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4->"''They're also saying she displays typical symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder, the first clue being the day she 'hatched' and entered a violently agitated state, triggered by the sight of Monster Zero's head. Subject has become insomniac, and when she does sleep experiences nightmares. Just activating the containment field makes her jump.''"
5-->-- '''Mariko''' describing '''Vivienne Graham[='s=]''' PTSD since her rebirth after Ghidorah (Monster Zero) ate her, ''Fanfic/AbraxasHrodvitnon''
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7->''Cassie wonders, with a touch of annoyance at herself, if she’s going to be able to stop automatically mistrusting ex-hosts any time soon. Yeah. Sure. Probably around the time she stops flinching at loud noises and feeling half-suffocated any time she has to put on outer clothes that might restrict her in case she needs to morph in a hurry.''
8-->-- ''Fanfic/{{Eleutherophobia}}: A Straight Line Down Through the Heart''
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10->''I saw him, in that body I’d come to think of as the enemy. The body of my brother, once upon a time, but I’d forced myself to stop seeing him like that. At least, I’d tried.\
11“Get off of her!” I snarled the words, and lunged at him, already mentally calculating. No time to morph. Tobias was bent over in the corner; maybe Tom already took him out. I grabbed for him, and only stopped myself just in time.\
12Not an attack.\
13My instincts buzzed--he’d moved so fast, he’d gone for her, he would kill her, kill all of us--but Tom wasn’t trying to snap her neck. He wasn’t trying to twist her spine into two pieces. He wasn’t trying to hit her.\
14He was hugging her. And he was shuddering.''
15-->-- '''Jake's narration''', '' Fanfic/WhatTomorrowBrings''
16
17->''"It's... It's hard, gramps..." He suddenly deflated a bit, letting go of the bag, "I know I seem like an [[TheStoic uncaring, emotionless]] bastard, but all of this has affected me so badly, I don't even know where to begin. The [[PlaguedByNightmares nightmares]] are the worst, because I can pretend nothing happened during the day, I can pretend everything's normal and nothing is wrong, but I can't do that when I sleep, and I can't tell anyone about the new ones because [[CaughtInTheRipple nobody fucking remembers]]."''
18-->-- '''Jotaro Kujo''', ''Fanfic/JonathanJoestarTheFirstJoJo''
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20->'''Dev-Em:''' Kara. Will you shut up and let them talk?\
21'''[[ComicBook/{{Supergirl}} Kara]]:''' I will not shut up and they can damned well talk after I’m finished! And I’m not finished! I serve in the Crisis and I almost die, I get my guts torn open, and luckily I get helped out by another Supergirl and healed by Raven. Almost Death #1. Then the Legion, my Legion, has me come to the 30th and I have to go to Hell and fight Mordru, and Satan Girl almost beats me to death. I still don’t know how Dev brought me back, but I’m thankful he did. Thank you, Dev.\
22'''Dev-Em:''' You’re welcome.\
23'''Kara:''' Shut up! That’s Almost Death #2, Then we go back to the 20th and everybody gets into a big gang war with everybody else, and I wind up on Apokolips and save everybody from that damned Anti-Life Equation, and I’m the only one on her feet to fight Darkseid, and he damned near disintegrates me. Almost Death #3. Am I seeing a pattern here? And now... now... you snatch me and Dev from what was supposed to be a peaceful weekend of relaxing and, and seeing the sights, and catching up with old Legion friends and, oh, you know what all else, and now whoomp! I’m in whatever time I’m in, and you say that magic word 'Darkseid', and I’m supposed to drop everything and sign up for the latest crusade, and [[RefusalOfTheCall I DON’T WANT TO]]!\
24''[{{beat}}]''\
25'''Kara:''' ''[sighing, crouching and hiding her face]'' [[PunctuatedForEmphasis I. Am. Just. Getting. So. Damned. Tired]].
26-->-- ''Fanfic/HellsisterTrilogy''
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28[[/folder]]
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30[[folder:Film -- Live-Action]]
31
32->''"'Someday this war's gonna end.' That'd be just fine with the boys on the boat. They weren't looking for anything more than a way home. Trouble is, I'd been back there, and I knew that it just didn't exist anymore."''
