...Aven doesn't... he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Or Fen. Since they're... I don't want all day with them, but even a little bit — they could be gone for months, or... or years and years and years, and he hasn't even... just... asked me how I was doing, or... Fen says I'm bothering them, I didn't mean to, I just thought, since she tried to kill me, she'd want to finish, or — I just — I keep doing things to make her hate me, and she knows I'm crazy, and other people won't want to talk to me, they said — he said I was crazy, I didn't — no matter what I do, people keep thinking I'm selfish, and I'm trying not to —
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistCloud, it's okay. Aven and Fen will come back to you on their own time. They're probably just as churned up as you right now. Things will settle back to normal soon. Trust me.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?This is settled. If they won't even talk to me now...
...
...What if they leave again? And they'll be so happy with each other that they won't ever want to come back? And they start a family, and have kids, and they won't ever think about me...
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistYou're catastrophising this. They'll come back eventually. Right now, they're closing themselves off. Trying to deal with everything that's happened. Enjoying each other's company. But they can't stay like that forever. Soon, they'll want to branch back out into the world. And they'll come back to you.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?There are so many... they come here, and then they go back home, and they never... they never come back, because they're happy with their families...
...
You're supposed to be happy for them. Because if you aren't, that's selfish. But I just want someone to stay. Aven's the only one that stayed, because he didn't have a family...
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist... Cloud, I've lived hundreds of years. I've left a lot of people behind. Sometimes I look back, when I can bear it. I can't force them to stay with me. People have to move on. But sometimes, just sometimes, they come back into your life when you least expect it. Sarah Jane did.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?...I can't wait that long. It hurts too much. I can't take it. Not anymore. I'm not going back. Can't go back. No room.
...
-He's nice to you-
-And he's talking to you-
-He'll quit soon. Or find a family and leave you-
...
-He needs to stay. Someone needs to like you-
-They can't take this one-
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-Grabs the Doctor and kisses him full on the mouth-
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist

-Starts to run away from the mob, seeing no time to get out of the way-
HEY, SPIKY-HAIRED ASSHOLE, WHAT'D YOU DO TO INCITE A MOB!?
mario is red, i am green, i try my best, but everyone's mean