I will not even pretend to know what it's like to be you and go through what you go through, but I will say this: you are ultimately the decider in what you see and don't see online, and there are a myriad of ways around your fandom harassment issue. You could privately contact the people you actually like and get their information before account-hopping, for one.
All in all, though, it's as simple as just not looking at a thing. If you feel as though you cannot but look at the thing, that is a compulsion, and you need to recognize it as such and discern whether or not it's unhealthy.
I am probably just pissing into the wind saying this. You probably didn't even ask for advice, and I wager you're not going to take it. That's within your right. But ultimately, it's up to you. You're not chained to a rock, you're voluntarily visiting a website you know makes you angry. The power to change this is, and always will be, solely yours.
I'm going to sleep now. I'm sorry if this was rude, but I care about you. I would be shutting up and turning away if I didn't. Goodnight.
make it through this year if it kills you yet | 2001-2019As usual, Mobile says it better than I can.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?I'm back from meeting Neel Kolhatkar.
We had a great conversation.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?For the last time guys, we agreed that when I was up late we would call it "norming" instead.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?How does Norming sound more like mourning than the actual word morning? Homophones, man!
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Fucking morbid.
Badger fantasises about my death, guys.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Oh god damn.
This Library Exercise wants me to find an author's published book with the Library, but doesn't give me the name of the book.
So I tried typing the Author's name into the Library Search.
Apparently he isn't on the online system.
1.5 imperial gallons of tea were consumed during the writing of this post

Hello spaz. *Flops.*