History NightmareFuel / SteinsGate

** Have you ever wondered how Time Leap!Nae looks like? [[https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/steins-gate/images/f/fe/Ev_z87a.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20120203004249 Sweet dreams]].

Judging from the picture on this page alone, it is more than obvious that time travel is never as grand as it sounds. History changing aside, physical and mental repercussions may also entail to those who tread into the realm of time travel without much thought. Not to mention some other parties who wish to use the time travel for their own nefarious purposes...

** Although the differences between some world lines may be inconsequential and not life-threatening (such as Okabe losing a lottery in one world line and winning it in the other), other world lines may involve someone dying an early death in one world line and surviving it in the other. Even worse, the changes between some world lines can randomly happen from having a person to change their gender and ''a city area never being rebuilt in the first place'' (Akihabara stays as an electronic device market district instead of the Otaku mecca in one timeline). It feels like gaslighting in its truest form.
** And let's not getting into the more unpredictable world lines when compared to Alpha and Beta. While some world lines can be rather innocent such as the Delta world line (being the main setting of ''Darling of Loving Vows''), the Gamma world line (from the ''Gamma Drama CD''), in particular, is so horrifying that Okabe decided not to spend any more time in it. So what happened?
*** The Y2K MillenniumBug turned into a reality in this timeline, which created a massive catastrophe that killed both Okabe's and Mayuri's families. After separated for a long time, Okabe eventually realized that Mayuri, in fact, is ''suffering from cancer'' which drives her into various chemotherapy sessions that effectively drains all her hairs. Okabe's disturbed reaction into that fact in the drama CD portrays the situation perfectly.
*** As things [[SarcasmMode got better]], it is revealed that Okabe in this timeline is in fact ''a Rounder'' who works for SERN and is TheMole in his own laboratory along with Moeka. And in the future of this timeline? He is effectively known as ''the dictator of Japan under SERN as Hououin Kyouma''. The only bright side here is that Moeka, despite being a Rounder, is significantly nicer to Okabe since Okabe stopped her from committing suicide in the past, in which drives Moeka to turn the favour back to him.
* The fact that after Okabe makes the final jump to the Steins;Gate worldline, whatever major events in it occur from here on out are basically pre-determined and unavoidable due to the Attractor Fields that reside on this new worldline (and Okabe witnessed many times throughout the story up to the end that you can't really alter these). While the story ends on a very happy and upbeat note, with everyone including Kurisu alive again and reunited, Time Travel never been invented, and SERN/Other Countries never getting their hands on it to start World War III, the fact remains: if something were to happen such as World War III starting some other way, or Kurisu/Mayuri/any of Okabe's other friends dying somehow, [[YouCantFightFate Okabe can no longer fight against what fate has in store for him]] anymore. And considering some of the [[VisualNovel/ChaosHead horrific]] and [[VisualNovel/ChaosChild nightmarish]] things that happen unbeknownst to him in his world...

* The letter written by the suicidal Suzuha is a particularly haunting mix of this and TearJerker. Her constantly writing [[MadnessMantra "I failed"]] and the revelation that she became mentally unstable after 25 years of bliss and ended up [[DrivenToSuicide hanging herself]] are enough to induce nightmares.
** It gets even worse in her spin-off manga since she had amnesia due to the faulty time machine crashed straight into the year 1975, where when her missing memories eventually returned one day, she suffered a full-blown SanitySlippage in mere seconds due to immense regret and realization from forgetting her mission. Watching the serious yet bubbly Suzuha suffering a mental breakdown in such a fashion will do that to everyone.

* The very idea of being forced to relive your best friend's death over and over again, helpless to save them no matter what you do, until you've seen it so many times that it barely affects you anymore. Their survival depends on whether you have the mental fortitude to keeping trying, alone, or if you give in to despair. Bonus: their fate is due to your own carelessness.

