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[[caption-width-right:350:[[SarcasmMode HAWT.]] [[http://staarchild.tumblr.com Also here is my Tumblr.]]]]
OK. I guess I should put something here.
I'm Staarchild. I was born in August 1997 and I have always lived in the English Midlands.
I'm struggling to come to terms with the real world, so I often distract myself with pointless shit, like spending so much time writing this that like 2 people will ever see. You're welcome :)
I am usually very quiet, to the point where I look [[{{Kuudere}} moody and cold]]. However, if I am feeling comfortable around people I will be [[{{Keet}} a lot more animated]]. If I'm not comfortable and I have to speak, it will come out more than likely as a stuttered, mumbled mess.
[[caption-width-right:350:[[SarcasmMode HAWT.]] [[http://staarchild.tumblr.com Also here is my Tumblr.]]]]
OK. I guess I should put something here.
I'm Staarchild. I was born in August 1997 and I have always lived in the English Midlands.
I'm struggling to come to terms with the real world, so I often distract myself with pointless shit, like spending so much time writing this that like 2 people will ever see. You're welcome :)
I am usually very quiet, to the point where I look [[{{Kuudere}} moody and cold]]. However, if I am feeling comfortable around people I will be [[{{Keet}} a lot more animated]]. If I'm not comfortable and I have to speak, it will come out more than likely as a stuttered, mumbled mess.
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* AttentionDeficitOohShiny: I can be very easily distracted. However, I can also become hyperfocused on things.
* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to {{Rammstein}}, Music/DuranDuran and Music/DepecheMode.
* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to {{Rammstein}}, Music/DuranDuran and Music/DepecheMode.
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* AttentionDeficitOohShiny: I can be very easily distracted. However, I can also become hyperfocused on things.
* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to {{Rammstein}}, Music/DuranDuran and Music/DepecheMode.{{Asexual}}: Very.
* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to {{Rammstein}}, Music/DuranDuran and Music/DepecheMode.
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* ClingyJealousGirl: Do NOT try to take the people I care about away from me.
* CloudCuckoolander: People often tell me I'm "quirky".
* CreepyCute: So I'm told.
* CloudCuckoolander: People often tell me I'm "quirky".
* CreepyCute: So I'm told.
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit.
* DeadpanSnarker: So deadpan that people sometimes can't tell when I'm being sarcastic or not. [[ForTheLulz Great source of amusement for me tbh]].
* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw. Sorry......
* DepravedBisexual: I'm secretly a massive pervert.
* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm only slightly bitter about it.
* DontYouDarePityMe: Why I am often so reluctant to tell people of my [[FreudianExcuse past]], as I believe they think I'm just after attention and that annoys me.
* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, inferiority complex, a history of self harm and suicidal tendencies, etc. etc.
** I also have severe abandonment issues and I have been told by several people that I am sometimes extremely paranoid/delusional.
* {{Fangirl}}: Of {{Rammstein}}, GrandTheftAuto, TheSims and TopGear, among other things.
* FreakOut: Something I do a lot, thanks to my anxiety.
* HonestyIsTheBestPolicy: I like to be honest and I expect other people to be honest with me.
** BrutalHonesty: I have been known to accidentally upset people by giving them the truth. I don't like upsetting them, but they deserve the right to know.
* IllGirl: kinda
* InsufferableGenius: I used to be one, back in the days where my age was a single digit and I legitimately thought (and was told) I was the next Einstein, all because I could spell big words properly.
* {{Kuudere}}: A little bit.
* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first ever one was for Richard Hammond when I was about 8. It intensified from there. Special mentions include Simon Le Bon, Nick Rhodes, Till Lindemann and Steven Ogg, all of whom are at least 25 years older than me. Also my current crush is 57, but she sure don't look it.[[/note]]
* LonersAreFreaks: I know quite a few people think I'm a weirdo. Also I have social anxiety so do the maths.
* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton ''really jumpy'']].
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but I have shades of this.
* DeadpanSnarker: So deadpan that people sometimes can't tell when I'm being sarcastic or not. [[ForTheLulz Great source of amusement for me tbh]].
* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw. Sorry......
* DepravedBisexual: I'm secretly a massive pervert.
* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm only slightly bitter about it.
* DontYouDarePityMe: Why I am often so reluctant to tell people of my [[FreudianExcuse past]], as I believe they think I'm just after attention and that annoys me.
* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, inferiority complex, a history of self harm and suicidal tendencies, etc. etc.
** I also have severe abandonment issues and I have been told by several people that I am sometimes extremely paranoid/delusional.
* {{Fangirl}}: Of {{Rammstein}}, GrandTheftAuto, TheSims and TopGear, among other things.
* FreakOut: Something I do a lot, thanks to my anxiety.
* HonestyIsTheBestPolicy: I like to be honest and I expect other people to be honest with me.
** BrutalHonesty: I have been known to accidentally upset people by giving them the truth. I don't like upsetting them, but they deserve the right to know.
* IllGirl: kinda
* InsufferableGenius: I used to be one, back in the days where my age was a single digit and I legitimately thought (and was told) I was the next Einstein, all because I could spell big words properly.
* {{Kuudere}}: A little bit.
* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first ever one was for Richard Hammond when I was about 8. It intensified from there. Special mentions include Simon Le Bon, Nick Rhodes, Till Lindemann and Steven Ogg, all of whom are at least 25 years older than me. Also my current crush is 57, but she sure don't look it.[[/note]]
* LonersAreFreaks: I know quite a few people think I'm a weirdo. Also I have social anxiety so do the maths.
* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton ''really jumpy'']].
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but I have shades of this.
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit.
* DeadpanSnarker: So deadpan that people sometimes can't tell when I'm being sarcastic or not. [[ForTheLulz Great source of amusement for me tbh]].
* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw. Sorry......
* DepravedBisexual: I'm secretly a massive pervert.
* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm only slightly bitter about it.
*DarkAndTroubledPast
** DontYouDarePityMe: Why I am often so reluctant totell people of my go into detail about [[FreudianExcuse past]], as I believe they think I'm just after attention and that annoys me.
my past]].
* DeadpanSnarker
* DysfunctionJunction:Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, inferiority complex, a history of self harm and suicidal tendencies, etc. etc.
** I also have severe abandonment issues and I have been told by several people that I am sometimes extremely paranoid/delusional.
Tbh.
*{{Fangirl}}: Of {{Rammstein}}, GrandTheftAuto, TheSims and TopGear, among other things.
* FreakOut: Something I do a lot, thanks to my anxiety.
* HonestyIsTheBestPolicy: I like to be honest and I expect other people to be honest with me.
** BrutalHonesty: I have been known to accidentally upset people by giving them the truth. I don't like upsetting them, but they deserve the right to know.
* IllGirl: kinda
{{Hipster}}: Lowkey.
* InsufferableGenius: I used to beone, back in the days where my age was a single digit and I legitimately thought (and was told) I was the next Einstein, all because I could spell big words properly.
* {{Kuudere}}: A little bit.
* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first everone was for Richard Hammond when I was about 8. It intensified from there. Special mentions include Simon Le Bon, Nick Rhodes, Till Lindemann and Steven Ogg, all of whom are at least 25 years older than me. Also my current crush is 57, but she sure don't look it.[[/note]]
* LonersAreFreaks: I know quiteas a few people think I'm a weirdo. Also I have social anxiety so do the maths.
* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tellskid. Reality hit me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton ''really jumpy'']].
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but I have shades of this.fast.
* DeadpanSnarker: So deadpan that people sometimes can't tell when I'm being sarcastic or not. [[ForTheLulz Great source of amusement for me tbh]].
* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw. Sorry......
* DepravedBisexual: I'm secretly a massive pervert.
* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm only slightly bitter about it.
*
** DontYouDarePityMe: Why I am often so reluctant to
* DeadpanSnarker
* DysfunctionJunction:
** I also have severe abandonment issues and I have been told by several people that I am sometimes extremely paranoid/delusional.
*
* FreakOut: Something I do a lot, thanks to my anxiety.
* HonestyIsTheBestPolicy: I like to be honest and I expect other people to be honest with me.
** BrutalHonesty: I have been known to accidentally upset people by giving them the truth. I don't like upsetting them, but they deserve the right to know.
* IllGirl: kinda
* InsufferableGenius: I used to be
* {{Kuudere}}: A little bit.
* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first ever
* LonersAreFreaks: I know quite
* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but I have shades of this.
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* MotorMouth: Usually when I'm feeling energetic or I just have a lot to say. Can trigger my [[SpeechImpediment speech issues]]. I often have to gasp for air at the end of it.
* MultiethnicName: My real name. My first name, Kasia, is Polish. My middle name is French and my surname is English. People struggle with my name a lot actually. See TheUnpronouncable below.
* {{Shipping}}: Something which I do a lot of. [[note]]My [[OneTruePairing OTP]] is Trikey, AKA Trevor and Michael from [[GrandTheftAutoV GTA 5]].[[/note]]
* SpeechImpediment: Recovering from 2 examples.
** The main one is a weird one, I've never heard of anyone else having it. Basically I confuse R's and W's, but not in the obvious way. [[WineIsClassy Right Rhine]], anyone? Thankfully it's only very rarely it still happens now.
** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum and my nannar.
** I was also a selective mute until I was about 4, and I only started to speak at all when I was 3. By the time I started to talk in sentences I could already read.
* MultiethnicName: My real name. My first name, Kasia, is Polish. My middle name is French and my surname is English. People struggle with my name a lot actually. See TheUnpronouncable below.
* {{Shipping}}: Something which I do a lot of. [[note]]My [[OneTruePairing OTP]] is Trikey, AKA Trevor and Michael from [[GrandTheftAutoV GTA 5]].[[/note]]
* SpeechImpediment: Recovering from 2 examples.
** The main one is a weird one, I've never heard of anyone else having it. Basically I confuse R's and W's, but not in the obvious way. [[WineIsClassy Right Rhine]], anyone? Thankfully it's only very rarely it still happens now.
** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum and my nannar.
** I was also a selective mute until I was about 4, and I only started to speak at all when I was 3. By the time I started to talk in sentences I could already read.
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* MotorMouth: Usually when I'm feeling energetic or I just have a lot to say. Can trigger my [[SpeechImpediment speech issues]]. I often have to gasp for air at the end of it.
MotorMouth
* MultiethnicName: My real name. My firstname, Kasia, is Polish. My middle name is French and Polish, my surname is English. People struggle with Funny thing is though, the furthest eat my name a lot actually. See TheUnpronouncable below.
* {{Shipping}}: Something which I do a lot of. [[note]]My [[OneTruePairing OTP]]ancestry goes is Trikey, AKA Trevor and Michael from [[GrandTheftAutoV GTA 5]].[[/note]]
* SpeechImpediment: Recovering from 2 examples.
**The main one is a weird one, I've never heard of anyone else having it. Basically I confuse R's and W's, but not in the obvious way. [[WineIsClassy Right Rhine]], anyone? Thankfully it's only very rarely it still happens now.
** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum and my nannar.
** I was also a selective mute until I was about 4, and I only started to speak at all when I was 3. By the time I started to talk in sentences I could already read.Netherlands.
* MultiethnicName: My real name. My first
* {{Shipping}}: Something which I do a lot of. [[note]]My [[OneTruePairing OTP]]
* SpeechImpediment: Recovering from 2 examples.
**
** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum and my nannar.
** I was also a selective mute until I was about 4, and I only started to speak at all when I was 3. By the time I started to talk in sentences I could already read.
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* OldShame: Many, ''many'' things I did in year gone by. Some internet examples below for you all to laugh and cringe at:
** My old tvtropes account troper page from 2012 at the latest. [[https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[http://staarchild-writes.tumblr.com/post/94469653224/dear-god-why I did a little thing on my writing Tumblr about it here]].
* SugarAndIcePersonality
* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury mildly annoys me]]. It's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce (oh the irony).
* WesternZodiac: I am a Virgo.
* {{Yandere}}: When I get protective of my loved ones, I get very protective.
* YaoiFangirl: Yep. Nothing wrong with a [[JunjouRomantica bit]] [[SekaiIchiHatsukoi of]] [[{{Gravitation}} yaoi]].
** My old tvtropes account troper page from 2012 at the latest. [[https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[http://staarchild-writes.tumblr.com/post/94469653224/dear-god-why I did a little thing on my writing Tumblr about it here]].
* SugarAndIcePersonality
* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury mildly annoys me]]. It's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce (oh the irony).
* WesternZodiac: I am a Virgo.
* {{Yandere}}: When I get protective of my loved ones, I get very protective.
* YaoiFangirl: Yep. Nothing wrong with a [[JunjouRomantica bit]] [[SekaiIchiHatsukoi of]] [[{{Gravitation}} yaoi]].
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* OldShame: Many, ''many'' things I did in year years gone by. Some internet examples below for you all to laugh and cringe at:
** My old tvtropes account troper page from 2012 at the latest. [[https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[http://staarchild-writes.tumblr.com/post/94469653224/dear-god-why I did a little thing on my writing Tumblr about it here]].
