I had gotten so much done over the last fortnight and I was in such a bright mood to tell her. And then I accidentally let slip about missing that one opportunity. I just feel so wrecked right now.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Not at all. I'm pretty sure it was that she had just gotten back from a day of travel after a week in Melbourne.
Still, I was doing an essay tonight, and now anything close to study mode has been completely derailed.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Then she's probably pissed about something unrelated and using you as a means of venting that anger. Not at all okay of her, but that's just something parents do sometimes, and it sucks.
I can totally feel you about having your concentration broken. When shit like that happens to me, I pretty much can't do anything. I can't study, I can't distract myself, I can't brush it off. All I can do is sit there and try to ride it out, let the anguish and guilt run their course, then I can try to relax or whatever. We're probably not wired exactly the same, so you might be able to find some way to get your mind off of it.
I don't know. I just really hope that it works out and that she decides to "man up" and apologize. That's just not okay at all, missed opportunity or no, and all she accomplished with that display was distracting you from what you are doing, which is just as important as getting some job or whatever.
make it through this year if it kills you yet | 2001-2019Yeah. I feel better just talking about it, though. Even though if I was in a rational state it would be nothing I wasn't already telling myself. Funny how that works.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?If something troubles a person, it's just a good idea to just let it out. Talk about it. Letting people know of your plight is a very cathartic experience that makes it so that you're not alone in this.
If I had to describe it; it's an itch you just kinda have to scratch.
edited 2nd Oct '14 6:18:15 AM by LatverianBadger
"Shake the dust." - Anis MojganiFuck me I had so much lined up tonight.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Got a text.
"Sorry for being a grump earlier. I'm very proud of you and all you've achieved this year. The right job will happen eventually. It isn't about money. It's about gaining experience in the workplace and you can do that as a volunteer. Nigh night. Love, mum."
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?

I echo Mobile and Badger, Norm. Wish I knew what else I could say.
The damned queen and the relentless knight.