-grabs one of his pokeballs and throws it and grabs onto luis's torso-
-out comes honchkrow-
Fly!
-turning to luis- Grab on!
-it flaps its wings, rising a bit, and silver grabs its talon-
-and then it goes up, like it isn't carrying anyone at all-
-stops with her and watches- He made it?
dead devotionWhat happened on Yrala has almost nothing to do with you.
If anything it makes you slightly better than....every other Yralan.
I don't like you because you're a hypocrite, you're paranoid, and you have no way of your own. You constantly question everything I do, everything anyone does or says while adding nothing of your own. Like fucking Conception. Cloud had been trying to warn us about it since the beginning, but you denied him up and down for the sake of listening to yourself talk. And here we are, Conception. Ain't that a hoot?
You try to act like you're better than me but you're more willing to kill people on a whim. I've seen how you fight, the way a person fights can tell you a lot about them. The club owner, Dio's demon lady: you went for the kill even when it'd be better not to. And it didn't even matter the rest of us were in the same room. You had to prove you were better than Kazfiel. You see this? -pulls up her shirt showing her a large scar on her side- I don't normally scar. You did that, so screw you for it.
PM box is Closed, Indefinitely Friend Code: 3368-4181-6850At some point, everyone is a hypocrite. Hypocrisy is, on its own, not all that special. It is just how people are, and there is no way around it. You just have to deal with it.
It does not change what I did, and it will not assuage your anger, but I can tell you why I am paranoid. I can tell you why I always look over my shoulder, why I always doubt and question. I can tell you why I went after Kazfiel like I did. It was not purely of my own volition.
I do not presume to be better than anyone else. If I have come off that way, then I have made a grave mistake. It will not alter what has happened, but I can tell you why, if you want to understand. I understand if you do not, but I am offering.
Alright. I understand.
Look, I am not even trying to defend myself. I do not like being excoriated like this. No one would. But I am willing to endure it because I think it needs to happen.
I know that you do not like me. I know that much of what you say is, in some sense, partially valid. I am not going to try to argue that. I know I am flawed. I am more flawed than I am good, but I do not let that cloud my judgement.
You told me that I need to pull my own weight, to make my own choices instead of merely criticize the choices of others. Very well. I will make an effort to do that.
I have made a choice to try to smooth things over. To move beyond all of this. I want things to be better, and I am going to work towards that. I do not care if you feel the same way. It is my choice, and I am going to go about it with as much earnesty and good-will as I am capable of.
-Distinctly, visibly uncomfortable with this whole thing-
-But she presses on-
Now, I know this will sound silly and stupid, but... I want to give you the most sincerest token of my honesty that I can. I imagine that you might laugh at it. I do not mind.
This is not something I say lightly, despite how insignificant it might seem. You may have already figured that Dot is not really my true name. It is much too horrible a name for any parent to give their child. It means almost nothing. My name is something I am ashamed of and something I try to hide, but I will give it to you freely. I have only spoken it once before in seventy years.
My name is Juillegar Kyrisael.
-Has a very calm and measured tone of voice-
Now, please, can we move forward?
edited 18th Mar '16 9:32:13 AM by ramuf

WHOOOOOA— Oof!
-Blinks-
Whoa... gotcha!
-Hops on back to his feet-
...Oh yeah. Have you seen any other humans around? There was a whole bunch of us together earlier and uh...
-Looks around-
Guess we got split up.
...Ah! Yeah! There's gotta be SOMEONE HERE RIGHT!? SOMEONE HERE RIGHT?! SOMEONE HERE RIGHT?!
...Well, let's just start some place random.
-Starts walking in A Direction-
mario is red, i am green, i try my best, but everyone's mean