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* The story of Solon' parents is bittersweet. They couldn't openly love each other because of the [[FurAgainstFang vampire-werewolf war]] and ended up running away from their families in order to be together. Not even 1 year in their new life with their son and hunters have found them, and they end up getting killed.

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* The story of Solon' parents is bittersweet. They couldn't openly love each other because of the [[FurAgainstFang vampire-werewolf war]] and ended up running away from their families in order to be together. Not even 1 year in their new life with their son and hunters have found them, and they end up getting killed.killed unsure if their baby made it out safely.
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* The very fact that the relationship between Solon and his brothers (except Noa and Jino, plus Jakah to an extent) is pretty strained (even more than in canon). Yes, he still loves them dearly [[AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther and the feeling is mutual]], but ever since Sooha arrived, things between them all have gotten '''[[FromBadToWorse worse]]'''.
** Solon is fully aware that they won't be happy when they find out he's half-werewolf, as he was already fearful when he discovered the truth about himself, and got even more scared when the [[OhCrap realization]] fully hits him after his first transformation. And he actually felt sad that he didn't seem too guilty when he realized that he had to hide it from them. But he still felt guilty enough to have ''nightmares'' about it.

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* The very fact that the relationship between Solon and his brothers (except Noa and Jino, plus Jakah to an extent) is pretty strained (even more than in canon). Yes, he still loves them dearly dearly, [[AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther and the feeling is mutual]], but ever since Sooha arrived, things between them all have gotten '''[[FromBadToWorse worse]]'''.
** Solon is fully aware that they won't be happy when they find out he's half-werewolf, as he was already fearful when he discovered the truth about himself, and got even more scared when the [[OhCrap realization]] fully hits him after his first transformation. And he actually felt sad that he didn't seem too guilty when he realized that he had to hide it from them. But he still felt guilty enough to have ''nightmares'' ''[[GuiltInducedNightmare nightmares]]'' about it.
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* Solon briefly angsts with his jealousy over Sooha easily fitting in with his brothers, something he struggled to do for many years, even before he discovered his hybrid heritage.

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* Solon briefly angsts with about his jealousy over Sooha easily fitting in with his brothers, something he struggled to do for many years, even before he discovered his hybrid heritage.
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-->'''Noa''': (''a bitter chuckle leaving his lips'') Don't feel bad for me, please.
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* Literally '''''everything''''' Richard did to Solon. Openly lusting over him even though he's uncomfortable, making him relive the worst day of his life (and learning the truth behind it), being manipulated into thinking that no one in his life, not even [[OneTrueLove Enzy]], truly loved him, threatening to kill every single one of his loved ones should he not submit to his desires, then ''[[RapeAsDrama raped]]'' him. To make things worse, the chapter ended with Solon sobbing brokenly, thinking that he's worthless now.

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* Literally '''''everything''''' Richard did to Solon. Openly lusting over him even though he's uncomfortable, making him relive the worst day of his life (and learning the truth behind it), being manipulated manipulating the boy into thinking that no one in his life, not even [[OneTrueLove Enzy]], truly loved him, threatening to kill every single one of his loved ones should he not submit to his desires, then ''[[RapeAsDrama raped]]'' him. To make things worse, the chapter ended with Solon sobbing brokenly, thinking that he's worthless now.
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* The story of Solon' parents is bittersweet. They couldn't openly love each other because of the [[FurAgainstFang vampire-werewolf war]] and ended up running away from their families in order to be together. Not even 1 year in their new life with their son and hunters have found them, and they end up getting killed.
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* In the flashback to Solon and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, ''who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was nine years old at the time]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they ''burned to death''.

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* In the flashback to Solon and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, ''who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was only nine years old at the time]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they ''burned to death''.
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* In the flashback to Solon and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, ''who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was nine years old]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they burned to death.

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* In the flashback to Solon and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, ''who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was nine years old]]) old at the time]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they burned ''burned to death.death''.
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* When Solon wakes up from the dream with his deceased parents, he hugs himself to feel the warmth they gave him... and felt nothing.
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* In the flashback to Solon ''and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was nine years old]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they burned to death.

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* In the flashback to Solon ''and and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, who ''who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was nine years old]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they burned to death.
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* In the flashback to Solon ''and the vampires' childhood, when the Vamfield field orphanage burned down, unlike canon, there actually was causalities, who were all children''. And Solon ([[HarmfulToMinors who was nine years old]]) [[SarcasmMode was lucky enough]] to hear them scream as they burned to death.
** By the time Solon finished relieving the memory, ''he was crying''.
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* The very fact that the relationship between Solon and his brothers (except Noa and Jino, plus Jakah to an extent) is pretty strained (even more than in canon). Yes, he still loves them dearly [[AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther and the feeling is mutual]], but ever since Sooha arrived, things between them all have gotten '''worse'''.

