(Romantic love is.....complicated. There's a lot of weird things about it that are tough to understand sometimes.)
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-Adol appeared saddened by Assassin's comment, audibly wondering if her lack of downtime was the cause of her cold and dour disposition.-
edited 30th Dec '15 12:18:20 AM by MacDuffy
{Different, though. It... it felt bad, at first. I didn't want him touching me that much, even though I kept starting it. Like with Noel.}
{I shouldn't be that upset, though. I'm good enough at being a normal person that someone loves me. That's never happened before.}
{Does Fen tell you she loves you?}
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-Adol looked at her with a great concern, saddened by her words and the state of her existence. He expressed his discomfort in the idea of her being forced into his servitude.-
(She would, a while back. Things are kind of strained now, though.)
(That's loss you're feeling, Cloud.)
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{...It's not as bad as other times. I don't really feel like doing anything bad to myself, like before.}
-He goes quiet again, trying to dredge up whatever memory scraps he has of being in stable, healthy relationships, both his own and other people's-
{Maybe you should have sex with her. I bet that would fix it.}
{It would! It — it feels good, I think. It... I think it made her happy?}
{I don't know. I can't really remember Tifa very well anymore, if she was real, and I don't know if I ever did anything that actually happened with Sarah since Marcy wasn't —}
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-Made himself sad again-
{But the point is, that's how it works, right? You need to have sex to make sure they keep liking you, and if you can't you're probably a faggot.}
If you command me to arrive at your position, I will be instantaneously transported there. If you command me to run faster than my capabilities, my legs will be reinforced to do so. If you command me to use my Noble Phantasm when I am out of mana, the Command Spell will rejuvenate me so that I can use it. And so forth.

{I love all of you. He's just the only one I've ever dated before.}
{...I know when she was gone she was worried you wouldn't come back. But you did, and you spent lots of time with her, so she shouldn't be upset.}