bunnie and Hachi's having a fail small-talk XD]]


I'd like to take a moment to say that I love Stolen By Faeries. Not that way, not anymore, but... I love her for not giving up on me, no matter how much of a shitty excuse of a friend I am most of the time. She showed me that helping is worthwhile and hard work sometimes does work. She makes the best jokes, brings along good taste wherever she goes, lends an understanding ear in bad times and always gives a voice of reason without fail. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Betterthanstrawberry}} BTS]]'''---]


Well, it can snow peacefully, but it can also tackle you right into face, stripping you off what little dignity you have left. :D ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I'm upset a while ago since I almost broke up with someone because I had feelings for someone else, stronger in fact.


But why sink a ship before it had a chance to set sail? Why cry over a ship that sunk before it happened? All I've gotta do is make the best out of what we [[note]] the one I'm with [[/note]] have, and keep staying as friends, taking things slow. We never know what might happen in the future, so all I've got to do is think of the best that might happen, no matter how uncertain it is.


You know why you should be scared? You should be scared because if it's true that everybody has an enemy, and that if you don't have an enemy something's wrong, then the only answer to the mystery of you not having an enemy is that your enemy is an assassin. A ninja assassin.

So it is the appropriate reaction to be very, very afraid. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I have to admit I also don't know much about your situation in particular so I don't know who "she" is and similar things. Also I feel wierd giving you advice since most of the time you realize this stuff yourself and it feels more like when your posting you are actually talking to yourself rather then anyone else (mind you, not necessarily a bad thing) :p. But sometimes it helps to hear it from someone else so here goes:

Telling "her" all these things will almost always lead to her thinking you are being smug or superior, especially when she is complaining to you and wants pity not advice. Not falling for that is the correct thing to do but in the end the only one who can help her is herself and she needs to realize that. In the end I can't tell you whether cutting off your ties is the correct thing to do because I simply don't know.

As for the friends telling you when you are pissing them off, I also suffer these insecurities rather often but Immi is right there. I mean I tell them they should tell me when they take issue with something about me. But alas most of the time I still spend all the time worrying about whether I'm doing something wrong. Either way, I've found it's not wrong to tell them to mind their health, but if they simply won't listen repeating it a hundred times won't help. It's the same thing as above. As you said, they live their own lives with their own consequences and while it may be hard to do it sometimes, you can't spent your entire life worrying about others. If they know what they are doing is bad for their health, then it is their informed decision as individuals. And they need to accept that you as an individual also make your choices and if living healthily is one of them there's nothing wrong with it. If they can't do that, well what can I say? In the end the one who's important is you and only you. So yeah being selfish is no fault as long as you don't completely disregard everyone else as ants to be crushed to your liking. That's taking it into extremes. Don't hate your personality. It's a part of you after all and rather then forcing yourself to change for the sake of others, others need to accept you for who you are. That is not to say trying to improve oneself is wrong. But there shouldn't be self-loathing involved. As for not being you anymore when you change, people always and constantly change. There is no defined you. You are who you are. ~ Haukka

[[/folder]]
[[folder: Stuff that I like a lot.]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs?]]
* Digimon World 1 and 2003.
* Ace Attorney Series till Trials and Tribulation
* Dragon Quest III
* Hetalia Axis Powers
** Specifically, Canada and Italy~!
* Pokemon Gen I-IV
** Yellow, Crystal, Ruby and Platinum = <3
* Pokemon Mystery Red and Blue Dungeon
* Pokemon Ranger
* Chocobo Dungeon 2
* Clannad VN
* Fate Zero
* Magical Index
* [[{{JokingMode}} People I like ignoring me.]]
* Things that seem not to sense or aren't important to other people.
* Edit Tip 17. [[note]] Can't help making people feel stupid whenever I do, sadly. [[/note]]
* [=LoL=] NA server: thejinny
* Being added on Skype: yinhachiko
* '''The word paste.'''
* [[spoiler:Perverts.]]
* [[spoiler:Being a Type B {{Tsundere}}.]]
* People writing on the Hachi Troper page, not Jinny.
[[/folder]]


[[folder:Random Sing-alongs]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs.]]
* If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys [[note]] Fuck you! I love that song! Even when people kept singing that in the karaoke!!! [[/note]]
** -Ahem-
** ''Yeaaaaaaaah. Oooooh.''
** ''Some people live'' for the ''fortune''
** '''''Some''' people live just for the '''fame'''''
** ''Some people live for the power, yeah''
** ''Some people live just to play the game''
** Some ''people think'' that ''the physical things''
** Define what's within
** And I've been there before, but that life's a bore
** ''So full of the superficial''
** ''Some people want it all''
** ''But I '''don't''' want nothing at all''
** ''If it ain't you, baby''
** ''If it ain't got you, baby''
** Some people want ''onion rings''
** Some just want ''everything''
** But ''everything'' means ''nothing''
** ''If I ain't got you, yeah''
* [[http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/taylorswift/picturetoburn.html Picture to Burn - Taylor Swift]] [[note]] Hmph. >:| [[/note]]
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_4jI8PvtaQ Lies - Big Bang]] [[note]] I rarely like K-Pop, but this song is funnier the more I hear this. xD [[/note]]
** Hello? Hello?
*** ''..Ah...'' [[spoiler:xD]]
** '''''Yeah''''', ''love is pain.''
** ''Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people.'' ''Yeah.''
** ''One's old flame. '''''Yeah.''''' Just scream my name.'' '''''Damn.'''''
** ''And I'm so sick of love songs.''
** ''Yeah, I hate them damn love songs.''
** ''Mementos of ours.''
** ''Gojidmal!'' [[spoiler:o-o]]
** ''Late night, you come with the falling rain my mind begins to stir with the wet memories.''
** ''Even if I swear to myself I can live without you.''
** ''But I can't help it.''
** ''I fill my heart with alcohol, but I still feel empty.''
** ''The days without you feel so long.''
** ''I beg heaven to please erase you.''
*** '''(It's all a lie.)'''
** '''''Without you I can't smile, tears don't even form.'''''
** '''''I don't want to live anymore.'''''
** ''It's wrong, it pisses me off.''
*** ''I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you.''
** ''I can't see you'' '''''even if I want to.'''''
** ''It's over, I'll be right there.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
*** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''Can I forget it all slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** '''''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.'''''
** ''The song I put my everything into and sung for you.''
*** ''[People probably don't know.]''
** ''Alone, without anyone knowing.''
** ''Yeah, the lies I made.''
** ''I've been left alone, keep roaming with the loneliness.''
** ''The note for separation crumbled in my pocket.''
** ''Where are you?''
** ''The habit of calling you.''
** ''I want to change.''
** '''''I want to laugh everything over.'''''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing you had let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''Can I forget you slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** ''Hope everything's a dream.''
** ''For being able to do only this.''
** ''I still can't forget you.''
** ''No, even eventually, even after death.''
** ''Has the scar I gave you healed?''
** ''I'm sorry for not being able to anything for you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's all a lie.''
** '''I'm so sorry, but I love you.'''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** '''Can I forget it all slowly?'''
** ''So I can be hurt.''
*** '''''Bye, bye.'''''
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYz3wJwWUx0 Hope - Hanatan]] [[note]] I LOVE CLANNAD...and probably the song for LDR things. Subtle, yes. xD [[/note]]
** [[spoiler:''Myself'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Where'']]
*** [[spoiler:''White'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Black'']]
** '''''I want to see you, but still'''''
*** '''''Tears are falling and isn't that enough?'''''
** '''''My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart'''''
** '''''And that unreachable voice still echoes'''''
** ''Let our luck always continue''
** ''Is what I used to think''
** ''And I called out your name as the light disappeared''
** ''And the coming night will be so long..''
** ''You're the best person to have ever lived''
** ''You're smiling even now''
** ''Your gentle being''
** ''Has completely filled''
** ''Even the deepest pieces of my heart''
** ''Locked away''
** ''It's very precious,''
** ''Your smile''
** ''Disappearing''
*** ''Living''
*** ''To be born''
*** ''To die''
*** ''I was''
*** ''Found but''
*** ''Your light''
*** ''It's already''
*** ''Gone away from here''
** '''''You're the best person to have ever lived'''''
** '''''You're smiling even now'''''
** '''''Your gentle being'''''
** '''''Has completely filled'''''
** '''''Even the deepest pieces of my heart'''''
*** '''''Locked away'''''
** '''''It's very precious,'''''
*** '''''Your smile...'''''
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[[caption-width-right:250:When I was sixteen, two years ago. Goddamn I feel and look ''old'', but this is better. I guess.[[strike:Chaji and I got permed at the same time.]]]]
* Go!!! Fighting Dreamers - Flow [[note]] Hehehe. This cheers me up~! [[/note]]
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers,''
*** '' aiming high''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** ''not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** '' because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! ''
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** '' (Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' At the middle of a grim fighting road, we up man's map;'''''
*** '''''where do we go?'''''
** '''''The plant-eating crow plunders that and escapes'''''[[spoiler:(?????)]]
** ''''' Now, the eye of the heart only opens to make sure of the present! '''''
*** '''''(Yeah!) '''''
*** ''''' There is nothing lost, so let's turn back!'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-!
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' The creeping soundless shadow always puzzles us'''''
** ''''' The big short burst of wind increases the swell as it blows over'''''
** ''''' The sharp raised blade cuts open my tomorrow!'''''
*** ''''' (Yeah!) '''''
** ''''' Whatever the guarantee, its not anywhere it seems!?'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''''' We are Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with these best friends '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' swallowing up everything '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with high ambitions '''''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''(Don't forget your first impulse ever) ''
*** ''(Let's keep your adventurous ever)''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
* That's What You Get - Paramore
** '''''I wonder, how am I supposed to feel'''''
** '''''When you're not here?'''''
** ''''''Cause I burned every bridge I ever built'''''
** '''''When you were here'''''
* Haruka Kanata - Asian Kung-fu Generation
** ''Hit the gas!''
*** ''There's no need to finagle,''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll go all through the night.''
** ''I'll complain at the end, ''
*** ''the balance is zero, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll whittle the days away...''
** ''When you open your heart a little,''
*** ''and pull someone close to you, ''
** ''Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, ''
*** ''yeah...''
** ''Hurry it up! ''
*** ''Wring it out! ''
** ''Though my legs are all tangled, ''
*** ''they will surely take me far... ''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it, '''''
** '''''If it isn't you, then what's the point?'''''
** ''So I'll go further and further away!''
** ''Hit the gas! ''
*** ''There's no need to finagle, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** '''''We'll go all through the night. '''''
** '''''I'll complain at the end, '''''
*** '''''the balance is zero, '''''
*** '''''oh yeah! '''''
** '''''We'll whittle the days away...'''''
** '''''When you open your heart a little, '''''
*** ''''' and pull someone close to you,'''''
** ''''' Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, '''''
*** ''''' yeah...'''''
** ''''' Hurry it up! '''''
*** ''''' Wring it out!''''' [[spoiler:Wring ''what'' out, again?]]
** '''''Though my legs are all tangled, '''''
*** '''''they will surely take me far... '''''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it,'''''
** '''''If it isn't you,'''''
*** '''''then what's the point?'''''
** '''''So I'll go far into the distance...'''''
** '''''Your world will become a thing of deceit '''''
** '''''painted all in white...'''''
* '''Rewrite - Asian Kung-fu Generation'''
** ''Wanting to spit out the jarred thoughts is''
*** ''Because there's no other proof of my existence''
*** ''My future that I should've grabbed hold is''
*** ''Conflicting between "dignity" and "freedom"''
** '''Wanting to erase the distorted afterimage is'''
*** '''Because I'll see my limit over there'''
*** '''In the window of the excessively self-conscious me'''
*** '''There are no dates in last year's calendar'''
** '''Erase and rewrite'''
*** '''The pointless ultra-fantasy'''
*** '''The unforgettable sense of being'''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
** ''After cutting my feelings that grew, I cry''
*** ''After realizing that after all, I'm just a mediocrity, I cry''
** ''Erase this depressed heart, this dirty lie''
*** ''And rewrite''
*** ''The pointless ultra-fantasy''
*** ''The unforgettable sense of being''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
[[/folder]]
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[[folder: Specific requirements for a partner.]]
* ...Just be a person I could connect with.
* It's taken already by ''someone'' really, really annoyrable I just wanna squeeze him to death ''with a hug''. >.<
[[/folder]]


[[folder:The Laziness Induced Copied Folder.]]