33-->-- '''Benjamin Willard''', ''Film/ApocalypseNow''
34
35->''"[[StrangerInAFamiliarLand How do you pick up the threads of an old life]]? How do you go on when in your heart, you begin to understand... there ''is'' no going back? There are [[BreakTheCutie some things]] that time cannot mend... some hurts that go too deep... that have taken hold."''
36-->-- '''Frodo Baggins''', ''Film/TheLordOfTheRingsTheReturnOfTheKing''
37
38->''"NOTHING is 'over'! Nothing! [[TheRemnant You just don't 'turn it off']]! It wasn't ''my'' war! You asked me, I didn't ask you!"''
39-->-- '''[[{{Franchise/Rambo}} John Rambo]]''' to Col. Trautman, ''Film/FirstBlood''
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41->''"I can't get it out of my head. After seven years. Everyday it hurts. And sometimes I wake up and I don't know where I am. I don't talk to anybody. Sometimes a day -- a week. I can't put it out of my mind."''
42-->-- '''John Rambo''', ''Film/FirstBlood''
43
44->'''Silver Fox:''' Was it the war?\
45'''Logan:''' Yes.\
46'''Silver Fox:''' Which one?\
47'''Logan:''' [[ReallySevenHundredYearsOld All of them]].
48-->-- ''Film/XMenOriginsWolverine''
49
50->''[On the Shivering Soldier, who has panicked at the thought of returning to Dunkirk]''\
51'''George:''' Is he a coward, Mr. Dawson?\
52'''Mr. Dawson:''' He's shell-shocked, George. He's not himself. He might never be himself again.
53-->-- ''Film/{{Dunkirk}}''
54
55->''"You know, it strikes me as the most extraordinary irony that you managed to come through [[UsefulNotes/WorldWarII the war]] with flying colors but seem to find the peace so utterly defeating."''
56-->-- '''Joanna Burton''' describing her brother Jerry, ''[[Literature/MissMarple Marple: The Moving Finger]]''
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58->''"I guess you forgot about the time you and Bravo company left my black ass for dead, huh? But I remember. I remember everything. I remember Vietnam like it was yesterday. I remember that village in Tainan that we cut down. It was a massacre. All the dead Chinamen we left in our tracks. I remember the faces, the children. This one child I'll never forget. Poor little bastard was still alive. His little Chinese legs were blown clean off! Still see his little shins and feet hanging from the ceiling fan across the hut. He was charred from his head down to his little Chinese knees. He tried to get up, but he fell over when what was left of his right leg broke off. As he laid there, flat on his face, he looked up at me. His little Chinese eyes burned right into my stomach, deep into my soul. He said something to me in Chinese like, 'Boo coo sow!', sounded like some cartoon shit. But I understood it to be a question that he was asking me. And I don't have to know how to speak Chinese to know what that question was. 'Why, Black Dynamite? Why?'"''
59-->-- '''Black Dynamite''', ''Film/BlackDynamite''
60
61->''"Battle scars are not always of the body."''
62-->-- '''Hercule Poirot''', ''Film/AHauntingInVenice''
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64[[/folder]]
65
66[[folder:Literature]]
67
68->''"We are not youth any longer. We don't want to take the world by storm. We are fleeing. We fly from ourselves. From our life. We were eighteen and had begun to love life and the world; and we had to shoot it to pieces. The first bomb, the first explosion, burst in our hearts. We are cut off from activity, from striving, from progress. We believe in such things no longer, we believe in the war."''
69-->-- '''Paul Bäumer''', ''Literature/AllQuietOnTheWesternFront''
70
71->''Let the months and years come, they can take nothing from me, they can take nothing more. I am so alone, and so without hope that I can confront them without fear.''
72-->-- ''Literature/AllQuietOnTheWesternFront''
73
74->''"Black dice... You've been out in the field too long... that's what black dice means. Means the luck of the draw has run out on him. A guy with experience that can see death in another man's eyes. Yeah, the next time the dice of chance roll, they'll roll up black. Death."''
75-->-- ''Literature/TheExecutioner'' #98: "Black Dice"
76
77->''"I wasn't battle-happy, or mentally scarred, or hung up with guilt, nor did patrols of miniature Japanese brew up under my bed (as happened to one of my section whenever we came out of the line; we used to tell him to take his kukri to them, and when he had done so to his satisfaction, swearing and carving the air, we all went back to sleep again, him included)."''