** Worse yet, when Okabe asks what Time Leap!Nae plans to do after getting vengeance on him and Moeka, she simply answers... she doesn't know. It's implied that she's just going to keep reliving the next 15 years over and over again, killing Moeka and torturing Okabe to death until she finally loses her mind. Given that it happens to Nae, off all people, it is both saddening and horrifying.
* When Okabe arrives at Moeka's apartment to cancel her D-mail to retrieve the IBN 5100 and save Mayuri from her convergence death, Moeka is on her phone struggling to reply to her superior, FB as many times as possible. He immediately pries her phone from her hands which causes Moeka immediately to [[BerserkButton lose her shit]] like a girl throwing countless tantrums after losing her doll as Okabe gives her a violent [[WouldHitAGirl beatdown]] to get it and as the D-mails suddenly fails up to second time and Okabe realizes that FB is the right person to send them back in time. He went inside her room to restrain her down and gives her the BrutalHonesty treatment to tear into her. As you think about her POV, Okabe bluntly telling her about committing suicide in a few days after she realizes that FB abandon her like a piece of trash really tears her heart upon hearing the truth.
* Another visual novel-only scene is when you pursue Suzuha's ending. As Okabe continues the bike trip [[GroundhogDayLoop over and over again]] his thoughts continue to get [[SanitySlippage darker and darker]], to the point where he considers pushing Daru in front a car, ''raping'' Suzuha day after day, and performing other horrible acts because [[LoopholeAbuse the loop would reset and nobody could hold him responsible because it never happened.]] Fortunately, Suzuha knows what happens and prevents Okabe from doing so.

* Even after the story concluded, the "pandora’s box" of time travel can’t really be closed. In the timelines where time travel was never invented in the first place, time jumps still happen. Okabe is a mess of time travel-induced GasLighting and PTSD. In some timelines, characters are friends, and in others, they are absolute psychopaths responsible for the deaths of other characters. Some of these timelines weren’t actually experienced by Okabe, yet he remembers them; some of them are nightmare fuel in their own right. Other times he doesn’t know if he actually jumped or not. Depending on the time and situation, he could think he’s protecting someone, but really just coming off as seriously unhinged. He can’t talk about it with most people because he will almost always come off as having some kind of disassociative disorder/schizophrenia.

* Faris's route shows that Shido has graduated from petty thug to white collar criminal as he seeks to achieve dominance over the entertainment industry in Akihabara utilizing back-door deals, bribery, and outright blackmail against the girls he hired from the various maid cafes. In the implied worst-case scenario, his ultimate plan was to start pimping those same girls out. Most of those girls are still in high school.
* Rintaro nearly drowning in Mayuri's route is played very realistically and serves as a reminder on how dangerous being in/around water can be if you don't know what you're doing.

* The climax of Faris's story as 1. Nae had been kidnapped (most likely by Rounders), 2. There had been gunplay recently involved where Faris and Suzuha find Nae, and 3. Suzuha gets buried alive from collapsing rubble after managing to save Faris and Nae from the same.

* Moeka's story from her perspective is this as, despite being told to spy on the lab, she genuinely befriends the lab mems. Then she's ordered to kill them: first indirectly by leading Kurisu into a trap, then directly by participating in the raid.
** Her story again reiterates just how dangerous and frightening the Rounders are when they manage to track down a defected scientist in Akibahara and kill him during the day under the entire city's nose.

* Faris's route shows that Shido has graduated from petty thug to white collar criminal as he seeks to achieve dominance over the entertainment industry in Akihabara utilizing back-door deals, bribery, and outright blackmail against the girls he hired from the various maid cafes. In the implied worst-case scenario, his ultimate plan was to start pimping those same girls out. [[AdultFear Most of those girls are still in high school]].

* AdultFear is in full throttle during the climax of Faris's story as 1. Nae had been kidnapped (most likely by Rounders), 2. There had been gunplay recently involved where Faris and Suzuha find Nae, and 3. Suzuha gets buried alive from collapsing rubble after managing to save Faris and Nae from the same.

* When Okabe arrives at Moeka's apartment to cancel her D-mail to retrieve the IBN 5100 and save Mayuri from her convergence death, Moeka is on her phone struggling to reply to her superior, FB as many times as possible. He immediately pries her phone from her hands which Moeka immediately [[BerserkButton loses her shit]] if you compare her to a girl throwing countless tantrums after losing her doll as Okabe gives her a [[WouldHitAGirl beatdown]] to get it and as the D-mails suddenly fails up to second times and Okabe realizes that FB is the right person to send them back in time. He went inside her room and Moeka about to run towards Okabe to finish him off and get the phone but he held her down and gives her the BrutalHonesty treatment to convince and calm her down.

