I dunno. I just feel like I'm tired for no reason, that I can't do jack sometimes even if I wanted to. That I'd like to drag this parson and hit him until he stops moving for being an unrepentant scumbag. Or scream at the doctors who turned health care into business where money is prioritized over patient's health. It doesn't even matter that it's completely unrelated to me.
...just, I feel like I need only a small thing to instantly drop down into near-depression. Sometimes it works at the other side too, but mostly backwards.
Mood swings, I suppose. This and/or mental abuse.
That being said, it's nice how you guys are concerned. Thanks.
Ooh dear, I had the same feeling loads of times. Look, everyone has the right to do what they want to do. They can, if they try enough, be big. Grades don't matter, nor others. :)
If you want to message me about this, feel free to do so. What is causing your mental abuse? IRL stuff?
GO AHEAD .... MR. JOEHSTUR .......

Fuck, what happened?
UN JOUR JE SERAI DE RETOUR PRÈS DE TOI