"But then, isn't part of life dealing with losses?"
"You have seen enough bloodshed, as do I. Maybe as a soldiery, maybe as an adventurer. People dying is an inevitability, not chance."
"And if they forget you when you die, then don't. Strive to live as long as you can in this life time. For their sake, as much as yours."
всегда верен-shakes his head- That is part of life.
But why go through the same thing over and over again?
I would rather not have to deal with that extraneous kind of- relationship- multiple times, when it will always end with loss.
At least living alone, I can freely decide to be a soldier, to risk my life, where others can't.
1.5 imperial gallons of tea were consumed during the writing of this post"For me, its because its worthwhile."
"Stranger, I shed blood over and over in the pursuit of the coin. Did things I'm not proud of. I destroyed life for my own ends."
"So...even if it pains me in the end each time, when I lay her down and my children down in the grave, I knew that for my part, I managed to do my best. I made life with these bloodied hands instead of bringing it down, I can pass on to the next life knowing that for this one, I made a person...anyone...someone happy during their life. My actions made someone look forward to living, and die content knowing that they lived as they did."
"...Isn't it worthwhile, creating life and watching and nurturing it?"
edited 3rd May '16 1:26:18 PM by f1r3lemon
всегда верен-sighs- It is worthwhile for others to have.
But I would rather they find happiness with someone that doesn't become a fake when he so much as gets into a car accident, or misplaces a step near a cliff-face, or all the other ways outside of war, that a man can die.
I simply am not interested.
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... I could never do that.
My immortality- is that when I die, I come back in the same physical state I was when I was first cursed.
The caveat, is that when I die- that previous lifetime goes forgotten, and shrouded in myth by those who knew me.
Pursuing a family would be a foregone conclusion of having to deal with more losses.
If I die- I come back, and live with this fact that those people- don't know me anymore. If they're gone, I deal with someone close to me being gone.
And why make things harder than they are.
-well the basement appears to have an automaton that isn't Mr.B-
-face down on the floor-
-with chains that were cut nearby him-
edited 3rd May '16 1:13:16 PM by RegularDefender
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