I think you're not giving Spaz and the rest of us enough credit to hear you out.
Almost all of us are happy with the way the thread is. If you feel that it doesn't suit you, find somewhere else.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?And this is why I wanted to speak in PM's. I apologize for not giving you enough credit. I honestly would've said more on here if I felt more comfortable doing so. I felt scared, and that is my fault. I won't pretend that it was other than that. Nobody should have to feel scared to say something, of course, but eh. Next I need to say in PM's for understandable reasons.
Shadow?Read thoroughly, don't worry.
- I am Mobile. And I'm glad you feel that way.
- Hard to understand how you came to that conclusion considering that one of our most beloved posters here had those exact same problems with Cloud's character and is nonetheless still a welcome part of the community and on excellent terms with Game Spazzer. She would not have banned you if you had brought it up, and she would have been more than willing to reason it over with you calmly like adults. Ferg's recent issues are not relevant in this matter due to it being several of us, not just Spaz, who confronted him about it. Please do not equivocate.
- You are completely misunderstanding the suicide thing, and any passive-aggression you perceived from Spaz's posts was not intended at all. You have had barely any run-ins from her, and I'm really not seeing any of this "intimidation". She is a young lady in high school. You should not feel threatened by her, status or not. Furthermore, this was the only suicide. The other stuff was just switching bodies, and this was hardly a "cycle". If you aren't comfortable with that, please play another game and not this one, because Spaz is hardly the only one to delve into such issues in her writing. I have portrayed some dark themes as well, and this is seeming like a tone disagreement more than anything.
- Again, don't like the character, make open suggestions or something. The rest of us are peachy keen here. You shouldn't be scared of people on the internet, because that's all they are; people on the internet.
We have made our request. Now please comply with it.
make it through this year if it kills you yet | 2001-2019We'd rather not bring this over to P Ms, Irene.
Anything that you're willing to say can be said here.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?There's not much to respond to.
I came to the conclusion of Spaz being scary due to a lot of rants, previous passive-aggressive behavior that I interpreted, and that other players felt she was scary.
So... I could only go off of what I saw. That does not mean I came to the right conclusion. Obviously I didn't. That's just why I did, nothing more.
I did not try to hijack any thread, so please stop saying that was my intentions.
My intentions were solely to make this place a little friendlier for other players, and felt it was really unfriendly earlier. This is why I found both of you to be very friendly GM's, and as shown now, I don't feel like you're anything but friendly and reasonable here. I honestly and legitimately never got that impression with Spaz, which is why I didn't speak to her about this. I still feel that was purely a continuous and unbreakable cycle of Revive > Suicide. Nothing has worked to actually convince Cloud to attempt to do otherwise for 100 pages, so by then, I had serious doubts there was an intention to remove the extreme depression. Also, that's actually why I barely played. I was already depressed for other matters and it seriously made me feel like I couldn't even slightly play in the game.
It also hit close to home for reasons I prefer not to discuss. I'll just say I've felt suicidal before, and leave if at that. Please do not ask about it. Thank you.
Shadow?It's clear that you are not enjoying your time here, unlike many other new players.
That is one of the reasons why we have decided to ask you to move on.
There are plenty of other threads out there.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Er, there's no other possible roleplay I can join. Not that it means anything, but that suggestion won't work. There's zero freeform games that aren't story format only.
That's why I joined this game. It was literally the only possible choice I had.
Not saying I won't leave, but what you're asking me to do beyond leaving is literally impossible. Sorry.
Shadow?There are other roleplay sites out there. Hundreds. Thousands.
You will find a better match and be happier out there.
Goodbye.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?There are zero roleplays I can play in now.
I cannot GM anything since I'm too depressed to, too much out of ideas, and only freeform works. My only two ideas fell through.
So please stop suggesting joining other ones. It's impossible and my roleplaying is pretty much done unless another freeform game that isn't story format comes up. Which I doubt, so eh.
See you... forever.
Shadow?Why are there so many troll OC characters and so few human OC characters?
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?I made myself in homestuck.
I have brown hair, so I wasn't sure whether to make myself black or white haired.
edited 29th Jan '14 9:25:17 PM by SR3NORMANDY
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?

I know exactly what's going on.
I was linked to the forum.
First, I never tried to hijack the thread and have no intention of ever being a GM here. My ideal GM's were you, Norm, and Mobile. Namely because you both were extremely calm and easy to talk to.
I never brought up my criticisms with Cloud's cycle of Revive > Suicide(with drama included towards the players) because I was entirely afraid of Spaz banning me for criticizing Cloud at all. It's the same reason some of the other players felt that way to why they never said anything. For the record, Stonedog, Shiny, and Imca all did feel the exact same way. Ferg didn't have an issue with Cloud like we did, but did feel intimidated by Spaz severely.
Next, I only reported some things. We all reported parts. What I reported was the Suicide > Revive Drama cycle and a few posts about Spaz being passive-aggressive. And a few times that off-topic drama from other topics were being put in here. That was it. I didn't report that abortion drama whatsoever. That was all Stonedog. So I would honestly appreciate it if I'm not blamed for everything when that's pretty false.
Please carefully read everything before you reply.
Also, I did not contribute much because I could not stand Cloud's overly depressive acts and I didn't say anything because I was fully scared of Spaz. Not because I didn't have anything to say. You've gotten an extremely wrong impression of everything that happened due to events you did not know.
edited 29th Jan '14 8:36:00 PM by Irene
Shadow?