* AchievementsInIgnorance - I rarely quit trying to solve problems in my head, and if I couldn't do it, I'll try to look for different ways to solve it. I could rarely learn from passive learning, I need to experience it first.
* AllergicToRoutine - I get bored easily when it comes to people and experiences, since I only need a few before getting used to it. But it's a different story over having a set of friends I could keep talking to everyday, if possible.
* AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther - I tend to pretend the person I have strong feelings for isn't there, and ignore that SO. Or treat that SO differently compared to other people, in a huge way, without the nice mask.
* BecauseYouWereNiceToMe - Yup. Either a reason for me to tolerate a person or fall for.
* BiTheWay - My first crush was a girl, and I have an attraction to boobs.
** [[{{Hermaphrodite}} Perfect]]. Fucking ''perfect''.
* BreakUpMakeUpScenario - Always, always, ''always'' the staple of most of my relationships---platonic or not. I leave and then run back apologizing. I hate this, so I'm trying to standing up for what I want now.
* [[spoiler:BiggerIsBetterInBed - Inverted. I'm scared of this, how the hell would it fit?!? Especially when it has a thick girth. Fuck.]]
** [[spoiler:Laugh. I dare you to laugh.]]
* [[spoiler:ClingyJealousGirl - ...Hehehe...only when questioning the relationship though, or on the verge of breaking up.]]
* {{Diary}} - I dunno if this counts, but yes. I have one right now.
** Heh. It's easy to manipulate people with diaries.
*** [[{{IWasOnlyPretendingToLikeYou}} Sometimes]].
* DontLookAtMe - Just don't, okay? ''Please.''
* DontYouDarePityMe - As much as I seem as [[{{Woobie}} the Woobie]], don't you dare look down on me. I know how to solve my own problems, thank you very much. Wanna die?
* DudeMagnet - As much as it pains me to admit it. xD
** [[spoiler:Or CluelessChickMagnet subverted IRL when I lost weight. D:]]
* EveryoneIsJesusInPurgatory - I love finding meanings over simple stuff. When I hear a lyric or see a verse, I tend to attach out-of-context meanings on it, making it hella funny. If you see me comparing things from an unusual object or red-linking what I meant, well, that's a work of my craziness and boredness seeping out.
** [[spoiler:Don't make me write porn. It would be an epic fail of unknown proportions. >:3]]
* FleetingPassionateHobbies - Very.
* [[{{Main.Tsunshun}} Fucking me.]] Don't you dare soil the pureness of this page. I don't need your words.
* FreakOut - Just happened around the third week of February. Really is the stepping-stone over character development. xD
* [[spoiler:HilariousInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12957625730A95242800&page=7#157 What the fuck]]. My first post there, it was weird... xD]]
** [[spoiler:HeartwarmingInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=4qkj5h3ek93n86qlafgxyyw8&page=3978#99442 I was depressed at the time and then posted because of Chaji.]] And then this was unexpected. o-o]]
* [[spoiler:MailerDaemon - [[{{JokingMode}} People regarding me in the Anxiety Room.]] And then I'm going to use their information against them by being a creepy stalker that I am. Mwehehehehehe! >:3]]
** [[spoiler:LetsSeeYouDoBetter - Stupid, stupid assumption.]]
* ManipulativeBastard - Yes. I manipulate lowlives by pretending to be [[{{AWolfInSheepsClothing}} shy, naive and helpless]], making people care for me. Somehow, it's annoying that I kept attracting people who wants to take care of me, so I uh, don't mind to make them believe that little fantasy of theirs thinking they're above me. Really.
** ObfuscatingStupidity
*** BeneathTheMask I'm shouting curses at them. [[{{TengenToppaGurrenLagann}} Who the hell do they think they are]]!?!
* NoSuchThingAsBadPublicity - I believe in this. Who cares if the world hates you, there are only a bunch that matters anyway. I don't care about the ''hundreds'' that hate me, since they can't do anything but bitch about those bad things that they see instead of focusing on changing themselves for the better.
* PrecociousCrush - Always.
* SecurityCling - I invoke this a lot, when going outside, but it's more of an arm cling. I have ''slight'' agoraphobia and social anxiety.
** I could control my social anxiety though.
* SplitPersonality - [[{{HaruhiSuzumiya}} Normal humans don't interest me]].
** But, I'm friendly! Really! [[note]] Only if you deserve it. [[/note]]
*** Seriously, my personality changes when confronted with ''lowlives'', passive-aggressive, annoying and/or judgmental people. Or when confronted with shallow popculture. Sometimes classified as a RichBitch since who knows when, even when I don't classify myself as rich.
**** And SpoiledSweet to close friends, perhaps?
* SugarAndIcePersonality - I'm a Kuudere. That's obvious, isn't it?
** DefrostingIceQueen - If you decided to get to know me, though, beware of the GenkiGirl and {{Cloudcuckoolander}} tendencies. Or NoSenseOfPersonalSpace.
*** Sometimes, being a StepfordSmiler Type A Genki Girl with friends so they wont get worried much.
**** With strangers, people I loathe or want to annoy (especially playing as a DramaQueen heheh), I tend to be a Kuudere, Rich Bitch, ShrinkingViolet, StepfordSnarker or Drama Queen. It depends with who gets fooled.
* TalkativeLoon - Only when feeling like shit and nervous with a close friend.
* TheMasochismTango - As much as I didn't want to admit this with that ''idiot'' ex. ~_~
* ThePhilosopher - Hehehehe.
* TrademarkFavoriteFood - Nashi and Japanese pears, honeydew melons, tiny apples (like Fuji, but softer, juicier and smaller) or Granny Smith, mandarin and california [[note]] The skin is too thick but oh-so-sweet. [[/note]] oranges, and '''yellow''' watermelons. Once you tried yellow, you won't go back to red. And, I prefer to have my fruits chilled.
* WithFriendsLikeThese - Especially with family members.
* YoureInsane - I get that a lot. >:D
[[/folder]]



[[folder: Vandalism inserted by Desu-kun~]]

* [[LightNovel/FateZero What shines upon the thin branch\\
Is a future that forgot to bloom,\\
Still regretting as it drops its leftover buds.]] -the ''[[@/{{desdendelle}} Irregular Apocalypse]]''
** Oh, so that's how you put a poem. .__. I shall PM you lots! Sucks how I didn't play Fate but loved the manga to bits~ XD
* And now I've left my mark on your page. Ha. -drops cookie- - @/{{DarkDestruction}}
* May the light of fortune shine forever more upon you. - @/{{Xargnio}}
** Likewise. *glomps* I shall attack you with [=PMs=] too. I'll vandalize after you finish yours. :>]
*** Bugger, I'm weak against being attacked! My attack is high but my defense is low! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** SUPER GLOMP!!! [=*glomps*=]
*** CRITICAL HIT! IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** [=*Still glomping*=]
* I HAVE CLAIMED YOUR PAGE IN THE NAME OF THE SPOON GOD! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD! ~ @/{{GameSpazzer}}
** Rah! Rah! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD!!! Uh...what about the Fork Goddess? Do you...stab her a lot? Or does she stab you back? Do you have Spork children? x.x
* Don't worry, Hachiko! Senpai will take care of you! - @/{{TehStanman}}
** Thanks Senpai! I'll try be a good Kohai! Lol
* Greetings from Central Europe, [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking the land of decay, misfortune, ridiculousness and pierogies.]] Always nice to see a new person in Forum Games. :) - @/{{Fergard Stratoavis}}
** Nice to meet you too! It's annoying that I need to wait for ten minutes to post though... [=*sweatsdrop*=]
* And suddenly, Badgers. Badgers everywhere. -@/{{Latverian Badger}}
** Hi Lt. Badger! I like The Blue Badger. <3
* Hiya. Just coming to say "welcome" and "[[{{Ashens}} Stay Fresh, Cheesebags]]". Enjoy your stay here. :D - @/{{MobileLeprechaun}}
** I will! I'll stay fresh like a newly baked CUPCAKES!!! Hehehehehehee
* Hi, [[WelcomeToCorneria Welcome to Tv Tropes!]] -@/{{rockmanx}}
** Thanks! [[FridgeBrilliance I'm just new here.]] >ω<
* *noms cupcakes* Thanks Hon!~ @/{{StrawberrytheSecond}} AKA @/{{Jamdat369}}
** I'll bake you another round~ *twirls happily*
* Hello, strange one. Do you require friends? Because [[MyNameIsInigoMontoya my name is]] Tropers/BlakeDiamond, and [[KamenRiderFourze I want to become friends with everyone on this wiki]]!!! (Yeah, I'm a dork) ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
** YES. I'm so lonely. :c
*** Please leave a reply on my page, then. It's low on vandalism :( ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
* ['''REDACTED''']. I know that's you. And ''yes'' we ARE FRIENDS. Stop doubting yourself. I may be an ass, but I really do like you. - @/DeathChariot. Yes, this is ['''REDACTED'''].
** Okay. I hope we'll stay being friends. Just ''friends''
* I got my eye on you, you sly motherfucker. -@/{{Bindlestick}}
** *blushes* W-w-w-what the hell did you mean, Stick-O! D:
* I hope we can get along well, Both here and possibly IRL. -@/{{Strigon}}
** Yeah, we will.
* Bring out the pies! ~ [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Chaji]]
** Sure thing, [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Kaji]]
* You have been vandalized by me. You may feel special now - @/ThatOneGuyNamedX
** *giggles*
* Five-minutes-to-midnight vandalism ATTACK! - [[@/{{Phoenixor}} A sleepy bird.]]
** Pheonix!!! Thanks!!! *glomps*
* So I'm not ''allowed'' to call you Yin? Boy, I must really annoy you :P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Who else.]]
** Yup. Call me Hachiko or Hachi, dood. X3
*** Provided you don't call me "dood" we have a deal >:P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Slendy]]
*** Sure, dood.
*** Oh, Julie... you just had to didn't you? ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Not "dood"]]
**** NOOOOOOOOOOO. Why Julie?!? Dood, what is wrong widju? DX - [[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Not Julie]]
* Couldn't help but see so many vandal entries, that I just couldn't resist. I just hope you enjoy yourself at TvTropes! (I know I'm having a good time.) [[Tropers/NESgamer190 NES]]
** It's not that much though, I just reply to everything. xD Thanks...I'm always looking forward for new ones. Nice meeting you at the Pairing game. :3 *glomps*
* I, @/SR3NORMANDY, with the authority bestowed upon me by myself, hereby vandalise your page in the name of myself. And what are ''you'' going to do about it?
** A huuuuuuuuuuug! I like vandals, sir! *salutes after hugging*
* It is I,King Yggdrasil! All hail New Yggdrasil!-Tropers/XiphosOrochi666
** Arr! You wrote on me wall? Swashbucklingly awesome!
* [=*awkward stare*=] uh... hi ''ate''. -Tropers/{{Passerby}}
** [[{{JokingMode}} ...Ate? Wanna die? Call me ate one more time, and I'll hate you.]]
* Muhahaha. This is a completely random vandalism, and not in any way related to any evil plan to leave my mark on all the Troper pages I pass by. Nope. Move along, now. >:3 - Tropers/{{Bunnie}}
** ...Yes, it is. Excuse me while I take out the mole hammer, Bunnie.
** A ''mole'' hammer? How dare you confuse me for a mole! :O Can you not see the long ears? The soft fur? The cute, adorable, little evil face? ~@/{{Bunnie}}
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* Will you marry me? - Tropers/ChrissieMcNapkins
** No. Thanks for the offer, though. Do you want miso soup instead?
* You always post the best, kindest, most detailed replies on the Insecurity and Anxiety thread... I envy your niceness and patience. Truly. You're like a SAINT or something. <3 Tropers/{{Alma}}
** [[{{ShortenedOutVersion}} Thanks for writing back at my wall. You're awesome.]]
* Knock, knock. :) - {{Tropers/redrosary}}
** Hi, mister! :3
* If anyone asks, I was never here. My clone was the culprit. - [[@/{{Eskay64}} An innocent guy]]
** [[{{TaylorSwift}} I'll never, ever going to tell Indy.]] ''Ever.'' [[note]] Kill me for quoting a Taylor Swift song! >:3 [[/note]]
*** Why would I worry about you telling Indy? [[note]] Quick and painless, slow and painful, quick and painful, or long and painless killing? :3 [[/note]]
**** Because she's going to torture you ''slowly'' for showing her the ways of the clone.
***** B-but slow torture is so... slow! D: And she seems to enjoy having a clone! I think. And now I'm not sure. And now I'm scared. ._.
* HAI JIN! I MADE YOU A VANDALISM. :D -Tropers/TheMike
** Hi Mike! I gave you a hug! :3
* I can't resist! I put a picture on your fridge! ~ @/{{DiurnalBrocolli}}
** Heheh~! Thanks! [---Now where's the photo...---]
* [---I just figured out how to do this!---] ~ @/{{Eternal noob}}
** Vandalizing troper pages or doing something else completely unrelated? -hands a poptart- Just about time for the tea par-tey. >:3
* You picked the best conversation between me and [[Tropers/VolatileChills Chills]] to quote up there! -''bows to the Ebil Henchman''- ~ @/{{Topographic Ocean}}
** Of course, our dear master's jazzy, coffee-loving, ebil intern! Of course! I'm the master lurker, donchaknow? >:3
* So I return to discover you are now my enemy.\\
\\
...We can be friendly enemies, right? :3 - [[@/{{Eskay64}} The Hero of Justice]]
** Of course! I'll only kill you if you threatened the [[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} Evil Overlord]]'s pride and bones. But you wont, so you're okay in my book!
** What about one or the other? Can I threaten pride ''or'' bones? :3
** Nop, still nop.
* Dude! Another Axis Powers Hetalia fan (and a person who likes fanfic writers). Not to mention a fan of Canada? Too cool~ Nice to meet you! @/{{Misuki}}
** Nice to meet you, as well! I hope I could interact with you at the site a lot, since you're pretty cool too!
* Here, have a hug ^_^ -[[@/{{Sixthhokage1}} Sixth]]
* Gasp! It's... a person! -pets the person- --@/{{Eskay 64}}
* You like Sakurasou. I like you. - --@/{{sunember123}}

