-listens to cloud-
-hey daisy whats that horrible feeling you feel inside you right now?-
-is it guilt for being involved and just standing by? Yeah thats probably it, and maybe its combined with worry of possibly not being liked at all by the guy-
edited 20th Feb '13 8:35:01 PM by Lilqueendaisy
LOVE IS STORED IN THE AXOLOTL!-His voice wavers slightly- I don't have anywhere else to go. There's nothing left, and I don't know how to get out of here, and I don't know how you do it, and even if I did, that wouldn't matter. There's nothing and no one left. You're all that's left, and you keep doing stupid things, and you're going to get yourself killed, and then I'll just sit around and watch people come and go just like before, only it'll be worse than before, because at least before I could just die. Now I've even managed to mess that up.
...They're all dead now. I could go back home if I burned my wings off, but even if I knew how to, there's nothing left to go home to.
edited 20th Feb '13 8:39:42 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist

...Didn't have any friends back home, really, apart from Mom. Except for Zack... well... you know what he thinks of me now, so I guess he doesn't count. There was this... incident, and Mom got killed, and Zack and I... some bad things happened, and Zack could've left, he had family back in Midgar, but he stayed for me.
I got him killed. He died for me. Then he showed up at this place... I already told you about that.
Then, there was the Northern Crater, and when they all found out what I was, they... they left. Tifa stayed, and eventually the others came back, too... I don't blame them for leaving, considering what I did. But that was the third time.
Then later, there was this pandemic... there wasn't a cure when I got it, but Denzel — he got it, too, and I had longer left than he did, and I was a coward... didn't want to have to watch him die, because I promised I'd find him a cure, and I'm not even going to live to next year, and neither is he... I left them. Left my family to die. Then the Advent came, and I thought for sure... but that was the fourth time.
The fifth time was here, with — I was going to ask Tifa — doesn't matter now... I guess some part of me knew I wasn't gonna see them again, but I didn't want to admit it. And then I started... -Nods- ...
...Zack just laughed at me...
...Joshua left. Mike — my Mike, not the kid — he left. Ray was already dead. Minato left. Haseo left. You left. Boris left. Villiers left. Everyone I ever met here, they all left. They never came back. And I was just stuck waiting around as this thing, until someone would talk to me, anything, didn't even care what they said...
Estelle... -Cuts himself off-
And then we got back, and you did come back for me, and I knew you'd leave again, or you'd die, and you mocked me about it... and then for the first time in... it was so long, but I had a family again, a real one, I don't care how I got it, and you all — took it away from me, you took it away, because you wanted your stupid dumb muscle back again, and god forbid you ever let me have anything, I would've done anything if you'd have let me —
...
A-and then Estelle comes back here, and you all act so fucking happy that she's back, she's an old friend of yours, isn't she, Cloud, go talk to her...
...I can't keep doing this, Aven. Getting everything I've ever wanted, and having to lose it all, again, and again, and again, and again, and again... it's even worse than being alone. You lied to me. And I lied to myself. It's not worth it.
edited 20th Feb '13 8:33:57 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist