…
(Quiet a moment, thinking.)
...Well... You're used to thinking that way, and it's... it'll probably be pretty hard to change that...
...Look, I know jack about romance besides what I see in movies. I don't even know if half that stuff is real, or if there's things they leave out, or—...
...But... I know about love, and I know she loves you, and it's not because of any utility you were to her. I saw it in her eyes and heard it in her voice. If she wanted to get romantic with just a useful thing, she'd marry indoor plumbing, or that "internet" thing. It's because you're you, and she loves and cares for that.
And... yeah, you're not a perfect person. You did some horrible things, and you're still not Jesus. Rennor was... He did some shit that would make you go white as a sheet, and I still don't think he even comprehends it.
But... I miss him. I think about him a lot even if he did screw up, and I want him back so I can—... So I can see if he's okay and talk to him and—…
(Quiet sigh.)
...I dunno if that helps at all or if I was just ramblin' about stupid crap... She does love you, though... And, I mean... So do I, if not in that way...
And just as I Dostoevsky, I must go and FUCK 3 AM AGAIN WHY. G'night.
edited 21st Jul '15 1:08:05 AM by MobileLeprechaun
make it through this year if it kills you yet | 2001-2019-Gracia is outside, staring at the stars-
-Cloud walks downstairs-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?-Dr.9 is on the roof, chilling in a deck lounger with a soda-
-Kriemhild is in the kitchen floating over the stove-
-trying to figure out how to cook bacon-
-Lautrec is practicing outside with his shotels-
-feint gentle smoke from a cave in the forest-
1.5 imperial gallons of tea were consumed during the writing of this post

"-oh gosh not the chin-"
sera status: bliss