* SugarAndIcePersonality
* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury mildly annoys me]]. It's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce (oh the irony).
by.
* WesternZodiac: I am aVirgo.
* {{Yandere}}: WhenVirgo. I get protective of my loved ones, I get very protective.
* YaoiFangirl: Yep. Nothing wrong with a [[JunjouRomantica bit]] [[SekaiIchiHatsukoi of]] [[{{Gravitation}} yaoi]].love astrology. [[note]] Also Virgo rising, mercury and dominant, Leo moon, Libra venus, Scorpio mars. [[/note]]
** My old tvtropes account troper page from 2012 at the latest. [[https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[http://staarchild-writes.tumblr.com/post/94469653224/dear-god-why I did a little thing on my writing Tumblr about it here]].
* SugarAndIcePersonality
* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury mildly annoys me]]. It's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce (oh the irony).
* WesternZodiac: I am a
* {{Yandere}}: When
* YaoiFangirl: Yep. Nothing wrong with a [[JunjouRomantica bit]] [[SekaiIchiHatsukoi of]] [[{{Gravitation}} yaoi]].
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** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum, nannar and boyfriend.
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** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum, nannar mum and boyfriend.my nannar.
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] Involves ParentalAbandonment, my mum almost dying, AttempedRape and abuse, among other things [[/note]]
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] Involves ParentalAbandonment, my mum almost dying, AttempedRape and abuse, among other things [[/note]]
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* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw.
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* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw. Sorry......
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* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, inferiority complex, a history of self harm, etc. etc.
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* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, inferiority complex, a history of self harm, harm and suicidal tendencies, etc. etc.
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* FetishFuel: Many, many things...
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* IllGirl: I've had low immunity for pretty much all of my life. I also have IBS, anaemia and mental issues. Right now I have a cold which I have had for almost 2 weeks. [[note]] My boyfriend gave it to me and his lasted 3 days, for comparison. [[/note]]
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* IllGirl: I've had low immunity for pretty much all of my life. I also have IBS, anaemia and mental issues. Right now I have a cold which I have had for almost 2 weeks. [[note]] My boyfriend gave it to me and his lasted 3 days, for comparison. [[/note]]kinda
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* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first ever one was for Richard Hammond when I was about 8. It intensified from there. Special mentions include Simon Le Bon, Nick Rhodes, Till Lindemann and Steven Ogg, all of whom are at least 25 years older than me.[[/note]]
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* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first ever one was for Richard Hammond when I was about 8. It intensified from there. Special mentions include Simon Le Bon, Nick Rhodes, Till Lindemann and Steven Ogg, all of whom are at least 25 years older than me. Also my current crush is 57, but she sure don't look it.[[/note]]
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** My old tvtropes account proper page from 2012 at the latest. [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay '''WELL AWAY''' from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay '''WELL AWAY''' from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]
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** My old tvtropes account proper troper page from 2012 at the latest. [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........[[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information [[http://staarchild-writes.tumblr.com/post/94469653224/dear-god-why I did a little thing on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay '''WELL AWAY''' from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]writing Tumblr about it here]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........
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* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury mildly annoys me]]. Ironically it's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.
* VictoriousChildhoodFriend: My boyfriend and I, after 5 years of WillTheyOrWontThey that even had our teachers shipping us.
* VictoriousChildhoodFriend: My boyfriend and I, after 5 years of WillTheyOrWontThey that even had our teachers shipping us.
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* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury mildly annoys me]]. Ironically it's It's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.
* VictoriousChildhoodFriend: My boyfriend and I, after 5 years of WillTheyOrWontThey that even had our teachers shipping us.pronounce (oh the irony).
* VictoriousChildhoodFriend: My boyfriend and I, after 5 years of WillTheyOrWontThey that even had our teachers shipping us.
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** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay ShmuckBait WELL AWAY from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]
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** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay ShmuckBait WELL AWAY '''WELL AWAY''' from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]
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* DeadpanSnarker: So deadpan that people sometimes can't tell when I'm being sarcastic or not. [[ForTheLulz Great source of amusement for me tbh]].
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* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton really jumpy]].
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* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton really jumpy]].''really jumpy'']].