[[/folder]]

to:

No you won't. In fact, don't get me wrong when I say this, I'm flattered that you trust me enough to tell me this. I want you to know that no matter how depressed you feel, and how bleak it all seems, you always have me to talk to! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EternalNoob}} Noob]]---]'''


Sort of. I'm trying my best (with talents).


Oh. ._. Wait. I, uh, I guess I mixed it up.


'''''What your style of drawing would be?''''' [[note]] Cute Engrish! Lemme pinch you! [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]---] '''


'''Sky Cat''':My hips look like an otter's leg


'''Me''':I'm losing my leg and butt fat, but I'm still FAT. D:


'''Sky Cat''':I HAVE BOOB FAT WHY DO I HAVE BOOB FAT


'''Me''': WHY DO FEW MEN HAVE MOOBS MOOBS ARE AWESOME [[note]] Header to Sky Cat around 3rd of Mar '13 at 11:41:10 PM. Luckily this ended at that. XD[[/note]]


But [[spoiler:man boobs]] aren't horrible. They're quite...[[spoiler:gropey.]] I like it, even when it looks a bit weird. Makes me wanna hug them and [[spoiler:touch it]] and all. [[note]] In response to randomly talking about moobs because of the said random heading. Said troper told me it was disturbing, but responded that [[{{SincerityMode}} another man's squick is another man's squee]]. [[/note]] ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Me]]---]'''


'''Top''': I've had an encounter with a model who was a foot taller than me and in a delightfully snug corset. Ample is a good way to describe her. Shorter is one thing, but when you're head height with them...''Dayum.''


'''Chills''': Too bad she didn't try to [[{{MarshmallowHell}} hug you.]]


'''Top''': That... would have been swell, to put it subtly. :3


'''Chills''': It would've caused swelling. IN THE PANTS! XD


Things Yin [[note]] Hachi's less selfish alter ego[[/note]] wants to tell '''[REDACTED]'''.


* Hachi ''is'' selfish, she doesn't want to care about other people and what they think, because she's too scared to trust people. She's trying to change that, but it takes time to truly open your heart to other people. Doesn't mean she's a bad person, she's just using that to protect herself. So, you're not a bad person for being horrible at reading social cues, or ''not wanting to read social cues.'' Just, selfish?
* Indeed. You don't want other people to know the real you by making them confused with humor and randomness, right? Honestly, you really are. Hachi acts in a way that people expect them for her to act to draw red herring over what she truly feels.
** It gets tiring how much Hachiko rants on me, to the point I'd scream out "Just fucking tell them how you feel!" "But, but, I don't want to hurt their feelings..." "You're hurting yourself, Hachi. Stop being a fucking idiot. They didn't want or intend to hurt you! You're inflicting pain on yourself"
* Hachiko ''is'' not a jerk, and I'm not a jerk either for not wanting to hurt people, or me not being afraid of hurting Hachi's feelings to make her realize that she's hurting herself. That's because I ''love'' Hachiko, that's why I'm saying those hurtful things. In that case, you're not a jerk for wanting to protect yourself, and/or want to be liked by friends by being a nice person.
** Honestly, do you really think Hachiko's selfish and me(Yin), a bitch and a jerkass by not being afraid to hurt feelings?
* That's your friend's problem, not yours. [[hottip:x:That you're being too nice.]] There's nothing wrong with you, honestly I think she's just saying that because "she couldn't be nice or else you're faking yourself." That's her insecurity speaking, don't fall for it. Are you faking that niceness, or are you genuinely nice? Knowing you, you're not fake at all!
** She just wanted you to confide in her because of ''her'' own insecurity, thinking that since you're not dropping your nice act and being bitchy by confiding troubles in you, she feels useless. It's her own insecurity, not yours, and maybe you're not the type to want to trust people about your own problems.
** Fucking Hachiko, she's so annoying not wanting to dump problems on other people just to not burden them[[note]] So she dumps them all on ''me'', the most not nice person around. And then gets mad at me for telling her the truth and wanting to help her. [[{{Tsundere}} What a dumbass, trusting Yin...but she's still so cute, isn't she?[[/note]], when her friends repeatedly tell her she doesn't mind. The truth is, Hachi minds because ''they don't want them to know she's having a hard time at all'' and using that as an excuse. People who believe in that face first are idiots, because they're usually going to do the same thing. Who wants to know you hate yourself too much?
** So, conclusion, tell her stuff that you're comfortable and wont regret saying, don't say stuff ''just because she's your friend and she should know.'' A friend doesn't need to know everything about you, they're with you because they want to be around you and get to know you at their(you and your friends) own pace, they're not going to leave you because you don't open up much. If they're pressuring you to open up, ''they're the ones being a jerk by not respecting your right to share what you want.'' Apparently, they have a twisted way of validation of thinking if a person is your real friend or not judging by the things they share. A friendship is about mutual exchange of insights, not how many secrets they know. Besides, friends like having secrets because it makes them feel powerful=loved, so don't share stuff you don't want other people to know. [[hottip:BAKA ALERT:Hachiko's problem, sharing too much because she thinks people have the right to know about her struggles. Honestly, they don't really care.]] Ugh. Sorry for being such a Captain Obvious, Hachiko is such an idiot needing things to be explained bit by bit ''in fucking detail''.
* Then try taking time to express what you feel, those stuff takes practice, you know? It's not like you wake up one morning [[strike:feeling like P.Diddy--FUCKING SHUT UP HACHI ಠ_ಠ]] learning how to express yourself. Hachiko's such a lazy fat-ass by being too lazy to explain her feelings thinking people wouldn't understand. Well, people wouldn't understand Hachi if she doesn't try, right? Even when it all sounds confusing and jumbled up and long, in the end if you take the time to explain your piece, they ''will'' somehow understand it.
** Don't feel horrible about it. Everybody has faults, it's how we deal it that makes us a better person. Look at Hachi, at least she's trying to change those flaws compared to those other people who don't try and kept yakking about flaws. Cut yourself some slack, will you?
* Your friend still manipulated you! She should have still said it to you upfront! That is still manipulation or lying by omission, by not telling what she should be telling you, that you're making her feel bad! You're not a mind reader.
** She's using that as an excuse to avoid having that confrontation with you, admitting that she felt like such a useless friend around you and now guilt-tripping you about it. That's wrong, '''[REDACTED]'''. She should at least tell you if there's something you're doing that makes her feel bad.
** But at least she really did try to tell you. Hachi does that subtle thing a lot since she hates confrontation, but it just doesn't work. People needed to be told upfront what they're doing wrong to make a difference.
** Try expressing yourself and herself better. That's a better compromise, than asking you to change yourself. Did she try saying what she wants to change for herself? Or does she think that you're the only one who needs to change? It takes two to make the relationship work.
* Hey, don't feel too bad over that. That's normal that you didn't know what you did wrong. Hey, even I do that with Hachi, being unaware that I'm hurting her so I tried to tone down the bitchiness a bit. Shut up Hachi, you're being useless right now, staring like a kid not knowing what to say. It's always me that had to stand up for you, no wonder I've been like this! So, shut up! [[spoiler:Yes Hachi, I'm a jerk, deal with it.]] It's how you deal with it that matters. Your friend ''will'' forgive you if she has a heart, don't worry!