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[[folder:''My Darling's Embrace'']]
* Faris's route shows that Shido has graduated from petty thug to white collar criminal as he seeks to achieve dominance over the entertainment industry in Akihabara utilizing back-door deals, bribery, and outright blackmail against the girls he hired from the various maid cafes. In the implied worst-case scenario, his ultimate plan was to start pimping those same girls out. [[AdultFear Most of those girls are still in high school]].
* Rintaro nearly drowning in Mayuri's route is played very realistically and serves as a reminder on how dangerous being in/around water can be if you don't know what you're doing.

* Even after the story concluded, the "pandora’s box" of time travel can’t really be closed. In the timelines where time travel was never invented in the first place, time jumps still happen. Okabe is a mess of time travel-induced GasLighting and PTSD. In some timelines, characters are friends, and in others, they are absolute psychopaths responsible for the deaths of other characters. Some of these timelines weren’t actually experienced by Okabe, yet he remembers them; some of them are nightmare fuel in their own right. Other times he doesn’t know if he actually jumped or not. Depending on the time and situation, he could think he’s protecting someone, but really just coming off as seriously unhinged. He can’t talk about it with most people because he will almost always come off as having some kind of disassociative disorder/schizophrenia.

*** As things [[SarcasmMode got better]], it is revealed that Okabe in this timeline is in fact ''a Rounder'' who works for SERN and is TheMole in his own laboratory along with Moeka. And in the future of this timeline? He is effectively known as ''the dictator of Japan under SERN as Hououin Kyouma''. The only bright side here is that Moeka, despite being a Rounder, is significantly nicer to Okabe since Okabe stopped her from committing suicide in the past, in which drives Moeka to turn the favor back to him.

** Have you ever wondered how Time Leap!Nae looks like? [[https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/steins-gate/images/f/fe/Ev_z87a.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20120203004249 Look no further]].

* When Okabe arrives at Moeka's apartment to cancel her D-mail to retrieve the IBN 5100 and save Mayuri from her convergence death, Moeka is on her phone struggling to reply to her superior, FB as many times as possible. He immediately pries her phone from her hands but Moeka eventually goes into a meltdown by becoming violently berserk like a girl throwing countless tantrums after losing her doll as Okabe gives her a beatdown to get it and as the D-mails suddenly fails up to second times and Okabe realizes that FB is the right person to send them back in time. He went inside her room and Moeka is about to run towards Okabe to finish him off and get the phone but he held her down and gives her the BrutalHonesty treatment to convince and calm her down

** And let's not getting into the more unpredictable world lines when compared to Alpha and Beta. Gamma world line (from the ''Gamma Drama CD''), in particular, is so horrifying that Okabe decided not to spend any more time in it. So what happened? The Y2K MillenniumBug turned into a reality in this timeline, which created a massive catastrophe that killed both Okabe's and Mayuri's families. After separated for a long time, Okabe eventually realized that Mayuri, in fact, is ''suffering from cancer'' which drives her into various chemotherapy sessions that effectively shortens her lifespan.

* During the climatic ending of episode 23, Okabe figures out a way to ''change the outcome of an event without altering its cause'', meaning he can alter history any way he wants. Fortunately, all he does is save Makise's life and snatch away the secrets of time travel from SERN and Doctor Nakabachi, but even without this knowledge or Reading Steiner, SERN managed to create a dystopian dictatorship and start World War III. [[FridgeHorror What kind of horrible world could they have created if they had?]]

** It gets even worse in her spin-off manga, since she had amnesia due to the faulty time machine crashed straight into the year 1975, where when her missing memories eventually returned one day, she suffered a full-blown SanitySlippage in mere seconds due to immense regret and realization from forgetting her mission. Watching the serious yet bubbly Suzuha suffering a mental breakdown in such a fashion will do that to everyone.
** Her imagine spot where she describes the state of the future is much worse if you read the visual novel. What the anime skipped over is the fact that SERN is literally lining people up and deciding who gets to live or die.

