Line #19 Literature/OneBulletAway


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2	->''Marine commanders, like all great warriors, are able to kill [[AFatherToHisMen that which they love most]] - [[TheChainsOfCommanding their men.]]''
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4	''One Bullet Away: The Making of a Marine Officer'' (2005) is Nathaniel Fick's autobiography, describing his training as a Recon Marine, his brief time in Afghanistan and his part in the invasion of Iraq.
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6	Fick is perhaps better known for appearing in another work: Evan Wright's ''Literature/GenerationKill'', and the [[Series/GenerationKill HBO series]] based on that book.
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8	!!This work contains examples of:
9	* AwesomeMcCoolName: {{Lampshaded}} with Sergeant Marine.
10	* BadassBookworm: Fick graduated with top honors from Dartmouth College with degrees in classics and government. Instead of playing it safe by heading to Wall Street or Silicon Valley like most of his classmates, he went and became a Recon Marine.
11	* BenevolentBoss: Fick tries his best to embody the trope, but TheChainsOfCommanding mean he can only protect his men so much while still enabling them to perform their very dangerous mission.
12	* BloodKnight: Discussed via internal monologue. He's concerned he may be learning to enjoy their firefights. Late in the book, Fick decides it doesn't apply to him. He ''enjoys'' combat, and won't hesitate to fight, but he is not eager to seek it out.
13	* BornInTheWrongCentury: A nagging sense of this is what leads Fick to sign up for Officer Candidate School.
14	* TheChainsOfCommanding: Fick is made painfully aware that all of his commands come at a cost. During one training exercise that he pulled off flawlessly, an instructor takes him aside and points out the men under his command that "died" in his successful mock-assault of an enemy position.
15	-->'''Captain [=McHugh=]''': “Even when you win, you lose. [[AMillionIsAStatistic By the books, these are great numbers]]. You captured a fortified position, outnumbered, and lost less than a third of your people. [[TheDeadHaveNames But that’s eleven letters to eleven mothers, eleven funerals, eleven names you’ll never forget for the rest of your life]]. Nice job tonight, but you paid a price for it.”
16	* CulturedWarrior: He studied classics at Dartmouth. He draws on this knowledge to give lectures about historical battles to his men in between physical training while they're aboard ship.
17	* DrillSergeantNasty: Fick writes at length about the hazing and verbal abuse instructors heap on OCS candidates. His army airborne instructors also relish making a marine officer as miserable as possible.
18	* ElitesAreMoreGlamorous: The Recon Battalions are legendary within the Marines and this is one of the reasons Fick decides to join[[note]]It's also so that he can continue commanding troops in the field. Once his tour with his current platoon was over, he would likely be relegated to a staff position[[/note]]. He also makes sure the reader is aware that the only reason Recon is not a special operations unit is semantics.
19	* AFatherToHisMen:
20	** Ultimately the reason Fick decides to part ways with the Marine Corps, following from the page quote above:
21	--->It’s a fundamental law of warfare. [[EverybodyLives Twice I had cheated it]]. [[TemptingFate I couldn't tempt fate again.]]
22	** One night, Fick comes across General James Mattis at a guard post alongside significantly younger and more junior marines when the general could have been safely in bed far away. This seals Fick's opinion of Mattis as a man who cares deeply about the men under his command and shapes how Fick views the marines under his own command.
23	* FriendOrIdolDecision: Many choices made on the battlefield are the choice between a bad outcome and a worse one, and you can't always tell which is which beforehand. One of these late in the deployment has Fick delay a recon mission to care for a badly wounded child, only to find that his delay may have allowed the Fedeyeen to remove several AntiAir weapons from a warehouse before he could reach it.
24	* HeroicBSOD: When Fick thinks the command is going to refuse to treat a wounded Iraqi boy, he actually--if momentarily--contemplates shooting his Captain.
25	** Invoked and Subverted on a training exercise at Quantico. He is secretly ordered to fake a HeroicBSOD during a field exercise to give the current leader training in dealing with battlefield fatigue. After a few days of getting berated for dragging ass and confronted by his friends, he eventually reveals the ruse.
26	* HeroOfAnotherStory: Evan Wright, who wrote ''Literature/GenerationKill''. Several other characters come and go throughout as well, including Sergeant "Poke" Espera and Rudy "Fruity" Reyes.
27	* InsistentTerminology:
28	** OCS instructors are to be addressed as "Sergeant Instructor [Full Rank] [Name]". Fick slips up and catches hell for it.
29	--->'''Fick:''' No, Sergeant Olds.\
30	'''Olds:''' ''What'' did you call me? You think we're drinking buddies? You want to date my sister?