'''[REDACTED]''', I'm going to put this on my troper page. Yin is being awesome today, I thought she was too tired to care...[[spoiler:Bitch, I'm never too tired to care for people I care about. Stop making assumptions over things I wouldn't like, you don't know me like you think you know! Fucking trust me, will you? ~Yin]]


FIGHT TO THE DEATH, NORM. DIE IN BATTLE. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{GameSpazzer}} Spazz]]---]'''


It really is tedious, giving people long pieces of advice and having them pick through it for negative conclusions about themselves. I used to think that made people selfish and petty, before I experienced depression myself; now, I think it's just because depression has a way of shrinking your vision. It's not that you don't care about other people, it's just that the world is pressing in on you and compacting itself until it really feels like there is no one else but you, and your problems legitimately feel like world-changing catastrophes because they really ''do'' affect the world as you know it. And I have the hardest time getting depressed people to expand their perceptions a little; for me, it was having other people come to me with their problems; at first I was annoyed with them for whining all the time, because I had too many problems of my own to spare the energy for anyone else. Over time, it kind of sprung me out of that solipsism; it made me aware that other people exist too and that they also had real problems, that there was more to this world than just me, and that my problems are meaningless in the grand scheme of things. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{EgregiousOne}} The Original Egg]]---]'''


Branching out is certainly worth it. I admire people who can branch out. I'm just sort of single-mindedly obsessed with the same interests I've been obsessed with for the past five years or so and I can't bring myself to be interested in anything else.
Just keep going, and I think, like Yin said, your personality expresses itself in the little things you're passionate about. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Regular Defender likes to remind us that he's normal and not a weirdo who crushes on Internet people. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Alma}} Alma]]'''---]


I constantly worry about what will happen in the future as well. At times, you just feel like taking time and wondering what you can do in the future, if you're good enough to make it, or what will become of you. I have food, shelter, a caring family, school, I have all I need to prepare myself, and then some. But sometimes, it feels like it's out of reach, because of my own incompetence. Everytime I feel like I've accomplished something, or made something great in my eyes, I always try to deprecate it, and keep myself grounded, in fear of falling flat on my face. I just don't wanna grow a big head, cause then failure will be even more heart-wrenching and psyche shattering. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


...Funny thing is, a couple of days ago, I found myself possessed by the inexplicable urge to punch a couple of dozen of faces in because they were espousing views that I disagreed with, even if they weren't directing it at me and I just happened to be passing by.


Fortunately, faces were not punched in, and the feeling eventually passed. But it's pretty terrible to realise that you've become what you hate and you hate what you've become, even if it's for that one moment. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Pyrite}} Pirate]]'''---]


No I'm fat so I should be dead. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Losing weight is hard. ._.]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I love my fiancee. Life blows right now, I can't say that enough, but I love my fiancee and that's always enough. She's beautiful and kind and sweet and gentle and amusing and adorable and clever and talented and creative and and and all the things. She's amazing and every day I am glad to be with her. ~ [---[[Tropers/{{Exelixi}} Exe]]---]


'''Alma''':30 pages since I last checked in here. Motherofgod.jpg


'''Top''':I got shipped with a nickel! :D


'''Phoenixor''':You'd be amazed how quickly the pages fly by.


'''Yin Noob''':Noob!Yin/Yin!Noob Hooray handle switch.


'''Sixth''':Where's Sixth[…] Archive binging on why Smogon is a terrible community XD


'''Yoob''':Well, you're back! Hi! Now you're in the S.S Love Cruise! @Phoenixor:Who doesn't like harems? Everybody secretly wished they have one. [[{{BadLiar}} Well, except me, of course.]] [[spoiler:Stop using emoticons. Stopeeeeeeeeeet.]]


Alma/Virgin Mary/Top/Nickle [=OT4=]!


'''Phoenixor''':Whatever you say, Yinnoob.


'''Top''':@Yoob: V-Virgin Mary? :D


'''Yoob''':Who doesn't like the Virgin Mary? She's an okay person, and well, most young men have a thing for young housewives right? [[spoiler:Where is Mad Skillz, who said it was his bread and butter.]]


[[spoiler:Oh god I hope I'm not being offensive. Don't get mad, don't get mad, don't get mad...]] @Top:Well, Alma said Motherofgod.jpg.


'''Yin Noob''': Arha/Twentington


@Alma:[[{{Gargoyles}} Woot]], [[{{Fanboy}} Demona]]!


'''Terl''':The Yoob has spoken, Virgin Mary/Mad Skillz must be so. As must they add a ''Gargoyles'' character to the ship.


'''Top''':I can dig Alma/Virgin Mary/Me/Nickel. But I get to go with the Nickel first!


EDIT:There is no such thing as a pagetopper in this thread that isn't embarrassing. :S


'''Yoob''' (in her mind): Exactly. We should record all the hilarious happenings in the shipping thread. XD


'''Chills''':Strong with the Dom side, you are. Powerful you may become, if give in you do.


'''Top''':Strong with the Dom side? How do you figure that?


'''Chills''':Much potential I sense in you, young Ocean.


'''Top''':How do I tap into this potential? How can I gain such power?!


'''(Yoob in her mind)''':Tap into his ass, dammnit!


'''Chills''': Feel your inner kinkiness, you must. Within your mind, the answers lie.


'''Yoob''': [=*Copies everything and then realizes she wasn't late.*=] @Top: Tap into his ass, dammnit! Oh wait, I'm not late. XD


'''Chills''':Within one's ass, only poop can be found. :3


'''Yoob''':Or pleasure. Poop, or pleasure. Or the pleasure of pooping. [[{{Scat}} Or pooping with pleasure.]]


'''Top''': @Yoob: :D @Chills: My inner kinkiness? All I can find in my inner kinkiness is boobs...


'''Chills''':Excellent! Now learn how to harness and control the power of boobs. Bend them to your will! XD


'''Yoob''':Use that love of boobs to attract mates, young Ocean. >:3



'''Top''':@Top&Yoob: B-But how? :O It would only get me trouble with those who have boobs!


EDIT: What is it with weird ass pagetoppers and me tonight! [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He got the Award of Pagetopping, Bug of Honor and Cupcake of Awesome for being a good sport and a fun guy!]]


'''Chills''':You must master their boobs before their boobs master you.


'''Top''':That actually sounded like a {{Koan}}. :D How does one master the boobs?


'''Chills''':To master boobs, you must first understand them. Know the exact curves, the exact textures of each part - the sideboob, the underboob, the cleavage and most importantly: the nipple.
When you lick the nipples, don't just lick with your tongue. Lick with your mind, allowing you to gain insight into their nipple-y power and direct it as you see fit. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Chills deserved the Bug of Honor, Cupcake of Awesome and The Boobs of Power Award!]]


'''Top''':You are channeling Cr1tikal my good sir! :O


'''Chills''':'''''But beware, for you can only approach the nipple once you have completed the other areas. Like ascending a spiral shaped mountain, you must zero in on your goal, braving great challenges along the way!''''' [[spoiler:Bolded for emphasis!]]


'''Yoob''':Wow you're good, Chills. You have a [=PH.D=] for ''Boobology'', didn't you? [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:I dunno what the right term with it, but who cares. XD]] And you graduated with the [=B.S=] for Best Page Toppers. >:3


'''Chills''':Theoretical Boobology, to be precise. I hope to upgrade to practical soon, though. XD


'''Top''':@Yoob:-''is inspired''- :O Hooray! :D [[spoiler:Dying of embarrassment XD]]


'''Yoob''':...I'm aiming to graduate from Philosophical Boob Studies. But, I have a long way to go, and must finish Psychology first.


Stuff happens, unfortunately, and I guess it's up to us to adjust and go along with the flow. But I guess for every random bad thing that happens, a series of events conspires to make an equal amount of random good stuff too. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:She received the Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge!]] ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


If I can't trust my parents with that sort of information, then I don't trust them at all. That's kind of the way I see it with regards to romantic partners as well. If I thought that they were the sort of person who'd take advantage of my trust to steal from me or spy on me, then why the hell would I be dating this person? I think I'd rather not live my life constantly paranoid that my loved ones will snap and try to hurt me, and I need to be constantly guarding myself against it. ~ [[Tropers/{{LoniJay}} Froggy]]


;u; I... why, thank you! It is with humility that I accept this Book of Philosophical Randomness Badge! -random applause- Thanks to [[spoiler:the Academy]] for this truly great honor! ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I'm a privacy whore, so I'm not one for sharing passwords and the like. I get why other people do it, but the IT Security guy within me wouldn't let me off with it. He would murder me from the inside. With sharp things. ~ [[Tropers/{{TopographicOcean}} Top]]


'''Mont''':"There was a fireplace upstairs, might have a poker, " Ruthie said, "Barring that, you could always search the trunk of my car."


'''Noob''':"How about some of us stay searching here in the basement, ''and the rest get it in Ruthie' car?'' I think we have enough evidence to conclude that '''no physical manifestations of pain and despair seek to pick us off one by one.'''"


'''Evil Santa''':"Sounds like a good plan, " said Raymond. "I'll be one of the one to stay down here. The rest of you can either stay here and search as well, or ''go and search in Ruthie's trunk.'' It might also be a good idea to bring back that ''hot poker'' on your return trip, in case nothing else works out." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:The Seekers [=RP=]. Better search in Ruthie's trunk, alright. XD]]


'''Mont''':Ruthie pursed her lips. "'''I'll have you know that my trunk is neither so big nor so messy that I'd need a whole search party to find a prise-bar in it.'''" She patted down her pockets to make sure that she had her keys on her, rather than in her back-pack. "I'll go fetch it, " she said when she felt them in her right back-pocket. She crossed the room and climbed the stairs to the ground floor. [[note]] Yep. You're the only one who have access with your trunk, alright. And no need for the whole party to look for a crow bar in her trunk, she could get it out herself. :P [[/note]]


'''Noob''':"Yeah, but.." Greg climbed up the stairs, and followed Ruthie. "I need to get my watch back. Plus, a couple of minutes distanced from this God-forsaken mansion is always a good thing.." [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:He's totally not going to rape Ruthie, will he?]]


Don't know about the rest, but I think part of what makes crushes different from friends is that romantic feelings spawn a bit of giddiness. And then the person delights you so much that your desire to have a place near them can lead to some nuttiness.

...-hands cookie- ~ [[Tropers/{{Immi}} Cookie Monster]]


Hey Guys You know what? Getting so worked up over a Forum Game is stupid. It's a ''Forum Game'' guys. Something you do for ''fun.'' Calm down. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{WackyPancake}} Pancakes]]'''---]


Always wanna talk with you. :) Sometimes it's just not possible to do. ^^; ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I think Immi's right about that: the difference between a crush and friendship is that a crush gives you an emotional high, compared to the leisurely pacing of friendship.

I've already said this, but I've only had two RL crushes in my entire life, and they were the steady and sweet type. Like when I felt down and he passed by, I feel warm and fuzzy inside.


'''[REDACTED]''' is weird. That is the thing you should keep in mind. When it comes to romance logic usually takes precedence for me, so I end up thinking "I can't confess to you because it would be bad for the both of us. I need to stand back. I'm content with seeing you happy."


