... I can't stop... I won't stop thinking about it. Lingqi told me I was weak because I wouldn't stop. I don't think she likes me any more.
...
Maybe I should just stay a motorcycle. I'm happier when I'm on two wheels.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?...Food riot in the slums. We were supposed to fire into the crowd. Things got ugly and the ones that had weapon ran for cover in the shanty town they'd set up... I didn't check a corner and I turned right into this lady pointing a gun between my eyes.
...She hesitated. She didn't want to kill a kid, I don't think. She was Mom's age, so maybe...
...
I didn't though. I'm still here and she's not.
...After we got back and it had a chance to sink in, I threw up. Spent the rest of the night crying. They said I'd never make it as a soldier like that.
...
-Hugs his roboknees-
I never want to do it again.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?...I've killed so many people since then. Thousands... maybe millions. I... I don't even really think about it anymore. It's just something I do.
I've lost track of all the millions of people that had lives and stories and people that knew them that aren't around because of me.
...
It — it might not feel good now, but it's good that you feel like this. That you can still... that you can care about destroying another life. That's a good thing. It means you're still human.
No matter how hard it gets, never lose that feeling.
...
-Hugs him again-
-Now that he's around three metres tall, it's quite a different feeling-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?We'll be alright. We'll be fine. We'll always remember.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Please don't kill for them. Not for me.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?Please...
I don't want people to die because of me.
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?...
-Clearly doesn't have an answer-
-To be fair, a month ago he didn't have a mind-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?-Nimbus is about to say something, but there's the familiar howl of a drone aircraft approaching-
What if there’s no better word than just not saying anything?

...Sometimes there isn't any other choice.
I'm sorry you had to do that, though. That shouldn't... it shouldn't have been something you should've had to do.