...Aven's... he'll never love me like he loves Fen. I don't think anyone could. He's just too tired of me. I cause too many problems, and that hurts people. Alpha thinks I'm crazy... Fen — I don't know what she thinks... probably the same as Alpha. I blew things with Noel. Travis hates me. Ragna wants me dead. Biker... I don't think he's the kind of person that would want a family. One day, you'll leave me too. And everyone else is gone, or dead.
...I've been alone for most of my life, that I can remember. That's just how things are for people like me. I had a few years, once or twice, but soon enough...
...That's... I'm not happy with it. But I can accept that that's the way things are, and I can live with it. It won't do me any good to be sad about it, because that won't change things. Nothing will.
edited 22nd Jul '14 11:18:07 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist...
I hit a point like that. After the war. I'd left so many behind. Caused so many others to die. I just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me. I stopped running to things and started running from them.
But I have to keep going. There's always more just over the horizon. I thought I'd seen everything, but then... this.
-Gestures around himself-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?... Yes. But that's why you need to keep searching. People who live as long as us... it's all we can do.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?...I'm not that old. I don't feel that old. I'm... I'm twenty... twenty-three? No, I'm...
...
It was an accident. I just wanted to die, and instead I made everything worse.
...
I didn't outlive them. The others, I mean. Not my family. They died. Or they left. All the time, leaving.
-to Millia- My life isn't better because I'm the one living it. It... it took me a while for me to learn that, but I think I understand it now.
edited 22nd Jul '14 11:52:48 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist(BLARGLEARGLE SORRY been tab hopping I am here)
(Shinji has just been quiet and is eating one of them peach things, hanging by Millia the Younger.)
(Fronken Frocker is gathering up foodstuffs from the trees and putting them in his coat, being the forager that he is.)
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What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?