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* OldShame: Many, ''many'' things I did in year gone by. Some internet examples below for you all to laugh and cringe at:
** My old tvtropes account proper page from 2012 at the latest. [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay ShmuckBait WELL AWAY from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]
** My old tvtropes account proper page from 2012 at the latest. [[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Tropers/Land0fKasia Why]].
** My {{Website/Fanfiction.net}} account from many moons ago. So bad I was embarrased by it at the time and decided to retcon my own identity so nobody would ever find out it was actually my work........ [[https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2799523/Miss-Hajimemashite enter if you dare]]. All personal information on here is 100% false, I am deadly serious. Even my birthday. [[note]]Stay ShmuckBait WELL AWAY from [[SoBadItsHorrible The Retarded Show]].[[/note]]
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* DatingWhatDaddyHates: [[InvertedTrope Inversion]], I am what my boyfriend's mother hates. [[note]] The feeling is very much mutual. [[/note]]
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* SugarAndIcePersonality
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* ClingyJealousGirl: Do NOT try to take the people I care about away from me.
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* CuteButCacophonic: [[http://youtu.be/1P4Z9jd69XQ I'll just link this video as an example.]]
* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit.
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* CuteButCacophonic: [[http://youtu.be/1P4Z9jd69XQ I'll just link this video as an example.]]
When I was younger.
* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] Involves ParentalAbandonment, my mum almost dying, AttempedRape and abuse, among other things [[/note]]
* DatingWhatDaddyHates: [[InvertedTrope Inversion]], I am what my boyfriend's mother hates. [[note]] The feeling is very much mutual. [[/note]]
* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] Involves ParentalAbandonment, my mum almost dying, AttempedRape and abuse, among other things [[/note]]
* DatingWhatDaddyHates: [[InvertedTrope Inversion]], I am what my boyfriend's mother hates. [[note]] The feeling is very much mutual. [[/note]]
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* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, a history of self harm, etc. etc.
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* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, inferiority complex, a history of self harm, etc. etc.
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* FreakOut: Something I do a lot, thanks to my anxiety.
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* {{Kuudere}}: A little bit.
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* {{Yandere}}: When I get protective of my loved ones, I get very protective.
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] I was almost orphaned, [[AbusiveParents my father figure used to hit me]] then my mum left him, I was molested on several occasions in primary school, [[DysfunctionJunction I became increasingly mentally ill]] throughout adolescence, [[DrivenToSuicide then I almost killed myself one time]] [[InterruptedSuicide until my dog stopped me]]. Yeah, I would say it hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows, I'm not one to complain that much about it though.[[/note]]
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] I was almost orphaned, [[AbusiveParents my father figure used to hit me]] then my mum left him, I was molested on several occasions in primary school, [[DysfunctionJunction I became increasingly mentally ill]] throughout adolescence, [[DrivenToSuicide then I almost killed myself one time]] [[InterruptedSuicide until my dog stopped me]]. Yeah, I would say it hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows, I'm not one to complain that much about it though.[[/note]]
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* CuteButCacophonic: [[http://youtu.be/1P4Z9jd69XQ I'll just link this video as an example.]]
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I'm Staarchild. I was born in August 1997 and I have always lived in the English Midlands.
I'm struggling to come to terms with the real world, so I often distract myself with pointless shit, like spending so much time writing this that like 2 people will ever see. You're welcome :)
I am usually very quiet, to the point where I look [[{{Kuudere}} moody and cold]]. However, if I am feeling comfortable around people I will be [[{{Keet}} a lot more animated]]. If I'm not comfortable and I have to speak, it will come out more than likely as a stuttered, mumbled mess.
I'm struggling to come to terms with the real world, so I often distract myself with pointless shit, like spending so much time writing this that like 2 people will ever see. You're welcome :)
I am usually very quiet, to the point where I look [[{{Kuudere}} moody and cold]]. However, if I am feeling comfortable around people I will be [[{{Keet}} a lot more animated]]. If I'm not comfortable and I have to speak, it will come out more than likely as a stuttered, mumbled mess.
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* AttentionDeficitOohShiny: I can be very easily distracted. However, I can also become hyperfocused on things.
* AttentionDeficitOohShiny: I can be very easily distracted. However, I can also become hyperfocused on things.
