-sighs and generally seems distraught-
It would have been good of me to actually be her guardian. And I haven't. Whether it's here or at home, I just find myself dicking around and not making sure she's alright, most of the time. I barely pay attention. When she got a servant, I just assumed that it was one of the good ones. Not some holier-than-thou psychopath that killed other servants. She didn't know that, and neither did I. She gave me shit over that, and I deserved it.
Like, fuck, I was so fucking blind, I put in the least effort needed. I don't have a watchful eye over everything, I can't be in two places at once, yeah, but I could have paid more attention to her, made sure everything was alright, said "hi," but I didn't do anything, Fen. I did something else. I just did something else.
edited 18th May '16 6:03:27 PM by Boxen
dead devotion-She is about to retaliate when she falls flat from the earthquake-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?-She stares at Gerokir, wishing she had something sharp-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?"Oh—", He shakes his head a little, before looking at Kyo. "Oh-Ah, well...I—find it comforting. It reminds me of...the warmth. The light that fire brings, and its wake—life itself. It is...comforting, to me. My heart beats a little easier here, sitting by a fire."
"And well, I don't feel much of heat nor cold anymore. I lost the feeling on the tips of mine fingers years ago, and my extremities followed suit."
всегда веренFront yard
Blood gorgons. Serve. Noone.
chaos, and the daemons, are a tool we leave to the witches...like her
-he points at Gracia-
astartes like me don't enjoy working with demons or summoning them, studying them is as far as most of us like to go. But people like her-
-the venom in his voice, you can almost taste it-
she'll attract them, chaos, daemons, Nightmares beyond your wildest imagination. Maybe they'll possess her and drag her soul off screaming into the warp, and if you're lucky she'll be the only one
but chances are she won't be, daemons will plague this place and I don't know how many you'll lose before its all over. And that's not counting on how more devout worshippers of chaos may come after, eager to gather sacrifices for their gods.
you may think I'm trying to sow paranoia, I'm not. I'm warning you, your friend as she is now will be the death of you.
He's lying. He's a part of Chaos. He's a follower of the Dark Gods. You can't stand with Chaos and pretend you're above it.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?

-shuts the door-
dead devotionKatherine and Von split off, and she needed someone to care for Harriet. I... I took her in.