78-->-- '''Lieutenant Dand [=MacNeill=]''', ''Literature/McAuslan''
79
80->''"It's so much worse than you think, Rose. The things that happen over there, the state of things in the trenches, and having to guard my unit at all hours? I changed, I got fit, I changed the way I think, how I sleep and eat, so I can be on guard, always watching for [[{{Ghostapo}} tricks]]. For rats that are a little too smart, or phantoms that would whisper panic into men’s ears while they sleep? For ghouls that... well, they pretend to be soldiers that die like anyone might, but when you let your guard down and search the body, they bite you and get a hungry kind of death into the wound?"''
81-->-- '''Aimon Behaim''', ''Literature/{{Pact}}''
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83->''"War seems a fine adventure, the greatest most of them will ever know. Then they get a taste of battle. For some, that one taste is enough to break them. Others go on for years, until they lose count of all the battles they have fought in, but even a man who has survived a hundred fights can break in his hundred-and-first. ''[...]'' All thought of home is gone by then, and kings and lords and gods mean less to him than a haunch of spoiled meat that will let him live another day, or a skin of bad wine that might drown his fear for a few hours. [[DangerousDeserter The broken man]] lives from day to day, from meal to meal, more beast than man. Lady Brienne is not wrong. In times like these, the traveler must beware of broken men, and fear them... but he should pity them as well."''
84-->-- '''Septon Meribald''', ''Literature/ASongOfIceAndFire''
85
86->''"Just about everyone comes to this crossroad. Some get seventy years, some only get fifteen. Enough time to grow, to take stock of who you are. Enough time to do things you’ll regret when you run out of time."''
87-->-- '''[[spoiler:Contessa]]''', ''Literature/{{Worm}}''
88
89->'''[[spoiler:Taylor]]:''' It's about regret, [[TheseHandsHaveKilled and coming to terms with it all]].\
90'''[[spoiler:Annette]]:''' You're only eighteen. Why are you worrying about something like that at this stage?\
91'''[[spoiler:Taylor]]:''' Because I’m done. My life is over, for all intents and purposes. No matter how hard I try from here on out, [[BrokeYourArmPunchingOutCthulhu I'll never do anything one ten–thousandth as important as what I was doing before]].
92-->-- ''Literature/{{Worm}}''
93
94->''Every night he dreams he is where air curdles his lungs and the sky is a toxic slurry of black and black-red clouds that the earth vomits and the ground is baked to powder and lost boys wonder and [[BodyHorror slough off flesh in clots]] and do not see him or each other though they pass close by howling without words or in a language of collapsing jargon, acronyms and shorthands that once meant something and are now the grunts of pigs.''
95-->-- ''Foundation'', by Creator/ChinaMieville
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97->''"Before the war, this was only packed earth and grass and dirt to me; before the war, I trod this path from home to the capital thinking of the sweetness of rare fruits. Now that my back is to Ayutthaya, the [[SceneryGorn ground is sometimes baked salt where nothing grows and sometimes wet mud bubbling with the voices of the dead]]. Inside my arteries there is blood which throbs and pumps, and my belly growls at emptiness as might a bad-tempered dog. But it is difficult to be sure, after so much soldiering, that one is still alive. It is difficult to be certain this is not all a fever dream.\
98It can be difficult to remember who you are, having watched [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suriyothai Queen Suriyothai]] die.\
99These are the common ailments of any soldier, though few will admit them."''
100-->-- ''Fade To Gold'', by Benjanun Sriduangkaew
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102->''"They... they keep coming back. Yes, yes, coming back, trying to take me away with them... I remember them... Do you know what a cannonball can do, sir? Sometimes they bounce, very funny, ha, and then they are running along the ground, and some lad... yes, some lad from Ireland, with his head full of lies about combat, and in his pocket a badly-drawn picture of his girlfriend, who might have let him tickle her fancy because he was the brave warrior off to fight [[UsefulNotes/NapoleonBonaparte Boney]]... This young warrior sees that dreadful cannonball rolling along on the turf like it's a game of skittles, and so like a bloody idiot he calls out to his mates, such as have survived, and he decides to give it a big kick, not knowing how much force there is left in the ball. Which is quite enough to take off his leg, and not just his leg. [[TheMedic Barber-surgeon, that's me]], the surgeon bit on the battlefield [[MeatGrinderSurgery being somewhat akin to butchery]], but slightly better paid... And I see them now... the broken men, the handiwork of God twisted into terrible shapes, terrible.. and here they come, just as they always come, our glorious heroes, some seeing for those with no eyes, some carrying those with no legs, some screaming for them with no voice... Not enough bandages, not enough medicine, not enough... life... I ''tried.'' I never pointed the weapon at another man, I just tried to help, when the best help you can give is [[MercyKill the gentle knife]], and yet still they come... [[SanitySlippage they come here now, all the time]]... looking for me... and they say they aren't dead, but I know they are. Dead, but still walking. Oh the pity of it, the pity."''
