.....
{I've got friends to help out before I pull shit like this.}
{What the hell will change after this?}
{Probably nothing.}
{Then why fucking bother. There's a ton of guys better at this shit then I am. Why should I subject myself to this madness just so I can do it all over again.}
{That's my call, isn't it? No one can decide what I do but me.}
.....
-Comes over with a finished pie plate-
Stop him from wh—
-Runs over-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?-The kunai is held in place by PLOTSTRENGTH-
{I've had hundred of other chances in the past to just lie down or walk out, and I've denied them all and kept standing.}
{That was before I slaughtered an entire race.}
{I've failed before.}
{Not like this.}
{And I'll probably keep failing.}
{The why keep going?}
{Because I want to fight. Because I've succeeded in the past. Because the sole fact that I can succeed is enough for me to fight through all the failures. I always talk about moving forward and standing my ground, because despite all the doubts and the pain I believe in it, down to my bones. That's why I fight: to put the fear of Man in those who think they can manipulate us. I can't save everybody, and I haven't saved but goddammit, I can try. And I'm going to keep trying, because this is what I choose do. And I love to do it, because it can be done.}
.....
.....
....
{.....I fucking hate myself.}
{I love me, too.}
-Slowly, and steadily, Aven pulls the kunai out.-
edited 11th Feb '13 9:26:41 AM by MacDuffy
-Stares at Aven-
-Offers him his hand to get back up-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?

-Aven may or may not recognize the fact that the liquid is a healing potion (seeing as how he's a potion guy)-