* Another visual novel-only scene is when you pursue Suzuha's ending. As Okabe continues the bike trip [[GroundhogDayLoop over and over again]] his thoughts continue to get [[SanitySlippage darker and darker]], to the point where he considers pushing Daru in front a car, ''raping'' Suzuha day after day, and performing other horrible acts because [[LoopholeAbuse the loop would reset and nobody could hold him responsible because it never happened.]] Fortunately, he doesn't go through with it.

* The "pandora’s box" of time travel can’t really be closed. Even in the timelines where time travel was never invented in the first place, time jumps still happen. Okabe is a mess of time travel-induced GasLighting and PTSD. In some timelines, characters are friends, and in others, they are absolute psychopaths responsible for the deaths of other characters. Some of these timelines weren’t actually experienced by Okabe, yet he remembers them; and some of them are nightmare fuel in their own right. Other times he doesn’t know if he actually jumped or not. Depending on the time and situation, he could think he’s protecting someone, but really just coming off as seriously unhinged. He can’t talk about it with most people because he will almost always come off as having some kind of disassociative disorder/schizophrenia.

[[caption-width-right:350:"'''Error. Human is dead, mismatch.'''"]]
* The fact that after Okabe makes the final jump to the Steins;Gate worldline, whatever major events in it occur from here on out are basically pre-determined and unavoidable due to the Attractor Fields that reside on this new worldline (and Okabe witnessed many times throughout the story up to the end that you can't really alter these). While the story ends on a very happy and upbeat note, with everyone including Kurisu alive again and reunited, Time Travel never being invented, and SERN/Other Countries never getting their hands on it to start World War III, the fact remains: if something were to happen such as World War III starting some other way, or Kurisu/Mayuri/any of Okabe's other friends dying somehow, [[YouCantFightFate Okabe can no longer fight against what fate has in store for him]] anymore. And considering some of the [[VisualNovel/ChaosHead horrific]] and [[VisualNovel/ChaosChild nightmarish]] things that happen unbeknownst to him in his world...

** Though not as graphic, the ''first'' ominous email contains a picture of a simple red gelatin. Given everything Okabe's learned thus far, the implications are horribly clear- they intend to [[CruelAndUnusualDeath turn him into a jellyman]] should he continue further.

* Okabe's first use of the time leap machine in the visual novel. As if the trauma of watching his best friend die wasn't enough, the transfer of memories is so painful that he just starts ''screaming''. He describes wanting to tear out his brain and eat it to make the pain stop, until Kurisu finally snaps him out of it. If you don't call Mayuri straight away, Okabe is so badly shaken that he forces himself to pass the experience off as a nightmare. As a result, he has to go through the exact same four hours ''again''.
* The very idea of being forced to relive your best friend's death over and over again, helpless to save them no matter what you do, until you've seen it so many times that it barely affects you any more. Their survival depends on whether you have the mental fortitude to keeping trying, alone, or if you give in to despair. Bonus: their fate is due to your own carelessness.
** Not to mention Mayuri's many deaths in and of themselves: Shot. Hit by a car. Kidnapped and used as a time travel experiment (plus who knows what else), ultimately ending up jellified in 1961. ''Run over and '''shredded''' by a train!'' Stabbed in the chest. Shot on at least two more instances. etc. And those are not only just the ones narrated to the reader in the VN, it's only the first set!

* The "pandora’s box" of time travel can’t really be closed. Even in the timelines where time travel was never invented in the first place, time jumps still happen. Okabe is a mess of time travel-induced GasLighting and PTSD. In some timelines, characters are friends, and in others, they are absolute psychopaths responsible for the deaths of other characters. Some of these timelines weren’t actually experienced by Okabe, yet he remembers them; and some of them are nightmare fuel in their own right. Other times he doesn’t know if he actually jumped or not. Depending on the time and situation, he could think he’s protecting someone, but really just coming off as seriously unhinged. He can’t talk about it with most people because he will almost always come off as having some kind of disassociative disorder / schizophrenia.

