Insecurity, Sadness, Anxiety, and such matters II:

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This is Troper Counseling Services and Support Group: round two because the old one broke.

In this thread, you can talk about any problems or stress you are experiencing without fear of judgement or condescension. No problem is too small for you to talk about. Do not worry that your problems are annoying or petty or what have you; we're here to help and we're here to listen.

Carry on.

edited 25th Jan '13 3:16:33 PM by Willbyr

Severely Confused
Hm... haven't really tried that. I used to make elaborate doodles when I was attending school.

Whenever I feel like this, I can't really make myself do anything other than just sit here or try to sleep. When I do feel better, I spend it doing pointless things like video games and stuff. D:
40352 DiurnalBrocolli4th Oct 2012 05:18:16 PM from The Sunken Wawanakwa Island (SEND HELP!) , Relationship Status: Seeking boyfriend-free girl
Er, what?
Well, it wouldn't hurt to try to draw. Who knows, it may turn out good!
Da Crystal Gem
Severely Confused
I'll try that. Thank you. ^^
40354 Indigo12ash4th Oct 2012 05:25:28 PM from Aperture Science
Yeah, I have unrequited crushes as well. I can't stop thinking about that girl on my soccer team.
Momentum, a function of mass and velocity, is conserved between portals. In layman's terms: speedy thing goes in, speedy thing comes out.
40355 ATC4th Oct 2012 06:16:38 PM from The Library of Kiev
Was Aliroz the Confused
I don't belong on this forum.
If you want any of my avatars, just Pm me

I'd truly appreciate any avatar of a reptile sleeping in a Nice Hat

Read Elmer Kelton books
40356 SlendidSuit4th Oct 2012 06:27:57 PM from Probably a Pub
Freelance Worrywart
[up] Dude, you've been on here longer than me and from what I can tell you're well liked. You belong much more than I do.
Gimme yer lunch money, dweeb.
40357 Indigo12ash4th Oct 2012 06:36:36 PM from Aperture Science
Why not ATC?
Momentum, a function of mass and velocity, is conserved between portals. In layman's terms: speedy thing goes in, speedy thing comes out.
40358 Tidal_Wave_174th Oct 2012 07:34:52 PM from Business, Nunya , Relationship Status: Singularity
Former All Time Troper, Present Tumblrite
My mom says our cat was throwing up blood earlier. <:(

edited 4th Oct '12 7:35:39 PM by Tidal_Wave_17

40359 MrAHR4th Oct 2012 07:35:36 PM from ಠ_ಠ , Relationship Status: A cockroach, nothing can kill it.
Ahr river
Self hate. Blah. Blahblah.
40360 ATC4th Oct 2012 07:38:49 PM from The Library of Kiev
Was Aliroz the Confused
I'm not reasonable, my lifestyle is completely different from the other tropers, and at least one moderator has said that it would be best if I lurked instead of post.

The people who were like me are mostly banned.

My mode of thought doesn't belong. My ardent refusal to swear doesn't belong. My religion makes me an outlier here, my thoughts on language more so.

I tend to upset other tropers, and I tend to get upset easily. Generally, I'm a relic of the previous culture of Tv Tropes. That culture has changed, but I have not.

I'm basically The Artifact of these fora.

@ Slendid Suit: From what I've seen, you just haven't found your niche here yet. You'll be fine. I had a niche, but that niche doesn't exist any more.

edited 4th Oct '12 7:39:38 PM by ATC

If you want any of my avatars, just Pm me

I'd truly appreciate any avatar of a reptile sleeping in a Nice Hat

Read Elmer Kelton books
40361 MrAHR4th Oct 2012 07:40:05 PM from ಠ_ಠ , Relationship Status: A cockroach, nothing can kill it.
Ahr river
Just because we swear does not mean we aren't fine with you not swearing.
40362 Grimview4th Oct 2012 07:42:44 PM from British Columbia
Catalytic
[up] That.

I don't bug you guys for not swearing; I question why you comment on other people swearing.

Other people are not you, and they make their own decisions.
"Lock up your girlfriends, lock up your wives, Grim's on the loose so run for your lives." - Pyrite
40363 LoniJay4th Oct 2012 07:57:59 PM from Australia , Relationship Status: Pining for the fjords
and at least one moderator has said that it would be best if I lurked instead of post.

Dude, what moderator said that? I don't like to step on the moderation's toes, but that sounds way out of line. If there's a genuine reason why you shouldn't post then they should ban you; if you don't say ban or thump worthy things you have just as much right to speak as anybody else.

I like you and I'm not banned.

