I'm not so much lazy as unmotivated. Though I am completely content with lazing around, I can be a very productive and a hard worker if I'm actually interested in something. I'm also a huge narcissist and sometimes over-confident. Which is a little weird seeing as how I also have horrible anxiety and trust issues.
please don't capitalize my handle. I just don't like it.I used to say I had ADHD, or social anxiety, or some psychobabble taught to me by Tony Robbins.
The problem, I've found out, is that I lack a real sense of self. I obsessively pattern myself on other people and tell 'em what they want to hear. It's gotten annoying, so they tell me to stop kissing their asses, and I've thankfully improved.
A combination of naively trusting others, having practically zero confidence without constant praise from others, and a frequent Guilt Complex.
I have several, but my key flaws are
- Sub-par directional clairvoyance when outdoors
- Major Jerkass tendencies when I'm trying to uphold a Jerkass Façade and wavering on the facade part
- I tend to have a hard time reading things on paper (I prefer using electronic means to read)
- Somewhat of an aqua phobic (I never learned how to swim despite being 16)
- Slow at working in class (I prefer to take my time rather than rush things, that is how I fuck up the most)
edited 6th Oct '13 6:48:06 PM by theTamer
Apathetic, emotionally distant, and just generally abrasive in a non-specific way (irl, usually not online).
I have to return some videotapes. My Wall

A fun mixture of paranoia, rage, and bearing grudges until the bitter end.
Through the eyes I have known you.