103-->-- '''Sweeney Todd''', ''Literature/{{Dodger}}''
104
105->''"This is what war does to all of us. It chews us up and spits us out mangled. There's no dishonor in taking a step away to recover. No more than there's dishonor in giving yourself time to heal from a stab wound."''
106-->-- '''Dalinar Kholin''', ''Literature/RhythmOfWar''
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109
110[[folder:Live-Action TV]]
111
112->''"The war gave them definition, direction, purpose. Without it, they don't know how to fit in anymore. So they keep looking for ways to go out in a blaze of glory. Some people call that being a hero. Maybe so. I don't know. I've never been one. Me? I think they're looking for something worth dying for because it's easier than finding something worth living for."''
113-->-- '''Garibaldi''', ''Series/BabylonFive'', "[[Recap/BabylonFiveS01E04Infection Infection]]"
114
115->'''Corp. John Russell:''' This medal? I got it when [[MedalOfDishonor I lost my five best friends in a firefight]]. AK-47 rounds. [[SurvivorGuilt I don't know why I survived]].\
116'''Det. Danny Reagan:''' Maybe you survived 'cause you were meant to get back to your family.\
117'''Russell:''' No. No, it's 'cause I was quick. You know that drill? ''[at attention]'' WHAT ARE [[ThereAreTwoKindsOfPeopleInTheWorld THE TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD]], SOLDIER?!\
118'''Danny:''' John, you've got to leave that behind, man...\
119'''Russell:''' THE QUICK AND THE DEAD, SIR! [[SoundOff WHAT ARE YOU?! THE QUICK! WHAT'RE THEY?! THE DEAD!]]\
120'''Danny:''' John, look at me. John. It's time to come home, man.\
121'''Russell:''' I don't want to be quick anymore. ''[[[DrivenToSuicide leaps to his death]]]''
122-->-- ''Series/BlueBloods'', "Unfinished Business"
123
124->'''Jed:''' You were [[UsefulNotes/TheVietnamWar there]]?\
125'''Tom:''' Nun Dat, '68. You?\
126'''Jed:''' [[HeroicBSOD Mate, I was]] [[TitleDrop there last night]].
127-->-- ''Series/BlueHeelers'', "There Last Night"
128
129->''"When does it stop -- the ringing in your ears?"''
130-->-- '''Annie Walker''', ''Series/CovertAffairs''
131
132->''"I'm so old now. I used to have so much mercy."''
133-->-- '''The Tenth Doctor''', ''Series/DoctorWho'', "[[Recap/DoctorWhoS28E3SchoolReunion School Reunion]]"
134
135->'''Dalek Sec:''' '''H[-OW DID YOU SURVIVE THE TIME WAR?!-]'''\
136'''Tenth Doctor:''' By fighting. On the front line. I was there at [[CrypticBackgroundReference the fall of Arcadia]]. Someday, I might even come to terms with that.
137-->-- ''Series/DoctorWho'', "[[Recap/DoctorWhoS28E13Doomsday Doomsday]]"
138
139->''There's no place I can be\
140Since I found Serenity...''
141-->-- [[ThematicThemeTune "The Ballad of Serenity"]], ''Series/{{Firefly}}''
142
143->'''Simon:''' If that battle was so horrible, why'd he name the ship after it?\
144'''Zoe:''' Once you've been to Serenity, you never leave. You just learn to live there.
145-->-- ''Series/{{Firefly}}''
146
147->''"I'm sorry about your friend Mark. But I think that most of him died somewhere in Kandahar."''
