Because I'm sick of living in fear like this, knowing there's nothing I can do. Daudz —
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I want this over, one way or another. Please understand what it's like.
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Be right back in either five minutes or four years, if things go badly.
-Drives off to run an errand-
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon Alchemist-Comes back. There is a chip in his neck again, albeit a smaller one-
It's just a tracker this time, but Dante's still gonna kill me... -Dumps his meds down the sink again-
Spent a couple days at come, considering. Denzel got a B in Social Studies... Went to see Reeve, as per some deal he made with Dante... they decided I've improved enough to warrant visiting right for my family and I, on the condition I have this... it's worth it, though. Went to my first session in months, too. Stupid therapist thinks I'm crazy...
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Okay, let me rephrase that; she thinks I'm the wrong kind of crazy. I mean the "Cardboard Apocalypse Sign Streetcorner Bum" Crazy.
...Done talking about mundane things now. Just wanted to do that, just in case.
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistI know I'm still outmatched...
I'm not putting his head on the chopping block. What, you want me to cram a bunch of dead people inside him instead? Or maybe all those weird Shadow things he uses, let's stuff a few of those into him?
I need to do this to be able to protect him. Azathoth's gunning for Sora now. There is literally nothing I can do if he makes his move again. -Flops down on the couch-
edited 25th Aug '12 6:59:35 AM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistI know that, I do, but... I can't just do nothing. Do you know what that's like, to just sit there and do nothing? Not just because you need to watch something happen, but because there's literally nothing you're able to do to help?
...I won't leave this time. At least, not so they'd notice. But I'm sick of being useless.
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistOf course I know. YHVH constantly destroys and recreates billions of universes and there's nothing I can do about it. But very well aw long as you promise to never confront Azathoth directly.
edited 25th Aug '12 7:17:31 AM by Jamdat369
"All worlds begin in darkness and all so end. The heart is no different."-Ansem

Unless you give me a better reason. I'm not going to do it.
edited 25th Aug '12 6:36:54 AM by Jamdat369
"All worlds begin in darkness and all so end. The heart is no different."-Ansem