But the day I realized that is the day I got on this strange sort of emotional high thing. The thing about me is that I'm either a happy bubbly person or a very sad and moody person. If neither of the two, I seem rather emotionless. So I sort of needed my emotional fix, I needed to see him to find that happy bubbly feeling, I felt like the world would end if I didn't see him or something. I was feeling down and lonely before I met him. Now that I had made a promise to myself to keep away, I felt like I needed to see him more and more, make sure he was okay, or something. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and all that.


But I guess, well... it's a thing that you need to deal with. You need to wean yourself off of dependence on that person, you know? I really hate that part of romance — that you can't exactly form a logical solution to it. (One of the things that makes me think I won't ever find a romantic partner, along with my general Cloudcuckoolander-ness...) So you'll have to find other ways to distract yourself in the meantime.


You're right, it's unhealthy to be too dependent on another person. It's one of the things we need to learn if we want to grow emotionally has human beings. It's a pretty simple solution: don't stalk him. Do something else in the meanwhile.


Unfortunately, simple doesn't necessarily equate to easy.


I think the reason why you're acting like that is because compared to the fuzzy chaotic-ness of a crush, the usually normal, quiet silence afterwards is almost unbearable. [[hottip:DISCLAIMER:Yep. You're...right.]]


'''Mont''':"But this one has a square around it. Now, the square, in many occult beliefs, represents several things; the four cardinal directions, the four seasons, the four stages of life. Commonly, it is associated with stasis, immutability and being grounded. ''In other terms, it is associated with fixation - and it is used to fix things in place...'' '''''trap them'''''..." [[note]] Hehe. Trap. [[/note]]


''Ruthie stepped closer to Myers until she was literally breathing down his neck. She dropped her voice.'' [[spoiler:Oooh. BST?]]


"So...when I see a Solomonic triangle inside a square, I'm thinking...''someone tried to call something there...and then they trapped it and sealed it into the ground with that square...''" [[spoiler:RAPE.]]


She leaned in a little closer and dropped her voice yet again, adding a bit of a rasp to it. "Now, what do you think, Mr. Myers? ''What sort of entity did they call down there, and why did they trap it?'' [[spoiler:GREG. He's obviously a traaaaap.]] When we crack open that concrete, will we be taking the lid off some sort of sealed evil?"


Ruthie switched to an ominous whisper. "''What are we going to set free, Mr. Myers?''"


[[spoiler:Your libido. >:3]]


Gah. Here I was, sleeping peacefully, when suddenly the doorbell goes. Me goes: 'Wut? Who? Why? It's 5 o'clock, for Heaven's sake!', but since the doorbell keeps going, I go to the kitchen window to check who it is (we don't have a buzzer or one of those talking-things).

Turns out, it's my neighbour's friend. They went to some party together, but then they seperated and went to different parties or something, and now he was thinking that my neighbour is already back and wants to pick up his back-pack. Except, that my neighbour isn't back yet - hence the door-belling me out of bed.

Well, me pads down to the icy ground floor and lets him in, albeit somewhat grumpily. He goes: "Did I wake you?" [[note]] Am I being a bother? [[/note]] Me stares a little. "Mate. It's bloody five of the bloody clock. What do you think?" [[note]] Of course you are, you dumbass, it's five in the bloody morning! [[/note]]

Unbelievable.

[ /end rant ] I'm going back to sleep. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


AND THIS JUST IN My mom just arrived and she showed me a pair of shoes she bought for me for the graduation. Guess what?


They were two left shoes. OHMAIGODWATISTHIS ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


The argument about 'killing the chance at a soul' is like saying, 'if you are male and pass a woman on the streets and don't hump her, you've gone against the will of God because you prevented a potential soul from being created'. ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{Montmorencey}} Mont]]---]'''


Master Baker. Say it aloud, and say it fast. THIS IS THE YOUNG MASTER BAKER'S STORY, HE WAS VERY, VERY LONELY. AND YOU CAN TELL WHAT HAPPENED NEXT- COOKIES! ~ '''[---[[Tropers/{{PretentiousSkyCat}} Sky Cat]]---]'''


If you'll ever run for president, what would your slogan be? [[hottip:*:My personal favorite is "Vote for me and I'll make you all my bitches."]]


I remember having a photo from a trip to Italy with a friend of mine in front of a statue of some woman where I covered the area below. [[spoiler:This is a page-topper. XD]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Quag15}} Quag]]'''---]


Well, I think I text him waaay too much. I keep apologising for being annoying, yet he keeps saying that I'm not. I just keep needing reassurance. He's being perfectly kind, and he's helped my self-esteem a lot (he told me last night to not hate myself). I DON'T KNOOOOOOOW. I KEEP DIGGING MYSELF A DEEPER GRAVE I'M SO CONFUSED -______- [[note]] Oh Danniee. Dealing with the same problem as me. So cute. [[/note]] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{NerdBird}} Dannieee]]'''---]


'''Hachi being emo about being weak and vulnerable, and then a bunch of ''ninjas'' appeared.'''


'''Top''':@Hachi: You need to let it out somehow! At least this place is set up so that you can feel vulnerable without being trampled on. @Kay:Sounds good to me.


'''Chills''':@Hachi:Unfortunately, when you're feeling weak and vulnerable, you sorta have to put up with being weak and vulnerable until you find your strength. Also, NINJAS!


'''Top''':Ooo, ooo, I'm small and lithe enough to be a Ninja! -trips on shuriken and dies-


'''Kay''':~stabs Topo's shoulder~ ... Meh.


'''Top''':...I'm not even a good pincushion ._. [[http://static.mediatropes.info/pmwiki/pub/images/20209055_AVA_TVT677.jpg Top's avatar.]] >:3


We don't really do Halloween in Australia, but I once made a kickass Doctor Octopus costume with my dad when I was eleven.
[----Used mum's pregnancy coat as a longcoat.----] ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{SR3NORMANDY}} Sir Normandy]]'''---]


'''Strawberry''':Society's a bitch. Especially when you have a 1 as the first digit of your age.


'''Rick''':It is, indeed.


'''Defender''':[[spoiler:Man, 1 year olds have it rough.]] Indeed. 17 in particular I've found.


'''Rick''':Teens.


'''Hachi''':Yup. A year too young to be legal, and the only adult thing a 16-17 year could do was to drive. They aren't even old enough to drink. Don't get me started on other adult stuff...


'''Spazz''':Not quite what I meant. [[note]] Was talking about wearing costumes. [[/note]]


'''Hachi''':I uh...only read Strawberry's comment and quoted it. Sorry Spazz. XD


That reminds me of something kinda similar back when I was in high school.

I was hanging out with some friends from the school's rock/metal band, as well as some of their friends. When one of the friends of friends found out that I was single, he suggested setting me up with someone. Later in the evening, I told all of them about the girl I was crushing on at the time.

For some reason, they all knew where she lived (we all lived kinda close to the school, and she did as well) so we walked over to her house and they started goading me into knocking on her door and confessing my love for her. I refused, saying that doing it like that would come off as creepy and get me rejected.

We then had a good laugh as we imagined me (at the time wearing a black hoodie, black pants and black combat boots) knocking on the door and saying HELLO, I'M HERE TO SEE <name> to her parents and freaking them the fuck out. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{VolatileChills}} Chills]]'''---]


'''Egg''': Couldn't you make more if you advertised a porn movie and showed a horror movie?


'''Terl''':Nah, Porn trumps almost everything else in this world. ''Word of Mouth would ruin it quickly.'' But to re-rail stuff a bit Egghead X Porn-trailer horror movies


'''Loose Cannon''':Loose Cannon/Math


'''Danniee''':Nerd Bird/Not Math XD


'''Phoenixor''':Not Math is always a good partner.


'''Murky''':Indeed.


'''Sixth''':Math I'm good at. Applying it, not so much.


'''Khan''':Not Math is a horrible partner. It always loses your money and forgets to pay you back.


'''Indy''':I used to love math.


Until one day.


I took Trigonometry.


Now I hate it.


'''Immi''':Math and I have a love/hate relationship. Mostly hate.


'''Murky''':Math is a business partner. Not a relationship I have for pleasure. :P


'''Mikey''':Math's your asshat roommate that you can't get rid of. He's a jerk, and he eats all your food and spends all your money, but he helps you out every now and again, so you keep him around. XD


'''Danniee''':Math is Scumbag Steve.


Well, the getting amused to talking to a bunch of people is a healthy thing, you do realize? XD And it's natural to wait around for replies, as long as you don't expect them to reply within the second you hit "Send". Or hour, if said person is me.


It's not weakness, it's called being human (~=u=)~ We're social beings and we depend on each other every day: for food, shelter, pay, moral support, etc. It's hardwired into our brains to need to talk to at least one person each day, and we would go quite insane if we didn't, not to mention dead. As long as you keep in mind that the other person is also bound by the mortal coil it's all good.


Watching sad stuff when feeling sad makes you sadder. 100% scientifically proven. :P Had to learn that the hard way a few days ago with fanfiction, dagnabbit So... don't do it. Read Yotsuba or something equally happy~


I've already saved your cell number somewhere, but the parental units would murder me if I texted you. Sorry. ;_; ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


Jonathan still sounds better. =3= Jojo is weird! I mean, say it out loud. "Joh joh". Next the small "j" just doesn't fit next to the "o"! Actually, "j" just doesn't look good repeating itself in a sentence. And look at that name! "Jojo". No no no no no, repeating syllables? Pfft.


/random rant


I have that tendency as well. Ever since I archive binged Sherlock Holmes (that is totally awesome ouo) I have been speaking a bit weirdly, like saying "ought" instead of "should".
Thankfully nothing I ever read will make me use "ejaculated" instead of "said". XD
And after reading some Discworld, well, let's say I'm glad I haven't died of blood loss yet.
... And don't get me started on Joestar. :U ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I think you over-think your posts. Look, what's the worst thing that can happen? If people misunderstand, you'll notice when they reply and you can correct them. That's the awesome thing about online-communication, because it's in writing, you can pick up on small discrepancies better. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{montmorencey}} Mont]]'''---]


Message One: My problem's the exact opposite; I need to learn when speaking out my mind and when to zip it. [[note]] Hehehe...cute. [[/note]]


Message Two: And this isn't as much as a problem as it is a quirk brought by my own stupidity, but I WILL go to the nearest dictionary or search bar on even the most basic words, if as much as a seed of doubt is planted on my understanding of a word. [[note]] And thank you for helping me when I feel down and out. [[/note]]


Message Three: Even the simplest words, such as amoral and galvanize.


Message Four: Amoral is devoid of any sort of moral code, and galvanize is to stimulate as if lightning struck the rod. Yeah, hahaha, insert sex joke here. [[note]] One company for another; Equivalent exchange!! [[/note]]


Message Five: Oh, I was using galvanize wrong. It's '''LITERTALLY''' to stimulate using an electric current. Can't feel passion for nothing? [[hottip:x:Hehehe. Cute.]]


[9:15:44 AM] X: It's fine, don't worry. It's not stupid to not want to talk about something


[9:15:54 AM] X: it's okay c: I'm not gonna force you too.


[9:16:09 AM] X: And I would never get upset at you saying that, don't worry c:


And not hating isn't a bad thing! It's good, to some degree. I just hope you know that you're better off without that person in your life and you really deserve so much better! ~ X


Of course people in stories would have more interesting lives. Stories are life with the dull part cut out. Real people lead lives of mostly dull suffering, with some happy highlights. Anyone who says otherwise is either a liar, rich, from another civilization, or has an exceptional kind of brain. That's reality, for now, for most of us. And, when faced with this kind of dark truth, there's Five Stages of Grief, and I recommend skipping to the last one: acceptance. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


'''Handle''':Please, look around you. Do you really see happy, well-adjusted people? I only see miserable souls getting by.