148-->-- '''[[SociopathicSoldier Colton]] [[ProfessionalKiller Rhodes]]''', ''Series/{{Justified}}''
149
150-> '''Stabler:''' I had my own Allen Crider. Insurance salesman, ran his business out of a converted garage in Queens. Well-liked, would invite the neighborhood kids up for ice cream and stories. One day a six year old girl goes missing from a playground in soho, actually. Long story short, we find her underneath the floorboards of his office along with three other children, all in various stages of decomposition, but he is gone, and i'm left with a cold case. Two years, nothing but silence. And, uh, headaches. I developed these debilitating headaches, I wasn't sleeping, I kept having these recurring nightmares where my own children would be under these floorboards that I couldn't pry up. And then one day, I'm just gassing up my car in Chelsea and there he is. And before I know it I've got his face sandwiched between his windshield and the muzzle of my gun, and I'm yelling, "Freeze!" And I realize I'm yelling at myself. Because I can't stop my finger from pulling the trigger and I'm praying for him to blink, I'm praying for him to twitch, just do something to give me an excuse. And then I see a face inside of his car, It's a girl, this beautiful little six year old girl, these big eyes. I figured she'd seen enough.
151-> '''Winfield:''' Yeah, she'd seen enough. Your headaches go away?
152-> '''Stabler:''' Yeah.
153-> '''Winfield:''' [[NotSoDifferentRemark That's the only difference between us.]]
154--> ''Series/LawAndOrderSVU''
155
156->'''Grace:''' What was [Tommy Shelby] like, before [[UsefulNotes/WorldWarI France]]?\
157'''Polly:''' He laughed. A lot. He wanted to work with horses.
158-->-- ''Series/PeakyBlinders''
159
160->'''Rufus:''' Folks like us, there ain't no happy ending. We all got it coming.\
161'''Dean:''' Well, ain't you a bucket of sunshine.\
162'''Rufus:''' I'm what you've got to look forward to if you survive.
163-->-- ''Series/{{Supernatural}}''
164
165->'''Kramer:''' Come on, Frank, I need you! I mean, the war was 50 years ago!\
166'''Frank:''' In my mind... there's a war still goin' on...\
167'''Kramer:''' Alright, what happened, Frank? What is it that you can't get over?\
168'''Frank:''' ''[[[INeedAFreakingDrink pours a glass of whiskey and downs it]]]'' Inchon, Korea, 1950. I was the best cook Uncle Sam ever saw, slinging hash for the Fighting 103rd. As we marched north, our supply lines were getting thin. But one day, a couple of [=GIs=] found a crate. Inside was 600 pounds of prime Texas steer. At least, it once ''was'' prime. The use date was three weeks past. But, I was arrogant, I was brash. I thought if I used just the right spices... cooked it long enough...\
169'''Kramer:''' What happened?\
170'''Frank:''' I went too far. I over-seasoned it. Men were keeling over all around me. I can still hear the retching, the screaming. I sent 16 of my own men to the latrines that night! They were just boys...\
171'''Kramer:''' Frank, you were a boy too! And it was ''war!'' Ah, it was a crazy time for ''everyone.''\
172'''Frank:''' Tell that to Bobby Colby! All that kid wanted to do was go home! ''Well, he went home, alright!'' With a crater in his colon the size of a ''cutlet.''\
173'''Kramer:''' Frank--\
174'''Frank:''' Had to sit him on a cork the 18-hour flight home!\
175'''Kramer:''' Frank, now listen to me! 200 Jewish singles ''need'' you! This is your chance to make it all right again!\
176'''Frank:''' No! NO! I'LL NEVER COOK AGAIN! NEVER! NOW GET OUTTA MY HOUSE!
177-->-- ''Series/{{Seinfeld}}'', "The Fatigues"
178
179->'''Bashir:''' Now, I'd like to take a look at this arm--\
180'''Vargas:''' ''[grabs Bashir by the collar]'' The hell are you doin'? You keep your hands off this bandage!\
181'''Bashir:''' I need to treat your wound.\
182'''Vargas:''' ''Nobody touches this bandage.'' Is that understood?\
183'''Bashir:''' Why is that?\
184'''Vargas:''' ''I asked you if you understood''.\
185'''Bashir:''' Yes...\
186'''Vargas:''' ''[releases Bashir]'' ...[=McGreevy=] put this bandage on me. He ripped up his own uniform to make it.\
187'''Bashir:''' He sounds like a good friend.\
188'''Vargas:''' He was a jerk, I couldn't stand the guy. He wouldn't shut up. ''Yap yap yap''. He thought he was the world's greatest authority on everything. I know... [[SpeakIllOfTheDead he's dead, and I should have more respect]], but ''God, I hated him''... One minute, he's tying this bandage around my arm, talking his head off, and the next minute, he's lying flat on his back with a hole in his chest... and I just sat there and I looked at him... It was so great... he was so quiet... ''ONE TIME IN HIS LIFE, HE'S QUIET!''