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* The very fact that the relationship between Solon and his brothers (except Noa and Jino, plus Jakah to an extent) is pretty strained (even more than in canon). Yes, he still loves them dearly [[AwLookTheyReallyDoLoveEachOther and the feeling is mutual]], but ever since Sooha arrived, things between them all have gotten '''worse'''.'''[[FromBadToWorse worse]]'''.
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** A day after Solon's rescue, he ''[[RageBreakingPoint finally]]'' lets out all his bottled up fury and disappointment at his brothers for all their mistreatment over the years. At one point, he ''attacks'' Jaan, but when he gets reminded of the incident with Noa, he backs off fearfully.
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* Even Noa's unrequited love for Solon somehow manages to be depressing, as it's obvious that Solon sees Noa as his baby brother and is deeply in love with [[OneTrueLove Enzy]]. By the time he finally confesses to Solon how he feels, the poor guy has bitterly resigned to the truth.
** His reaction to finding out that Solon and Enzy are together is subtle, but no less sad. Since werewolves CannotTellALie, Enzy admits to the vampires that he is dating their brother, and while everyone else comically interrogates him, [[MySisterIsOffLimits outraged to hear that someone is seeing their brother]], Noa quietly questions it, unable to believe that someone has taken Solon as theirs since he's unable to.

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* Even Noa's [[AllLoveIsUnrequited unrequited love love]] for Solon somehow manages to be depressing, as it's obvious that Solon sees Noa as his baby brother and is deeply in love with [[OneTrueLove Enzy]]. By the time he finally confesses to Solon how he feels, the poor guy has become so bitterly resigned to the truth.
truth that he stopped Solon from saying his rejection. Solon himself felt as sad as Noa.
** His reaction to finding out that Solon and Enzy are together is subtle, but no less sad. Since werewolves CannotTellALie, Enzy immediately admits to the vampires that he is dating their brother, and while everyone else comically interrogates him, [[MySisterIsOffLimits outraged to hear that someone is seeing their brother]], Noa just quietly questions it, unable to believe that someone has taken Solon as theirs since he's unable to.

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** It's heavily implied that Solon was so traumatized by the whole ordeal that he got PTSD from it. Hell, when he first saw Marge, he had a panic attack because [[TraumaButton her hair and eye colors were identical to Richard's]]. Keep in mind that this scene takes place around 6 years in the future. He's ''that'' traumatized.



** It's heavily implied that Solon was so traumatized by the whole ordeal that he got PTSD from it. Hell, when he first saw Marge, he had a panic attack because [[TraumaButton her hair and eye colors were identical to Richard's]]. Keep in mind that this scene takes place around 6 years in the future. He's ''that'' traumatized.
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* Even Noa's unrequited love for Solon somehow manages to be depressing, as it's obvious that Solon sees Noa as his baby brother and is deeply in love with [[OneTrueLove Enzy]]. By the time he finally confesses to Solon how he feels, the poor guy has bitterly resigned to the truth.
** His reaction to finding out that Solon and Enzy are together is subtle, but no less sad. Since werewolves CannotTellALie, Enzy admits to the vampires that he is dating their brother, and while everyone else comically interrogates him, [[MySisterIsOffLimits outraged to hear that someone is seeing their brother]], Noa quietly questions it, unable to believe that someone has taken Solon as theirs since he's unable to.

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** The very conflict between Jaan and Solon is straight-up depressing, from [[CerebusRetcon the time Jaan had went from Solon's side to another in an instant no longer being]] PlayedForLaughs, to revealing that Jaan and Solon had a terrible fight six years back, which resulted in their current relationship status. It's worth noting that out of all the brothers, it was Jaan who ''violently manhandled'' Solon in his nightmare.

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** The very conflict between Jaan and Solon is straight-up depressing, from [[CerebusRetcon the time Jaan had went from Solon's side to another in an instant no longer being]] PlayedForLaughs, to revealing that Jaan and Solon had a terrible fight six years back, which resulted in their current relationship status. It's worth noting that out of all the brothers, it was Jaan who ''violently manhandled'' Solon in his nightmare.



*** It's worth noting that in Solon's nightmare, he (alongside Jakah) beat him up, despite the BigBrotherWorship they have in reality.


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* Solon's nightmare isn't just scary, it's also sad, as it shows how much he thinks his brothers hate him. [[NiceGuy Sweet and warm Jino]] coldly glares at him, Noa and Jakah, [[BigBrotherWorship who both greatly admire him]] ([[BigBrotherAttraction and Noa who has a crush on him]]) kick him multiple times. Then Shion, [[TheGadfly who teases him a lot]] but is arguably one of the more supportive ones of Solon, suggests ''selling'' him to the hunters that are looking for him. And Solon could only watch in horror as everyone ''immediately'' agrees, even when he begs Heli to reconsider. Then Jaan, the brother who Solon is practically estranged from, ''violently manhandles'' Solon into a cemetery.
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*** It's worth noting that in Solon's nightmare, he (alongside Jakah) beat him up, despite the BigBrotherWorship they have in reality.
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* In the bonus chapter, while convincing Sooha to hear his brothers out, Solon mentions that his brothers considered ''burning him to a stake'' to hide their heritage from her. Solon didn't lie when he said he would ''never'' forget the old scars his brothers made.

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