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] DisappearedDad, almost MissingMom because she got really ill, [[AbusiveParents her ex/my father figure used to hit me]] then he left too, [[RapeAsBackstory]] I was molested on several occasions by a friend in primary school, [[{{Gayngst}} I got confused about my sexuality]], [[DysfunctionJunction I became increasing mentally ill throughout adolescence]]. Yeah, I would say it hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows.[[/note]]
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] DisappearedDad, I was almost MissingMom because she got really ill, orphaned, [[AbusiveParents her ex/my my father figure used to hit me]] then he my mum left too, [[RapeAsBackstory]] him, I was molested on several occasions by a friend in primary school, [[{{Gayngst}} I got confused about my sexuality]], [[DysfunctionJunction I became increasing increasingly mentally ill ill]] throughout adolescence]]. adolescence, [[DrivenToSuicide then I almost killed myself one time]] [[InterruptedSuicide until my dog stopped me]]. Yeah, I would say it hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows.[[/note]]rainbows, I'm not one to complain that much about it though.[[/note]]
* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw.
* DefrostingIceQueen: What people have to do with me to become my friend. Probably why I don't have any friends as I can be hard to thaw.
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* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm slightly bitter about it.
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* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm only slightly bitter about it.
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* {{Fangirl}}: Of {{Rammstein}}, GrandTheftAuto and TopGear, among other things.
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* {{Fangirl}}: Of {{Rammstein}}, GrandTheftAuto GrandTheftAuto, TheSims and TopGear, among other things.
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* IllGirl: I've had low immunity for pretty much all of my life. I also have IBS, anaemia and mental issues. Right now I have a cold which I have had for almost 2 weeks. [[note]] My boyfriend gave it to me and his lasted 3 days, for comparison. [[/note]]
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* MotorMouth: Usually when I'm feeling energetic or I just have a lot to say. Can trigger my [[SpeechImpediment speech issues]]. I often have to gasp for air at the end of it.
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* SpeechImpediment: Recovering from 2 examples.
**The main one is a weird one, I've never heard of anyone else having it. Basically I confuse R's and W's, but not in the obvious way. [[WineIsClassy Right Rhine]], anyone? Thankfully it's only very rarely it still happens now.
** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum, nannar and boyfriend.
** I was also a selective mute until I was about 4, and I only started to speak at all when I was 3. By the time I started to talk in sentences I could already read.
**The main one is a weird one, I've never heard of anyone else having it. Basically I confuse R's and W's, but not in the obvious way. [[WineIsClassy Right Rhine]], anyone? Thankfully it's only very rarely it still happens now.
** The other one is a very mild stutter. It is a lot more obvious in old videos of me. I can think of one where I'm talking in the background and re-re-remind me what the fuck I was on as an 8-year old. Still something I do now sometimes (usually if I'm taking too fast) but the only people who point it out are my mum, nannar and boyfriend.
** I was also a selective mute until I was about 4, and I only started to speak at all when I was 3. By the time I started to talk in sentences I could already read.
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* WesternZodiac: I am a Virgo.
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* DarkAndTroubledPast: A bit. [[note]] DisappearedDad, almost MissingMom because she got really ill, [[AbusiveParents her ex/my father figure used to hit me]] then he left too, [[RapeAsBackstory]] I was molested on several occasions by a friend in primary school, [[{{Gayngst}} I got confused about my sexuality]], [[DysfunctionJunction I became increasing mentally ill throughout adolescence]]. Yeah, I would say it hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows.[[/note]]
* DontYouDarePityMe: Why I am often so reluctant to tell people of my [[FreudianExcuse past]], as I believe they think I'm just after attention and that annoys me.
* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, a history of self harm, etc. etc.
** I also have severe abandonment issues and I have been told by several people that I am sometimes extremely paranoid/delusional.
* DysfunctionJunction: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, a history of self harm, etc. etc.
** I also have severe abandonment issues and I have been told by several people that I am sometimes extremely paranoid/delusional.
* HonestyIsTheBestPolicy: I like to be honest and I expect other people to be honest with me.
** BrutalHonesty: I have been known to accidentally upset people by giving them the truth. I don't like upsetting them, but they deserve the right to know.
** BrutalHonesty: I have been known to accidentally upset people by giving them the truth. I don't like upsetting them, but they deserve the right to know.
* {{Shipping}}: Something which I do a lot of. [[note]]My [[OneTruePairing OTP]] is Trikey, AKA Trevor and Michael from [[GrandTheftAutoV GTA 5]].[[/note]]
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* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury midly annoys me]]. Ironically it's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.
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* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury midly mildly annoys me]]. Ironically it's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.