189-->-- ''Series/StarTrekDeepSpaceNine'', "[[Recap/StarTrekDeepSpaceNineS07E08TheSiegeOfAR558 The Siege of AR-558]]"
190
191->'''Nog:''' Don't you get it? I can't go out there!\
192'''Vic Fontaine''': Why not?\
193'''Nog:''' ...''I'm scared!'' Okay?! I'm scared! ...When the war began, I wasn't happy or anything, but I was eager! I wanted to test myself! I wanted to prove I had what it took to be a soldier! And I saw a lot of combat! I saw a lot of people get hurt! I saw a lot of people ''die''! ...But I didn't think anything was going to happen to ''me''... and then suddenly, Doctor Bashir is telling me ''he has to cut my leg off!'' I couldn't believe it... I still can't believe it... if I can get shot, if I can ''lose my leg''... anything could happen to me, Vic! I could die tomorrow!... I don't know if I'm ready to face that...
194-->-- ''Series/StarTrekDeepSpaceNine'', "[[Recap/StarTrekDeepSpaceNineS07E10ItsOnlyAPaperMoon It's Only a Paper Moon]]"
195
196->''"The other day, a kid threw a snap at me. Before I knew it, I had him in a headlock. ''[{{Beat}}]'' Now, the judge says I gotta clean some parks."''
197-->-- '''Ramona''', ''Series/OneDayAtATime2017''
198
199[[/folder]]
200
201[[folder:Music]]
202
203->And so I sit here at this [[DrowningMySorrows bar]]\
204I'm not a hero, I'm not a movie star\
205I've got my beer, I've got my stories to tell\
206But they won't tell you what it's like in [[WarIsHell hell]]\
207Red flowers bursting down below us\
208Those people didn't even know us\
209We didn't know if we would live or die,\
210We didn't know if it was wrong or right\
211We didn't know if we would live or die,\
212I bombed Korea every night
213-->-- '''Music/{{Cake}}''', "I Bombed Korea"
214\
215
216->And can you tell me, doctor, why I still can't get to sleep?\
217And night time's just a jungle dark and a barking M16?\
218And what's this rash that comes and goes, can you tell me what it means?\
219God help me, I was only nineteen.
220-->-- '''Redgum''', "I Was Only 19 (A Walk in the Light Green)"
221\
222
223->Oh, gather 'round me, and listen while I speak\
224Of a war where Hell is six feet deep!\
225And all along the shore, where cannons still roar,\
226They're haunting my dreams, ''they're still there when I sleep!''
227-->-- '''Music/{{Sabaton}}''', "To Hell and Back"
228\
229
230->A young man becomes a soldier\
231He isn’t much older\
232Than a boy and that’s a shame\
233They will lead him into battle\
234Hand him medals when he comes home rearranged
235-->-- '''Music/{{Streetlight Manifesto}}''', "Your Day Will Come"
236\
237
238->I'm a burden, I'm a travesty\
239I'm a prisoner of regret\
240Between the flashbacks and the violent dreams\
241I am hanging on the edge\
242Disaster lurks around the bend\
243Paradise came to an end\
244And no magic pill\
245Can bring it back again
246-->-- '''Music/{{Dream Theater}}''', "The Enemy Inside"
247\
248
249->Years and years of\
250Bloodshed and warfare\
251Our mission was only to get in and kill\
252A free vacation\
253Of palm trees and shrapnel\
254Trading innocence for permanent psychotic hell\
255Hearing voices from miles away\
256Saying things never said\
257Seeing shadows in the light of the day\
258Waging a war inside my head
259-->-- '''Music/{{Dream Theater}}''', "War Inside my Head"
260\
261
262->Now that the war is through with me,\
263I'm waking up, I cannot see.\
264That there is not much left of me.\
265Nothing is real but pain now.
