I know I'm late to this, but Meo, oh god, I'm so sorry.
I mean,I don't know what it's like to lose a father (mine's still alive — [Sincerity Mode unfortunately]), but losing a family member is a hard thing to go through. My grandfather (my mother's stepfather, actually) passed away in early November, and that hit me hard. He was the only decent grandparent I had, he was kind to me, and he considered my mom and I family in the fullest sense of the word. I was in shock for a while afterwards — I got to the hospital in time to see him and get to say my goodbyes, but it was frightening: he looked fragile to me for the first time in my life. He was struggling to breathe, slipping in and out of consciousness... Damn it. Even remembering that night is making me start to cry. Fuck it all...
Regardless, I kind of know what you're going through, Meo. If it's any comfort, it does sound like he had a desire to move on.
Would it be in bad taste for me to say that I wish in all earnesty that it had been my father in his place? That bastard is someone the world would be far better off losing...
edited 26th Jan '12 12:58:19 AM by punkreader
...My dad isn't dead, yet.
...Unless somebody isn't telling me something.
Edit: Wait, that Meo... I hardly ever see anybody call him that.
edited 26th Jan '12 12:59:18 AM by Meophist
Helpful Scripts and Stylesheets here.Yeah, move in with your family; like your mother! She's family, so she has to be cool, right?
Man, you would think after all the stuff you've been through and after all the people you've communicated with, that most of 'em would be on the same page by now.
edited 26th Jan '12 8:59:51 AM by Newfable
It makes sense what she is saying, even if it is slightly disagreeable. Friends are not always reliable.
Read my stories!Well her argument is that I don't know him, I just know what he types.
Right. Because people in "real life" never lie...oh wait.
I lived my life in fear for almost 17 years now. I'm old enough to make my own decisions. If it's a screw up, fine, I'll take the blame. But I'm not going to throw caution to the wind and have sex and drugs and shit. I'm moving in with a friend and paying rent for a year until I'm ready for college.
I can understand your therapist's viewpoint because it crossed my mind too. Montana is also a very big state—you'd be pretty much stuck there if anything were to happen and you couldn't transport yourself by car or plane.
It's just one more person caring about you, Tenny, and that's not something to be reviled just because you don't agree with them.
I think that if you know this guy, you should definitely go move in with him.
DoodlesI ask because my grandparents live in Montana, and depending on where you move to, I can ask them what there is to do and stuff near there.
Go play Kentucky Route Zero. Now.I'm still going to weigh my options but yeah..
Also apparently the check I'll be getting each month will be a little over $1k. Which is..why Dad's search history shows he researched income after suicide...
...Um, I went and pre-ordered a game today. Wanted to have something fun to do and junk. My emergency fund is a little over $300 right now. I can keep adding to that...
Next week I just need to start the filing process for emancipation.
Kingdoms Of Amalur Reckoning. Dad was going to be it for me anyways.
Do tell us all how that is once you get it. I might get it, seeing as I'll be updating my PC for Star Wars The Old Republic anyway.
I expect he'll fly.
If you go full road trip, you should hit up Indianapolis, and wherever it is in Illinois Maddy lives.
Fresh-eyed movie blogHey, if you move near it promise me you'll go to Yellowstone (if you haven't already been). Most beautiful place on earth.
As I said, are you moving near the capitol? Or over in west Montana? Saying you're moving to Montana is like saying you're moving to Alaska; there's a HUGE difference between one end of the state and the other.
Go play Kentucky Route Zero. Now.Fuck Gangwon.
In a more serious note, why there?
edited 26th Jan '12 10:42:12 PM by dRoy
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I am sorry for being so late, but I am sorry to hear of thy pain.