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* LikesOlderMen: A running theme among my male celebrity crushes. [[note]] My first ever one was for Richard Hammond when I was about 8. It intensified from there. Special mentions include Simon Le Bon, Nick Rhodes, Till Lindemann and Steven Ogg, all of whom are at least 25 years older than me.[[/note]]
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* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to Rammstein, Music/DuranDuran, Music/DepecheMode
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* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to Rammstein, Music/DuranDuran, Music/DepecheMode{{Rammstein}}, Music/DuranDuran and Music/DepecheMode.
* BiTheWay
* BiTheWay
* CreepyCute: So I'm told.
* DepravedBisexual: I'm secretly a massive pervert.
* DepravedBisexual: I'm secretly a massive pervert.
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* EmoTeen: I have shades of this, due to the mix of depression and anxiety I have. It sucks.
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* EmoTeen: I have shades of this, due to the mix of depression {{Fangirl}}: Of {{Rammstein}}, GrandTheftAuto and anxiety I have. It sucks.TopGear, among other things.
* FetishFuel: Many, many things...
* FetishFuel: Many, many things...
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* LonersAreFreaks: I know quite a few people think I'm a weirdo. Also I have social anxiety so do the maths.
* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton really jumpy]].
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example butagain, I have shades of this.this.
* {{Meganekko}}
* ParanoiaFuel: I'm easily paranoid, to the point where I sometimes get full-on delusions. Of course if anyone tells me so as I am having one I get [[BerserkButton really jumpy]].
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but
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* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury midly annoys me]]. Ironically it's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.pronounce.
* VictoriousChildhoodFriend: My boyfriend and I, after 5 years of WillTheyOrWontThey that even had our teachers shipping us.
* YaoiFangirl: Yep. Nothing wrong with a [[JunjouRomantica bit]] [[SekaiIchiHatsukoi of]] [[{{Gravitation}} yaoi]].
* VictoriousChildhoodFriend: My boyfriend and I, after 5 years of WillTheyOrWontThey that even had our teachers shipping us.
* YaoiFangirl: Yep. Nothing wrong with a [[JunjouRomantica bit]] [[SekaiIchiHatsukoi of]] [[{{Gravitation}} yaoi]].
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[[caption-width-right:350:[[SarcasmMode HAWT.]] [[http://staarchild.tumblr.com Also here is my Tumblr.]]]]
* AwesomeMusic: My music taste is amazing tbh. Special mentions go to Rammstein, Music/DuranDuran, Music/DepecheMode
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* MultiethnicName: My real name. My first name, Kasia, is Polish. My middle name is French and my surname is English. People struggle with my name a lot actually. See TheUnpronouncable below.
* SpotOfTea: [[AvertedTrope Averted]]. I am British and I hate tea, what a travesty. It is definitely a justified stereotypethough.though.
* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury midly annoys me]]. Ironically it's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.
* SpotOfTea: [[AvertedTrope Averted]]. I am British and I hate tea, what a travesty. It is definitely a justified stereotype
* TheUnpronouncable: Apparently Kasia is a difficult name to pronounce. I get Kazia and Kaysia a lot, which [[TranquilFury midly annoys me]]. Ironically it's actually pronounced like Kasha, but my mum changed it when I was a baby as people were finding it hard to pronounce.
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* CloudCuckoolander: People often tell me I'm "quirky".
* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm slightly bitter about it.
* EmoTeen: I have shades of this, due to the mix of depression and anxiety I have. It sucks.
* InsufferableGenius: I used to be one, back in the days where my age was a single digit and I legitimately thought (and was told) I was the next Einstein, all because I could spell big words properly.
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but again, I have shades of this.
* SpotOfTea: [[AvertedTrope Averted]]. I am British and I hate tea, what a travesty. It is definitely a justified stereotype though.
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!!Tropes pertaining to myself
* CloudCuckoolander: People often tell me I'm "quirky".
* DisappearedDad: I never met him, I'm slightly bitter about it.
* EmoTeen: I have shades of this, due to the mix of depression and anxiety I have. It sucks.
* InsufferableGenius: I used to be one, back in the days where my age was a single digit and I legitimately thought (and was told) I was the next Einstein, all because I could spell big words properly.
* PerkyGoth: I'm not an obvious example but again, I have shades of this.
* SpotOfTea: [[AvertedTrope Averted]]. I am British and I hate tea, what a travesty. It is definitely a justified stereotype though.