266-->-- '''Music/{{Metallica}}''', "One"
267\
268
269->Too many puppies, are just like me.\
270Too many puppies, are afraid to see,\
271The visions of the past brought to life again.\
272Too many puppies, too many dead men!
273-->-- '''Music/{{Primus}}''', "Too Many Puppies"
274\
275
276->I envy the nine lives that gave me hell\
277My path made up by their torn bodies\
278Man to man, soldier to soldier, dust to dust\
279Call me a coward, but I can't take it any more!
280-->-- '''Music/{{Nightwish|Band}}''', "Tenth Man Down"
281\
282
283[[/folder]]
284
285[[folder:Poetry]]
286
287->These are men whose minds the Dead have ravished.\
288Memory fingers in their hair of murders,\
289Multitudinous murders they once witnessed.\
290Wading sloughs of flesh these helpless wander,\
291Treading blood from lungs that had loved laughter.\
292Always they must see these things and hear them,\
293Batter of guns and shatter of flying muscles,\
294Carnage incomparable and human squander\
295Rucked too thick for these men's extrication.
296-->-- '''Wilfred Owen''', "Mental Cases"
297\
298
299->from passing by the roses strewn\
300at the feet of the fallen and feeling\
301the names of the dead on the cold, wet\
302stone, there became a certain\
303satisfaction in breathing\
304and even more in realizing we still could.
305-->-- '''[=sound-dispute=]''', [[http://sound-dispute.deviantart.com/art/Vietnam-152238074 "Vietnam"]]
306\
307
308->Do they matter -- [[FlashbackNightmare those dreams in the pit?]]\
309[[DrowningMySorrows You can drink and forget and be glad]],\
310And people won't say that you’re mad;\
311For they know that you've fought for your country,\
312And no one will worry a bit.
313-->-- '''Creator/SiegfriedSassoon'''
314\
315
316->I realize: I am not answerable for\
317The fate of those who perished in the war,\
318For every younger pal or senior vet\
319Left yonder; nor is anybody saying\
320That I could save them, but fell short of saving,\
321No one says that, and yet, and yet, and yet...
322-->-- '''A. Twardowski''', "And yet..."
323\
324
325[[/folder]]
326
327[[folder:Video Games]]
328
329->''"The people I killed...they're not comin' back, Leo. What's left for ME!?"''
330-->-- '''Maximilian''', ''VideoGame/AnarchyReigns''
331
332->''"My granddaughter...She was done in by those damn zombies...When I heard her scream...I just lost it...Everything went white suddenly...The war...it wasn't over...not for me...it...never...ended..."''
333-->-- '''Cliff Hudson''', ''VideoGame/DeadRising''
334
335->''"[[ANaziByAnyOtherName Their]] fires lit up the night. All across Lake Rumare, like stars come to earth. It was beautiful, really.\
336I had a medal. It had someone's face on it. I threw it away, after. It didn't help.\
337I finally understand what it all means. What its all for. The killing. And the dying."''
338-->-- '''Salvianus''', ''Videogame/TheElderScrollsVSkyrim''
339
340->'''Soldier:''' You know, Captain, we drove through this whole city to find you. We... we saw things. If you don't mind me asking, what was it like? How did you survive all this?\
341'''Walker:''' ...Who said I did?
342-->-- ''VideoGame/SpecOpsTheLine''
343
344->''"The winter after the curse was lifted, hundreds of veteran orcs like me were lost to despair. Our minds were finally free, yes... Free to relive all of the unthinkable acts that we had performed under the [[TheLegionsOfHell Legion's]] influence. I think it was the sounds of the draenei children that unnerved most of them... You never forget... Have you ever been to Jaggedswine Farm? When the swine are of age for the slaughter... It's that sound. The sound of the swine being killed... It resonates the loudest. Those are hard times for us older veterans."''
345-->-- '''Varok Saurfang''', ''VideoGame/WorldOfWarcraft''
346
347->''"Killing soldiers wasn't so bad. I hardly remember it.\
348But burning those villages, watching those naked peasants cry...\
349I see it every day. It's not PTSD, it's the drug.\
350It's only been a week, but it feels like a year.\
351Every word is getting longer, the mosquitoes are getting louder.\
352When the drug runs out, time stops, and you're stuck in the jungle forever.\
353It's... grains of sand in a shrinking hour glass. \
354I know what comes next.... I need to ask you a favor."''
