...Fan, hur man uttrycka—...?
...Think a bodyguard, essentially, probably also a butler, for a very loud, uncouth family of pasty Europeans who never seem to run out of trifling things they wish for you to do instead of whatever it is you're presently doing. Heh!
make it through this year if it kills you yet | 2001-2019...Yes. This—Ehehehahah!—This is what... I have been trying to tell myself. There's no reason to go back. There's no reason to even think of that. My obligation is nullified, it's fully someone else's problem now, I would have nothing to do were I to return, except—... look at them, or something. Merely look at them, heh!
…
...Yet the compulsion, it... it consumes me entirely. My thoughts are dominated by it. I am becoming megalomaniacal, like a shark or a salmon in its spawning season, I cannot avert my mind from its senseless course and it is engulfing me.
make it through this year if it kills you yet | 2001-2019link it
"..."
and then some ten foot tall beefcake
◊ lands RIGHT BEHIND savannah
which elicts a jump from her
"J-jesus!"
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
-Knows she doesn't have many of the details here so she just kinda chooses to oversimplify-
There was a... problem with some Servants a while ago. A group of them was in the forest, targeting other Servants. They killed a few of them.
-Realizes what this sounds like and course corrects-
He- he wasn't one of them. He managed to avoid them somehow. After the group in the forest was... dealt with, someone from their leader's home showed up here. He told us that a few of the other Servants here were all from there, and that they were- that they could cause problems if they went back. He didn't want a Grail War to break out.
So that person decided to ask the Servants if they were willing to- kill themselves to avoid a Grail War. Most of them didn't, but... one of them did.
I guess so.
It's about Gracia... well, maybe it's about a lil' more than that. How should I explain this...
A couple weeks ago, someone from Gracia's world showed up here, and the two of 'em got into a confrontation. Gracia attacked the guy, sayin' she could sense he was part of this "Chaos" thing and that meant he was evil and wanted to hurt people. That other guy mentioned somethin' 'bout how Gracia's psychic powers were basically a magnet for evil demons that might show up here one day. They got in a fight, and... that was kinda it. I don't think they spoke after that.
Everything I've heard 'bout the world Gracia comes from - and I mean everything - paints it as some horrible world full of nothing but war and death. The fact that we have anyone from a world like that - even people who aren't dangerous themselves - scares me. We got ourselves a relatively calm place here, and I don't like the idea that it could all come crashin' down because someone's enemies from another world decided to show up at our doorstep. I'm angry that we even have to deal with this. I know Gracia is sweet and doesn't want to bring harm to anyone, which makes me feel all the worse for feelin' these things in the first place.
...I know how you feel.
I have my own obligations back home, too. My own friends, comrades... I miss home a lot sometimes. But at the same time, I know I would also miss the people here if I left. Sometimes I wish i could just... take them with me and have the best of both worlds, you know? It's probably a selfish thought.

"They'll be here in... ten seconds, trust me."