31	** During training, Fick is taken to task by Sergeant Olds for claiming that he was digging a foxhole, as a foxhole is a place where foxes hide from predators, and Marines don't do that. He is informed that he was in fact digging a ''Fighting Position''.
32	* InterserviceRivalry:
33	** A sergeant on loan from the [[UsefulNotes/BritsWithBattleships Royal Marines]] is overseeing the officer candidates during physical training. Noting their struggle to keep up with the intense workout, he thus notes:
34	--->“Your Corps has been around for two hundred twenty-three years, right? [[DamnedByFaintPraise Not a bad run. A respectable try, really.]] The Army will pick up your slack.”
35	** Fick attends the US Army Airborne School and the instructors take perverse joy in trying to make the marine officer as miserable as possible.
36	* KlatchianCoffee: In the later part of the invasion (after the feint at Al Kut), Fick is drinking from a two-liter bottle of water in which he has mixed in six packets of MRE instant coffee, six creamers, a packet of cocoa powder and two crushed No-Doz tablets in order to stay awake (after only sleeping three hours in three days).
37	* TheMenFirst: In once instance, Fick recalls there wasn't enough food in camp to feed everyone so senior [=NCOs=] immediately begin making sure that the most junior marines ate first and turned away everyone else.
38	* MexicanStandoff: {{Discussed}}. Fick refers to a situation this way, and Espera pretends to take offense.
39	* MildlyMilitary: Despite his superb competence at his job as a Recon Marine, Rudy Reyes comes off this way to the Marines around him. So much so that even high-ranking officers have stopped referring to him by rank, and refer to him on a FirstNameBasis.
40	* TheNeidermeyer: 3rd Platoon's Captain (codenamed "Captain America" in ''Literature/GenerationKill'') Though he hides it, Fick doesn't like third platoon's captain any more than the enlisted men do.
41	* NotSoAboveItAll: When their unpopular captain calls cadence at PT, the Marines sullenly mumble along. When Gunny Wynn takes over and the Marines shout the numbers back at him like they're in boot camp, Nate just grins to himself and tries to out-shout them all.
42	* OfficerAndAGentleman: Fick is educated, erudite, takes his duties to his men seriously and does his best to make ethical decisions despite the fog of war.
43	* OvertOperative: It's common knowledge that the "military contractors" one of their first bases in Iraq are special forces operators. Likewise for the "Lockheed and Boeing contractors" at the first base in Pakistan.
44	* PerspectiveFlip: Of ''Literature/GenerationKill''. The two accounts can be used to piece together the identities of individuals each author tried to obscure.
45	* PointyHairedBoss: {{Deconstructed}}. Fick has serious issues with his company commander's leadership, but eventually notes that whatever his failings as a combat leader are, he's still a fundamentally good ''person'', and the two manage to reconcile their differences towards the end of their deployment.
46	* ARealManIsAKiller: All the Marines want a chance to take some enemy fighters down.
47	* SemperFi: The Marines [[SincerityMode unironically]] love the Corps, despite their many sarcastic jokes.
48	* ShaggyDogStory: Not an extreme case, but Fick and his men are disappointed to realize [[spoiler:their part of the invasion was a feint]].
49	* ShapedLikeItself: Mocked in training, as the pre-mission briefings for the various training missions (at Quantico) all describe the area as "Quantico-like terrain." It becomes a RunningGag for the officers.
50	* ShellshockedVeteran: Fick shows signs of this after returning from Iraq, and at one point is rejected by a grad school over concerns of this combined with one of his quotes from ''Literature/GenerationKill''.[[note]]“The bad news is, we won’t get much sleep tonight, the good news is, we get to kill people.”[[/note]] Out of concern for veterans with fewer connections and opportunities than he has, he has promised a portion of the proceeds from the book to support veterans' charities.
51	* StrangerInAFamiliarLand: After returning from Iraq, Fick finds his experience has made it difficult for him to fully reintegrate with his friends and family. He also finds himself unconsciously following habits he learned in Iraq, like swerving his car beneath highway overpasses (which would make it harder for an ambusher to drop a grenade into his Humvee)
52	* TitleDrop: About a quarter of the way into the book, the title is explained when Lt. Fick's company commander informs the Lieutenants why he trains them so hard:
53	-->'''Captain Whitmer''': [[EnsignNewbie Any one of you]] is one bullet away from [[YouAreInCommandNow commanding this company]].
54	* TrainingFromHell: A recurring theme, Fick and his men are rigorously trained in everything from infantry tactics to planning operations and issuing orders (a written order for an operation might include [[CrazyPrepared specific orders for a multitude of contingencies]]). This allows them to quickly improvise on the fly based on their experience when faced with actual contingencies.
55	* YouNeedToGetLaid: Colbert tells this to Espera following one of his rants about the universe.

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