I loved her. And- and I still do. And you know, I've been trying to stop. But it's hard. I'm- she made me like this, and I can't blame her for it. I know why she did it. I know exactly why.
And it's not her anymore. All that's gone. The person I loved- she's gone. But I still love her now.
I've been trying so hard. I love Clara. I really do. She's- she's nicer to me than I deserve. I'm trying to forget, but it's hard. I can't love both of them. I can't.
I don't know what I'm going to do. Something's just- I'm going to fuck up somehow. I know I will.
-She's not tearing up-
-But she's hella miserable now-
edited 5th Sep '15 9:06:39 PM by ramuf
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Sayaka: (stops walking) Planning? Like she's...(stops herself, holds up a hand) Is it a bad thing? Why do you think she's planning something - does she, like, keep stealing suspicious glances at you or something?
Roof
Homura: (also looks towards Wally) ... (feels just a little miffed at another of her schitck being used on her)
The damned queen and the relentless knight.-Gracia lies back down on the bed, enjoying the warmth and softness-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?…
(It takes him a good while to think of what even to say.)
...That... That must be hard... I cannot imagine how it would feel to—...
...But you are doing good, you really are... That you are able to love Clara at all and... and think for yourself, that is a good thing...
...I want all beds to be like this one, I think...
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He's normal. He should have someone normal raise him. I mean, it's... uh... easy, I think? TJ just either reads and sleeps, and all you have to do is remember to feed him from time to time.
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