'''Kay''':Hey, some people are happy and stuff. :C


'''Handle''':kay, they get by with a little help from their friends. Friends are what makes life worth living. And knowledge. And fiction. And nice food. And love, but then it can backfire and make you want to kill yourself.
Mostly, it's friends. [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=jBDF04fQKtQ Related video.]]


People remember stuff but at the sime time it's important to know that just because you can remember something doesn't mean you can't put it past you. It's an important part of growing up as a person, something that a lot of people don't realize, learning to live with your mistakes and with the stuff that hurts to remember but just move on, especially if it involves other people, but like I said, it's just a matter of not letting things like that haunt you forever, and just let go of them c: Doesn't mean you have to forget as though it never happened, but you also need to just leave it as that. Something that happened once and is no longer able to hurt you ~ X


'''Danniee''':Here's the entire Harem shipped together:

''Nerd Bird x JR x Mike x Gear x Hachi x NES x Chrissie x Dhana x Quag x Sixxy x Eskay x Khanty x Alma x Mad x Hopey x Sky x Landy.


'''JR''':Dammit not the harem orgy again. Just focus on the girls Jon, focus on the girls.


'''Quag''': What's the matter? Don't you feel comfortable? XD


'''JR''':[[{{Squick}} Ewww ahh]]


Leave me alone. I don't want any HoYay.


I'm as straight as a ruler. I LIKE GIRLS.


'''Quag''':Well, you know, rulers sometimes... bend. XD

[[quoteright:350:http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/Sonoda_Umi_600_1453076_2507.jpg]]
'''JR''': Not if they're wooden or metal.


'''(Jinny in her mind)''':Well that explains why you have a wooden ruler sticking out after all that gay love.


'''Quag''':Are you saying you've got the wood? XD Or do you melt when under the heat? XD


Ok, maybe I'll stop with the puns.


'''JR''':Yes you should stop with the puns. God I walked into that one.


'''Sixth''':So JR walks into a bar… -shot-


'''Egg''':@JR and Quag: The joke goes "So is spaghetti, until it gets wet.". XD


'''Danniee''':I think this would be an appropriate time to quote Electric Six lyrics.


'''GIIIIRL, I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAAAAAH'''


'''JR''':[[{{GeorgeTakei}} Ohh myyy]]

[[quoteright:350:http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/Inaba_Tewi_600_1453566_6497.jpg]]
...Don't do self-deprecating humour, ever, not even of yourself as an individual. Stand tall, and be proud of your mistakes; they are the proof that you can afford to make them and still be fine afterwards. Be especially proud of the mistakes from which you have learned, not only not to make the same mistake, but not to make any similar mistake, ever. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Self-worth is itself a worthless concept, when it comes to loving oneself. Giving an individual "worth" presumes that there is a goal they must be optimized for. Society may assign you a worth, even a monetary net worth. Different social groups, with different value scales, will value you differently. But what's the point of you evaluating yourself? Others may think of you as a tool for their ends, and approval and disapproval are their instruments to stir you so that you may suit them better. But when you are your own tool, you don't need to do that.
You don't need to follow that pattern when thinking of yourself. Your self-feedback is excellent, you just need to strip that feeling of "insecurity" from it, that "frowning upon oneself". So you did something in not-the-best-way? It's good that you noticed. Next time, do it better. That is all. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


But I have come to understand that, if the other, average people, can tolerate themselves, and each other, for all of their flaws and their pettiness, then we, too, can forgive ourselves, accept the hand that we were dealt with, and make the best of it.


Sensitivity such as ours is a double-edged sword, but if we learn to wield it, we can live far richer lives than those who are comfortably numb. Let us not give up on life, just because it is painful and frightening. Let us not give up on ourselves, just because we fall short of our standards. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{TheHandle}} Handle]]'''---]


Emotions can be painful, but they're what make us human. That, and sentience. But that's besides the point.
It definitely drives me nuts as well. Reminds me of my past failures and regrets and wishes that will never come true...but I also look at it as a way to learn from past experience what doesn't work, what I've been doing wrong, and to try to steer myself in a better direction (even if I'm not the most successful at that—I certainly try[[hottip:*:OH-MY-GOD, DO I TRYYY~]], though). ~ [---''' Odd'''---]


I think accepting folk for what shape they are is just as restrictive as accepting folk for what shape they should be, myself. I think that we should endeavor to accept people for the shape they want to be, within limits of health and safety. If someone wants to gain or lose weight, then that is fine, so long as they do so responsibly. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{OhnoaBear}} Bear]]'''---]


'''Bunnie''':I can hear the pitter-patter of raindrops outside. I love rain, even light showers. ~u~


'''Hachi''':There's no rain here. ._. I love rain too. I remember saying at class one time "When I see it's raining outside, it makes me happy. I love how raindrops feel on my skin." [[spoiler:Sucks how dirty rain is. ;_;]]


'''Bunnie''':... How dirty ''is'' rain, exactly? ._.


'''Hachi''':...It evaporates who knows what kind of water. Did you notice how smelly sometimes rain is? ''That's acid rain.'' ;_;


'''Bunnie''':It's raining really hard now. =.= Y'know, that's one of the things I like about this place: usually cloudy, and rains well. Also, trees. ouo


'''Hachi''':I like trees. They make places feel really cold. I like the cold, makes hugging a blanket and pillow comfier.


Also, I like hugging stuff.


..........


I really like trees and rain. Watching leaves fall are awesome. Do you like watching leaves fall from trees? [[spoiler:Bunnie and Hachi's having a fail small-talk XD]]


I'd like to take a moment to say that I love Stolen By Faeries. Not that way, not anymore, but... I love her for not giving up on me, no matter how much of a shitty excuse of a friend I am most of the time. She showed me that helping is worthwhile and hard work sometimes does work. She makes the best jokes, brings along good taste wherever she goes, lends an understanding ear in bad times and always gives a voice of reason without fail. ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{Betterthanstrawberry}} BTS]]'''---]


Well, it can snow peacefully, but it can also tackle you right into face, stripping you off what little dignity you have left. :D ~ [---'''[[Tropers/{{FergardStratoavis}} Ferg]]'''---]


I'm upset a while ago since I almost broke up with someone because I had feelings for someone else, stronger in fact.


But why sink a ship before it had a chance to set sail? Why cry over a ship that sunk before it happened? All I've gotta do is make the best out of what we [[note]] the one I'm with [[/note]] have, and keep staying as friends, taking things slow. We never know what might happen in the future, so all I've got to do is think of the best that might happen, no matter how uncertain it is.


You know why you should be scared? You should be scared because if it's true that everybody has an enemy, and that if you don't have an enemy something's wrong, then the only answer to the mystery of you not having an enemy is that your enemy is an assassin. A ninja assassin.

So it is the appropriate reaction to be very, very afraid. ~ '''[REDACTED]'''


I have to admit I also don't know much about your situation in particular so I don't know who "she" is and similar things. Also I feel wierd giving you advice since most of the time you realize this stuff yourself and it feels more like when your posting you are actually talking to yourself rather then anyone else (mind you, not necessarily a bad thing) :p. But sometimes it helps to hear it from someone else so here goes:

Telling "her" all these things will almost always lead to her thinking you are being smug or superior, especially when she is complaining to you and wants pity not advice. Not falling for that is the correct thing to do but in the end the only one who can help her is herself and she needs to realize that. In the end I can't tell you whether cutting off your ties is the correct thing to do because I simply don't know.

As for the friends telling you when you are pissing them off, I also suffer these insecurities rather often but Immi is right there. I mean I tell them they should tell me when they take issue with something about me. But alas most of the time I still spend all the time worrying about whether I'm doing something wrong. Either way, I've found it's not wrong to tell them to mind their health, but if they simply won't listen repeating it a hundred times won't help. It's the same thing as above. As you said, they live their own lives with their own consequences and while it may be hard to do it sometimes, you can't spent your entire life worrying about others. If they know what they are doing is bad for their health, then it is their informed decision as individuals. And they need to accept that you as an individual also make your choices and if living healthily is one of them there's nothing wrong with it. If they can't do that, well what can I say? In the end the one who's important is you and only you. So yeah being selfish is no fault as long as you don't completely disregard everyone else as ants to be crushed to your liking. That's taking it into extremes. Don't hate your personality. It's a part of you after all and rather then forcing yourself to change for the sake of others, others need to accept you for who you are. That is not to say trying to improve oneself is wrong. But there shouldn't be self-loathing involved. As for not being you anymore when you change, people always and constantly change. There is no defined you. You are who you are. ~ Haukka

[[/folder]]
[[folder: Stuff that I like a lot.]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs?]]
* Digimon World 1 and 2003.
* Ace Attorney Series till Trials and Tribulation
* Dragon Quest III
* Hetalia Axis Powers
** Specifically, Canada and Italy~!
* Pokemon Gen I-IV
** Yellow, Crystal, Ruby and Platinum = <3
* Pokemon Mystery Red and Blue Dungeon
* Pokemon Ranger
* Chocobo Dungeon 2
* Clannad VN
* Fate Zero
* Magical Index
* [[{{JokingMode}} People I like ignoring me.]]
* Things that seem not to sense or aren't important to other people.
* Edit Tip 17. [[note]] Can't help making people feel stupid whenever I do, sadly. [[/note]]
* [=LoL=] NA server: thejinny
* Being added on Skype: yinhachiko
* '''The word paste.'''
* [[spoiler:Perverts.]]
* [[spoiler:Being a Type B {{Tsundere}}.]]
* People writing on the Hachi Troper page, not Jinny.
[[/folder]]