** Though not as graphic, the ''first'' ominous email contains a picture of a simple red gelatin. Given everything Okabe's learned thus far, the implications are [[CruelAndUnusualDeath horribly clear]].
* The letter written by the suicidal Suzuha is particularly haunting. Her constantly writing [[MadnessMantra "I failed"]] and the revelation that she became mentally unstable after 25 years of bliss and ended up [[DrivenToSuicide hanging herself]] are enough to induce nightmares.

* When Okabe arrives at Moeka's apartment to cancel her D-mail to retrieve the <<IBN=500>> and save Mayuri from her convergence death, Moeka is on her phone struggling to reply to her superior, FB as many times as possible. He immediately pries her phone from her hands but Moeka eventually goes into a meltdown by becoming violently berserk like a girl throwing countless tantrums after losing her doll as Okabe gives her a beatdown to get it and as the D-mails suddenly fails up to second times and Okabe realizes that FB is the right person to send them back in time. He went inside her room and Moeka is about to run towards Okabe to finish him off and get the phone but he held her down and gives her the BrutalHonesty treatment to convince and calm her down

* The fact that after Okabe makes the final jump to [[spoiler: the Steins;Gate worldline]], whatever major events in it occur from here on out are basically pre-determined and unavoidable due to the Attractor Fields that reside on this new worldline (and Okabe witnessed many times throughout the story up to the end that you can't really alter these). While the story ends on a [[spoiler: very happy and upbeat note, with everyone including Kurisu alive again and reunited, Time Travel never being invented, and SERN/Other Countries never getting their hands on it to start World War III]], the fact remains: whatever significant events that change the course of human history for better or worse are still pre-determined in this worldline, meaning if something were to happen such as [[spoiler: World War III by other means, or Kurisu/Mayuri/any of Okabe's other friends dying to some other event]], [[YouCantFightFate Okabe can no longer fight against what fate has in store for him]] anymore. And considering some of the [[VisualNovel/ChaosHead horrific]] and [[VisualNovel/ChaosChild nightmarish]] things that happen unbeknownst to him in his world...
* The Jellyman report, with pictures of the jellified humans who were used as time machine test subjects. [[spoiler: This is a lot worse in the visual novel because it's revealed that the 14 discovered were the only ones found. The rest are most likely either lost in space or underground where nobody will ever find them.]]
** In a similar vein, jellified [[spoiler:Mayuri]] from a later episode.
** The very idea of the time machine itself being so dangerous to operate is enough to make anyone think hard before deciding to use it. If the coordinates are wrong a person could suddenly have their matter reconstructed in a variety of dangerous conditions including, but not limited to, space, in mid-air, inside solid walls, the ground, or the bottom of the ocean. As one might imagine, coming suddenly and directly into existence in the same space occupied by 5 feet of solid bedrock or a concrete wall is a likely very quick, violent, and painful way to die.
* The threatening email sent [[spoiler:from SERN to Okabe]], complete with a picture of [[spoiler:a severed, bloody head, even if it is just a doll]]. All of this from [[spoiler:a research organization]] too.
** Though not as graphic, the ''first'' ominous email contains a picture of [[spoiler:a simple red gelatin]]. Given everything Okabe's learned thus far, the implications are [[CruelAndUnusualDeath horribly clear]].
* The letter written by [[spoiler:the suicidal Suzuha]] was particularly haunting. Her constantly writing [[spoiler:[[MadnessMantra "I failed"]]]] and the revelation that she became [[spoiler:mentally unstable after 25 years of bliss and ended up [[DrivenToSuicide hanging herself]]]] are enough to induce nightmares.
** [[spoiler: Her imagine spot where she describes the state of the future is much worse if you read the visual novel. What the anime skipped over is the fact that SERN is literally lining people up and deciding who gets to live or die.]]
* Okabe's first use of the [[spoiler:time leap machine]] in the visual novel. [[spoiler:As if the trauma of watching his best friend die wasn't enough, the transfer of memories is so painful that he just starts ''screaming''. He describes wanting to tear out his brain and eat it to make the pain stop, until Kurisu finally snaps him out of it.]] If you don't call Mayuri straight away, Okabe is so badly shaken that he forces himself to pass the experience off as a nightmare. [[spoiler:As a result, he has to go through the exact same four hours ''again''.]]