355-->-- '''Subject Zero''', ''VideoGame/KatanaZero''
356
357->''"They say the mind bends and twists in order to deal with the horrors of life... I think my mind bent so much it snapped in two."''
358-->-- '''Mr. Grimm''', ''VideoGame/TwistedMetal: Black''
359
360[[/folder]]
361
362[[folder:Web Animation]]
363
364->'''Yuthura Ban''': Then the Mandalorians attacked and my father joined Revan. We never saw him again.\
365'''Logan Starr''': He didn't come home?\
366'''Yuthura Ban''': Someone did. Someone who had his face, but it wasn't my father. He had seen things, horrible things. He was at Malachor, but when Revan and Malak disappeared, he didn't go with them. He came home. At first I thought it was so he could be with my mother and I. I realize now he was trying to hide. Not from the Jedi, mind you. He was hiding from himself, from the things he'd done in the war. It was these atrocities that he remembered, haunted his dreams. He'd wake up in the night, his arm outstretched, the room turned over. At first it was just a few objects flying around, but then his senses would discover the other person in the room. My mother. He started to choke her through the Force and wouldn't stop. When I tried to stop him, I was the enemy too. I was another Mandalorian to be crushed.
367-->-- ''[[WebAnimation/KnightsOfTheOldRepublicCinematicUniverse Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic: Episode III: The Circle of Fate]]''
368
369[[/folder]]
370
371[[folder:Web Video]]
372
373->'''The Chief:''' Is it possible that you were living out a war flashback, Sarge?\
374'''Sarge:''' Aye.\
375'''The Chief:''' Let's go ahead and say that's what happened.\
376'''Sarge:''' It would explain a lot.
377-->-- ''WebVideo/AgentsOfCracked''
378
379[[/folder]]
380
381[[folder:Western Animation]]
382
383->''"It's not that I don't want to remember. I have to remember... for those who can't."''
384-->-- '''Ratchet''', ''WesternAnimation/TransformersAnimated''
385
386->''"Lately I've been thinking about all the people I've had to kill. God, the first five, ten times you take a life it's eerie, you remember every detail. I can see all their faces, one had a beard. Each time I pulled the trigger I tied a little knot in my memory that no amount of whisky could loosen. Course, eventually I stopped caring, now I can put a bullet through a man's head while thinking about how much KFC to pick up on my way home. It's usually no more than a bucket. The sick part is I've come to love it, snuffing out lives, I crave it! I feel like an angel of death, the messenger of eternal darkness, a merciless demon with an unquenchable th-- oh, they just put more orange chicken in the buffet, gotta run."''
387-->-- '''Stan Smith''', ''WesternAnimation/AmericanDad''
388
389->'''Mariner''': Then, before I knew it, the Vorta, the Jem'Hadar...\
390'''Ma'ah''': The Jem'Hadar? You fought the Dominion? Ah, the shapeshifters sent many warriors to Sto-vo-kor. I wish I could've seen it.\
391'''Mariner''': ''[[DeliberateValuesDissonance No, you do not.]]'' There was no honor, just massacres.\
392'''Ma'ah''': But in the end, you were victorious!\
393'''Mariner''': Starfleet is supposed to be about puzzling together the mysteries of life, not fighting wars! I don't wanna be a general! I don't... I don't wanna send my friends off to die! I just wanna be an ensign. If it was good enough for [[spoiler:Sito]], then it's good enough for me.
394-->-- ''WesternAnimation/StarTrekLowerDecks'', "[[Recap/StarTrekLowerDecksS4E09TheInnerFight The Inner Fight]]"
395
396->''"I think I've seen the world almost end so many times now that everything that goes wrong feels that... that extreme. I should be feeling so good these days! The Earth is safe, i-it's Era 3... but I'm-- I'm swelling up over these Third-Era problems. What do I do? How do I move on from all the stuff I've been through? How do I live life if it always feels like I'm about to die?"''
397-->-- '''Steven Universe''', ''WesternAnimation/StevenUniverseFuture''
398
399->''"It is the external wounds which heal the quickest."''
400-->-- '''Optimus Prime''', ''WesternAnimation/TransformersPrime''
401
402[[/folder]]
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