[[folder:Random Sing-alongs]]
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[[caption-width-right:250:Boobs.]]
* If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys [[note]] Fuck you! I love that song! Even when people kept singing that in the karaoke!!! [[/note]]
** -Ahem-
** ''Yeaaaaaaaah. Oooooh.''
** ''Some people live'' for the ''fortune''
** '''''Some''' people live just for the '''fame'''''
** ''Some people live for the power, yeah''
** ''Some people live just to play the game''
** Some ''people think'' that ''the physical things''
** Define what's within
** And I've been there before, but that life's a bore
** ''So full of the superficial''
** ''Some people want it all''
** ''But I '''don't''' want nothing at all''
** ''If it ain't you, baby''
** ''If it ain't got you, baby''
** Some people want ''onion rings''
** Some just want ''everything''
** But ''everything'' means ''nothing''
** ''If I ain't got you, yeah''
* [[http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/taylorswift/picturetoburn.html Picture to Burn - Taylor Swift]] [[note]] Hmph. >:| [[/note]]
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_4jI8PvtaQ Lies - Big Bang]] [[note]] I rarely like K-Pop, but this song is funnier the more I hear this. xD [[/note]]
** Hello? Hello?
*** ''..Ah...'' [[spoiler:xD]]
** '''''Yeah''''', ''love is pain.''
** ''Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people.'' ''Yeah.''
** ''One's old flame. '''''Yeah.''''' Just scream my name.'' '''''Damn.'''''
** ''And I'm so sick of love songs.''
** ''Yeah, I hate them damn love songs.''
** ''Mementos of ours.''
** ''Gojidmal!'' [[spoiler:o-o]]
** ''Late night, you come with the falling rain my mind begins to stir with the wet memories.''
** ''Even if I swear to myself I can live without you.''
** ''But I can't help it.''
** ''I fill my heart with alcohol, but I still feel empty.''
** ''The days without you feel so long.''
** ''I beg heaven to please erase you.''
*** '''(It's all a lie.)'''
** '''''Without you I can't smile, tears don't even form.'''''
** '''''I don't want to live anymore.'''''
** ''It's wrong, it pisses me off.''
*** ''I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you.''
** ''I can't see you'' '''''even if I want to.'''''
** ''It's over, I'll be right there.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
*** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''Can I forget it all slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** '''''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.'''''
** ''The song I put my everything into and sung for you.''
*** ''[People probably don't know.]''
** ''Alone, without anyone knowing.''
** ''Yeah, the lies I made.''
** ''I've been left alone, keep roaming with the loneliness.''
** ''The note for separation crumbled in my pocket.''
** ''Where are you?''
** ''The habit of calling you.''
** ''I want to change.''
** '''''I want to laugh everything over.'''''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I didn't know, I know now that I need you.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing you had let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''It's all a lie.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''Can I forget you slowly?''
*** ''So I can be hurt.''
** ''Hope everything's a dream.''
** ''For being able to do only this.''
** ''I still can't forget you.''
** ''No, even eventually, even after death.''
** ''Has the scar I gave you healed?''
** ''I'm sorry for not being able to anything for you.''
** ''I'm so sorry but I love you.''
** ''I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** ''It's all a lie.''
** '''I'm so sorry, but I love you.'''
*** ''[I love you more, more.]''
** ''I'm so sorry, but I love you.''
** '''Can I forget it all slowly?'''
** ''So I can be hurt.''
*** '''''Bye, bye.'''''
* [[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYz3wJwWUx0 Hope - Hanatan]] [[note]] I LOVE CLANNAD...and probably the song for LDR things. Subtle, yes. xD [[/note]]
** [[spoiler:''Myself'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Where'']]
*** [[spoiler:''White'']]
*** [[spoiler:''Black'']]
** '''''I want to see you, but still'''''
*** '''''Tears are falling and isn't that enough?'''''
** '''''My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart'''''
** '''''And that unreachable voice still echoes'''''
** ''Let our luck always continue''
** ''Is what I used to think''
** ''And I called out your name as the light disappeared''
** ''And the coming night will be so long..''
** ''You're the best person to have ever lived''
** ''You're smiling even now''
** ''Your gentle being''
** ''Has completely filled''
** ''Even the deepest pieces of my heart''
** ''Locked away''
** ''It's very precious,''
** ''Your smile''
** ''Disappearing''
*** ''Living''
*** ''To be born''
*** ''To die''
*** ''I was''
*** ''Found but''
*** ''Your light''
*** ''It's already''
*** ''Gone away from here''
** '''''You're the best person to have ever lived'''''
** '''''You're smiling even now'''''
** '''''Your gentle being'''''
** '''''Has completely filled'''''
** '''''Even the deepest pieces of my heart'''''
*** '''''Locked away'''''
** '''''It's very precious,'''''
*** '''''Your smile...'''''
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[[caption-width-right:250:When I was sixteen, two years ago. Goddamn I feel and look ''old'', but this is better. I guess.[[strike:Chaji and I got permed at the same time.]]]]
* Go!!! Fighting Dreamers - Flow [[note]] Hehehe. This cheers me up~! [[/note]]
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers,''
*** '' aiming high''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** ''not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers,
*** '' because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! ''
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** '' (Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' At the middle of a grim fighting road, we up man's map;'''''
*** '''''where do we go?'''''
** '''''The plant-eating crow plunders that and escapes'''''[[spoiler:(?????)]]
** ''''' Now, the eye of the heart only opens to make sure of the present! '''''
*** '''''(Yeah!) '''''
*** ''''' There is nothing lost, so let's turn back!'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-!
*** ''Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!)''
** ''''' The creeping soundless shadow always puzzles us'''''
** ''''' The big short burst of wind increases the swell as it blows over'''''
** ''''' The sharp raised blade cuts open my tomorrow!'''''
*** ''''' (Yeah!) '''''
** ''''' Whatever the guarantee, its not anywhere it seems!?'''''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!)''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire!''
** ''''' We are Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with these best friends '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' swallowing up everything '''''
** ''''' Fighting Dreamers, '''''
*** ''''' with high ambitions '''''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''We are Fighting Dreamers, aiming high ''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, not caring about appearances''
** ''Fighting Dreamers, because we believe ''
** ''Oli Oli Oli Oh-! Just go my way!''
** ''(Don't forget your first impulse ever) ''
*** ''(Let's keep your adventurous ever)''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
** ''Right here Right now ''
*** ''(Bang!) ''
** ''Fire like a bullet LINER! ''
** ''Right here Right now''
*** ''(Burn!) ''
** ''Finish it off Get the fire! ''
* That's What You Get - Paramore
** '''''I wonder, how am I supposed to feel'''''
** '''''When you're not here?'''''
** ''''''Cause I burned every bridge I ever built'''''
** '''''When you were here'''''
* Haruka Kanata - Asian Kung-fu Generation
** ''Hit the gas!''
*** ''There's no need to finagle,''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll go all through the night.''
** ''I'll complain at the end, ''
*** ''the balance is zero, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** ''We'll whittle the days away...''
** ''When you open your heart a little,''
*** ''and pull someone close to you, ''
** ''Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, ''
*** ''yeah...''
** ''Hurry it up! ''
*** ''Wring it out! ''
** ''Though my legs are all tangled, ''
*** ''they will surely take me far... ''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it, '''''
** '''''If it isn't you, then what's the point?'''''
** ''So I'll go further and further away!''
** ''Hit the gas! ''
*** ''There's no need to finagle, ''
*** ''oh yeah! ''
** '''''We'll go all through the night. '''''
** '''''I'll complain at the end, '''''
*** '''''the balance is zero, '''''
*** '''''oh yeah! '''''
** '''''We'll whittle the days away...'''''
** '''''When you open your heart a little, '''''
*** ''''' and pull someone close to you,'''''
** ''''' Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, '''''
*** ''''' yeah...'''''
** ''''' Hurry it up! '''''
*** ''''' Wring it out!''''' [[spoiler:Wring ''what'' out, again?]]
** '''''Though my legs are all tangled, '''''
*** '''''they will surely take me far... '''''
** '''''Even if I steal it and manage to grasp it,'''''
** '''''If it isn't you,'''''
*** '''''then what's the point?'''''
** '''''So I'll go far into the distance...'''''
** '''''Your world will become a thing of deceit '''''
** '''''painted all in white...'''''
* '''Rewrite - Asian Kung-fu Generation'''
** ''Wanting to spit out the jarred thoughts is''
*** ''Because there's no other proof of my existence''
*** ''My future that I should've grabbed hold is''
*** ''Conflicting between "dignity" and "freedom"''
** '''Wanting to erase the distorted afterimage is'''
*** '''Because I'll see my limit over there'''
*** '''In the window of the excessively self-conscious me'''
*** '''There are no dates in last year's calendar'''
** '''Erase and rewrite'''
*** '''The pointless ultra-fantasy'''
*** '''The unforgettable sense of being'''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
** ''After cutting my feelings that grew, I cry''
*** ''After realizing that after all, I'm just a mediocrity, I cry''
** ''Erase this depressed heart, this dirty lie''
*** ''And rewrite''
*** ''The pointless ultra-fantasy''
*** ''The unforgettable sense of being''
** ''Revive''
*** ''Rewrite''
*** ''Even meaningless imagination is the driving force that creates you''
*** ''Give it your whole body and soul''
[[/folder]]
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[[folder: Specific requirements for a partner.]]
* ...Just be a person I could connect with.
* It's taken already by ''someone'' really, really annoyrable I just wanna squeeze him to death ''with a hug''. >.<
[[/folder]]


[[folder:The Laziness Induced Copied Folder.]]

* AchievementsInIgnorance - I rarely quit trying to solve problems in my head, and if I couldn't do it, I'll try to look for different ways to solve it. I could rarely learn from passive learning, I need to experience it first.
* AllergicToRoutine - I get bored easily when it comes to people and experiences, since I only need a few before getting used to it. But it's a different story over having a set of friends I could keep talking to everyday, if possible.
* AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther - I tend to pretend the person I have strong feelings for isn't there, and ignore that SO. Or treat that SO differently compared to other people, in a huge way, without the nice mask.
* BecauseYouWereNiceToMe - Yup. Either a reason for me to tolerate a person or fall for.
* BiTheWay - My first crush was a girl, and I have an attraction to boobs.
** [[{{Hermaphrodite}} Perfect]]. Fucking ''perfect''.
* BreakUpMakeUpScenario - Always, always, ''always'' the staple of most of my relationships---platonic or not. I leave and then run back apologizing. I hate this, so I'm trying to standing up for what I want now.
* [[spoiler:BiggerIsBetterInBed - Inverted. I'm scared of this, how the hell would it fit?!? Especially when it has a thick girth. Fuck.]]
** [[spoiler:Laugh. I dare you to laugh.]]
* [[spoiler:ClingyJealousGirl - ...Hehehe...only when questioning the relationship though, or on the verge of breaking up.]]
* {{Diary}} - I dunno if this counts, but yes. I have one right now.
** Heh. It's easy to manipulate people with diaries.
*** [[{{IWasOnlyPretendingToLikeYou}} Sometimes]].
* DontLookAtMe - Just don't, okay? ''Please.''
* DontYouDarePityMe - As much as I seem as [[{{Woobie}} the Woobie]], don't you dare look down on me. I know how to solve my own problems, thank you very much. Wanna die?
* DudeMagnet - As much as it pains me to admit it. xD
** [[spoiler:Or CluelessChickMagnet subverted IRL when I lost weight. D:]]
* EveryoneIsJesusInPurgatory - I love finding meanings over simple stuff. When I hear a lyric or see a verse, I tend to attach out-of-context meanings on it, making it hella funny. If you see me comparing things from an unusual object or red-linking what I meant, well, that's a work of my craziness and boredness seeping out.
** [[spoiler:Don't make me write porn. It would be an epic fail of unknown proportions. >:3]]
* FleetingPassionateHobbies - Very.
* [[{{Main.Tsunshun}} Fucking me.]] Don't you dare soil the pureness of this page. I don't need your words.
* FreakOut - Just happened around the third week of February. Really is the stepping-stone over character development. xD
* [[spoiler:HilariousInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=12957625730A95242800&page=7#157 What the fuck]]. My first post there, it was weird... xD]]
** [[spoiler:HeartwarmingInHindsight - [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/posts.php?discussion=4qkj5h3ek93n86qlafgxyyw8&page=3978#99442 I was depressed at the time and then posted because of Chaji.]] And then this was unexpected. o-o]]
* [[spoiler:MailerDaemon - [[{{JokingMode}} People regarding me in the Anxiety Room.]] And then I'm going to use their information against them by being a creepy stalker that I am. Mwehehehehehe! >:3]]
** [[spoiler:LetsSeeYouDoBetter - Stupid, stupid assumption.]]
* ManipulativeBastard - Yes. I manipulate lowlives by pretending to be [[{{AWolfInSheepsClothing}} shy, naive and helpless]], making people care for me. Somehow, it's annoying that I kept attracting people who wants to take care of me, so I uh, don't mind to make them believe that little fantasy of theirs thinking they're above me. Really.
** ObfuscatingStupidity
*** BeneathTheMask I'm shouting curses at them. [[{{TengenToppaGurrenLagann}} Who the hell do they think they are]]!?!
* NoSuchThingAsBadPublicity - I believe in this. Who cares if the world hates you, there are only a bunch that matters anyway. I don't care about the ''hundreds'' that hate me, since they can't do anything but bitch about those bad things that they see instead of focusing on changing themselves for the better.
* PrecociousCrush - Always.
* SecurityCling - I invoke this a lot, when going outside, but it's more of an arm cling. I have ''slight'' agoraphobia and social anxiety.
** I could control my social anxiety though.
* SplitPersonality - [[{{HaruhiSuzumiya}} Normal humans don't interest me]].
** But, I'm friendly! Really! [[note]] Only if you deserve it. [[/note]]
*** Seriously, my personality changes when confronted with ''lowlives'', passive-aggressive, annoying and/or judgmental people. Or when confronted with shallow popculture. Sometimes classified as a RichBitch since who knows when, even when I don't classify myself as rich.
**** And SpoiledSweet to close friends, perhaps?
* SugarAndIcePersonality - I'm a Kuudere. That's obvious, isn't it?
** DefrostingIceQueen - If you decided to get to know me, though, beware of the GenkiGirl and {{Cloudcuckoolander}} tendencies. Or NoSenseOfPersonalSpace.
*** Sometimes, being a StepfordSmiler Type A Genki Girl with friends so they wont get worried much.
**** With strangers, people I loathe or want to annoy (especially playing as a DramaQueen heheh), I tend to be a Kuudere, Rich Bitch, ShrinkingViolet, StepfordSnarker or Drama Queen. It depends with who gets fooled.
* TalkativeLoon - Only when feeling like shit and nervous with a close friend.
* TheMasochismTango - As much as I didn't want to admit this with that ''idiot'' ex. ~_~
* ThePhilosopher - Hehehehe.
* TrademarkFavoriteFood - Nashi and Japanese pears, honeydew melons, tiny apples (like Fuji, but softer, juicier and smaller) or Granny Smith, mandarin and california [[note]] The skin is too thick but oh-so-sweet. [[/note]] oranges, and '''yellow''' watermelons. Once you tried yellow, you won't go back to red. And, I prefer to have my fruits chilled.
* WithFriendsLikeThese - Especially with family members.
* YoureInsane - I get that a lot. >:D
[[/folder]]



