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1	A character cannot help but see blood on things where there is none because they feel responsible for the death of someone: they committed murder, they [[MurderByInaction knowingly allowed someone to die]], they [[FailureToSaveMurder tried to save a person and failed]], etc.
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3	The most common form of this trope is for the character to hallucinate blood on their hands. This comes from the saying common in English (and some other languages) "their blood is on your hands," used to tell someone that another's death is their fault. The blood of the dead and the subsequent responsibility and guilt for killing them/getting them killed is metaphorically likened to the victim's blood staining their hands. Note that there's a difference between metaphorically feeling like there's blood on your hands and actually hallucinating that there is blood on your hands; the former falls under TheseHandsHaveKilled, though it's not uncommon for a character who simply started with just the feeling ending up with full-blown hallucinations over time.
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5	But this has been played with numerous times over, with the amount and source of blood often reflective of the particular death the character feels guilty for. A ShellShockedVeteran who was JustFollowingOrders and participated in a genocide may hallucinate RiversOfBlood in the street or see normal people as BloodSplatteredInnocents. A murderer who buried the body in their backyard may hallucinate blood coming up from the soil. A character who [[AccidentalChildKillerBackstory accidentally killed a child]] may hallucinate TearsOfBlood coming from the eyes of stuffed animals. And so on...
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7	However it manifests, it's all the character's guilty conscience drudging up these images to make sure this character can never forget the death(s) they're responsible for.
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9	A SubTrope of BloodyHorror and {{Hallucinations}}. Compare GuiltInducedNightmare, HearingVoices, and its subtrope, TerribleTicking, for when a sound only the character can hear drives them mad. Often preceded by MyGodWhatHaveIDone and followed by ScrubbingOffTheTrauma. Frequently a sign of SanitySlippage and can overlap with MurderMakesYouCrazy and ThroughTheEyesOfMadness. If a character's guilt manifests in an apparition of the deceased, that's HauntingTheGuilty.
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17	* ''Anime/BloodPlus'': During the Vietnamese boarding school arc, Saya is washing her hands when she hallucinates that they are covered in blood, symbolizing her subconscious guilt over all the innocent blood she spilled in Vietnam the last time she was there.
18	* In ''Manga/DescendantsOfDarkness'', after [[TheEmpath Hisoka]] has to [[MercyKill kill Tsubaki]] at the end of the cruise murder mystery arc, he continues to see blood on his hands even though there is nothing there. His partner Tsuzuki comforts him.
19	* ''Manga/MyHeroAcademia'': During the [[Recap/MyHeroAcademiaVillainHuntArc Villain Hunt Arc]], Lady Nagant, in the midst of her battle against Deku, has a flashback to her time as an agent of the Hero Public Safety Commission. In truth, she was more like an assassin and enforcer and it resulted in her killing many including some who were also Heroes. One particular incident involved some kids running up to her as her fans and when she held her hand out to them, her guilty conscience hallucinated that it was drenched in the blood of those she killed, causing her to quickly recoil in shock. From then on, Nagant became increasingly disillusioned with her work for the Commission, culminating in her assassinating the President when he made a threat against her if she tried to walk away, resulting in her imprisonment in Tartarus after being falsely accused of killing another Hero.
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23	* At the end of the ''Comicbook/BatmanTomKing'' storyline "The Gift", ComicBook/BoosterGold, who created a world where Bruce Wayne's parents weren't [[DeathByOriginStory killed]] in a misguided attempt to help Bruce come to terms with it, ''Comicbook/ForTheManWhoHasEverything'' style, finds himself with the alternate Bruce in a certain alley in Gotham thirty years ago. When the alternate Bruce (who had already seen Thomas and Martha in his own timeline die) sees what happens, he shoots himself, and Booster gets splattered with blood. We then cut to him confessing what he's done to Batman, and he says there's a speck of blood on his goggles that just won't come off. "You see it too, right?" The goggles are immaculate.
