...
I forgot, a couple times. Once about what they did to me, and once about what I did.
It... it felt better. I was... I wasn't happier, but... that feeling, when you aren't afraid all the time, because you know there's nothing to be afraid of, and who you are doesn't bother you, because you know you're you and that's good enough.
...When it all came back, it — what I was, who I was — everything came back. It hurts, and I'm still afraid. I don't know how to not be afraid anymore. It... it hurt Tifa, too, for me to be like that. It hurt Lancelot, it hurt everybody. I don't think it ever goes away. I would give anything to forget again.
When... when I remembered how many had died, though, it... they were all people, with families, like me. I took someone's Tifa, or someone's Zack, or someone's Denzel... I don't deserve to forget I did that. I don't deserve to toss aside what I did to all those people for my own peace of mind again. They deserved better than that — to be disposed of and forgotten. Zack deserved better. It's important that I remember them.
It hurts all the time, but I have to remember what I did, because it — it meant something. That I killed all those people.
She... she won't be "your Fen" anymore. She'll be different. If... maybe you might not love her. Maybe you will. Tifa did, I don't know...
...
I guess I can't really answer your question how you want me to. I'm sorry.
...
-Silently coasts in some distance away-
edited 29th Jun '14 12:43:45 AM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist......
-He nods to him-
....Thanks all the same.
-would you look at that Fen-
-what a bizarre oncoming image
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Fen!
(he seems doubtful)
If there was a way to change ourselves back, trust me, I would've been on board for it years ago.
(Sol stares Aven down)
But it's a little too late for me and for her now. She's gonna help me fix this twisted world, and you can just go fuck a tree for all I care.
"Shake the dust." - Anis Mojgani(staaaaaaare)
We're leaving.
(Aven suddenly feels a very sharp pain in his gut as Sol has just put his fist there)
(he follows it up, putting his boot in his face, probably sending him rolling away a bit)
(he grabs Fen by the shoulder and transforms)
(in a flash of light, neither Cloud nor Aven see them go, but they're gone, and the trees around them are on fire)
"Shake the dust." - Anis Mojgani

-Aven and Cloud continue to reenact the falling with style scene from Toy Story-
edited 29th Jun '14 12:41:12 AM by MacDuffy