[[folder: Vandalism inserted by Desu-kun~]]

* [[LightNovel/FateZero What shines upon the thin branch\\
Is a future that forgot to bloom,\\
Still regretting as it drops its leftover buds.]] -the ''[[@/{{desdendelle}} Irregular Apocalypse]]''
** Oh, so that's how you put a poem. .__. I shall PM you lots! Sucks how I didn't play Fate but loved the manga to bits~ XD
* And now I've left my mark on your page. Ha. -drops cookie- - @/{{DarkDestruction}}
* May the light of fortune shine forever more upon you. - @/{{Xargnio}}
** Likewise. *glomps* I shall attack you with [=PMs=] too. I'll vandalize after you finish yours. :>]
*** Bugger, I'm weak against being attacked! My attack is high but my defense is low! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** SUPER GLOMP!!! [=*glomps*=]
*** CRITICAL HIT! IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE! - @/{{Xargnio}}
*** [=*Still glomping*=]
* I HAVE CLAIMED YOUR PAGE IN THE NAME OF THE SPOON GOD! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD! ~ @/{{GameSpazzer}}
** Rah! Rah! ALL HAIL THE SPOON GOD!!! Uh...what about the Fork Goddess? Do you...stab her a lot? Or does she stab you back? Do you have Spork children? x.x
* Don't worry, Hachiko! Senpai will take care of you! - @/{{TehStanman}}
** Thanks Senpai! I'll try be a good Kohai! Lol
* Greetings from Central Europe, [[ArsonMurderAndJaywalking the land of decay, misfortune, ridiculousness and pierogies.]] Always nice to see a new person in Forum Games. :) - @/{{Fergard Stratoavis}}
** Nice to meet you too! It's annoying that I need to wait for ten minutes to post though... [=*sweatsdrop*=]
* And suddenly, Badgers. Badgers everywhere. -@/{{Latverian Badger}}
** Hi Lt. Badger! I like The Blue Badger. <3
* Hiya. Just coming to say "welcome" and "[[{{Ashens}} Stay Fresh, Cheesebags]]". Enjoy your stay here. :D - @/{{MobileLeprechaun}}
** I will! I'll stay fresh like a newly baked CUPCAKES!!! Hehehehehehee
* Hi, [[WelcomeToCorneria Welcome to Tv Tropes!]] -@/{{rockmanx}}
** Thanks! [[FridgeBrilliance I'm just new here.]] >ω<
* *noms cupcakes* Thanks Hon!~ @/{{StrawberrytheSecond}} AKA @/{{Jamdat369}}
** I'll bake you another round~ *twirls happily*
* Hello, strange one. Do you require friends? Because [[MyNameIsInigoMontoya my name is]] Tropers/BlakeDiamond, and [[KamenRiderFourze I want to become friends with everyone on this wiki]]!!! (Yeah, I'm a dork) ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
** YES. I'm so lonely. :c
*** Please leave a reply on my page, then. It's low on vandalism :( ~Tropers/BlakeDiamond
* ['''REDACTED''']. I know that's you. And ''yes'' we ARE FRIENDS. Stop doubting yourself. I may be an ass, but I really do like you. - @/DeathChariot. Yes, this is ['''REDACTED'''].
** Okay. I hope we'll stay being friends. Just ''friends''
* I got my eye on you, you sly motherfucker. -@/{{Bindlestick}}
** *blushes* W-w-w-what the hell did you mean, Stick-O! D:
* I hope we can get along well, Both here and possibly IRL. -@/{{Strigon}}
** Yeah, we will.
* Bring out the pies! ~ [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Chaji]]
** Sure thing, [[Tropers/{{Chaji}} Kaji]]
* You have been vandalized by me. You may feel special now - @/ThatOneGuyNamedX
** *giggles*
* Five-minutes-to-midnight vandalism ATTACK! - [[@/{{Phoenixor}} A sleepy bird.]]
** Pheonix!!! Thanks!!! *glomps*
* So I'm not ''allowed'' to call you Yin? Boy, I must really annoy you :P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Who else.]]
** Yup. Call me Hachiko or Hachi, dood. X3
*** Provided you don't call me "dood" we have a deal >:P ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Slendy]]
*** Sure, dood.
*** Oh, Julie... you just had to didn't you? ~[[@/{{SlendidSuit}} Not "dood"]]
**** NOOOOOOOOOOO. Why Julie?!? Dood, what is wrong widju? DX - [[Tropers/{{YinHachiko}} Not Julie]]
* Couldn't help but see so many vandal entries, that I just couldn't resist. I just hope you enjoy yourself at TvTropes! (I know I'm having a good time.) [[Tropers/NESgamer190 NES]]
** It's not that much though, I just reply to everything. xD Thanks...I'm always looking forward for new ones. Nice meeting you at the Pairing game. :3 *glomps*
* I, @/SR3NORMANDY, with the authority bestowed upon me by myself, hereby vandalise your page in the name of myself. And what are ''you'' going to do about it?
** A huuuuuuuuuuug! I like vandals, sir! *salutes after hugging*
* It is I,King Yggdrasil! All hail New Yggdrasil!-Tropers/XiphosOrochi666
** Arr! You wrote on me wall? Swashbucklingly awesome!
* [=*awkward stare*=] uh... hi ''ate''. -Tropers/{{Passerby}}
** [[{{JokingMode}} ...Ate? Wanna die? Call me ate one more time, and I'll hate you.]]
* Muhahaha. This is a completely random vandalism, and not in any way related to any evil plan to leave my mark on all the Troper pages I pass by. Nope. Move along, now. >:3 - Tropers/{{Bunnie}}
** ...Yes, it is. Excuse me while I take out the mole hammer, Bunnie.
** A ''mole'' hammer? How dare you confuse me for a mole! :O Can you not see the long ears? The soft fur? The cute, adorable, little evil face? ~@/{{Bunnie}}
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* Will you marry me? - Tropers/ChrissieMcNapkins
** No. Thanks for the offer, though. Do you want miso soup instead?
* You always post the best, kindest, most detailed replies on the Insecurity and Anxiety thread... I envy your niceness and patience. Truly. You're like a SAINT or something. <3 Tropers/{{Alma}}
** [[{{ShortenedOutVersion}} Thanks for writing back at my wall. You're awesome.]]
* Knock, knock. :) - {{Tropers/redrosary}}
** Hi, mister! :3
* If anyone asks, I was never here. My clone was the culprit. - [[@/{{Eskay64}} An innocent guy]]
** [[{{TaylorSwift}} I'll never, ever going to tell Indy.]] ''Ever.'' [[note]] Kill me for quoting a Taylor Swift song! >:3 [[/note]]
*** Why would I worry about you telling Indy? [[note]] Quick and painless, slow and painful, quick and painful, or long and painless killing? :3 [[/note]]
**** Because she's going to torture you ''slowly'' for showing her the ways of the clone.
***** B-but slow torture is so... slow! D: And she seems to enjoy having a clone! I think. And now I'm not sure. And now I'm scared. ._.
* HAI JIN! I MADE YOU A VANDALISM. :D -Tropers/TheMike
** Hi Mike! I gave you a hug! :3
* I can't resist! I put a picture on your fridge! ~ @/{{DiurnalBrocolli}}
** Heheh~! Thanks! [---Now where's the photo...---]
* [---I just figured out how to do this!---] ~ @/{{Eternal noob}}
** Vandalizing troper pages or doing something else completely unrelated? -hands a poptart- Just about time for the tea par-tey. >:3
* You picked the best conversation between me and [[Tropers/VolatileChills Chills]] to quote up there! -''bows to the Ebil Henchman''- ~ @/{{Topographic Ocean}}
** Of course, our dear master's jazzy, coffee-loving, ebil intern! Of course! I'm the master lurker, donchaknow? >:3
* So I return to discover you are now my enemy.\\
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...We can be friendly enemies, right? :3 - [[@/{{Eskay64}} The Hero of Justice]]
** Of course! I'll only kill you if you threatened the [[Tropers/{{Bunnie}} Evil Overlord]]'s pride and bones. But you wont, so you're okay in my book!
** What about one or the other? Can I threaten pride ''or'' bones? :3
** Nop, still nop.
* Dude! Another Axis Powers Hetalia fan (and a person who likes fanfic writers). Not to mention a fan of Canada? Too cool~ Nice to meet you! @/{{Misuki}}
** Nice to meet you, as well! I hope I could interact with you at the site a lot, since you're pretty cool too!
* Here, have a hug ^_^ -[[@/{{Sixthhokage1}} Sixth]]
* Gasp! It's... a person! -pets the person- --@/{{Eskay 64}}
* You like Sakurasou. I like you. - --@/{{sunember123}}

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