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27	* In ''Fanfic/FalloutEquestria'', main character Littlepip discovers that the town of Arbu has been killing caravaneers, travelers, and bandits so they can eat them, even feeding them to their children. Littlepip and her group of adventurers had "dinner" with the citizens before she discovered this. The revelation is so sickening and horrifying that she breaks down and murders every pony in the village bearing a 'mark of Arbu' (which signifies they've killed and consumed a victim) -- in the chaos, she might have inadvertently or purposefully killed a child as well. Afterwards, however, she's sickened and horrified with herself and how far she went, unable to see herself as anything but a monster covered in blood.
28	* In ''Foal'', whenever Rainbow Dash thinks about her responsibility for her brother's death, she hallucinates that his blood is on her hooves and can't wash it off.
29	* ''[[https://archiveofourown.org/works/31841596/chapters/78834193 Zwrotnica Królewska]]'': After Yoshizawa pushes Akechi's TraumaButton and Joker tries to de-escalate the situation before someone gets hurt, Akechi hallucinates [[BoomHeadshot a gunshot wound in Joker's head]], in reference to canon, where he shot and killed him (his cognition, actually, but he didn't know that at the time) a few months prior.
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33	* ''Film/SevenDays2021'': Three friends, Ray, Callum, and Rosie, hang out in the woods drinking when Ray [[AccidentalMurder accidentally kills]] Rosie. Ray forces Callum to help him dump the body and lie to the police to cover it all up. Later on, Callum at one point hallucinates that he's got blood on his hands.
34	* In ''Film/OnlyGodForgives'', Julian is given to sullenly staring at his hands and watching them slowly turn into fists. At one point he washes his hands, but he sees the water become blood. This is implied to be guilt over having beaten his father to death.
35	* As Creator/AkiraKurosawa's ''Film/ThroneOfBlood'' is ''Macbeth'' [[JustForFun/RecycledInSPACE in feudal Japan]], it is unsurprising that Asaji freaks out over blood only she can see after she manipulates her husband into killing Lord Tsuzuki.
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39	* ''The Bloody Lady'', a fictionalized account of the life of 18th-century noblewoman/serial killer [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Darya_Nikolayevna_Saltykova Darya Saltykova,]] has her kill her husband and later order her maids to clean the blood drops off the tiles. However, guilt-ridden, she sees the whole wall get covered in dripping blood as she watches them work, so she lashes out at the maids for doing such a horrible job and beats one of them to death. This is the final push down the path of becoming a murderer and torturer of hundreds of peasants that she is infamous for in real life.
40	* In ''Literature/CrimeAndPunishment'', Raskolnikov obsesses over cleaning up the murder of the pawnbroker. He compulsively washes the axe used to commit the deed, tries to clean off the coin purse, and stows it in the wallpaper of his room, only to later decide to just bury it somewhere. Then he realizes that he got the blood on his sock, and desperately tries to work the stain out. While the stain fades to unrecognizability, Raskolnikov is unable to not see the blood on his sock.
41	* ''Literature/PleasePassTheGuilt'': Meer reported hallucinations of blood on his hands, raising the consideration as to whether the hallucinations arose from his guilt. It takes the whole book and TheReveal that he [[MurderByMistake mistakenly killed Odell]] to confirm they did.
42	* ''Literature/WyrdSisters'': Being a ''Literature/{{Discworld}}'' take on ''Macbeth'', it has Duke Felmet hallucinating king Verence's blood on his hands after murdering him, resorting to [[ScrubbingOffTheTrauma increasingly drastic measures to try and remove the blood]] including sandpaper and even a ''cheese grater'', ensuring the blood is not always hallucinatory.
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46	* ''Series/CallTheMidwife'': Played with in one episode that features a ShellShockedVeteran who was traumatised by killing enemy soldiers. Rather than seeing blood that isn’t there, he can always smell blood.
47	* ''Series/GangsOfLondon'': Following betraying and watching Sean Wallace getting shot in the season one final, Alex Dumani is dealing with this at the beginning of season two, at one point having a graphic hallucination of Sean bleeding out on the floor reaching out to him for help, representing his feelings of guilt for turning on his friend. It's partially because of this guilt (and partially the sheer stress of running the money laundering) that he decides to kill himself when The Investors catch onto his plans to escape, rather than accept Eliot's offer to fight them.
48	* ''Series/IronFist2017'': Ward hallucinates blood on his cuffs and flowing down an elevator shaft when he believes he has killed Harold for good.
