-eyes still closed- Don't you dare, I'll kill you.
No, he... Zack was Jenova. Or, he was a part of it that I took control of. I made him when... when the real Zack died. That's what it does, it copies memories, but he's not...
He's not....
-opens his eyes again- ...I think I destroyed him.
edited 17th Nov '11 8:38:12 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistThe Courier: Or maybe he's materialized... Maybe the demon in you took his place...
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.-Volkov and Joshua were just lounging about, Joshua was smoking the last of his cigarettes while Volkov was keeping an eye out for anything unusual-
Shameless Self-promotion ho!I don't know....
-closes his eyes again and takes a deep breath-
...I don't even know if I have any right to feel anything about this.... I know he wasn't real, but....
Fucking hell, what does that say about me?
edited 17th Nov '11 8:50:57 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistMihawk: You have every right. He was a part of you. He is a part of you.
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.-laughs humorlessly- I'm considering mourning the loss of a copy of my best friend (whom I forgot even existed for a brief period of time) that owed his existence to the fact that I can't cope with jack shit, and of which I was using as a pseudo-replacement for the real Zack Fair even though I knew it was a figment of my insanity but I didn't care because it made me feel less guilty when I talked to him.
-smacks the back of his head against the wall- I don't even fucking know. I highly doubt I have the right.
edited 17th Nov '11 9:07:03 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistOOC: I don't know about Cloud and Zack well enough and I'm on my phone, so I'm gonna do a Cop-Out of sorts... Help, Spaz!
Mihawk: -insert Armor-Piercing Question directed at Cloud-
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.As much as I'd like to help, I have no idea how to respond to something that's not there. Um... "What would Zack think if he saw you right now?"? I dunno. Just glue that in there.
-He keeps his face carefully blank. His eyes are closed- I don't know what he'd think.
I know I'm ashamed. And I'm ashamed for even being ashamed, like he was real. But he was, in a way.
Now I sound crazy....
edited 17th Nov '11 10:35:20 PM by GameSpazzer
MY SOUL IS DARK BUT MY HAIR IS COLORFUL — Brahian Pokémon AlchemistOOC:That'd do... :)
The Courier: He won't see the Cloud he knows, that's for sure.
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.The Courier: Ah.
Mihawk: ...
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.-The Courier giggles-
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.The Courier: If you need anyone to listen... I'm— We're here.
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.-Grimmjow is mercilessly cutting something-
Mihawk: I do not like the look of that arm, Cloud-san.
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.

Grimmjow: Splash some water on demon sheep here, Anderson-chan.
Mihawk: I guess a demon posessed you and took this Zack person's place...
The Courier: Zack... Gone...
Sanity? Why would I need a useless thing like that? Now posting as Motor-Runner.