Be not afraid...
40364 ATC4th Oct 2012 08:01:44 PM from The Library of Kiev
Was Aliroz the Confused
If you want any of my avatars, just Pm me

I'd truly appreciate any avatar of a reptile sleeping in a Nice Hat

Read Elmer Kelton books
40365 LoniJay4th Oct 2012 08:28:44 PM from Australia , Relationship Status: Pining for the fjords
Ah. I see. Looks like he's speaking as a regular forum-goer there, and not necessarily in official mod capacity. I would still say that's kind of out of line.

Be not afraid...
40366 DrunkGirlfriend4th Oct 2012 08:36:13 PM from Castle Geekhaven
@ATC: I can't say for sure, based off the fact that the post has been thumped, but I vaguely remember that it was really insulting. Sorry.

I think that you would be fine if you could tone down the inflammatory posting in OTC. That's pretty much the only thing people are objecting to.
"I don't know how I do it. I'm like the Mr. Bean of sex." -Drunkscriblerian
I'm an Irene!
DG, ATC recently thumped those. Or someone did. They were not thumped atleast 20 minutes ago.

ATC, the problem is, you have been aggressive, and that's not favorable. I've seen you be off-topic there, and even started a serious derail that pissed off Fighteer. Now, I don't agree with his choice of words at all, but I understand why he was angry. The passive-aggressiveness and flaming is not acceptable, regardless. It does not help your case when you don't follow the rules.
Princess Ymir's knightess
@ATC

Your presence doesn't bother me.

edited 4th Oct '12 11:08:35 PM by kay4today

I detest marmalade.
First, let me preface with an apology: I'm really sorry for posting this. I hate to burden anyone else with my issues, but I've run out of other things to do to get rid of them. I have so few close friends, it's like I have none.

Anyway, I'm usually not this bad. I've got depression and a slew of other issues, sure, but I typically keep them in check. Not tonight.

It's 2 AM. I can't sleep. I'm honestly suicidal right now for the first time ever. I feel like there's no hope left for me. I feel like everything I've done or will do is meaningless and that I should just die and get myself out of the way. I feel so very unwanted and alone. And every time I try to tell someone, they tell me to get over myself and be happy for once. I can't. I just... I can't. There's nothing left for me to hold on to. I feel abandoned. I need help...

Yes, I have called the Suicide Hotline. It didn't help.
I have played Borderlands now, but my Undead Ned persona predates it!
Princess Ymir's knightess
Well, if you kill yourself you'll ruin potential happiness in the future. Life could get better. I'm glad I didn't kill myself back when I was highly suicidal, because I'm happier than I've ever been right now.

I don't see why you wouldn't be able to have the same.
I detest marmalade.
I appreciate the sentiment, but it's the same thing I've been told for the past eight years as I've watched my life spiral further and further into, well... this. I mean, I feel like there's just no potential for happiness. I haven't been happy since the day I left high school, and I wasn't happy before that day either.

Once again... I'm really sorry for posting this. I shouldn't have.
I have played Borderlands now, but my Undead Ned persona predates it!
Yeah! I feel highly suicidal at times, but then I remember how young I am and how I haven't been around for long and have so much ahead of me.

-hugs tightly-

It was good of you to tell us. Telling someone is the first step to getting better. Plus we can help. It's what we're here for.

edited 4th Oct '12 11:49:58 PM by PeacefulApocalypse

ಠ_ಠ
Princess Ymir's knightess
[up][up] You've probably heard this before as well, but what about therapy and that other stuff that usually helps with this?

edited 4th Oct '12 11:49:50 PM by kay4today

I detest marmalade.
This is the first time I've felt this bad. I'm usually more subdued, but tonight I can honestly say I want to die. I don't care that I'm young, I'm just miserable. It isn't just a sudden thing, either. My motivation for going on the past two weeks has been "don't worry, you'll die eventually and then all of this will end." I don't enjoy anything anymore. I just... exist.

[up]I've tried therapy, and all they do is talk about my dad, who, yes, left my life when I was young. I'm over that. It's not an issue anymore.

And I do want to thank both of you... I'm sorry to sound ungrateful, this is just the worst I've ever felt.

edited 4th Oct '12 11:53:43 PM by MrUndeadNed

I have played Borderlands now, but my Undead Ned persona predates it!
Princess Ymir's knightess
Well, have you told your therapists that you feel (slightly) suicidal or that you're at least terribly unhappy?

And well, therapists usually orientate themselves at what you want. So you can tell them to stop talking about your dad if you want. Well, if they're the kind of therapists that I know, that is. XD

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