49	* ''Series/{{Mash}}'': Temporary replacement surgeon Steve Newsome hallucinates that he has blood all over his hands in the episode "[[Recap/MashS8E17HealThyself Heal Thyself]]." Newsome states that no matter how much he scrubs he'll never be able to get the blood to come off. Realizing that they're in over their heads, Potter has Hawkeye and B.J. put in a call to Sidney Freedman for a psych consult.
50	* ''Series/OneStepBeyond1959'': In "The Hand," Tom Grant, a piano player at a run-down dive, murders a beautiful young woman in a jealous rage with a broken-off beer bottle. After the police arrest a drunken derelict for the crime, Tom figures he's in the clear. Although he at first seems to have covered his tracks well enough, he soon discovers that, no matter how hard he tries, he cannot get the woman's blood off his hands. He forces a doctor to bandage the hand only to cause the blood to seep through. Eventually, he breaks down when he is called into witness for the murder and has to lay the hand on Literature/TheBible and swear to tell the truth.
51	* ''Series/SpartacusBloodAndSand'': During Numerius' birthday celebration at the ludus, some of the women begin talking about the recently-missing Licinia, causing Ilithyia to hallucinate a pool of blood under her feet and Licinia's bloodied, disfigured corpse lying on the spot where Ilithyia had murdered her in a violent rage.
52	* ''Series/StarTrekDeepSpaceNine'': In "[[Recap/StarTrekDeepSpaceNineS05E08ThingsPast Things Past]]", Odo hallucinates that his hands are covered in blood as a manifestation of his guilt for having failed to properly investigate the suspects' innocence before sentencing them to death as a constable.
53	* ''Series/{{Vikings}}'': Athelstan guiltily leafs through the Bible of a monk he's killed and hallucinates that an illustrated Jesus bleeds real blood. The blood oozes onto Athelstan's hands, causing him to frantically wipe at them, but the blood has disappeared.
54	* ''Series/TheWhitePrincess'': After Elizabeth Woodville reappears at court, Margaret Beaufort is once more haunted by her murder of the Princes in the Tower, even hallucinating the water she's washing her hands in to be blood.
55	* ''Series/{{Yellowjackets}}'': the plane crash survivors have to deal with [[NoPartyLikeADonnerParty having eaten one of their own,]] among other things. In "[[Recap/YellowjacketsS2E3Digestif Digestif]]" the adult Lottie goes to check the apiaries in the "intentional community"/{{cult}} compound and finds one covered in dead bees. Inside, the frame is all bloody. For added points of horror she hears the same words she uttered during the séance, "He/It wants blood" in French. It's all just visions.
56	* ''Series/You2018'': During an acid trip in season 2, Joe keeps seeing blood all over his hands as a manifestation of his repressed guilt for having killed Beck last season.
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60	* In "Bonnie St. Johnstone," a "cruel mother" ballad dating to the seventeenth century, the young woman who has slit the throats of her two illegitimate children attempts to wash the knife in a brook, but the knife keeps looking redder and redder.
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64	* ''Theatre/{{Macbeth}}'': Lady Macbeth convinces her husband Lord Macbeth to kill the current king because of a prophecy that says he's to be the next king of Scotland. The ensuing murders the two have to commit to maintain their position slowly drives Lady Macbeth mad with guilt, which includes her imagining bloodstains and [[ScrubbingOffTheTrauma furiously attempting to scrub them away]] to no avail, culminating in her infamous line "Out damned spot!"
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68	* Taiwanese psychological horror game ''VideoGame/{{Devotion}}'''s protaganist Du Feng-yu frequently has visions of blood on his hands, since the game is one big GuiltInducedNightmare over having accidently killed his daughter Mei-shin in a botched religous ritual to cure her of her mysterious illness (which, turns out, was just severe anxiety brought on by all the pressure he was putting her under). Oops.
69	* Throughout ''VideoGame/TheSuffering'', Torque will routinely hallucinate his family (who by then have died, Torque in prison for it), often punctuated with the presence of bloodstains, mangled corpses and Malefactors. [[SchrodingersGun Whether or not]] Torque actually killed his wife and kids [[KarmaMeter depends on the player's karma]], but either way it's obvious that their deaths weigh heavy on his fragile psyche.
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