* The very idea of being forced to [[spoiler: relive your best friend's death over and over again, helpless to save them no matter what you do, until you've seen it so many times that it barely affects you any more. Their survival depends on whether you have the mental fortitude to keeping trying, alone, or if you give in to despair. Bonus: their fate is due to your own carelessness.]]
** Not to mention [[spoiler:Mayuri's many deaths in and of themselves: Shot. Hit by a car. Kidnapped and used as a time travel experiment (plus who knows what else), ultimately ending up jellified in 1961. ''Run over and '''shredded''' by a train!'' Stabbed in the chest. Shot on at least two more instances. etc.]] And those are not only just the ones narrated to the reader in the VN, it's only the first set!
*** Along with all that, there's [[spoiler:Nae]]'s face upon being the accidental but direct cause of one of the above.
*** FridgeHorror kicks in when you realize that in this worldline, [[spoiler:Nae, a ''10-year-old girl'',]] will have to live the rest of her life knowing that [[spoiler:she just accidentally yet brutally murdered one of her own close friends.]] You could practically see the trauma all over her face.
* In a visual novel-only scene, Okabe runs into [[spoiler: an adult Tennouji Nae, who holds a grudge against both Okabe and Moeka for "killing" her father. That's over fifteen years and two thousand time leaps worth of memories, crammed into a little girl's mind.]] Their description of the future is [[NauseaFuel far from pleasant]].
-->'''[[spoiler:Time Leap!Nae]]:''' ''[Calmly]'' [[WouldYouLikeToHearHowTheyDied Would you like me to tell you about your death?]] I abducted and confined you, and performed every which way of torture I could think of. You cried and screamed and [[{{squick}} shat and pissed]] yourself in pain while begging for your life...! It was really unsightly, Okabe Rintarou. And those are the last moments of your life.
** Even more horrifying is the fact that [[spoiler:Time Leap!Nae]] ''knows'' that [[YourDaysAreNumbered Okabe's death is scheduled to 2025]]. [[LoopholeAbuse Which means they can torture him however they please]] until then, ''[[AndIMustScream and he'll live through it.]]''
** Worse yet, as Okabe asks of what [[spoiler:Time Leap!Nae would do after earning her vengeance towards Okabe and Moeka, she simply answered... Nothing, as in keep on going reliving the next 15 years wallowing with anger and possibly doomed to relive those years again and again until she lost her purpose.]] Given that it happens to [[spoiler:Nae]], off all people, it is both saddening and horrifying.
* Another visual novel-only scene is when you pursue Suzuha's ending. [[spoiler: As Okabe continues the bike trip [[GroundhogDayLoop over and over again]] his thoughts continue to get [[SanitySlippage darker and darker]], to the point where he considers pushing Daru in front a car, ''raping'' Suzuha day after day, and performing other horrible acts because [[LoopholeAbuse the loop would reset and nobody could hold him responsible because it never happened.]] Fortunately, he doesn't go through with it.]]
* During the climatic ending of episode 23, Okabe basically realized [[spoiler: the secret to bend the whole space-time at his whims by ''changing the effects without altering the cause'']]. Go figure what could have been done if only he didn't stop [[spoiler: at saving Makise's life and snatching away the secrets of time travel from SERN and Doctor Nakabachi, since, even without his awareness and his Reading Steiner, his enemies managed to create a dystopian dictatorship and the Third World War...]]
* Episode 24 gets a major AnimationBump just to [[spoiler: give Nakabachi some seriously deranged {{Nightmare Face}}s]].
* The “pandora’s box” of time travel can’t really be closed. Even in the timelines where time travel was never invented in the first place, time jumps still happen. Okabe is a mess of time travel-induced GasLighting and PTSD. In some timelines, characters are friends, and in others, they are absolute psychopaths responsible for the deaths of other characters. Some of these timelines weren’t actually experienced by Okabe, yet he remembers them; and some of them are nightmare fuel in their own right. Other times he doesn’t know if he actually jumped or not. Depending on the time and situation, he could think he’s protecting someone, but really just coming off as seriously unhinged. He can’t talk about it with most people because he will almost always come off as having some kind of disassociative disorder / schizophrenia.